in order to be the best i can be and live a life that will satisfy me, i must do these two things at all times :  be happy and be honest.  when being honest, i'm forcing myself to realize the seriousness behind my acts and my thoughts.  i am also letting the world know i am making a serious and informed statement/decision.  being honest won't always get you liked, but at least you are being completely sincere with yourself and those around you.  and being happy - so much easier said than done, but so important to do the best you can.  make yourself happy.  i have lived a life of bending over backwards to make others happy, often forgetting my own happiness in this time.  

so there it is.  i will be honest to myself about how i am really feeling and what i really want, honest to others about my actions and intentions, and constantly making decisions based upon what will REALLY make me happy.  


and i can honestly say, i am the happiest i've been in my whole life.