in order to be the best i can be and live a life that will satisfy me, i must do these two things at all times : be happy and be honest. when being honest, i'm forcing myself to realize the seriousness behind my acts and my thoughts. i am also letting the world know i am making a serious and informed statement/decision. being honest won't always get you liked, but at least you are being completely sincere with yourself and those around you. and being happy - so much easier said than done, but so important to do the best you can. make yourself happy. i have lived a life of bending over backwards to make others happy, often forgetting my own happiness in this time.
so there it is. i will be honest to myself about how i am really feeling and what i really want, honest to others about my actions and intentions, and constantly making decisions based upon what will REALLY make me happy.
and i can honestly say, i am the happiest i've been in my whole life.