I've never wanted something so bad yet am so afraid at the same time.

It's ending ---slowly.

There are technically only  20 days of actual classes, five days of exams and then graduation.

I hope I get something on Honors Night, it's an excuse to not work on a Monday night.

These final 20 school days are going to drag.

Suffolk
Emerson (Rejected)
Roger Williams (Rejected)
Northeastern (Rejected)
URI (Accepted)
Quinnipiac (Wait-Listed)
Providence College (Accepted)
Johnson & Wales (Accepted)

Looks like Suffolk for me! 

Emerson
Roger Williams
Northeastern
URI
Quinnipiac
Providence College
Johnson & Wales
Boston U
Suffolk

I might cut out the last two. But other than that I can't wait to be done!

Are killing me. The end.

It's funny, I have a love/hate relationship with school. Senior year is fun, yes, everyone tells me it'll be the best year ever and it'll go by so fast. And sometimes I want it to go by slow, so I can enjoy it, but the days tick by just like they said it would and I find myself wanting it to be June. To walk across that stage, take my diploma, and close this chapter of my life. I feel like I've learned everything I'm ever going to learn in this place, that this is just filler, that I should've been gone by now.

But I'm not, and I don't know why I want to go to college. I yearn for the freedom I guess. I think that's what everyone wants.

 So, it's almost senior year. Which is scary. Yet fun at the same time. I don't really know what to think of it. But I guess I'll find out in less than a week.