Thy will reap what thy hast sown.

acracia_ @ 2004-10-20T06:55:00

2004-10-20T12:57:26Z

FULL NAME: Heather Marie Kennedy-Reichenbach

2. NICKNAME: Kisa, Kitty, Love (ha),

3. EYES: Hazel (usually grey)

4. HEIGHT: 5’3”

5. HAIR: blonde

6. SIBLING: none

7. DO U LIKE TO SING IN THE SHOWER? I guess

8. DO YOU HAVE A GOOD VOICE? I like to think so.

9. BIRTHDATE: November 4

10. SIGN: Scorpio

11. RIGHTY OR LEFTY: lefty

12. WHAT DO YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP?
-Equality
-love
-to be dominated
-openess
-Affection
-Adoration
-Sophistication
-Excitement
-Kinky love
-Intelligence
-Romance

*******FAVORITE QUESTIONS*******

13. MOVIES: Dogma, Interview with the Vampire, The Lord of the Rings trilogy, Moulin Rouge, The Secret Window, Resident Evil (both), League of Extraordinary Gentlemen, Pirates of the Caribbean, Queen of the damned

14. SONG: goo goo dolls “iris” meatloaf “I would do anything for love” ,

15. BAND/SINGER: Marilyn Manson,

16. TV SHOW: none

17. COLOR: Blues and blacks and shades of twilight, and either really bright or dark reds especially blood red
*******LOVE LIFE ETC*******

18. DO YOU PLAN ON HAVING CHILDREN?: yes

19. DO YOU WANT TO GET MARRIED?: Eventually

20. HOW OLD DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU HAVE YOUR FIRST CHILD: 24

21. HOW OLD DO YOU WANNA BE WHEN YOU GET MARRIED? I don't know.

22. SEX: yes

23. DO YOU HAVE A BF/GF? Yes I am such a whore

24. DO YOU HAVE A CRUSH? Yes.
*****EITHER-OR (PICK WHICH ONE YOU PREFER)

25. MUSIC/TV: Music,

26. GUYS/GIRLS: both.

27. GREEN/BLUE: Blue.

28. PINK/PURPLE: Purple.

29. SUMMER/WINTER: Winter.

30. NIGHT/DAY: Night.

31. HANGIN OUT/CHILLIN: "Hangin" out.

32. DOPEY/FUNNY: Funny.
*******ALL ABOUT YOU*******

33. WEIRD SAYING YOU HAVE: um…… I have too many cant think

34. WHAT SCHOOL DO YOU GO TO?: Ball High School.

35. HAVE YOU EVER TAKEN DRUGS?: I tried didn’t like so I dont

36. WHAT SONG DO YOU WANT PLAYED AT YOUR FUNERAL?: goo goo dolls “iris”

37. HOW FAR WOULD YOU GO ON A FIRST DATE?: um……..up to the guy what he says goes but I don’t think I would go that far but then again I never really have dated anyone

38. WHICH 5 PEOPLE ARE YOU OPEN WITH AND TRUST THE MOST?: donny, geo, no one else really that I am totally open with

39. WHAT DO YOU THINK OF SOUL MATES?: um………no comment

40. IS IT RIGHT TO FLIRT IF YOU HAVE A BF/GF?: as long as your other knows that you do this and they said it was allright

41. WHAT WAS THE LAST THING YOU CRIED OR GOT TEARY ABOUT?: julian breaking up with me or something someone said or the scare or something else I don’t remember I cry too much

42. WHAT'S SOMETHING ABOUT GUYS/GIRLS YOU JUST DONT GET?: how people can be so utterly stupid and not see whats really out and why cant they just die and make the world better

43. ARE YOU HAPPY?: I was once …I don’t know if I can ever be again sorry

44. WHY?: long story

45. WHAT'S AN OBJECT YOU CAN'T LIVE WITHOUT: my spiral which allows me to write poetry

46. LOVE OR LUST?: …………..um I don’t know love really hurts but so can lust

47. SILVER OR GOLD?: Silver.

48. DIAMOND OR PEARL?: Diamond.

49. SUNSET OR SUNRISE?: sunset with moon….sunrise is also pretty

50. HAVE YOU EVER GONE SKINNY-DIPPING?: Yes.

51. DO YOU SLEEP WITH STUFFED ANIMALS?: yes.

52. DO YOU HAVE ANY PIERCINGS?: Ears and navel.

53. WHAT COLOR UNDIES ARE YOU WEARING RIGHT NOW: black

54. WHAT SONG ARE YOU LISTENING TO RIGHT NOW?: um……I don’t know ant remember name or artist

55. WHAT ARE THE LAST 4 DIGITS OF YOUR PHONE NUMBER:? 1709

56. WHERE WOULD YOU WANT TO GO ON YOUR HONEYMOON?: woods.

57. WHO DO YOU WANT TO SPEND THE REST OF YOUR LIFE WITH?: I don't know.

58. WHAT'S THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX?: I guess their body but I really don’t pay attention I focus in the mind

59. FAVORITE SPORT?: ...Um?

60. WHAT MAKES YOU HAPPY?: making others happy, pleasing people

61. WHAT'S THE NEXT CD YOU GONNA GET?: ...You're going to get. I would like to get korn greatest hits and and other cds my birthday is coming up

62. DO YOU WEAR CONTACTS OR GLASSES? glasses

63. WHAT'S THE BEST ADVICE GIVEN TO YOU?: "Love is hard, harder then steel and thrice as cruel/ It is as inexorable as the tides, and life and death alike follow in its wake."-Phedre; to thine ownself be true……. To the world you may be somebody but to somebody you may be the world

64. HAVE YOU EVER WON ANY SPECIAL AWARDS?: yea

65. WHAT ARE YOUR FUTURE GOALS?: Falling in love and not getting hurt.

66. WORST SICKNESS YOU EVER HAD?: when I had strept

67. DO YOU LIKE FUNNY OR SCARY MOVIES BETTER?: Scary. Adrenaline rushes kick ass.

68. ON THE PHONE OR IN PERSON?: Person.

69. HUGS OR KISSES: Both.

70. WHAT SONG SEEMS TO REFLECT YOU THE MOST?: I don’t know theres a few

71. IF YOU DIED TOMORROW- WHO WOULD YOU LEAVE EVERYTHING TO?: I want everything to go to sibbt or fwi and what they don’t want I want it burned

72. DO YOU HAVE ANY ENEMIES?: God….um does everyone count?

73. WHAT IS YOUR GREATEST FEAR?: um…..not really afraid of anything but if I had to choose I would say being alone for the rest of my life…I know how desprate

74. WOULD YOU RATHER BE RICH OR FAMOUS?: Famous.

75. WHAT TIME IS IT IN ALBANIA NOW?: the fuck?

76. IF U HAD 24 HOURS LEFT TO LIVE, WHO WOULD YOU SPEND THAT TIME WITH?: Everyone. Just everyone. Myself

77. MEET SANTA OR THE EASTER BUNNY?: neither

78. IF E.T. KNOCKED ON YOUR DOOR HOLDING UP A PEACE SIGN ASKING TO USE YOUR PHONE WHAT WOULD YOU DO?: Check with my doctor to see if he's giving me the correct dosage.

79. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU TALKED TO THE GUY/GIRl YOU LIKED?: Yesterday ^____^

80. HAVE ANY PETS?:sure

81. WHATS YOUR EMAIL ADDRESS?: acracia86@yahoo.com

82. LAST TIME YOU WERE DEPRESSED?: Last night.

83. ARE YOU AN ALCOHOLIC?: Not to my knowledge. hehe

acracia_ @ 2004-10-19T06:40:00

2004-10-19T12:48:13Z

yea its only 16 days to my birthday woot....and 39 days till my boyfriends birthday...um nothing else to tell im too tired bye

acracia_ @ 2004-10-18T06:42:00

2004-10-18T12:45:29Z

i will kill all

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acracia_ @ 2004-10-15T06:43:00

2004-10-15T12:44:41Z

Disorder	Rating
Paranoid:	Very High
Schizoid:	High
Schizotypal:	Very High
Antisocial:	High
Borderline:	Very High
Histrionic:	High
Narcissistic:	High
Avoidant:	High
Dependent:	Very High
Obsessive-Compulsive:	High
-- Personality Disorder Test - Take It! --

interesting

acracia_ @ 2004-10-15T06:36:00

2004-10-15T12:37:20Z

Love and Sex With Your Friends by dannygrl0129
Username
Sex
Favorite Color
Love of your life:	m0d_freak
Best sex of your life:	delfin9187
Will make you come 1000 times:	flickerbabe
Will break your heart:	stagequestmac
Best Kisser:	starfire22
Best cuddler:	texaswebscout
You secretly dream of:	you_lost_me
But this person dreams of you:	strange_mikoto
Will handcuff you and screw you silly:	grimgeomancer

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acracia_ @ 2004-10-15T06:35:00

2004-10-15T12:37:02Z

love the one who knows you forget the rest know that none will ever love you in return and bow down to you master love is death love is life love is from which we all sprung and love is to wich we shall all go to heed these words and help yourself care for others who do not care for you

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acracia_ @ 2004-10-14T05:38:00

2004-10-14T12:38:28Z

im lost so bye

acracia_ @ 2004-10-14T05:38:00

2004-10-14T12:38:09Z

THE ULTIMATE SILENCE
October 12, 1998

Listen to the mustn'ts, child.
Listen to the don'ts.
Listen to the shouldn'ts,
The impossibles, the won'ts.
Listen to the never haves,
Then listen close to me ...
Anything can happen, child.
Anything can be.

~ Shel Silverstein

Six years ago today, Matthew Shepard was murdered for being homosexual.

What will you do to end the silence?

Click here to post this on your own page or weblog

acracia_ @ 2004-10-13T06:39:00

2004-10-13T12:45:09Z

well ladedadeda what the fuck ..... i dont know whats going on i was ....no am trying to stick a big safety pin through my ear so i can gauge it (im bored dont ask) i can get it through but only part way but i will end this because i am being to to read my friends journal and i dont have time to update and read so yea

acracia_ @ 2004-10-12T05:44:00

2004-10-12T12:44:44Z

Have you ever...
[X] been drunk.
[X] smoked pot.
[x] kissed a member of the opposite sex.
[ ] rode in a taxi.
[x] been dumped.
[ ] shoplifted.
[ ] been fired.
[ ] been in a fist fight.
[X] had sex.
[X] had a threesome - kissing or otherwise
[X] snuck out of your parent's house.
[ ] been arrested.
[ ] made out with a stranger.
[ ] stole something from your job.
[ ] celebrated new years in times square.
[ ] went on a blind date.
[x] lied to a friend.
[ ] had a crush on a teacher.
[ ] celebrated mardi-gras in new orleans.
[ ] been to europe.
[x] skipped school.
[ ] thrown up from drinking.
[ ] lost your sibling.
[x] played 'clue'.
[x] had a sleepover party.
[ ] went ice skating.
[?] dropped x.
[ ] cheated on a bf/gf.
[x] been cheated on.
[ ] had a sweet sixteen.
[ ] had a quinceanera.
[ ] had a car.
[X] drove.
Do you...
[ ] have a bf.
[ ] have a gf.
[x] have a crush.
[ ] feel loved.
[x] feel lonely.
[x] feel happy.
[ ] hate yourself.
[ ] think youre attractive.
[x] have a dog.
[x] have your own room.
[ ] listen to rap.
[x] listen to rock.
[ ] listen to soul.
[x] listen to techno.
[x] listen to reggae.
[ ] paint your nails.
[x] have more than 1 best friend.
[x] get good grades.
[x] play an instrument.
[ ] have slippers.
[x] wear boxers.
[X] wear black eyeliner.
[x] like the color blue.
[ ] like the color yellow.
[ ] cyber.
[ ] claim.
[x] like to read.
[x] like to write.
[x] have long hair.
[ ] have short hair.
[ ] have a cell phone.
[ ] have a laptop.
[ ] have a pager.
Are you...
[ ] ugly.
[ ] pretty.
[x] ok.
[x] bored.
[ ] happy.
[ ] bilingual.
[x] white.
[ ] black.
[ ] hispanic.
[ ] asian.
[ ] short.
[x] tall.
[ ] grounded.
[ ] sick.
[ ] a virgin.
[x] lazy.
[x] single.
[ ] taken.
[x] looking.
[ ] not looking.
[X] talking to someone.
[X] IMing someone.
[x] scared to die.
[x] tired.
[x] sleepy.
[ ] annoyed.
[x] hungry.
[ ] thirsty.
[ ] on the phone.
[ ] in your room.
[x] drinking something.
[ ] eating something.
[x] in your pjs.
[x] ticklish.
[x] listening to music.
[ ] homophobic.
[ ] racist.

acracia_ @ 2004-10-11T06:37:00

2004-10-11T12:38:54Z

yea well hows everything ...um i dont think im well but i dont really know why or anything i scared geo sat with my chest hurting and i couldnt talk or think and i had a stabbing pain again (god i hate those fuckning things) but i got better and lo and behold heather is not grounded or anything she was late friday (was supposed to be there at 930 was there at 1030) and saturday was only supposed to be gone a few hours (from 12) and got back to her house at 1100 oops and she is bnot grounded woohoo bye now im weird and cant think properly but hey wizzles and bizzles

Long awaited update Finally

2004-10-08T01:56:28Z

So this past Friday everything was kool got to school carrying 3 Wal-Mart bags (one with uniform one with pillow one with sleeping bag) , was carrying backpack (heavy as shit as usual), and a carryall/duffel bag (packed full with shit couldn’t fit anything into it……went and set camping shit in kreeno’s car….went to classes ……….fingers have been taped together because of the whole punching wall broken knuckle scare…..so its not too much fun to carry stuff or write for that note………found out who was going with the whole renfest thing and who couldn’t go and who got out at the last minute…gir… went to culinary class and had Mac and cheese (was so awesome) then we went to Rosenberg in my 7th period class had fun with the little third graders and in government class except I couldn’t write the notes so I was kinda screwed also couldn’t do the assignment either got other people to write for me woohoo….went straight to Kreeno’s car and got in back miko was already there and we went to go pick up maki (almost hit a car and got in bad wreck but that’s another story almost lost life……eek…. She rode with us all the way up to the campsite tents were already set up and stuff and we got there and I couldn’t walk from sitting….oh yea we sang Stephen lynch and sea shanties all the way up to the campsite……it took us like two hours to get there but we had fun going……as soon as we got there we set our stuff out and in the tent it was a huge tent I got a cot twas awesome then we ate then we took a walk around the lake big lake awesome lake, oh yea rambling oops well we didn’t take pics was too dark then we went to sleep this was the setup
MIKO
K K M H M
I R A A A
S E K R R
A E I I Y
N
O
Yea that was weird to do um I’m kinda bored …… Hari’s mom made prediction that wee would wake up at five o clock……we all woke up at 5...it started raining so everyone woke up they were getting wet still how did she know *goes crazy trying to figure it out……yea um…..an we went to renfest we got lost on the way there and we had to stop and ask for directions lol but we eventually got there it was awesome was rainy but awesome I ended up getting a bodice (its so pretty) it reversible red and black so awesome and pretty made me have mungo cleavage lol….we saw Lauren and Beth and Julie squee…..*(insert 15 min break to eat something have munchies now* never mind I just got bitched at for trying to eat a little something cold before dinner damn them all to hell I don’t want hot beef stew I don’t like it and I’m too hot sorry off on a tangent back to story ……… got into conversations with the ren people twas awesome… oh yea when I first saw Lauren and them I started running and I tripped and fell and tore my pretty skirt so now I cant wear it till I fix it sad …..when we left my feet were black and my black skirt was caked with mud….got back to campsite we walked around the lake again this time we took pics and most of us we still in costume and there is prettiness in the pics oh yes……I earned the name kisa when they asked me what my Chinese zodiac was and I said tiger so they point and yell Kisa and I apparently look like the character from fruits basket named kisa so I now be kisa *laughs…… we start up howling while walking lake and stuff and around camp fire…… fire ban so we couldn’t have a real fire so I was roasting marnomellows with miko‘s lighter and then a candle hey it worked everyone laughed at me but I had fun *pouts*…..*laughs Miko was a little gloomy and all and she asked me to sleep in the car with her and I did I had fun I went to sleep listening to sea shanties and I woke up the next morning really hot and I tried to open door and in doing so I woke up Miko and we have a little conversation (quite funny) funniest part
Miko: you know what the early bird gets right
Kisa: (kinda sleepily) wha……
Miko: she gets the first shower
*runs off to tent to get new clean clothes and cleaning stuffs from tent*
(while in tent)
*Maki sits up*
Kisa: go back to sleep Maki
Maki: wha….
Kisa: go back to sleep maki
*maki falls back on cot
*Miko and kisa get stuff and run to showers
*glares at each other *
Miko and Kisa at same time: You First

Well I end up going first and get all clean we wait till nine o clock then we start howl to wake others it works then we go on final walk around lake twas only me and maki together other people walked with other people and then we load up in car and all travel back to our houses singing all the way back……… we had fun……we get home a little earlier than planned and geo calls me to make sure that I will go to his house Monday afternoon and that he will meet me at the school after school…..alls well blah blah blah go to school Monday wearing bodice everyone’s like oh wow your so pretty (big ego booster) (it was only the bodice they saw not me) I went to classes boring fun I guess on a side note it was either sat night or sun night that I had this dream ….I was 8 months pregnant it was rather weird….they were telling me to do stuff (family) and I said that I couldn’t because I was pregnant and had to go to the doctor and they said that that doesn’t matter you still need to do this……..see I told you it was weird….only that’s not the weirdest part …..when I woke up the next morning I was walking like I was pregnant……whoa weird…..that and this thing I have been picking up and losing an accent all kinds of accents it is kinda weird because I don’t know what causing it …so anyways I go to geo’s house after school and we listened to music and we talked and he asked me out and he told me other stuff which I cant say but I didn’t know what to say because of stuff I was told …and I sorta felt like a whore because Julian had just broken up with me not even a week before so yea everyone tells me not to but yea there are other feelings but they wont be mentioned ………so I know go out with geo and yea alls well the ends well ……….one other thing I think it should be illegal to be as horny as I am I have been the horniest person period since Sunday ……it should be illegal that no one has done anything to remedy this but they have done stuff to make it worse….it didn’t help when it rained Wednesday and I played in it for an hour and got totally WET and so I then proceeded to go into the air condition for rehearsal… bad thing about it rain, cold, water, wet bodies are on my list among many other things lol so I am in a major dilemma I need sex I need to be fucked senseless but hey is there anyone who can help me who has read this far? Oh what am I saying I don’t slut it around but I really do want sex so help please the is a cry for help “I NEED SEX” yea but I think I have written enough and no one will read this much I wrote far too much but hey its all good though I’m not done yet lol ………my friends are worrying me I heard that Miko quit school and that worries me because I love her and I want her to make something out of her life and Donny’s worry me too because he is not well and his relationship with Tasha is going to the shit and he is not well so I worry and I worry that I didn’t make the right decision and I worry far too much I care too much about too many people……I want to say more but you know how it is……so all in all nothings really right but everything will hopefully turn out right I know I know its just wishful thinking but I love them all and I want them to be happy and they will never be happy and I will never be happy and I know I am just rambling now so I end it here I think it is long enough anyway…..bye loves

acracia_ @ 2004-10-07T06:54:00

2004-10-07T12:56:53Z

well i have been trying to find time to update and i dont have it now damn bell just rang i really wanna update and tell whats going on believe me there is a lot to tell too so just be patient i know i am having a hard time

acracia_ @ 2004-10-06T05:53:00

2004-10-06T12:53:24Z

Your beauty is inspiring. Your beauty is the kind
that would inspire people to write poetry or
paint beautiful artwork with. People think your
absolutely gorgeous but you seem to think
differently sometimes. Guys daydream about you
but not just because of your lovely body but
because of your face. Your kind of beauty can
be characterized my flawlessness. Your so
beautiful that usually people can't stop
looking at you. You can be profound and really
understand people's emotions You're a work of
art inside and out. (If you can't see tje pics,
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acracia_ @ 2004-09-29T14:06:00

2004-09-29T21:06:47Z

well boys ang girls we all new it would happen we just broke up during b lunch today woohoo i need something a knife or something.....i think i broke my hand today i punched a wall and doors many timesa but hey it helped i need a friend please please....help me please i dont know i cant to do this its not kool he siad he felt like he was ignorong me and it was not kool and he was sorry... and he broke up with me ...my hand hurts it hurts to write it hurts to type and this hurts its not all good i wanna go somewhere i dont wanna go to class please dont make me i am going to talk to my teacher see if hell be nice and let me go hopefully he will it wqould be nice i need a shoulder to cry on somebody... i am being very emo forgive me i am just too sorry.....i might go to my friend s house after school or something but hey i hate it all help please i cant even think to write anything bye loves its my lunch i hate it bye maybe later i will update more and will be better hopefully

acracia_ @ 2004-09-24T19:24:00

2004-09-25T00:24:41Z

well loves not worried anymore um....had a nice lunch today (not eating but hey) went in courtyard with julian and everyone else he was laying with his head in the little hollow thats made when you cross your legs....rubbing his hair/head and he didnt get up to play hackysack with the others and laid down there twas nice we talked a little i like to hug him too much.......yea damn theatre gave us a bitch of an assignment will explain later maybe if i remember...i kiss you all with the kiss of heather......mwah yes to you..nothing going on havent gone to the fucking biker rally and its pissing me off damnit i want to go girrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr but im tired so good night and no will talk to me on aim gir them

acracia_ @ 2004-09-22T08:44:00

2004-09-22T14:44:30Z

yea...i got my book that came out yesterday...dark tower 7: dark tower by stephen king.....yea.....i am kinda worried but not telling anyone what im worried about cause its kinda personal...um yea so shhhhhh kinda really worried....but me and julian are doing really well so what else is new ..... yea i feel sexy today though im wearing my 4in black knee high boots awesomeness...and my white tank top with my white shirt on top and some blue jeans. sexyness woohoo.my feet are going to hurt like hell by the end of the day oh well....i love him he is so sweet and he is very beautiful...his skin is soft and smooth and i love to hug him (he is like the first guy i just love to stand or sit there and hold and hug him)i love to look into his eyes and i love to just be near him i know how sappy how pathetic how lovey dovey but hey thats just me now i have sorta become a little shy...(heather and shy in the same sentence who woulda thunk it) i am honestly happy right now with him i feel loved shhhhhh.....*smiles* school is well i am having a lot of fun in my culinary class its kool we get to make such cool stuff and we get to eat it too...my pals class is a whole lot of fun we are going to rosenburg elementary and we are dealing with the third grade classes and oh my they are soo well behaved they are much better than high school kids for crying out loud thats pathetic we should be more well behaved than them that is sad...oh my the little kids all look up to me its sweet they all want me to play with them and everything they all want to be my friend i love it it makes me feel special it is very nice to see a child come running up to you and say hi heather hi heather come sit next to me or come play with me or give me a hug its really something...they dont care about your sexuality they dont care about what skin color you are or anything they might think your a witch if you wear all black or something buts thats the worst thing and then its still all fun and games to them i love it....my hospitality class is cool to i like working at the san luis and in the pastry shop i like to cook and making pastry and learning all the stuff is nice and the food is really good too(at least the burger was...the beef and bean burrito wasnt that good)....my theatre class is well and all fun.....my english class is awesome mr petty is the best he is young and pretty cute and has the most awesome voice (i still think thats how he wooed his wife it was the voice!!!!!!!) he has this ...this....this voice i cant descibe it ..it is just the best you all have to hear it i love it ............my government class is the most awesome too mr bransford is the best too we always have this thing me and this other girl call STORY TIME WITH MR BRANSFORD awesomeness hes young and kinda cute too so its all good yea.......well thats my classes and yea woohoo...um anything else??....thinking thinking thinking....at hastings yesterday when i got my book i also got two other books two witch almanacs yea soo its all good......... om my i can neveer hear tatu and not think about the sex dance ever again

acracia_ @ 2004-09-20T17:04:00

2004-09-20T22:04:19Z

well hmm nothing new but i had some serious fun saturday night .....went out with julian ....we went to eat at salt grass then went and saw resident evil and then we went to the end of the seawall and hung out....was fun...lol i took my braid out....so yea....i wrote a good peom but i dont know if anyone will see it because it is erotica and sorta rather graphic....ummmmmm yea...and but its beautiful and will be put on the poem journal which is ielenia_ yea tis a friends only just put the comment and i might add you if you havent been added already

acracia_ @ 2004-09-16T19:00:00

2004-09-17T00:00:38Z

well i hate it all inside im not well i think i have become too fucking attached what the hell is wrong with me i have issues with commitment i dommit too easily lol i love him and i got soo fucjing worried when he wasnt at schoole yesterday and it hurt because i couldnt call him i am so fucking pathetic hmmmi think i am gonna do tech for cuckoo's nest at the strand so that will give me something to keep my mind off of stupid things yea and im in oncew upon so its all good no time to think about anything yes! bye now stupid parents are kicking me off will update more later

acracia_ @ 2004-09-12T15:22:00

2004-09-12T20:22:26Z

um whats been going on....am probably going to the doctor tuesday damn little thing on toe....grrrrr.....am doing good in culinary ....and in hospitality too girrrrr couldnt get chocolate smell off hands friday yes jusat read my poems they are good....one will be in the school newspaper woohoo i guess thats about it tata for now

acracia_ @ 2004-09-06T14:50:00

2004-09-06T19:51:06Z

yea well not nuch is new i really cant think of anything so this will be very short....still doing well writing more poetry... um thats about it if you want to read it go to ielenia_ but you have to ba a friend so ask and you might be added

acracia_ @ 2004-09-03T09:01:00

2004-09-03T15:04:39Z

i have made the other journal it is ielenia_

acracia_ @ 2004-09-02T19:55:00

2004-09-03T00:55:49Z

oh yea i now had a dark red **** knot in my hair that will not be removed for awhile tis really pretty and no one knows what it means and ill never tell lol

whoa long entry it all makes sense

2004-09-03T00:51:37Z

hi still doing well i guess i dont know im happy sometimes and then so out of it others no one notices but hey who am i? no one everythings is fucked right now it is seeming that i am not going to get my senior pics and not going on the trip but hey thats nothing new i think i might be getting too serious with him and that really scares me because i dont know if i am ready i am still really hurt from my ex-fiance and i think i am over him but if i am over him then why am i so scared....i said something he said it back and i am really scaredbut i am saying what i feel to him and i am happy but....is it too early? i dont know what to do i am good i think.....today at lunch right before the bell rang i was happy but then i walked to the cafeteria and i was so fucking pissed i went and hid in his hoodie and that made feel a little better but they came and told me to take my hood off (cant have any head covering) and then i went and hid upstairs and misty found me and gave me a giant safety pin and that made things better and then i saw julian and was still mad for no fucking reason and then i went to class and then i got all hyper and happy and chipper and now i am a little depressed for no fucking reason what the fuck is going on what the fuck is wrong with me i guess i will say it here anyway....i told him i loved him...i dont know what i was thinking i told him this like two threee days before our one month anniversary so... i dont know i mean i do love him but i am afraid that i am going to hurt myself again i dont want to hurt yet i set myself up for self destruction isnt that just me? but otherwise i am doing really well i guess i think i have a hundred in my english class and an a in my gov class and an a in all my other classes...my culinary teacher made me feel special today he said i was doing a really good job and told other people to go and look at my stock that i was making because i was doing it right...yay...i hope this year will be good and happy.....to everyone i have invited to my birthday i am working my hardest to get the money if you all want to help get the room it would be much appreciated total cost of the room and food and drink(soda part) is looking to be about at the most 75 dollars i should be able to get the money but any help would be much appreciated....the room would probably be a single and i am looking at a couple of different places to get this room ...no it wont be the nicest of rooms but it will keep us for the purpose it serves there will be pizza (probably sausage), dr pepper, code red, anything else that might be requested(it has to be requested or thats all that will be there!!!), alcohol, music! i hope that will go well to! maybe if they have a dvd player movies (or someone could bring one(hinthint))resond those of you who read this and are invited......yay i get i am going to get my pictures woohoo just talked to my dad and i guess that this is all i can write for i am being kicked off the comp damn parental figures so yea i am doing better now i am not so depressed i guess i just needed to talk to someone lol not talking writing but hey it all works ..........oooooooooooo i am writing a pretty pretty poem ....oh yea i am going to make a journal on both lj and dj with all my poems as different entries it will be a friends only thing but most of you who are my friends now will be my friends there not all sorry

life is good

2004-08-29T19:54:29Z

well everything is still the same but i have had to wear turtle necks this weekend ,....tis a little thing called hickies.......damn but everything is really well and i am happy i guess karma saw that i needed something else in my life besides all the depression...so what has been up with everyone else i went to the libray yesterday and checked out some books and two cds...i have to get this one copied its loreena mckennitt books of secrets she is pretty and can sing really well...
i am going to be a little mushy here so dont read if you dont like that shit (i know its not like me to be this way but hey ...) he makes really happy i feel at peace and evertything it is really niceand he makes me smile .....im not saying anymore im smiling right now oh well....

so tell me how you have been please i really wish to know especially the people that i dont talk to everyday but i want to know how everyone is doing so comment with whats going on and how you are