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| | really really really really hope i dont screw up later. sian. | comments: 1 comment or Leave a comment   |
| zzzzzzzzzz. Im sick. This is so unbelievable. Too intoxicated maybe? I need to stop drinking every night. Sigh. Posted via LiveJournal.app. | | comments: Leave a comment |
| | Time: | 12:27 am | | Current Mood: | ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/opiummmm/foxies/angry.gif) annoyed |
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| | I dont like this feeling at all. | | comments: Leave a comment |
| my eyesight is getting worse...
everything i see is like so damn blur.
its not coz i've been damn hardworking or what lah.
just coz i've been watching a lot a lot of movies without my specs.
and those movies are those cannot understand one by just listening.
like sinking of japan and death note.(nice shows though)
and not forgetting computer mahjong lah.
but fun though.
kinda get the hang of it already. hehe
i miss clubbing man!!!!!
but i miss you* more. =P
hoho.
vic's birthday coming. (yay shes finally gonna be eighteen!)
christmas cominggggg too.
its sad im going hk instead of japan.
big diff can.
going for three days only.
well. better than nothing.
i still got a lot a lot incomplete stuff to do.
but i seriously cannot be bothered to do leh.
it doesnt interest me at all.
this sucks. | | comments: 1 comment or Leave a comment |
| | Your Dosha is Pitta | 
You have a quick mind, a gift for persuasion, and a sharp sense of humor.
You have both the drive and people skills to be a very successful leader.
Argumentative and a bit stubborn, you have been known to be a little too set in your ways.
But while you may be biased toward your own point of view, you are always honest, fair, and ethical.
With friends: You are outgoing and open to anyone who might want to talk to you
In love: You are picky but passionate
To achieve more balance: Be less judgmental of those around you, and take cool walks in the moonlight. |
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| since im tagged. haha. here goes... and im too lazy to get my butt off my sofa. haha. i just came back from work and im f-ing shagged. i have no idea why vic like to work there so much. i think its becoz she is a barMAID. so dont really have to move ard. f lor. i climb the stupid stairs dont know how many times. we were damn busy becoz there was this PHD function. dont pray pray la. all so smart. oh ya. this lady knock my tray with glasses then everything broke into pieces. i was like wth lah... so pissed. somemore my uniform all kena. red wine stain le. how to wash. stupid. argh. whatever. glad im not working tmr.
Current Mood: Tired. Very very very tired. =\
Current Taste: watermelon-y taste.
Current Clothes: shirt and 3 quarts.
Current Desktop: my desktop is not at home anymore.
Toenail Colour: al-natural.
Current Time: 6.23pm
Current Surroundings: home-ly? haha. becoz im at home what. diao.
Current Annoyances: my job. haha.
Current Best Friend(s): hmm, you all should know who you are. (:
First Movie: Flinstone i think
First Lie: in primary sch. when i never do my homework but i say i never bring. hehe.
Last Crush: hahaha. hmm...
Last Movie: erm if its in the cinema.. it would be, too fast too furious. haha. its a rather old movie BUT we watched coz some idiot wanna catch it after gym. hehe. =D
Last Phone Call: Victoria Wong.
Last song played: Bebot- Black Eye Peas
Have you ever dated one of your best friends: er... ya lor. i always ask them out for dates one what. lol.
Have you ever broken the law: i suppose.
Have you ever been arrested: no.
Have you ever skinny-dipped: nope. in singapore where got chance?
Have you ever been on TV: er not that i know of.
Have you ever kissed someone you don't know: yeah.
5 things you are wearing: shirt, 3 quarts, bra, panties and watch.
4 things you did today: Brush my teeth, shower, work and now doing this crap. haha.
3 things you can hear right now: my tping on the laptop, kim possible on DC and the cars outside
1 thing you do when you're bored: Watching disney channel. which is always lah.
5 people I'd tagged. Majorie, Victoria, Deborah, Xun and Coral. (But i doubt they will. Hmm, We shall see.) | | comments: 3 comments or Leave a comment |
| its 3am in the morning and i just got home although i did not turn up for work.
hmm...
cab cab cab...
i feel broke.
so i've been spending most of my time in town serving.
gosh.
got my half of the mth pay ytd and it was only 501 bucks.
its seems like one zero at the back is missing or sth.
hahha.
honestly, e job is mad shit.
but ya.
thank goodness for the awesome ppl(hahaha, ok. maybe some)...
seriously, shld i stay or shld i go?
=\
results will be out in hours time.
all e best to you all yeah.
hearttttttttt. | | comments: 3 comments or Leave a comment |
| Its gonna be strictly friends only from now on... so sorry to those regulars like benazir and deborah... go get a LJ and add me up if you like. i would love to do that. i would also love to tell why i decided to do this but i doubt anyone will bother. so ya.
The bottom line is, im not okay. | | comments: 8 comments or Leave a comment |
| just woke up.
was too lazy to update ytd so ya...
suppose to go down with maj to roller blade but apparently we all woke up late.
she still woke up earlier than me though.
my younger sis was so annoying and she wants me to go down ecp with her.
obviously, being a real nice and caring sister...
i decided to just go down with her. =D
and guess who i saw,
rmb that bicycle shop guy....
i used to have a crush on him when i was like sec 2.
he's now so much better-looking and out-going...
still a lil goofy though.
thank goodness he did not mistaken me as my sis's mum or anything.
=\
its like so !#$@!#$@!##@!&^
he kept talking and smiling at me and my sister.
so cute lah.
haha.
i still rmb during all e sec 2 bbqs,
i would drag ppl to go all the way there just so i can see him.
and those ppl will tell me tt he is very ugly.
did i mention that he is shorter than me?
yes he is shorter than me.
lol.
i also wrote some letters that were never sent.
omg.
can you believe it.
like telling him how much i liked him and stuff.
i hope i have already thrown it all away.
its so yucks.
i think i was mad lah.
oh well...
anyway,
was msging Mun Kit the whole of afternoon and evening.
and even now...
he started off the message 'Hello,care to make frens?'
its so weird.
honestly, how would u reply?
so i just said 'hmm, sorry. but who are you?'
see at least im polite.
coz i know its not easy to pluck up the courage to get to know someone.
i think its retarded though.
he got ALL my information,
even where i stay coz he was looking at my application form.
its so not cool. =\
he claims that he was the one who said bye to me after my walk-in interview that day.
he kept praising that im pretty and all..
i would love to say the same (manners you see)
but the thing is i seriously dont rmb how he looks.
=X
so whenever he says that,
i will be like ur not bad looking too.
LOL
nvm lah,
now that i know him.
he can help me ask that manager for me.
=D
while roller blading,
jason called me up for a meet up after some decades.
haha.
so i told him i can meet him like ard 6 plus.
i had to go home and showerr and all you see.
so poor him had to walk in tm for like 2 hrs i think.
=X
did i mention i reach there at 7...
well, you cant blame me this time becoz it was a last min decision to meet up.
haha.
at first,
he seems so nonchalant.
but i was quite glad becoz i thought he doesnt like me anymore
but i guess i was wrong?
during dinner/supper,
he started asking me questions regarding my wedding.
i was like wtf.
but of coz i did not say that.
first,
he ask me 'where would i like my wedding to be at?'
so i was like 'sorry, i havent thought about that..'
but the truth is i did lah.
itsa girl thing i think.
LOL.
so he kept going on and on about how he likes his wedding to be in sentosa...
what can i say right.
so i was like 'ok. that sounds nice'
then he ask me what age would i like to get married.
i shall spare the details lah.
coz its like ________
haha.
then he also ask me would i like to work even after i get married....
he was so against me of wanting to work even after i get marrried.
-_-"
theres more lah.
but im lazy and too cant be bothered to rethink back.
it kinda creeps me too.
oh ya.
and before tt,
we were at suntec right,
you know the last level, toys r us level.
he drag me into that baby clothes and toys corner lah.
he was soooooo interested in all that.
i dont know lah.
crazy.
and i found out something,
he's really a freaking rich person.
he currenly is investing in some crap, has his own magic shop, online shoe shop that sells vans and converse(i still think converse sucks though)
thats 3 crap.
theres 2 more but i cant rmb.
so rich for what.
ytd i took cab home myself coz he was called up for some meeting in e middle of e night.
i know.
tell me about it.
haha.
oh ya.
did i mention we already have plans of going australia and stuff?
haha.
how am i suppose to get out of this shit.
he's a really nice friend lah.
as i have said..
friend.
=\
going zouk tml with irene..
kinda hope that he is not coming.
but i think he will...
but hell,
lol.
i somehow <3 my sis becoz of her lovely id.
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| | The Keys to Your Heart | 
You are attracted to those who have a split personality - cold as ice on the outside but hot as fire in the heart.
In love, you feel the most alive when things are straight-forward, and you're told that you're loved.
You'd like to your lover to think you are stylish and alluring.
You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please.
Your ideal relationship is traditional. Without saying anything, both of you communicate with your hearts.
Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.
You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred.
In this moment, you think of love as something you thirst for. You'll do anything for love, but you won't fall for it easily. |
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| | Time: | 11:08 pm | | Current Mood: | ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/opiummmm/foxies/happy.gif) cheerful |
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| okay,
i have decided to take that job if she ever calls.
so what if the pay is five an hr and i cant work in a bar.
alcohol can come later although im very much in love with it now.
-slurp
=D
hell,
there's certificates in hand.
oooohhhhhhh babyyyyy!!
((:
nevertheless, the manager likes me.
so its a plus plus PLUS.
well, who doesnt.
hahaaha.
joking.
hope it stays this way.
im feeling so bloated and unhealthy.
off to play luxor while my food slowlyyy digest.
its so weird.
jiayi just came back from thailand and i might end up working in a thai rest.
=D
is this cool or what.
hahahaa.
thanks guys for patiently waiting for me while i had my interview.
it didnt seems so long when i was inside though.
hmm..
i wonder why.
thanks yeah!
<3 | | comments: 2 comments or Leave a comment |
| not gonna try out at bungy bar already.
vic called and told me that the manager is pervertic.
hmm... what can i say.
the sad thing is tt,
i wont be able to see vic in her sexy black skirt anymore.
LOL
phy called and she will be joining me and char in town tml.
gonna meet up with vic to go for some interview.
if i get e job, i have to go town often.
=\
yikes.
but i still hope everything turns out right.
i still want to get a nice white belt.
lol.
really like that dark shade levis jeans with diamond behind.
but ya.
two hundred plus for jeans is mad shit.
=\
so what if its levis.
haha.
shall go shop ard for nice stuff tml.
cant wait.
too bad maj and may cant join us.
i dont know how long will be my green highlights last.
moreover, i have a habit of washing my hair like twice a day.
im trying to cut down to once, hopefully.
its 5.23pm already but i have not had my breakfast or lunch.
im not hungry.
i miss working. | | comments: 12 comments or Leave a comment |
| THAT BITCH COMPLAINED ABOUT ME TO THE HEADS.
so i have to head down to siglap LK to clarify myself.
heard that all the heads will be there.
im so honoured. -bow
obviously, she cannot deal with me herself so she went to complain...
(and of course suck up, i guess she love doing blow jobs.)
and becoz of that 'shut up incident'
i may cause my dear fren and myself to lose our jobs.
its no big deal for me, really.
but she really really need e cash.
i feel so guilty.
not regretful...
but i learnt that its not right to trust anyone like that.
got a feeling regan and her got something going on.
she probably suck him up thats why.
but ya.
fuck it lah.
i cant wait for 4 o'clock
so much for a relaxing day.... | | comments: 7 comments or Leave a comment |
| worked at siglap ytd.
hahaha.
thank goodness that asst manager, xiao ling got an off day.
today she is back and im off.
=D
some more Regan will not be at siglap LK.
good luck to them man.
i heard that ytd she was there with Regan but she seems nice.
HAHAHAHA.
of course lah.
he is there what.
tsk tsk.
typical.
i only have to see her on friday i think.
told the gals how much i hate her.
haha.
esp to jasmine who got to go opening with her.
which was just now.
i wonder hows everything.
hahaa! poor thing.
i bet all she did was to smoke and ask jasmine to do everything herself.
ivy they all wants me to go bugis with them.
but im so lazy.
though at the same time i can help my sis collect her hp.
haha.
i wanna stay at home man.
so...
too bad.
either this friday or next friday we'll be going to watch king kong.
haha.
not sure whether is it a nice show but ya.
ytd reached home ard 5 plus?
went to have dim sum at geylang.
haha.
we were so making fun of the foreign talent.
i changed into my ripcul short shorts after work.
but decided to wear over with my black pants since we are going there.
so i just slipped it on in Regan's car.
haha.
it was funny though.
trying to adjust the buckle and everything.
and i heard that he is attached with some gal for 5 years...
thats mad shit lah.
haha.
we had so much fun just gossiping and stuff.
the so-called cute chef, thats what everyone said but not really to me.. send some of us home.
he so poor thing lah.
the main chef keep scolding him and all.
lol.
den he was complaining that he felt like punching him already.
=\
but the main chef was so friendly to us.
this shows that he's not gay, at least.
haha.
he kept asking me whether is he handsome.
wth?
no comments.
oh ya, i told them that i asked xiao ling, that wendy wong look alike to shut up.
hahaha.
and they thought i was very brave.
lol. at that point of time,
i wasnt really thinking.
i was like 'fuck, i dont give a damn... moreover, i dont need this job to survive'
so there.
haha.
told my mum the manager is annoying and she wants me to quit.
but i dont think i will quit becoz of that bitch.
its not worth it.
consider how much fun i have.. =D
and how late i can come home.
HAHAHAHAHHAA. | | comments: 12 comments or Leave a comment |
| fuck.
my Za brown eye liner is broken.
now im left with less than 1/4 stick of it.
damn it.
working later.
hope that bitch wont make my life difficult.
hmm...
need to go collect my altered black pants soon.
=\
today is such a gd day to go tanning lah.
damn it. | | comments: 4 comments or Leave a comment |
| | Current Music: | Through with love | | Time: | 02:37 am | | Current Mood: | calm |
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| Im totally drained... my eye hurts. been doing some thinking for quite some time. decided not to do anything anymore. its gonna be a new beginning for me.. whats the point of hoping for something to happen when we know eventually nothing good will happen. as i've said, it all (will) adds up to nothing anyway.. so whats the point?
nah. im not depressed or sad.
im just finally awake.
=D | | comments: 4 comments or Leave a comment |
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