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[Sep. 30th, 2007|01:40 pm] |
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I was doing so well for a while there, but "bummed out Lindz" is back, and bitch is back w/ a vengence. I don't know what brought it on initially, I just kinda woke up about 3 weeks ago feeling bummed but then over the past week I've:
1. Recieved a crappy call from Josh which made me feel like I failed as "Aunt Mom"
(they have no telephone at all, he couldn't go to the dance b/c they literally do not have a button-up shirt and tie in the trailer and can't buy one, he's hungry all the time and they can't afford enough food, the list goes on-and-on, and I feel like if only I was stronger he'd be up here still getting 3 meals a day, sleeping in a bed instead of on the floor, he'd be keeping his belongings in his closet and dresser rather than in the cardboard boxes we mailed is stuff back in)
2. Recieved a crappy reject email from BazBiz so now I feel like I failed as an artist
(the past 3 shows I've applied to have turned me down, I'm thinking maybe I'm not a strong enough seller to headline a table and should stick with sharing a table w/ someone else, that way it's kind of a 2-for-1 deal. It sucks because Baz-Biz is my favorite show, it's such a blast hanging w/ my other crafty buds and it's sooo cool to have people come up and say "Yay, I was hoping you'd be here this year, I really want a birds nest!")
3. My torticollis is back and I'm sooooo hopped up on muscle relaxers and pain killers that today's storytime and puppet show should be quite interesting.
Okay no more sob stories I promise. I'm going to take some extra happy pills and find another show to do during the holidays and I'll be good, I'll be okay. I will. |
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From: (Anonymous)
2007-10-02 05:58 pm (UTC)
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sorry you didn't get into BazBiz. I haven't ever tried to do a art fair that you get juried in. i can imagine that's frustrating. :(
well, i can understand you feeling bad, but you it sounds like you did all you could, to the point of just not being able to take it any more. i wouldn't have been able to handle a kid being so disrespectful and hateful. hang in there! chin up!! :D
i'm the queen of motivational speeches, give them to myself alllll the time.
From: (Anonymous)
2007-10-02 10:29 pm (UTC)
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Oh, I am so sorry that you have been in a rut! But is sounds like you are getting out of it, right? I hope so! Sometimes when crappy things happen, something REALLY good is about to come! Hold your head up high!!!
I just wanted to say thanks SO MUCH for my Bday goodies! Totally fab, wonderful- lovely, and SO not deserved! I adore the top, hankie, and all of the little "bits and bobs". You're the BEST lindz!!! The Best!!!
Well, I have to get back to work- all of those days I took off for my Bday have quickly caught up with me! Too much to do! Keep smiling- hey, at least you have a new Anthropologie coming- that's totally something worth smiling about! (told you I am addicted!!!)
XOXO,
Mannie
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