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You're going to be okay,
That's what's going to happen

Mmmmmm... cute.

Scrubs is not a very amazing show but I've watched this part of the episode "My Musical" about 30 times. Ha ha.

I got a used copy of the Crash Test Dummies album God Shuffled His Feet at Warehouse Mus(ic) for three dollars. I was exited! I might be the only person who likes this. I also got Toad the Wet Sproket.

Someday I'll wear -
Pajamas in the day time

Ha ha. Purr. His voice actually reminds me of Carbon Leaf's lead singer. Deep stuff.

Things that happened today:

- All of us minus Dabe went to the TMNT cartoon. It was actually pretty good in the I-laughed-out-loud way. Not uncontrolably - but what's wrong with letting yourself laugh? Ha ha.

- Sent Chris his pillow and some other items he left at my house. At this point the people at the UPS Store know me by name.

- Dabe & James made pizza while Mabe & I went to Goodwill. I got some fabric to make a dress.

- Snowy and James and I went to Warehouse and Barnes & Noble and when James swerved in the parking lot I hit my head on the window (on the opposite side of the car - I hadn't put my seatbelt on yet). I have a bump! While we were in Starbucks we ran into three girls that Ryan and James knew and all I could do was wonder why they were all dressed exactly the same. Not even that. They all LOOKED the same. They were like triplets. James introduced me to one of them and I felt like the ugly step-sister.

Ha ha - which kind of reminds me. I was looking through the pictures my mom took while she and my dad were in Spokane for my show, and when I got to one of Chris & I standing together in the gallery Alex (who was sitting at the computer next to me) goes, "awww..." and I said, "what?" and she said (in the perfect Alex way), "...he doesn't love you anymore."

....ha ha ha! Alexandra Kyla Anne Trott, how could you say such a thing!?!?!

Oswald Chambers was amazing yesterday. Also, I just started reading Luke backwards, and there are some parts of chapter 24 that really got my attention... just the parts about Christ opening up scripture and explaining things to people... I don't know how to explain what it makes me think about, but... it just makes me think.

Read scripture. Pray.

I know it's there
But I can't see where

Alex has been singing the "I Want To Be In America" song from West Side Story all afternoon. She got it stuck in my mom's and my head. Then I overheard this while I was reading in the living room:

Alex: Na na na na na na NA NA NA, na na na na na na NA NA NA...
Mabe: Alex, OKAY, enough! Let's both stop singing that.
Alex: Okay. ...na na na NA NA NA, na na na na NA NA NAAA
Mabe: ALEXANDRAAAaaaa!
Alex: OKAY MOM!! ...NA NA NA, na na na na na na NA
Mabe: AAAALLE-
Alex: MOOOOOOOOOOOMMMMM!!!! ...na na na na na na NA NA NA

Ha ha ha.

Aaah! Sheee la la la la la la la!

I'm listening to the Stranger Than Fiction soundtrack. See, hey, that's the thing: this time around I'm not going to make things off limits to myself just because they remind me of my ex-boyfriend. There are four Spoon songs on this album! Of course I'm going to listen to it!

Things that are not off limits:
- Saying "joke no", "dumb stupid"
- Cheese pizza w/ honey
- House
- Jack&Cokes
- Daw... no. HA. NICKEL Creek.
- Using his pillow on the train in a big way.

These are just obvious things. Hmmmmmm... today I thought a lot about being single and having just broken up with the same boy for the second time. But I didn't think about him specifically and I didn't think about being lonely, so I think it's okay. I was more thinking about how now I can wear as much makeup as I want to, and I can color my hair however I want to, and I can say whatever I want. About anything. Whenever and to whomever and in whichever tone I want to. Not that being in a relationship is restrictive... it's just...

I feel free and hopeful and optimistic and attractive without it. This music is helping in a big way.

I'd go the whole wide wo(r)ld,
I'd go the whole wide wo(r)ld,
Just to find (h)er!

My dad told me a hilarious story about riding in a "stage" when he was in 9th grade. I want to write about it. It inspired me. Ha ha! It was a 3 minute story and it just sort of blew my mind.

I've been using that phrase a lot. Blew my mind. I also like to say, "blow my mind!" as a sort of sarcastic way to say "are you serious?!?!?!"... ha ha ha. We broke up again? BLOW MY MIND!

P.S. Snowy - trustworthy? Thank you.

As much Diet Coke w/ Lime as I want AND new jeans.

= This break rocks.

Smashmouth. Peppy steps across campus. Sunshine.

Sex bomb, sex bomb,
You're my sex bomb -
And baby you can turn me on.

...and then there's Lindsey's friend's myspace profile song.

Music is interesting. It actually makes you feel. It actually makes your brain chemistry change. I like it.

Lindsey says... Victoria's Secret is having a sale.

I should be painting right now. I should have been painting last night. Instead I talked to Mr. Hossner on the telephone. And talked to Jess until 3 in the morning. It's wer...

HA HA. I just found IT* on myspace:

http://profile.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewprofile&friendID=75520486

*TURN AROUND BRIGHT EYES
Every now and then I fall apart!

Today in a nutshell: Giant ice cream sandwich for dinner!

The batchelor auction is tonight. Ha ha. Demeaning in all the right ways.

A little saga lingo for you all: to "drop" something means to put it in the deep fryer. So, you can drop the fries, drop the corndogs... "dropping" a pizza, however, means you let it fall out of the machine. Which is part sad, part really amusing. Especially if you turn to check on it right as it happens. Especially if 50 students are watching you watch it happen. Mmmm classy.

Before work I ran into Jenny Applegate and we had a good talk. She sat down and in 5 seconds we were engaged in a very intimate conversation... ha ha ha, she is so funny. I was a little late to work because of her, but that is okay in my book.

Tomorrow in lit class we're going to watch the last half of Osama, which reminds me of Turtles Can Fly. I really like it so far. Ken told me that it ends depressing... so, brace yourself.

I left my phone at home. I'll be dissappointed if I don't have any calls when I get home. I guess there's only one I'm really waiting for - from ASWC (soon to be ASWU, which sounds silly).

WHERE IS MY DIET PEPSI.

Forever's gonna start tonight,
Forever's gonna start to- once upon a time...

Ha ha ha. I love that. It's been stuck in my head since I talked to Jenny.

I'm just waiting for work to start again. I'm in the dishroom tonight and I think it's going to be harder than usual. Why? Yeah that's a good question I have no idea. I've just got the feeling.

Jess and I found this. DO MINE. DO IT: http://kevan.org/johari?name=Trott

I'm the only American in the middle class still using a sony walkman. Ha ha!

People look at the world and ask what God is all about, letting this kind of stuff happen.
If they could see God, they would wonder why it isn't happening all the time, to everyone.

Truth is exciting.

Funny how you take me right back again,
Steal me away.

This is the best Paul Simon quote:

"The universe loves a drama you know
And ladies and gentlemen this is the show."

Mmm, so clever. So true. On so many levels.

If I get to be an SGL next year I'm going to make everyone a mix CD for the first meeting. That song will be on it.

Aden's playing N'Creek in the lab. I'm surprised in a good way.

And if his hands weren't tied
He would have really liked to help her