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[23 Oct 2004|03:59pm] |
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wow. eh im in such a bla mood now.
Went to fall show down at B.A. for a while. Ran into Kyle Kornegauy talked to him for a bit, his gf was getting pissed. whatever.
Talked to Mr. B for a bit.
Ran into Jocelynn Sousa.
Then left to go to Dunkin Donuts.
Pulled in and first thing i see. Mark Eathier.
Walk in n Stacy Tobiaz is in there as well as Jim Wynn, Chris Elis, and Liz Greenlee.
Jim kalled me Kim. lol i laughed. just like the old days.
Liz has a son now, Austin. hes so kute!
Liz was waiting for Kim and Bill to get there. They pulled up. everyone went n said hi to them. Bill waved at me. i waved back. then i gave Liz my number and everyone left and now im back home.
Its so weird going back to my highschool and not being there. i walked into the Greenhouses and just missed it soo bad. You never think ur gunna miss skool until ur out of it.
Hardly any of the teachers remember ur name.
I duno i just feel all bla kause i miss people n i miss things. everyones growing up and doing stuff with their lives. n yet here i am. still here.
i duno theres so much more but i have yet to figure my feelings out for myself.
Havent talked to Tom yet today. He has work at 4:30. *looks at the time* :-/
Im suppose to go over Mikes house and chill w/ him and Lin for a bit.
Guess ill go find something to do til then to keep my mind off of things.
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[17 Oct 2004|01:26pm] |
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my moms being a fucking kunt today.
I woke up about hour n 1/2 ago. n when i first woke up she asked if i kould dye her hair today. i said yea in a lil bit. so i made food and kame in my room n ate. and as soon as i was done she walked in n goes "u ready?" im like "i said in a lil bit" n she goes off n says "i plan on going out w/ ur father in a lil bit, if it doesnt get done now i kant go out and im stuck in the house again bekause of you!"
WHAT THE FUCK!?
She walks off n kalls me a "fucking selfish bitch".
EXCUSE FUCKING ME! dude! i just woke up like 15 mins ago at this point in time! I was gunna dye her hair w/in like 10-15 mins. i wanted time to aktually wake up and change into some grubby klothes so i didnt get dye on my good ones.
So she goes around slamming doors and shit and then she goes n takes a shower so i kant dye her hair *not good to dye hair after its been washed*
Then Jayson kums home from getting Tyler and my mom continues to tell him how im a lazy fuck and i dont do anything around here n how im "too good to get my hands dirty" and all this other bull shit.
So jay walks in my room n goes "just dye her fucking hair" i told him i kouldnt kause she washed it, and then he got all pissy at me! UGH
I FUCKING HATE THIS HOUSE AND FAMILY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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