urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:_xo0xo0_ Melissa Melissa 2006-01-02T03:26:27Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:_xo0xo0_:43163 2006-01-02T03:26:27Z 2006-01-02T03:26:27Z Beneath Dying Skies:Through the Eyes of the Dead happy new years. <br />2005 was probably the worst year of my life. i found out who my true friends were, and who weren't. chaminade... could not get any worse. honestly, i dont know what i would do without some of the people in my life. so much heartache you would not even understand and i don't even know where i would begin to tell you about it. boys have really disappointed me lately, and i just fucking give up on it all. fuck it - life is too short to honestly give that much a shit about it. i still cry sometimes, but i'm over it. it just sucks thinking about it.. i <b>hatee</b> hookups, and if you think that i'm that kind of girl, fuck you get the fuck away from me. i dont like to do stuff with people and then leave and pretend like nothing happened - it gives you that feeling that you're a cheap whore. i want a real relationship this year, no more fucking around with these little assholes.<br />school, eh. i'm transferring soon, and it's my choice. i love chelsey mckay banos; she is my bestfriend and being here in florida with her and spending the beginning of my year with her is awesome. maybe i'll go to lab in 10th grade, but i'm transferring to elcamino second semester. me & krista are bestfriends again, and i'll miss her like shit. same for whitney - we have been like 2 motherfucking peas in a pod this year and she has stuck by me 100 percent. i love her.<br /><br />my new years resolutions: <br />1] lose 10 pounds. (fuck you all who say i dont need to - i'd feel better if i did)<br />2] be happy and <b>find my place in this world</b> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:_xo0xo0_:42582 2005-10-09T09:31:04Z 2005-10-09T20:07:12Z Landslide: Smashing Pumpkins i'm leaving chaminade and going to elco second semester - thank you jesus fucking christ. good fucking bye chamifuck. <br /><br />none of you will ever know how much i went through... i'm so happy to be leaving. <br />don't get me wrong, i'll miss some of you like crazy, but others i'm just so fucking happy to get away from you its not even funny hahaha. as for elco, I'LL SEE YOU GUYS SOON! (it only took forever and a day haha)<br />i guess that i'll never get him back, but he was the only one i ever loved. over time, i know i'll move on, but a part of me will never forget him - ever. <br />leave some love &hearts; urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:_xo0xo0_:2392 2004-01-06T23:45:53Z 2005-06-12T08:27:37Z Stand Up:Ludacris <center><img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v23/missymango/lock.bmp"> FRIENDS ONLY <img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v23/missymango/lock.bmp"></center> <p> comment. <p> add me.