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:)

2005-12-28T16:33:40Z

criesagirl ... i dunno if ANYBODY even reads my livejournal nowadays, to be honest, but yeah. there's a new one :]

FRIENDS ONLY.

2005-11-15T13:45:28Z

friends only.

THIS JOURNAL IS NOW FRIENDS ONLY. LEAVE A COMMENT HERE TO BE ADDED.

this is the livejournal of kayleigh of criesagirl.net. you can also find her at myspace.

xo

hmph

2005-11-12T12:06:20Z

he DID come round. :( i took him back. i dunno. i wish i could stay strong. i didnt cry til he did come round. he said we were going through problems. FUCK SAKE JADE!! TALK TO ME WHEN WE HAVE PROBLEMS! :( i dunno. i'm an idiot. i think ill be with him forever. ill NEVER be strong enough to just runaway. makes me the fool :) hes been alright since then. he said hes been faithful since all the other stuff, i believe that. but flirtings bad enough. hmm.

anyway, happy stuff! got practically all my xmas shopping done yesterday, me and jade went into town with my nan. spent waaaay too much money!! OH! and i lost all my cards running for the train on thursday night. (sorry i couldnt meet you leanne! jade had toothache so we were struggling to find a boots), so yesterday i got my bank card cancelled and im waiting for a new one to come. got a new top up card as well. now ineed to sort out my national insurance card, railcard :| and provisional. more money spent! :\

my birthday on monday! might not buy a loli dress now. might get a snes and a ds? they will get more use. decisions decisions!! probably will do that tho. then saving for holiday!

im happy. yes. i am. i think. everythings ok. dunno. maybe a lil confused at the back of my head? kinda regret taking him back? i just hope he doesnt hurt me again. didnt cry much this time now. guess im numb to it all now. still will NEVER trust him tho. not much of a relationship really is it?

(check my cool music! got my enrique cd yesterday and s club juniors the day before. i love pop music! :p)

hello

2005-11-09T13:46:25Z

still very tempted to get a domain. JaDe wasn't impressed but oh well. i really miss having one. NEED IDEAS FOR A NAME THOUGH!! i honestly have no ideas. help help! :]
anyway, today i'm gunna search MORE for my bloody digital camera wire. if i find it i might actually take new pictures, and some of buck 65 tomorrow night. <333
yawn. anyhoo, gunna dash now. want some food an stuff.
xo

hmm

2005-11-08T18:39:44Z

i miss having a person site. i think i might buy a domain. dunno what yet. but i really do miss having a site to update every so often (like, everyday :p) and then i'd make this more of private journal again? any ideas for the domain name are appreciated. and i'll probably host people so if anybody wants a person again let me know. but i think i'm gunna buy one :]

stupid health inspector at work tomorrow. paul hasnt done much. bet we get shut down soon. least i wouldnt work there anymore?? i guess. hmm. unfun!

ideas for domain name please! i'll probably get it at the same place zeronote is hosted. need to make a layout tomorrow! :]

LONDON THURSDAYYYYYYYYYYYYY
xo

YAY

2005-11-07T20:12:35Z

think i've found a coat. a grey camo one from urban outfitters. lucky we're in london thursday, hey. oxford st here i come. £40. need to see it before i buy tho.
BIRTHDAY IN 1 WEEK YEAH.
xo

MY TO DO LIST.

2005-11-06T14:14:29Z

BORING ENTRY. JUST SO I KNOW WHAT I NEED TO DO TODAY!

~~- sort out all of our stuff~~
~~- take ebay pictures~~
~~- tidy up my room~~
- order grahams present from pasttimes
- maybe take pictures of me?
- add more friends to zeronote on myspace
- try + get people on ebay to pay quickly so i can transfer money to my bank
- get my sister to sort out what she wants to sell so i can put it on ebay
- shower

camden

2005-11-01T10:10:41Z

I SAW RONNIE FROM EASTENDERS. was the highlight of my day. didn't buy much. t-shirt + some hot pink eyeshadow, and hair dye because it was cheaper. some girl does goffick make up for you in a shop for free. everyone looked the same. it was gay. (sorry if anybody knows her, just my opinion...) ... err... not a lot else.. was ok i guess.. chinese food for dinner.. yom.. didnt see much i wanted tho. i think it's not all that excting for me because i'm not majorly into the gothic style or anything. i'm too normal i reckon. oh well. i'll still take jade might be better with a girl.

off i go. lovelovelove
xo

FUCKING HELL MY HEAD HURTS

2005-10-29T17:50:41Z

christ i need to get into wearing my falls more again. my head fucking hurts. JaDe's horrible when he gets in a stress. they kept going in funny today so he just yanked my hair about and it so wasn't comfortable. glad to have the fecking things out. now i want a shower.
(i will wear them ALL of this week though. every day we go out. monday, tuesday & friday.)
i luff gracies hair clips <3 they go so perfectly at the front on the hairband. that girl is lovely. so lovely.
thank you for the shops assisted and ballrooms <3

grr

2005-10-28T16:28:29Z

i've been overpaid by about £90. i only get £130ish a week, next week i'll get about £40. SO UNIMPRESSED. i'm pissed off to say the least. GRRRR. FUCK YOU SMITHS THE BAKERS.

on that note. coats. i need one. anywhere good in london?? camden mainly since thats where i'll be mostly? something different this year, different to what i normally wear. (ie. not the long black one you get from topshop. it makes me look way too goffick.) so yeah. IDEAS. was thinking black fluffy kinda thing? HELP!

(leanne; falls were posted today!!)
xo

ebay ebay.

2005-10-27T19:22:56Z

this weekend = a LOT of stuff going up on ebay...

- black bondage dress
- tartan skirt
- blink 182 t-shirt
- hello kitty t-shirt
-my little pony t-shirt
- green stripy top

... to name a few... and a LOT more. the tartan skirt & a "the snowman" puzzle are up now :p not that that's exciting. but i really NEED to get rid of some shit. i've got a couple of pairs of criminal damage baggies to go up as well, they're really boys but yeah. shhh. i'll post a link over the weekend anyway kids. :) (help me save up for my holiday + new clothes and stuff. tell your friends.)

LONDON MONDAY. if anybody knows anywhere i can buy pretty clothes anywhere in london tell me please! thank you :) also - the new shopping centre in norwich. worth going to or should i stick to p'boro on wednesday? cheers.

(check the music.)

xo

salon international

2005-10-25T09:24:01Z

my sister bought me a neon pink barry m eyeliner thing from the salon international thing. <3 bless her. we can't get them in our superdrug so that made me happy :p giggles. she said there were pretty girlies at the salon international. i so could just hop on a train to see them now >.< haha. (does the barry m eyeliner work very well? i know the lip liner on eyelids does [shhh i know that's bad but oh well] so i'm hoping the eyeliner does?) she got me the website of stargazer too, permanent pink hair dye so me + JaDe will probably have to look at that later. :)

3 more days of work. way way way too excited. leanne, sorry to be rude, but when will my falls be here girlie? thank you :)

anyway. gunna go now.. 7 more hours til my dress finishes on ebay. yaaaay. >.< bid bid bid :) xo

whats up chicken.

2005-10-24T17:52:26Z

had a lazy day. watched some of the sage francis dvd.. reminds me of seeing him. now JaDe's playing on mortal kombat and i'm looking for a coat. i might get a black fluffy furry thing. maybe. dunno if i'll wear it. i need a new coat though. my 2 year old topshop black thing makes me look like a super goff and it irritates me. NEED A CUTE COAT. might search around in london. maybe. camden in a week. that means CHINESE <3

(this terrified me felt i should share.)

anyway. shopping in london. shall be mucho fun. p'boro wednesday for more cheaper stuff. town on thursday for odd bits & great yarmouth on friday because we're cool. then rest on all the other days. :) (my week off this time will be decent!)

leanne when will my falls be here girlie?! no rush, no rush, i'm just nosey. <333 lovelovelove. PENNY JaDe's useless + didn't post out your falls from ebay but he' deffo doing it tomorrow! :)

(buck 65 in 2 weeks. way too excited ^_^)

xo

KAYLEIGH GETS OVER-EXCITED.

2005-10-23T15:49:58Z

i just booked our first holiday away. me. JaDe. my sister. ben. HAVEN FUCKING HOLIDAYS. april bank holiday. just the weekend in yorkshire. it's gunna be MAGIC though i fear that i am the only one of us that's excited. *does a lil dance* eee! i swear i'm so excited it's quite pathetic.

london in a week too ^_^ and p'boro for a bit of shopping. buck 65 in 2 weeks! i love that man. i have waaay too much to look forward to. this makes me so so happy. :) (+ pretty poor but oh well ^_^)
xo

hmph

2005-10-22T12:30:31Z

someones being an ass right now. i hate know it alls. JaDe. xo

eeee

2005-10-21T13:08:55Z

happy miss kayleigh :) dress is going alright so far.. might get something decent for it which is good.. off work in a week so we're gunna go to london do a bit of shopping and stoooof. we're planning on going to other places as well so if anybody can recommend anywhere i muuuust go tell me. *wiggles* need to buy pretty stuffs! :) IM COLD.
i think i've gotta go to my old school, my sister HAS to pick her art work up which is gay. can't be assed dammit :( so much effort :p hah. gotta pop into town as well to put the money penny sent me into the bank so i dont spend it toooo :p love youuu girlie <3
ok i'm gunna go >.< yawn. xo

mlp outfit for sale.

2005-10-18T16:42:50Z

got it. doesn't fit. AT ALL. putting it back up on ebay. MEH. so pissed off. i think i'm just gunna opt for a handmade one. i did talk to a girl and she said about £105 (!!!) for a hello kitty one. meeeeh. so pissed off. GRRR. up on ebay now anyway.

anyway. i'm sad. nothing EVER goes nice for me? my cd players broken too. hurrah for listening to no music on the bus. *dies* :(:(:(:(:( *cries*

ITS HERE.

2005-10-17T17:43:16Z

my mum called me up earlier to say its arrived. hurrahhhh roll on tomorrow :P
xo

still hasn't come.

2005-10-17T12:22:40Z

might as well have just paid normal packaging, eh?
gunna go catch the bus. might write tomorrow if i have time. not that i have anything to say :p

boreeed.

2005-10-16T12:03:53Z

sundays are boooooring. JaDe just left for work. so i'm here all day. with my sister. might tidy moooooore in here. not that i can really do that much but yeah o.0 see if i can find anything worth selling on ebay to make some money since i've spent so much recently. i dunno what yet, but i'm sure i've got some pieces of crap here. if i go through my room properly i bet i can find something. (tempted to sell my ps1?? i never play it. just give 1 controller? might be worth it. not really much point in having something i dont use. really i could empty out the bulk of my room.. but yah.. stuff will be up later on ebay. dunno the link but ill put it up if i do actually try sell anything.)

mwaaaah. :)

crappy crappy week.

2005-10-15T20:39:37Z

roll on sunday. then this crappy week will be over. i was relying on tonight would be good. it wasn't. i feel bad for andy because he really put in a lot of effort. power cuts + girls starting fights? not good. :( i really did think it'd be a decent night. i came back with money. £10! living proof this night really did suck. i might tidy my room up a bit. it's messy. i need something to do. hmmm. i feel a bit better now i've been out. i hope JaDe's happier. he's been moody all day. i wish he'd cheer up. what have i done?! was it because i went out?! i HAVE to see my friends. not that i'm really all cool with them now. to be fair, i don't think me and becky even get on so much now. i think the only person i really, really get on with is jade (which is insane because a while ago we weren't so good...) ... but she knows how it is. she knows what it's like to have boys like JaDe. she has lee. they're the same. maybe thats why JaDe doesnt wanna make up?! i dunno.

laaaame week.

NEVER AGAIN.

2005-10-14T17:12:19Z

remind me NEVER to pay £20 for faster delivery AGAIN. people can't be trusted. I HATE THIS. i paid £20 extra so it'd be here in 2-3 days + shock shock its not. i'm gunna cry so much when i get home. SO FUCKING MUCH. now i have to find something else to wear tomorrow. :O looks like itll be black skirt + tights. COZ I NEVER WEAR THAT DO I?! i'm so sad right now. this was the one thing that was gunna cheer me up this week. AND ITS NOT HERE. :(:(:( ujbjgrbjbkgd
now go away + deepblackwaters die plz. i hate you right now. FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCK.

giggles

2005-10-12T21:42:46Z

IT'S A BEAR IN THE WILD ...

... AND HE ATTACKS!

*giggles* actually it's just zim. he's a hamster, NOT a bear. but he's bootiful + we love him. *kiss*

blah

2005-10-12T12:35:40Z

yesterday was so shit. i know this is all because i'm on periods but why the hell do i have to get SO emotional over it?! trudy wanted me to stay a bit later because she had to deliver some bread, so i got all pissed off and CRIED. i'm still mad about it. i'm just SO fed up with working there. wendy said when paul gets back i've got to talk to him and discuss either doing less hours (which i really don't want to do but i might have to) or leaving completely. i might opt for both. less hours til i can find a different job. hmph. i could really quit now, but i don't have enough money saved up. le sigh.

anyhoo. after i'd had a nap i decided to watch some clothes, and i stupidly handwashed cords then stuck them on top of whites. CORDS RUN. pink stains over white tshirts we'd made. GRRRR. luckily those were only iron on transfer ones for pictures, but for pete's sake. i'm just glad they werent the proper ones we'd be selling.. but god!! i'm so stupid sometimes. anyhoo on that note, you can now pay without paypal, i finally got the form up, annnnd there'll be new designs up in a minute when i sort it all out. i did sort most of it last night, just gotta put the pictures up so feel free to take a lookie folks. haaaah.

feel a bit better today, just work pissing me off. :( one day i'd love to work from home. i always did wanna do an internet business, i guess we have the tshirt thing now, but i always fancied doing something else on the side. i dunno. something interesting. i have no idea what though. anywaaaay. i'm gunna go now. enough moaning for one day. andy's party in 3 days. HURRY UP MLP OUTFIT.

lalala

2005-10-09T07:24:18Z

i woke up at 7.30am. i didn't have much else to do so i figured it'd be a great idea to delete some of the tossers that add me on myspace and never talk. GONE. i deleted about 50 people. now i have 106 friends. this clearly makes a me a myspace loner. but at least those select few will actually talk to me. or are a band with music that actually sounds half decent and not some pop punk poop that sounds like a local band trying too hard to be big. hmph. & that was blatenlty the highlight of my morning. in a minute i'm gunna hunt for some music. i felt like listening to dope stars inc but that's at JaDe's. as are ALL of my good CDs. so i have nothing to listen to except alexisonfire and every time i die. and i'm gunna tidy my room so i felt like some music to dance too. GRRR. might have to go with the union underground. not quite what i fancied. but yeah.

i want the mlp outfit NOW. honestly. :( it'll make me super happy when it gets here. BECKY'S COMING OVER BEFORE ANDY'S GIG! yayayayya. i love her so much :( i haven't seen her for AGES so this will be the best night ever<333 she said shes gunna make JaDe sing on the singstar. HAHAHA. he'll never beat our busted duet though. EVER. i might see if she wants to meet in town WAY early. then we can... ... choose nice alcohol. we only have red square here. i was tempted to get us jd, but if we get that we'll get waaaay too drunk before we even get there. that night's gunna be great. andy's a top guy, i'll definately buy him a drink, hes a good friend. one of the true ones, for definate.

ANYHOO. have rambled for long enough. best go off in search of good music. sigh sigh. (glad you liked the falls penny. i <3 you girlie! xo)