Oh my god.

Well, I remembered this finally. To say the least, many things have changed, so I thought to make a list.

1. I don't go on neopets as much as I used to. Nowhere near.

2. I haven't spoken to anime in god knows how long. I've been roleplay deprived.

3. Puberty hasn't been nice. I have mood swings, my voice cracks... all sorts of shit, and worst of all, I'm not entirely sure of my sexual orientation. Fucked up, huh?

4. Green day doesn't rock anymore.

5. Grammar and spelling have generally improved.

6. I'm very irritable. (see number three.)

7. At 80% of any given times, I hate 90% of the people around me. (See numbers three and six.)

8. I'm talking to Sara sue again.

9. I want to move so fucking bad.

10. Jillian moved.

11. Chu is getting on my nerves so fucking much.

12. My drawings have improved a bit from deformed.

13. To mend my roleplaying deprivation, I write insignificant stories that will end up in the trash bin of my computer.

14. I'm taking Japanese again.

15. Jack stewart.

16. I figured out that I have an attraction to guys named Jack. o_O

17. Used live journal again.

18. Became sick and tired of my reputation for being 'The manager of hiwan's daughter.'

19. Longed for change.

20. Got into honor choir.

21. Realized that I can't sing.

22. Stopped giving a fuck.

23. Craved social interaction.

24. Hated, hated, hated.

25. Became confused.

26. Missed the old days, roleplaying with Jillian.

27. Wanted to go back in time.

28. Wrote this.

29. Often felt empty.

30. Enjoyed gaia.

31. Made peace with friends.

32. Entered seventh grade.

33. Felt like murdering numerous people.

34. Wondered why.

35. Sighed.

36. Hated politics.

37. Fell short of a 4.0.

38. Talked on the phone.

39. Realized the error of my ways.

40. Matured.


That's it for now.
My mood is highly influenced by my music, so right now it's pretty obvious that I'm listening to one of those sellout teenage angsty alternative rock songs.

Peace. Happy whatever-the-fuck-you-celebrate.

-Kitteh.