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26th-Nov-2009 01:45 am(no subject)

LA MY HEART WILL BREAK IN ANY WAY RIGHT. SHEESH.
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25th-Nov-2009 06:40 pm(no subject)

I really really really really don't know. Do you have a gun? Yes? Then shoot me please.
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25th-Nov-2009 12:49 pm(no subject)

Dear God.

Please show me the right path.
The right path to You.
Show me the right path even if it means to have myself hurt.

Please tell me. Please show me.

My heart is at its breaking point.
I'm not here to break anyone.
I'm not here to hurt anyone.
I'm not here to play.

I'm praying so hard,
So hard,
That my end decision is the right one.

Give me strength, Ya Allah.
Give me strength.

Amin.

And for those who saw my half-broken self today.. I apologise.

23rd-Nov-2009 11:54 am - To Best Friend

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23rd-Nov-2009 09:53 am - Obvious Proof That I'm Going Crazy.

Hi. On hiatus due to 'Breaking'. Bye. Oh and no. I don't want to talk about it. Mood:roarrrrrrrrr!!
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22nd-Nov-2009 02:09 am(no subject)

Speechless. I can't breathe.
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22nd-Nov-2009 12:46 am(no subject)

I'm not sure what to do. I can't bear to hurt any of you. I can't. I fucking can't.
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21st-Nov-2009 09:11 am(no subject)

This is just too crazy. Too crazy. Heavenly crazy, ain't it? "I didn't mean for this to go as far as it did. I didn't mean to get so close and share what we did. And I didn't mean to fall in love, but I did. And you didn't mean to love me back, but I know you did." My best friend, always? (: Mood:confused
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20th-Nov-2009 08:35 pm(no subject)

It's scary because we have so many things in common. It's scary because you could see through me. It's scary because you're just like me. And it sucks because I don't want to hurt anyone. I think I need a break again. The KL trip sounds awesome now.
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18th-Nov-2009 08:33 am - Perhaps.

Yesterday afternoon til night was spent taking care of poor B who came down with a painful fever.

I've not done work but I'm more worried about B.

And I'm trying real hard to get back myself on track and do my work. Assignment due this friday that I can't seem to do due to the lack of brain cells and something that's deep down is just bugging me.

But I have great friends who have absolutely no clue of what I'm going through but make me laugh like no tomorrow, like life isn't full of crap. As much as I wish time would wait for my heart to heal and to trust people again, it's not going to happen and if you see me somewhere, down the road, looking like a lost sheep and walking in a daze as if I'm in a dream/nightmare, please give me a kick/slap/punch or a hug.

And right now, I feel like tearing my clothes (unsightly actually) and like the Hulk (except I'd like to stay brown), I'd scream and shout and go raaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaar!!!!!!!!!!!

Okay. Obviously someone woke up on the wrong side of bed (tho you can only wake up on one side of my bed. the other side's a wall. oh and a hole.) and perhaps PMS is getting a better hold of me.

Not to mention my tummy is roaring like a lion let loose.

My thoughts are really scattered. You can see it in this post hah.

One person is keeping me sane though it's with nonsensical ideas and random dreams and such.

Argh.
Okay, off to do work. I feel like breaking open my head and cook it for breakfast. Haha! Good Morning world. I'm sorry you had to read my random rant! >.<

Mood:dakjsdkadka!!!!1

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