as is, by the lovely ani difranco. off of little plastic castle.

i know. i said i was going to write something more substance-filled. but i lost that entry a few days ago, and then my motivation died. oh well.

MONDAY brought allie and christina time. we went to pasta y basta in amherst, then walked around umass and downtown amherst and talked and the swans came to say hi, it was lovely. then we drove to get lost and passed the scariest-looking building *ever,* which i really want to check out in the daylight.

TUESDAY was driving down to north branford to see keith at work, then back to keith's house. we went and saw the village, which i highly recommend. but it's not what you'd expect. late night swimming {again} and i froze {again} but i love swimming and it was fun.

WEDNESDAY we went to subway and i ate too much, and then i was going to be late for work so i sped down the scary connecticut roads. but then i *had* to go visit lindsay. because she's lindsay and she's amazing. so i stopped in there, and then sped a lot and made it to work with 1 minute to spare. mitchell called me at work, he had a show at the flywheel. so, after the show, him and jessay picked me up and we went and hung out at jessay's house. watched the bad luck 13 video hahaha which was amazing, and various other amazing videos. had lots of girltalk, and played around on myspace. i broke down and got an account, so you can all add me and make fun of me.



jessy and i are going to new york this weekend. we went shopping in preparation today {and by that i mean i bought jelly bellys and cameras}. i'm excited, and a little nervous. happy to have a carefree weekend. hopeful that i don't spend too much money. curious as to how warped is going to be, if we get in.

i'd really like to go take a walk or go hike somewhere. if anyone is interested, they should leave a comment. or just call me and tell me we're going. i want to get out, i feel very disconnected with nature and really anything outdoors. i think that's why i was thinking about the farm the other day. i miss living in it. i miss 3 sided cabins and long walks and hikes up the mountain.

i've been thinking a lot about "stuff." people are constantly catching me staring off into space, and asking what's wrong. nothing's wrong, really. things are coming up fast, and probably too fast and i feel unprepared and i don't want to think about it. i'm excited for clark. my roommate sounds awesome, she likes a lot of the same music i do. i'm excited for new york. i'm excited for fair, i think. but all this time has been making me think too much. and i don't know what to do.