my eyes are closed but i can smell the light

somewhere.... it happened.


somehow, in some freaky way it's finally happened.

in an attempt to secure my freedom to live in chaos, i've found a kind of purpose along with all the efforts. i stumbled across inner enlightenment and a job that i actually look foward to going to. i feel like the final stretch of my journey in the land of my birth is paved and lit. it's really wierd; i've tried so hard to live spontaneously shrowded in mystery and chaos, but this sense of security til such a far away date does feel comforting.... and doesn't everyone just want to be comfortable...