urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:_whatyouown you are what you own Kourney 2004-01-24T19:01:56Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:_whatyouown:3605 2004-01-24T19:01:56Z 2004-01-24T19:01:56Z avenue q got a phone call from my uncle today my grandma went into the hospital she might have a few broken ribs she couldnt get out of bed today my parents are with her right now and where am i at home by myself bc my mom doesnt think i can handle it im not 7 anymore but whatever its great knowing that i have freinds here for me i talked to kiry and meghan about it today and they tried to make me feel better which is nice they really do care!!! i lvoe you guys ok i dont feel like takling anymore maybe ill update again later urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:_whatyouown:3485 2004-01-19T03:18:09Z 2004-01-19T03:18:09Z tick tick boom yea . . . i had a great weekend hanging out with karen, bryan, kiry, adam, natalie, vinny and jordan playing ddr . . . saw the play last night with caitlyn and had an amazing time, got to catch up wiht jackie . . .drove my sister back to school today, that was kinda sad and as much as i fight with her i miss her when shes not around, i feel like ive lost a good friend<br /><br />speaking of good friends . . hung out with meghan for a few hours tonight . . . i love her and i dont know what id do without her it sucks that shes leaving me to go bakc to school on tuesday but what are you gunna do?!?<br /><br />im gunna go do soem research about virgina . . . ill update later urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:_whatyouown:3092 2004-01-16T22:29:57Z 2004-01-16T22:29:57Z last night was amazing! i went to karen's with everyone to play ddr and it was fantastic. everybody was having a blast and there was no drama at all(which i love!) tonight . . . we're doing the same thing. bryan's coming to pick me up after the show tonight at about 11 and then were goign to karens to play ddr til the sun comes up!! cant wait im sooo excited!!!<br /><br />who has the best freinds ever?!?!?! I DO!!<br /> you guys know who you are urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:_whatyouown:3022 2004-01-10T22:27:18Z 2004-01-10T22:27:18Z havent updated in a while . . . lifes boring . . . saw the crosbys the other day and they were amazing and i might be going to see their show at binghamton univ. in may . . . and i found out today that my grandfather died . . its kinda weird, im sad which is strange, how can you be sad for a guy that youve never met i feel like i missed out it would have been nice to see what he looked like and just to meet him considering lindsey and i were his only grandkids . . . but whatever man<br /><br />going to kirys tonight to have a wonderful night filled with ddr which ive never played before hopefully it'll get my mind off of everything . . .kiry and jess seem to have that effect on me . . they make the world a little more bareable!!!thanks guys urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:_whatyouown:2705 2003-12-30T21:20:16Z 2003-12-30T21:20:16Z swing swing last night was great i went ice skating again didnt fall once had a lot of fun with everyone i went with you guys are amazing!! went to my college today for a cj seminar with lindsey good time kinda boring but it makes me look better<br /><br />hopefully going to kirys in about an hour to watch one of my new favorite movies thanks to mr calabrese, singing in the rain shes is the best freind everone wants but dont have im one of the luckiest people to have met their best freinds in 6th grade and stayed close for 6 years and counting<br /><br />kiry - thanks for all you do for me you are the greatest! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:_whatyouown:2454 2003-12-29T02:44:08Z 2003-12-29T02:44:08Z joe nichols - the impossible yesterday was a great day. last night i went ice skating which was i blast. i havn't been ice skating in years. it was me meghan lizzy joe danny jimmy doug and dennis. it was great to see everybody again. i was so proud of my self - i didnt fall once! then after ice skating, we went back to dany's house and played pool and watched tv. i love hanging out with them. they are always so much fun. then me and meghan left and came back to my house for a little while. she left and i went to bed.<br /><br />this morning my family celebrated christmas again with some more of my family. that was alot of fun. got a lot of great stuff. it was kinda depressing bc my grandparents were fighting with my parents bc they didnt want to leave the house. but its not good for them to be locked up in the house for so long. they never go out. but whatever they came with us and we had the best time we could.<br /><br />i came home, put on pjs and laid down in bed and watched a movie. it was some well needed relaxing time. anyway im gunna go watch the rest of final destination. hopefully to the mall tomorrow with my favorite kiry. shes the best!! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:_whatyouown:2230 2003-12-25T21:19:12Z 2003-12-25T21:19:12Z david bowie & bing crosby:little drummer boy-peace on earth its been forever since i updated, so heres whats been going on(in case anyone cares) : im finally done with work which is nice bc i now have time to see my friends(or the people who dont treat me like shit!!!) i exchanged xmas presents with david matt and kiry the other day i had a good time and got some great stuff!<br /><br />and that leads us to today : christmas!! this year it is so bitter-sweet. this morning was great. my sister and my parents and i opened presents and had so much fun. then my mom and dad went into merrick to pick up my grandparents and brought them out here for the day. its so sad to see them sitting there, just sitting there. they are bored, tired and sont want to be here. they just want to go home. its so depressing i cant help but think they are giving up on themselves, life.<br /><br />well, now that i got that off my chest, i want to wish everyone whose reading this a merry christmas! i hope your holiday is better then mine urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:_whatyouown:1993 2003-12-01T01:00:37Z 2003-12-01T01:00:37Z hello again <br /> i just found this on a friend's journal and thought it was kinda interessting. Comment if you want.<br /><br />I want you to comment with anything you want. <br />A story, a secret, a confession, a fear, a love--anything. <br />Make sure you post anonymously .<br />i will turn on anonymous posting, and turn off IP logging so that no one will know who you are. just get whatever you need out of your system. anything, a secret you've kept for forever, a fear you're embarassed to share, anything. it'll be good for you. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:_whatyouown:1768 2003-12-01T00:54:51Z 2003-12-01T00:54:51Z queen im such an idiot! i've finally realized how fake people are. i can't believe it took me this long. i don't why. i guess i just had some faith in people.<br /><br />high school is such bullshit. people call you a hypocrite for something you do,(because everything you do is everyones business!) and they do almost the same thing except worst! to that person : how can you live with yourself after all the terrible things that you said? and you had the balls to call me a hypocrite!! at least i had the guts to say what i thought. you're weak! and i've lost all respect for you!<br /><br />other then that, things have been great. meghan was home and i had a blast with her. i wish she didnt have to leave. she's one of the very few people i can trust anymore. thanksgiving was cool. had dinner with the family and then kiry, adam, matt, david, lindsey, allison, and i played cards for a while then played catch phrase and if(what else do we do). <br /><br />then friday, i hung out with steven all day. i don't know what im doing with him and if we are right for eachother but whatever man! then i went the the ulrich's for bobby's bday which was exactly what i needed.<br /><br />then yesterday i babysat which was a lot of fun because ryan is just the cutest thing ever. and today i went to meghans to day goodbye and now im watching the 7th heaven marathon and waiting for kiry and adam to get back from the city to see if they wanna chill for a lil while.<br /> ttys-love ya much! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:_whatyouown:1456 2003-11-19T21:56:59Z 2003-11-19T21:56:59Z jayson mraz - remedy havent updated in a while bc i have a boring life. i was upset yesterday bc a freind of mine got me pissed, but we talked and everything is good with the world. so yesterday afternoon i was at better gro and i was talking to steven and we are definatly going out this weekend which makes me a very happy girl. i cant remember the last time i felt this good.<br />anyway im so excited bc meghan comes home on friday and its been so long since ive seen her. i just miss sitting in her car at the end of my driveway and talking for hours about everything. i miss the fact that when im in a bad mood i can call her and shes at my house in 30 secs if nothing else but to give me a hug. i cant wait. <br />well im gunna go eat dinner with my parents and then possibly go play pool with kir and matt. ttfn urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:_whatyouown:1154 2003-11-04T15:11:26Z 2003-11-04T15:11:26Z aida yea so yesterday was awsome. kiry adam matt david me and joey all went out to shoot pool at like 5. then joey and adam left and kiry david matt and i went out to dinner and adam was going to meet up with us, except we got super lost going to friendlys cuz we suck at directions!! <br />but its ok cuz we finally got there and had a blast in the car. so after freindlys everyone was going to watch kiry play volleyball but i didnt go because i didnt feel that great. so i went home and slept. <br /><br />so today matt david kiry and i are supposed to go job hunting and then hang out and have another movie day(minus that stupid ass movie that didnt make sense right kir?). well im gunna go shower and get ready for when they call. bye urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:_whatyouown:821 2003-11-02T23:54:05Z 2003-11-02T23:54:05Z so last night everyone came over and hung out at my house. to all those people, im sorry if i was nasty at all last night, bad day for everyone.<br /><br />halloween was great. i hung out with kiry, adam, lizzy, joe(he wins best costume), and kristina, matt, and david. pee poop peep oop pee poop pee poop, la la la la la la la la la, i am bored and dont like journals any more and i hate dogs and i like to drink water with lemon in it and eating marshmellows. Mmmmmm....so yesterday i went to the cops house and had to eat a meatballlll.....clap your hands! so and then i went to the diner and ate some cheesecake, and played yahtzee, and ate more cheesecake. i lost my glasses, and had to put on one of those old lady super visors that are super big and super large!!!!!, oh man it was so sexy, i almost died! <br /><br />yesterday i hung out with dave and he was being sexy the whole time...i guess he cant help it, he's just so gosh darn sexy!<br /><br />anyway, time to go talk on the phone to meghan, cause i love her. bye<br /><br />p.s. i bought a towel urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:_whatyouown:737 2003-10-31T00:39:42Z 2003-10-31T00:39:42Z crosbys - my im large hey! im soo excited cuz tomorrows halloween! its gunna be great. kiry, lizzy and i are gunna be pirates together. lizzy and i have safe halloween till 6 then we're all gunna go trick or treating around the neighborhood. i know, how old are we? but i cant wait. we're gunna have a blast!!<br /><br />so, i'm really happy with the way things have been going lately. i've been hanging out with a new crowd lately. well, in truth, only a few people are new but whatever man! kiry adam david matt and i have been hanging out so much lately and its awsome because we all have a blast together. now, instead of playing demon whenever we get together, we play catchphrase!! all you need to know is ketchup, notbook, pen and halloween right guys? anyway, i love them all soo much!<br /><br /> *the only thing more random then kir is a jack in the box right?<br /> *a shade of green? PURPLE<br /><br />you guys make me happy!!<br />by the way, jes if youre reading this i miss you and i hope i see you soon!<br /><br />talk to ya soon!!