|a day in the life
||[12 Mar 2005|08:51pm]
hey today was pretty boring. I layed around until about 3 and went to get my eye brows wed and to pretzel creatioin. then i got home and zach got off work and we went to the mall. I saw baker and nathan. that was cool. I bought norma Jean. its really good. Zach left though, he had to watch his little sister and brother. his parents are so strict and he is in 11th grade. i dont understand it. he gets his license monday. that will make things better. i got to go. I wrote something. Therte isn't really a hidden message behind it, i just felt like writing.
feel free to comment.
a day in the life
it was a cool afternoon that day i told you there would never be "us".
I walked away thinking you took it extremely well.
your parents were out of town and i told you i'd be back that night.
You were uptight, always took the safeway.
I took chances and we balanced each other out.
I showed you how to have a good time and
you showed me when enough was enough
that night you slipped my mind.
I heard colors and saw sounds and you waited by the phone,
hoping to hear from me.
words i once said fell from your mouth, 'i will never leave you waiting'
The next day i showed up to house house hoping you would forgive me from the night before.
No answer.i welcomed myself in.
i just figured you had escaped to the land of dreams.
I walked up the stairs to your room.
Then suddenly something turned wrong in my stomach as i
fell to my knees, hands covered in blood. the weapon of choice at your side
time had seemed to stop.
I shook your cold body, screaming to you wake up.
you didn't answer. I was so blind to what i was doing the night before
i finally realized there was no way to take back what i had done.
until i made a choice.
i sent my body 6 feet into the ground.