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|You're An Alcoholic|
Time to go back to step one.
wow, that says a lot. well anyways its been a long time and i figured i would update. hmmm. i never have anything to say. well life is good as usual. im going to my grandmas tomorrow to visit. well thats all i can think of for now. ta ta.
|hey hey its been a long time but my gay ass comp is still fucked up. so im sittin here with my sexy jer-bear. well i just wanted to say hey to everyone oh and TE AMO!
|yeah so anyways ots been A LONG TIME since ive updated. i dont even remember the last time i updated. well anyways my birthday was on may 27th and i got soem cool things. i got a ring from my parents and from my grammie i got a bathing suit , 2 sirts, 2 shorts, and a skirt oh and this little frog clip on thingy that goes on a flip flop. so i wanted to dye my hair but i decided that im not gonna do that because its gonna take a lot of maintenence. so anyways i wanna get my nails done and go shopping somemore. yes ma'am summer is comming and i cannot wait. i hope i get that job at tcby. tht would be tight. im like that only person who dont have a job for the summer. my grammie gave me a new camera so i have one to take pictures at my birthday party. when i get home i have a lot of homework to do.well im gonna be leaving in like an hour and a half to go home. i have to do a whole bunch of stuff for english, chemistry, and geometry. then i have to do laundry and get in the shower. yeah so manda and michelle you two better call me about comming to my party.ok i dnt really have anything else to say. call me bout the party if you need to. ~Te amo~
BUNCHES O' QUIZZES|
You Will Die at Age 58
Not bad, considering your super wild lifestyle
Want to live longer? Try losing a few bad habits.
Your Birthdate: May 27
Your birth on the 27th day of the month (9 energy) adds a tone of selflessness and humanitarianism to your life path.
Certainly, you are one who can work very well with people, but at the same time you need a good bit of time to be by yourself to rest and meditate.
There is a very humanistic and philanthropic approach in most of things that you do.
This birthday helps you be broadminded, tolerant, generous and very cooperative.
You are the type of person who uses persuasion rather than force to achieve your ends.
You tend to be very sensitive to others' needs and feelings, and you able to give much in the way of friendship without expecting a lot in return.
Your Brain is 80.00% Female, 20.00% Male
Your brain leans female
You think with your heart, not your head
Sweet and considerate, you are a giver
But you're tough enough not to let anyone take advantage of you!
You Are 40% Left Brained, 60% Right Brained
The left side of your brain controls verbal ability, attention to detail, and reasoning.
Left brained people are good at communication and persuading others.
If you're left brained, you are likely good at math and logic.
Your left brain prefers dogs, reading, and quiet.
The right side of your brain is all about creativity and flexibility.
Daring and intuitive, right brained people see the world in their unique way.
If you're right brained, you likely have a talent for creative writing and art.
Your right brain prefers day dreaming, philosophy, and sports.
Your Love Number is
You are a creative and expressive lover - a true romantic at heart.
An introspective soul, you know exactly how your ideal relationship should be.
But if you don't get that ideal, you tend to get a bit pouty and dramatic.
You need someone who can roll with the punches, that's for sure!
|You are 80% Gemini|
Your Element Is Fire
Your passion and emotion are as obvious as the brightest flame.
You make sparks fly, and your passion always has the potential to burst out.
You are exciting and creative - and completely unpredictable.
You sometimes exercise control, and sometimes you let yourself go.
Friends describe you as sensitive, spirited, and compulsive.
Bright and blazing with intensity, you seem mysterious and moody to many.
You Are an Old Soul
You are an experience soul who appreciates tradition.
Mellow and wise, you like to be with others but also to be alone.
Down to earth, you are sensible and impatient.
A creature of habit, it takes you a while to warm up to new people.
You hate injustice, and you're very protective of family and friends
A bit demanding, you expect proper behavior from others.
Extremely independent you don't mind living or being alone.
But when you find love, you tend to want marriage right away.
Souls you are most compatible with: Warrior Soul and Visionary Soul
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Advanced Global Personality Test Results
|Extraversion |||||||||||||||||||| ||73% |
|Stability |||||||||||||||| ||56% |
|Orderliness |||||||||||||||||| ||63% |
|Empathy |||||||||||||||||| ||70% |
|Interdependence |||||||||||||||||| ||70% |
|Intellectual |||||||||||||||||||||| ||90% |
|Mystical |||||||||||||||| ||56% |
|Artistic |||||| ||16% |
|Religious |||| ||10% |
|Hedonism |||||||||||||||||||||| ||90% |
|Materialism |||||||||||||||||||| ||76% |
|Narcissism |||||||||||||||||||||| ||90% |
|Adventurousness |||||||||||||||||||| ||76% |
|Work ethic |||||||||||||||||||| ||76% |
|Self absorbed |||||||||||| ||36% |
|Conflict seeking |||||||||||||||||||||| ||90% |
|Need to dominate |||||||||||||||||||||| ||90% || |
|Romantic |||||||||||||||||| ||63% |
|Avoidant |||| ||10% |
|Anti-authority |||||||||||| ||36% |
|Wealth |||||||||||| ||36% |
|Dependency |||||||||||||||||||||| ||83% |
|Change averse |||||||||||||||||| ||70% |
|Cautiousness |||||||||||||||||| ||63% |
|Individuality |||||||||||||| ||43% |
|Sexuality |||||||||||||||||||||| ||90% |
|Peter pan complex |||||||||||||| ||43% |
|Physical security |||||||||||| ||36% |
|Food indulgent |||||||||||||||||||| ||76% |
|Histrionic |||||||||||||||||| ||70% |
|Paranoia |||||||||||||||| ||56% |
|Vanity |||||||||||||||||||||| ||90% |
|Hypersensitivity |||||||||||||||| ||56% |
|Female cliche |||||||||||||||||||||| ||90% |
|so anyways im quite happy today. yup. its a good day. too bad i have nothing to wear. ill find sumn. anyways im kinda bored and i want to call shandi but i dont know where she is. i think that she is at home but im not sure. anyways im kinda happy for once and today is so sunny. i wanna go out there and hang out but i have no one to hang out with. jerrica is at her moms house and she is the only one around here to hang out with. courtney lives way the hell over there in fruitport. shandi is in gr.i dont think that im gonna be friends with abby much longer. i could hang out with michelle if she is home. manda is in grand haven. kirstin is in north muskegon. i should give her a call.well im gonan find sumn to do. i wish that shandi was at my house for this next week. ok im gonna go and get ready for anything!~Te amo~
|ok so i like how my life is so fucking gay. yeah it definately is. im just so pissed and annoyed at everyone. i fucking hate it when people have attitudes. yeah so i love Amanda Fisher and Michelle Dehorn. they rock my socks off. too bad i cant hang out with them downtown tonight because guess why i dont have a fucking ride. believe it or fucking not. so i am so fucking pissed right now because leslie is going to her friends house and i am sitting here home alone because of her. 2 people called to hang out with me and she didnt fucking give me the fucking phone and then she didnt even fucking tell me that they called. way to go les. thanks a fucking lot. so i like how i have nothing to fucking do and i could just fucking throw shit at this very fucking moment. way to go everyone who fucking pissed me off. you fucking succeeded. fucking lovely. dont ya just hate that fucking feeling that you get inside when someone tells you no. i fucking hate that. so what the fuck to do know? i dont fucking know. if anyone has a fucking idea please fucking tell me. yeah so john is downtown and so is manda and michelle and lots of other people. i have nothing to fucking do. too bad i dont have any money or i would have something to do. i fucking ate this shit. too bad im about to cry cuz i could have hung ot with so many people but shit didnt fucking go my way and now im alone and am stuck with those fucking thoughts of mine that just need to go away. too bad im driving myself crazy. you know what would fucking really make me cry. if i deleted all of this shit.so the phone rings and its not for me.so i like how no one even cares if i start crying cuz theyll ask me whats wrong and ill tell them and then they will say oh. im trying so hard not to do it but here it comes. god damn it. if only everyone and their fucking mother didnt ditch me.everything would be better if i could hang out iwth my best friend shandi. i mean at least she cares. so i dont know why everyone has to push me away. why does every males name in a movie have to be john. like that makes shit better. why cant their name be bill or sumn. im so fucking pissed and annoyed. what the hell did i do to anyone. i wish that i had a job, my lisence and a car. that way i could actually do something with my life. maybe find me a man that actually cares and maybe get a better social life. yeah right.none of this shit is gonna happen until im 16. and at that im still not gonna have my lisence.i wish that i lived in grand haven. fuck this "oh i live to far away and i dont have a ride anywhere" shit.im so fucking lonely. i get ditched because im poor i dont have a social life because im poor. and i cant do a damn thing about it because im not 16 and i cant get a job anywhere. i starting to realize how other people feel. well im just gonna stop complaining because its just making my mood worse. one of these days im gonna look back at this thing and be like yeah im glad that was a long time ago and im not like that anymore. cant wait. im just so tired of people. they hurt you so bad and they dont even know it or they do but they dont care. i cant even use my cell phone because im too poor to pay for it. fucking lovely. so if i do stop complaining like i said that i would i would have nothing to type on thie lj. and if i had nothing to type then i would have nothing to do on the computer. so i would get off and go into my room and sit. and think. the worst thing for me to do . cuz then i will cry again. and if i turn on my radio and listen to it, im just gonna relate to all of the bad songs and cry again. so im still gonna complain. yeah. my first real love thinks that i like him too much. too bad i love him. he is half of my fucking problem. why cant things just go my way?
wow thats no suprise as if i havent been told a million times. but it still makes me happy!
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