2:29PM

"And the clocks and calendars, it’s just time, our little measurements.
It’s always chasing after us."

1:52PM

I cant believe the news today
Oh, I cant close my eyes and make it go away
How long...
How long must we sing this song?
How long? how long...

Current mood: morose

2:46PM - tales of a flip-flopper

so i made a decision...i am going into the airforce, i am going to enlist on tuesday.  i have been back and forth on this for god knows how long.  i am just going to do it, because i know i will regret it if i don't.  it has just been miserable for me lately, i cannot find a job and i've sent my resume to about 15 different places, and i bought a cell phone that i really can't afford and i am just making bad decisions all over town, but i know this is a good one.  i have to stop acting like john kerry and make a fucking choice.  hopefully it will work out, that'd be nice.

2:09PM

i have a new email address..

inhalethefence@yahoo.com

...that's it

1:28PM

All that I am
All that I ever was
Is here in your perfect eyes
They're all I can see
I don't know where
Confused about how as well
I just know that these things
Will never change for us at all

1:44PM - the product of exhaustion

"back to egpyt"

"he's back and wants me to work."

yay sandwiches.

11:16PM

a whole TWO weeks!

9:48PM - i'm an actual worm.

so, i haven't updated in a quite a bit...

...i've been neglecting poor lj...but for far more pressing matters.

i've just been insanely busy...the billions of hours of homework a week does not allow much time for perusing around the vast world of livejournal.

other than academic bullshit (progress reports, lab practicals, senior research, college portfolio, and self-portraits)...i've been up to the norm.

watching the tele whenever possible...hanging out with my lady...jamming to "the couga" with Nicole and friends...

these past weeks have had there grotesque lows and exhilarating highs, non of which i feel like going into mass detail about...so we'll just leave it at that.  Only three days left till my absolute freedom i gave up what seems so so long ago. 

time for some superior refreshment (diet pepsi)

have whatever kind of night you feel like having.

don't don't don't lets start
...this is the worst part.

......................lauren

9:26PM - certain things just happen.

so i found my mini slinky, i'm pretty happy about that.

i remember when i got this thing, i played with it all the time, then it disappeared off the face of the Earth. It's back now, so i guess thats cool.

other than that, i can't really describe how i feel right now...it's like a funny sort of sad...but for no real reason, cause i'm totally not sad...i mean i got this slinky and some ramen, i suppose life is pretty bitchin' at this given time.

i wrote my senior write-up...i rather like it.

congrats to those cast in the play, i'm pretty excited for these productions...i have a feeling tech will be the best this year...

if i could
i would
i'll change everything

.lauren

Current mood: apathetic

Current music: garbage

12:04AM - heavenly_dorks

...join heavenly_dorks...because you want to.

Current mood: apathetic

Current music: the cars

9:51PM - _lovely_losers_

( Bitchin' Promo )

Current mood: cynical

Current music: nothing.

11:49PM - look what i can do...

_coolshit

Current mood: apathetic

Current music: the smiths

10:05PM - fo sho'

you ever have one of those days, where only your favorite thing in the whole world makes everything alright...today is one of those days.

tommorow is going to make everything okay :)

..................................lauren

Current mood: anxious

Current music: rocky horror

12:26AM - jesusland is growing on me....

You led no celibate life

No skirt while chemicals danced on your head

You stole the keys to this ride

And your fables are falling tonight

Current mood: anxious

Current music: ben folds....

9:57PM

so today sucked till 6 o' clock.....

well i was supposed to go to Brandee's graduation party with Beth, but my dad was all like "no"....i had to do a project anyway....which i have yet to finish, along with my fucking research paper....

then at like 6 my parents surprised me with this large box, with a large bow....i was surprised cause i thought yesterday was my present but apparently not....so i opened the box, and it was another box, then another box, like seven times over....and when i finally got to the present(s)....it was the B-52's Anthology, the special deluxe editon of Downward Spiral (NIN)....and Dial-A-Song the TMBG Anthology....and the 25th anniversary Rocky Horror Soundtrack (WITH dialogue)....i was like
"omg....now i have to eat my face"

it was so cool....i underestimate how much my parents listen to me...they are more receptive than i previouslly thought....

fuck...than after that birthday nonsense i watched 2 hours of Oasis videos on vh1 mega hits....i was like "fucking awesome"....but then i feared one of em' died or they broke up or something....both would suck because i'm supposed to see them on the 24th.....but i dont think thats the case....whooo

now i'm getting ready to finish my shit and stuff...then its tv time....

we'll lay in bags
as dead as leaves
happy birthday
to me

...................lauren

Current mood: drained

Current music: b-52's

9:22PM - original gangsta

FUDGESICLE!!


the original chocolate popsicle...nothing else can make a crappy day rule.....:)







.....................lauren

Current mood: blah

Current music: dolls

9:40PM - snatch, clean, and jerk

x_x

::thumbs up::

Current mood: contemplative

Current music: frankfurter

12:39AM

she left me dancing with myself....

Current mood: guilty

Current music: billy idol

9:34PM - snatched from jen...

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