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[26 Jul 2005|09:14pm] |
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today was awesome. i went and visted montclair state university with jessica. soooooooooooooo much fun. i love it there, i cant wait to go. i have theoption of goind second semester... but im not. im waiting till fall of 2006. 1) because my grades in HS would have to show up which would be horrendous and i'd never get in. and 20 i would like to have one semester atleast while brian is home :D
but anyways we visited the music hall and saw the standard dorm which was MUCh bigger then i expevted. i bought a tee shirt. its hott shit. i love it. im excited. the campus is soooooooooo pretty.
blahh brian is still in north carolina. i miss him terribly. and i havent heard from alisha either. wtf did i do for her not to answer my calls? i dont get it. im very confused. :-\
tomorow i babysit but only from 1230 to 430. SUSAN I MISS YOU LOVE! haha. you know u miss me too girly. but im sure your having un at flute& fieldhockey camp. haha.
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| used to believe in love, used to believe in fairytales |
[10 Jul 2005|04:35pm] |
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i start work tomorow. nooooooooooooooooooooooo! :( im not looking forward to 8 hours of watching a 9 year old. blahh. im more or less not looking forward to driving to ewing at 730 in the morning. ickkk. i want a real job again. haha. i got an application for express at the mall. my friend works there that i used to goto the performing arts school with last year.i know if i worked there i'd spend like ALL my money though. i cant do it....
today me and eden went to the mall. bought 2 new track jackets! <33 and a shirt in express, a shirt in forever 21 and a bathing suit in american eagle cause i dont have any really :( or atleast not any new ones...ohhh and i got new sunglasses. yayy. caise i believe i lost my other pair... again.. :( i dont like this pair as much though. ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh well.
then m,e and eedes went back to her casa and we got into out bathing suites and went to christines and sat by the pool. and now im ice and tan...ner. haha. asami was there as well. i love edens friends they're awesome.
tonight i'm gonna hang out with brian! :D then maybe heading to the beach on tuesday? anyone want to come??
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[08 Jul 2005|01:22pm] |
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ya know. i really wish i took that modeling job last year. if i was 18 at the time i would have done it. fuck my parents. it would have been alot more fun then babysitting... and more money :-\ sorry random thinking.
tonights my party :D yayyyy. haha im a dork. im kinda excited cause i have all my favorite people in one place... which i never really got to before.
i really want chinese food or a frappacino.. like right now. :( i need caffein! :( i got up at 5am this morning cause myu bloodsugar was low then couldnt go back to sleep. but i read for about an hour and half and finished half of my book :D then i went back to sleep.
alright im out. xx
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| i get so wek in the knees i can hardly breath |
[07 Jul 2005|01:13pm] |
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im the luckiest girl in the world :D
anyways....
i just got lunch @ chik-fil-a. yum. later im going shopping with kiera to get something to wear tomorow. funfun. i dont know what i want to wear. i went and checked my last check from chilis in the bank this mornig as well. first imte I ACTUALLY did it myself. im proud of myself :D i felt very adult like haha.
i got honme late apperently last night... although i do not understyand this concept. while talking to lauren my mom said she really didnt care HOW late i come home as long as she knew where i was at... i got home 45 minutes after my OLD curfew last night and she flips a shit and is giving me attitude.. hmmm :-\ someone explain that one to me.
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| baby all i want is youuu |
[06 Jul 2005|05:27pm] |
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hello world :D
its been a veryyyyyyyy good 2 days.
this morning i FINALLY got my car back (a week later, but hey it works and it doesnt sound like dying birds anymore! yesssss) and ALISHA FINALLY IS HOME! and i got to see her today. and that just made my day all worth while. cause i missed her INSANELY! we went to banzai and got the chick and rice with all that shit. maddd good. and we got to chit chat cause uhh yeah i havent seen her in 15 days and ALOT has happened in 15 days.
and then lastttttt night brian came over :D and i officially have a boyfriend <33
i = very happy
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[04 Jul 2005|11:22pm] |
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1. Reply to this entry and I will write something I like about you
2. I will then tell what song reminds me of you
3. If I were to apply an o'clock to you, I'll tell you what it would be
4. I will try to name a single word that best describes you
5. I'll tell you the most memorable moment I've had with you
6. I will tell you what color you remind me of
7. I'll then tell you something that I've always wondered about you
8. Put this in your journal.
stolen from Sam h.!
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| There's no such thing as fairy tales |
[04 Jul 2005|07:26pm] |
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i never realized how shallow people can be. its so aggervating. i guess everyone is to a CERTAIN extent. but reguardless... i dont know.
im pretty pissed. lets think of all the bull shit i've done for my fammily lately.
1) ALL my mothers errands
2) fucking bending over backwards for my mother&greatgrandmother while she was living with us.
3) SLEEPING ON THE COUCH FOR 8 weeks while my grandmother TOOK my bedroom over.
4) just put 15$ of gas in my mothers car.
and she wont let me drive her car... uhmmm. can we say FUCKING UNFAIR?
yeah.
no im not a happy camper.
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[04 Jul 2005|04:14pm] |
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i love fireworks. everytime i go i love them more and more. i guess this infactuation started a few years ago when i started going every year with christine emily and caitlin. me and christine went last night to veterans park, as we always do annually. it was just us and her boyfriend this year though. i eventually found brian! and so i stayed with him :D then me him his friend cadence, and megan caity and katie went to unos which was closing so we traveled onto dunkin donuts :D
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOSH!
i almost forgot it was the 4th :D i feel bad i have no car so i cant pick him up for lunch or something :-\ errr. apperently i'll get my car today or tomorow... hopefully....
today i've done nothing. oh but i got my jojo cd <33 yessssssssss i dont care if she's 14... shes fucking amazing okay? :D im her biggest fucking fan ever.
uhmmm i miss alisha insanely. 2 days. thank god. im dying :(
tomorow = me + laur + malibu ... hmmm :D haha. i love that girl.
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| & you, you always say goodnight, goodnight |
[02 Jul 2005|10:14pm] |
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so tonight i went out with brian :D and we went to kristinas graduation party. and i totally forgot she was really good friends with jamie and i was SOOOO happy to talk to her. and i got to see steve and vanessa which was also awesome cause i havent seen them since i quit at chilis. good times :D
then me and brian went to ritas to see eden! <33 my girl. haha and i finally got to meet grace and i got to show off brian :D brian was a trooper and put up with all my girls gabbing about people he doesnt know. i felt bad :-\ but i was glad i got to see him tonight!! + i got to see my girly eden <333 im sooo glad shes going to TCNJ and she'll be around the corner. i would DIE without her.
my moms actually been letting me use her car when shes not using it. i feel weird driving the blazer. im like extra careful. but its fun i feel powerful in an SUV hahaha.
i have no plans for tomorow :( anyone want to do something???
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| i wonder if i take you home, would you still be in love baby? |
[02 Jul 2005|12:02pm] |
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im sooo fucking tired :-\ i was woke up this morning to my mother insisting i had to vacuum the pool for my dad. ughhh now at 8am. but i guess it was worth it for 20$?
im hoping to see eden today. because i miss her so :( thank god TCNJ is like 10 niutes from my house. i might die if it was across country or something. i day without eden is like a day without sunshine. :-\ haha wow im retarded.
alisha comes home in four daysssssssss! yessssssssssssssssss <33
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