mum: so who's the hot teacher in school?
me: alah not really hot. just ok ok.
mum: oh orang aper?
me: ciner.
mum: that figures.

Sigh seriously LJ, devastating. am i exagerating, well yea. and im so bitter towards their management. but im not saying that they broke up, but they're just not together. my darlings dbsk. but im still following their activities. JYJ fighting~

zak hit the nail on the head. i was ranting about the amount of tuition kids i have. and how i dont have a life anymore coz every night and weekend is burned by tuitions. and he just pointed out, "you're sick. but admit it, as much as youre complaining, youre liking it. youre just sick."

its true. im abit happy and proud of the kids i have. of course im lazy to get my ass off my bed on saturday and sunday mornings, or when im napping in the evenings. but i guess its a challenge. and its my bragging rights. lol. im egoistic like that. at least i can say that ive been there done that. to a certain extent, i guess i like being busy.

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okay this post will be cut by OCTOBER13th!!! omg yes. my foreign darlings are gna be back. call me a deluded fangirl, but can i say that they're my inspiration? they're doing what they want and give their all in it. fighting all odds, pursuing what they believe in. and life, korea, japan keep throwing lemons at them. yet they dont falter and carry on, continue giving their best following what they believe in. not only them, but other fall-out idols too. what doesnt kill you makes you stronger doesnt it? i wished i have half the guts to take risks. right now, im sort of bounded by safety nets. but of course that shouldnt be an excuse.

risks are funny things arnt they. but i guess the greatest risk is not taking one.

The white man said, "Colored people will not be here."
Black man turned around and stood up. Then he said:
"Listen sir .... when I was born I was BLACK"
"When I grew up I was BLACK"
"When I'm sick I'm BLACK"
"When I go in the sun I'm BLACK"
"When I'm cold I'm BLACK"
"When I die I'll be BLACK."
"But, sir."
"When you are born you are PINK.
"When you grow up you're WHITE,"
"When you're sick, you're GREEN,"
"When you go in the sun you turn RED"
"When you're cold you turn BLUE"
"And when you die you turn PURPLE.
"And you have the nerve to call me colored?"
A black man sat back down and the white man walked away ..


now that i think of it, to be green with envy, in the pink of health, red with fury, were all made up to from pple with rather fair complexion.hmm.