it has been a while, but i think i might actually use this thing again..
well not alot has been going on. all i ever do is work, and the season ends in about 2 weeks, so dont ask me what i am going to do then. all i know is that i need a full time job! i kind of wish i did go to school this fall, so i wouldnt have to deal with all of this now. but i am still undecided on what i want to be... a dentist or cop? haha two totally different things but wouldnt mind doing either. i didnt go to police academy tonight bc im chicken shit and didnt want to be there by myself sicne brad is in south carolina with miguel and diego.
all i know is that i need a car real soon. i cant stand not having one!! i didnt even have the stang for 2 years and it is dead, haha! but i also cant stand having to depend on people for rides, it is so annoying. when i get one i will be able to do whatever i want whenever i want!
i miss not hanging out with brittany, stephanie, and andrea like the old days! we never seem to even talk that much anymore! we use to be unsepretable (haha if thats even a word) now we are lucky if we see each other once i week if we are lucky! things have changed so much. i just wish it would all go back to how it was! but it is mostly my fault because i met a whole bunch of new people this summer and spent most my time with them. im not saying i would change anything but yeeahh i dont know i just miss them!! looove you giiiirls soo much <33
i dont even know anymore about the boy situation.. i am just trying to have fun, and live my life. im not sure i am ready to get attatched to anyone quite yet. there was so much drama in the past, and i am finally just starting to be cool with him again.. and i dont want any other relationships to turn out like that.. so i think i am just going to have fun for the time being :)
but that is about it, and everyone comment to make me happy!
i told him i was afraid of falling, and he whispered, "i have wings."