i am absolutely fed up with my job, everyone says that at one point or another. i'd rather be in college doing something useful and worthwhile. i've been feeling brain dead, numb rather. my dreams are the only thing i look forward to nowadays. surprisingly, i've been willing myself to have lucid dreams. a sort of astral projection if you will. my life isnt as interesting as it used to be. everything is repetitive. i want to go back to indiana.