ugly ex-girlfriends

went to the ocean a few days ago. i think it was/near seaside, not sure which. it was really nice. i've never been to the ocean before; my mother says i have. i dont remember, so it doesnt count. anyway, the ocean... so, so very beautiful. its nice to see beauty so natural and raw like that once in a while; to get away from the city. we were there for about two days, would have been longer but it was just too... wet and cold. it was raining the whole time we were there. we barely got to start a campfire. it sucked. thats what camping is all about, right? campfires, marshmallows, trees, etc. i can honestly say that was the worst camping trip i have ever been on.

casey and i were walking along the shore and saw a dead baby seal. there was a raven picking at its insides for dinner or something. was gross, sad. its just weird seeing a dead seal like that.

anyway, i've been constantly reading the ancient secret of the flower of life by drunvalo melchizedek. if you even consider yourself to be a true human being, read this book. i swear to you... no. i guarantee you, if read this, you will never be the same. ever.

i have been drinking water nonstop for a whole day now. green tea as well. its gotten to the point where im not even hungry anymore. also did a bit of running tonight. was interesting. would have gone longer than 15 minutes, but since im a smoker, my lungs started hurting really bad. my ankle was also bothering me. but i have no choice, i have to do this. bad thc! bad!

dont know what else to say.