mediocre. [ 10/18/06 at 8pm ] [ mood | blank ] Just when everything is going great, something in your life crumbles. It is never perfect, or close to it. You can only do you best to make it as pretty as you can. Either try to blind and deaf, or deal with it. Dammit. i'm tired. 0

so much for updates. [ 6/25/06 at 2pm ] [ mood | sore ] Since i've last posted, here's a re-cap: 1. he has a girlfriend. and it's all good, cuz we all know she's rebound. [poor girl] 2. i've gotten my license! and i've been working my ass off the past 2 months. 3. spent time with my girls, together or separate. either way works for me :] and i loooove it. too bad lindabee♥ is going back to LA today. :tear: 4a New guy alert. Not too much, but he's just interesting. just some eye candy. :] buttt..... [trailing to the next number] 4b EDC was superrrr fun. too bad he ditched me last minute. for, may i say, work? ugh. don't make me kill him! other than that, it's all good. had fun with my little girlies + andy. andddd. i'm beat. 5. summer's just started. more fun to come! ♥mitch 3

[ 4/27/06 at 4pm ] [ mood | pissed off ] he's moved on. and i haven't. i feel fucked up. and definitely putting myself into more shit by playing with fire. ugh. fuck guys. fuck love. fuck everything. shit. if i don't open up with you, don't ask me about it either.

three days. [ 2/13/06 at 7pm ] [ mood | drained ] There was this boy, one that amused me. I learned so much about him within this past three days. And that was so great. It is like finding a perfect match. We both liked the same music. We talked about silly things; about everything and anything. He knows how to make fun of me and make me smile. I know how bad he sucks in Tagalog. But I enjoyed talking to him for hours at one time. I've only known you for a day. But it feels like we've known each other since forever. It was the greatest three days. Ever. I couldn't stop smiling. And it felt great. I haven't had that for a really long time. But all great things come to an end. A sudden one. It was not meant to be. Because it shouldn't happen. It all started as a lie. And nothing good comes out of it. It sucks. But I can let go of this one, I think. I will most definitely miss this boy. It was great knowing him. I missmissmissmissmissmissmissmiss him. I just can't do anything about it. And as much as he's hurting, I am too.

headacheee. [ 1/27/06 at 9pm ] [ mood | sick ] I've had one too many Pastillas de Casuy, and the sugar is making me feel nauseous and awful. Too good, but really bad for me. Yes, I haven't updated for a while, my bad. There isn't much, except for the fact that i already finished Nursing school (yay!) and i'm studying(?) for boards. Haha, it's really bad. :sigh: Someone give me an antedote for sugar! I wanna puke. :\ 0

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