I haven't eaten anything in two straight days. I get really nauseous when I even smell most food. Nothing tastes good anymore, except for grapes and grapejuice which I'm craving all the time now. I've lost close to ten pounds.

My moods have been extremely erratic. Extremely. It's starting to scare me, even. I'm starting to make those connections again, and it's bringing my paranoia back. Time. Timing is everything. Everything is together, cause and effect, and all rolled up into these neat little packages and everything makes so much sense yet at the same time it's all so wrong. Yet right. Because it's supposed to happen, and it all happens for a reason. It's all connected.

I don't know. I need to see the doctor. They're not open on weekends. I'll have to wait until Monday, I guess...