niggas smoking crack

i love cock

2006-09-13T05:16:50Z

I like dick

PS: nudity

_tylernol_ @ 2006-08-14T23:26:00

2006-08-23T04:34:59Z

Your skin: the study of structure and the changes that it undergoes.
It's your notes, ill let you write them as you will.
For one time, let me feel my skin.
Error by trial, I shouldn't have thought twice.
I'll say a Hail Mary and it will all be over tomorow.
Along with my words I'll sleep and let this eat away at your exoskeleton.
Just to feel your bones that one time.

Red faced you'll open your mouth to say those last words, " I want to live!"
You'll continue screaming as your motuh recites that nothing is coming out.

Saucy.Creamy.It.Exquisit.Napalm.Crutons.Jesussentme.

_tylernol_ @ 2006-08-14T23:00:00

2006-08-23T04:02:28Z

talk to people before you bring the anger up that many notches

pops has helped me and myself through a bunch of sticky situations. Sometimes you just have to talk to a parent to understand peoples minds. Experience is for the most part intelligence. A radio DJ relates to kids our age very well. Anthony and I visited earlier. No smoking even occured. I asked him where you have been(as is done everytime because you are usaully out doing things with the new friends you have acquired), he said you passed by once this week to get something with hilly. he said he misses you.

He aint bout weed. To myself hes pops and just that. He has helped me through alot, and through all this clik shit hes one of the few to stay true.

Fuck me? i'm not even sure if I am a part of your statement, but i dont appreciate that much if so. I feel pushed away by you, and have so for quite a lil while now. God damnit i haven't even looked at this shit in months and i come back to a fuck you. haha

Pops just understands, and is much of a friend as a shoulder. You also i consider one of my best friends, if you dont feel the same, well what can i do? Dont pull this im not talking to you shit. I garuntee you from experience, you will regret it. I really dont know what to say except I love you, Your daddy loves you, and if a dicussion can be made this can be sorted out.

Did you sleep good last night?

2006-02-17T02:38:17Z

Sometimes you'll feel better. Most of the time you'll feel worse. Is life worth living like this? The Yin. The Yang. Does the bad really make the good acctually good? Or does the good just amplify the bad? Who are we to say? We're the ones who live it. Is your life really a mixture of both, or are you just so miserably happy that you want to make the bad? Possibly your life is so horrible that you dont have to cause misery to make it good. Our future has fallen short. We are dubed generation X. Or is it that these theory have only applied to generations before us? We've come a long way from ghandi. Apply your yin yang to your life in the mountains, apply yourself to the life you lead today.

Profane. We'll live the next few years to meet kind death. In death's loyal carraige we will sit side by side, hand in hand. By this time we'll be ready. we want more than to be married. My grass was so well groomed. This land was a poor mans tomb. We were ready. I'm still waiting. Stop to take a pregnant pause in light of your previous death. Belief in the founding years has brought us this far. Those years are failing. My heart is failing. Pauses are mommentary. For myself, momments last forever. Kill your child to awaken me. To awaken us. I'm sure he misses you. I missed you the whole time. The time you gave him and I both was inadequete before you moved on. Simplicity. Take into account my budget. If it exsisted you'd be wearing the finest of threads. I only can sew some garmets. Africa granted itself, and was granted freedom. A war to bring equality, to free time's slaves. The stress, the strength, the weakness vibrates throughout his exsistance. Life expands, lungs expand, love expands.

A selection is made by billards. While the slavery system fails. While our northern plantations burn but won't fall. Finally her recolection gives birth. Hands give birth. "oh happy dagger, rust within me, and may it consume my heart and free my soul. Vacate my soul. I scream thereforth, I'm coming back romeo. Im coming to you romeo. thrustforth, rust my heart, let me die. Just let it die. Let me die.

Yin be with me, and Yang just let me die.

I have seven fingers but i can still count to ten

2006-01-17T04:53:34Z

Look a little closer. Like many of us, your trying hard to see what your stifeling through. this cant be fixed by water. Or fixed by years and years. Open your eyes a little wider, its harder to blind you when theyre closed. Headaches are only halfway persistant and this one wont last forever. Im sorry for letting your hair die. We'll drink this tonic, we'll be alone. I miss you when we're together. Im not alive when we're apart. this day will be perfect, better than the day we had set aside.

just a lil bit

2005-11-18T01:13:27Z

the VIrgin mary does NOT chew gum

Weve fought this for way too long. I cant understand you, your speaking through water. Listen to me when i talk through glass. My respect will do more than neutralize. This day I can sit, and this night we'll work on you. This isnt the illiad, lets not end our story just yet. At least a few more chapters, at least a few more hours. Learn to open your eyes underwater and we'll meet at the surface. More than a few chapters. We've fought this for way too long.

People have been differant. The cold brings people together. Nothing makes sense anymore...I kinda like it. It's to have something more to learn(except spanish). Many new friends in our circle...and a sort of return of one, though im still a lil skeptical of it. can't hate on a dude for tryin to fix though.

the SPanish do NOT sky dive

Broken dreams have reflected upon themsleves, in this setting, for myself in your home. Three days can go through the week in four. The spanish do not skydive. We can't jump out of the sky like this again. Lets take our time to get to know eachother. A few drinks. I'll be taking you home tonight.

My heart has been mended by this one person. Her smile makes mine, and so does her tears. I still step back at time and find myself thinking about how we got here. I can honestly say i never saw it acctually happening. I don't understand it...but i understand her. I can hear her through water. I can hear her through my thick skull. I'm not deaf anymore. Love, what we are.

Sudden infant death syndrome

Our Bloods chemistry. Looks can decieve eyelids when your sleeping. This Babys battle will be left here in the ground. Next to your fathers, next to your followers. This cant be happening. Wake me up and tell me this isn' happening. Artifical oxygen is constricting and harmful. I need you here. I am just thankful for the eight months we've had. Sixteen years apart. This will all fall apart. turn me over to let vomit fall from my lips.

R.I.P.

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the VIrgin mary does NOT chew gum

Weve fought this for way too long. I cant understand you, your speaking through water. Listen to me when i talk through glass. My respect will do more than neutralize. This day I can sit, and this night we'll work on you. This isnt the illiad, lets not end our story just yet. At least a few more chapters, at least a few more hours. Learn to open your eyes underwater and we'll meet at the surface. More than a few chapters. We've fought this for way too long.

People have been differant. The cold brings people together. Nothing makes sense anymore...I kinda like it. It's to have something more to learn(except spanish). Many new friends in our circle...and a sort of return of one, though im still a lil skeptical of it. can't hate on a dude for tryin to fix though.

the SPanish do NOT sky dive

Broken dreams have reflected upon themsleves, in this setting, for myself in your home. Three days can go through the week in four. The spanish do not skydive. We can't jump out of the sky like this again. Lets take our time to get to know eachother. A few drinks. I'll be taking you home tonight.

My heart has been mended by this one person. Her smile makes mine, and so does her tears. I still step back at time and find myself thinking about how we got here. I can honestly say i never saw it acctually happening. I don't understand it...but i understand her. I can hear her through water. I can hear her through my thick skull. I'm not deaf anymore. Love, what we are.

Sudden infant death syndrome

Our Bloods chemistry. Looks can decieve eyelids when your sleeping. This Babys battle will be left here in the ground. Next to your fathers, next to your followers. This cant be happening. Wake me up and tell me this isn' happening. Artifical oxygen is constricting and harmful. I need you here. I am just thankful for the eight months we've had. Sixteen years apart. This will all fall apart. turn me over to let vomit fall from my lips.

R.I.P. <nate3
R.I.P. <pawpaw3
R.I.P. <streety3

I love what it is. Lies are only lies. Eyes are only eyes. Just like people theres more behind everything. Reasoning for everything. Lessons will be learned by means of what you do or consume. Some good, and some can take your body. Just what life is, just what lies are. I can't see much happening, focuse on your momment, if you pass it up itll kick you dead in the asshole. Mourn everything in happiness, thats what anybody, anything really wants. This forest inst that thick if you take off your glasses. Watch where you step, but watch whats in front of you more.

Early bird contest parts 1&3

I tryed to save this plot. So keep your stories. We arent anything but words. Do you like the way i react to green? we don't even have those words anymore. Let your hands tell me how far your arms are outstretched. Help me button up my coat and put tea in my cup. The dead heat of winter. All i can do is run through your hair. I'm nowhere near it now. Your voice isnt here to sing me to sleep, im deperate of living. I am deperate in you. Im pathetic in you. All I can say is I am you. These lines can only seperate what you thought were your words. Stalin entered the room, she was dead.</lj-cut>

_tylernol_ @ 2005-11-05T10:11:00

2005-11-05T16:12:26Z

Still waiting for the end.

fighting starlight

2005-10-06T02:36:02Z

is this what you want. it's eight o'clock. i'm nodding off. starlight is stealing my heart tonight. bar fight but i won't be there. and i've tried all this before. you swing and you miss and i miss the way things used to be. late night and you're driving me crazy. wait 'till you find this ain't the life you want to lead. regular. every night. regular. but i won't fight you. what if i don't care

take me somwhere nice

2005-10-04T22:24:49Z

Ghosts in the photograph
never lie'd to me.
I'd be all of that
I'd be all of that.
A false memory
would be everything.
A denial my eliminent.
What was that for?
What was that for?
What would you do
if you saw spaceships
over Glasgow?
Would you fear them?
Every aircraft,
every camera,
is a wish that
wasn't granted.
What was that for?
What was that for?
Try to be bad.
Try to be bad.

I can't decide if the fight im fighting for is worth it.

_tylernol_ @ 2005-09-29T22:44:00

2005-09-30T03:45:43Z

this is a pigeon toed kind of life.

I <3 mountains amd their mommy wants me to leave. Come to my town.

colbert-cormier's my nigga

pop culture is everything

2005-09-29T03:45:43Z

This place...how did i come to get here, my memories are kinda failing me.

Tell me what to think because im tired of doing it myself, i trust your decisions.

I kinda like it here. Can i lay here for an hour or two?

Blood in your throat doesnt taste nearly as good as blood on your fingers.

lemme touch your skin, or poke your bones.

Or at the least just think for me please just let me lay here.

Im magic. I have new outlook. I have an expectation(more coming soon). I have love for another. I have a new haircut. Not really. I have two arms. Two legs. Big nuts and some cashews.

_tylernol_ @ 2005-09-19T20:46:00

2005-09-20T01:47:39Z

"jacob fucking mcphereson, if i had it to do all over again, i wouldve chopped your fucking knee off. you better bring an army next time you short little monkey lova.

i want violence, and i want it now. i can feel my thyroid throbbing with adrenaline. i want to fight. for one of the few times in my life, i want to fight right now, but the two pussies that are talking shit are simply that, pussies. one of them is talking shit to me on AIM, and the other i just chased away from my house. why dont you fuckers come back and make my day?

i'll end up deleting this"

Tylernol HxC: why are you still talkin?
thevenacava: because i can aand you arent going to do shit about it. plus you fucked me over. wanna fight?
Tylernol HxC: hahaha
Tylernol HxC: you have to be kidding me
thevenacava: alright then shut the fuck up and let me be
Tylernol HxC: son
thevenacava: i dont fuck with unloyal pricks
Tylernol HxC: just watch yourself
thevenacava: dont say anything you wont back up in person
thevenacava: ill be sure to watch myself, all 6'2 of myself
thevenacava: and you do the same
Tylernol HxC: im not the one talkin shit on fuckign livejournal
thevenacava: i can do that
thevenacava: its my journal
thevenacava: dont read it if you dont like it
Tylernol HxC: i dont anymore
thevenacava: this is my world
thevenacava: you live in it
thevenacava: deal with it
thevenacava: im not gonna be part of your chemical consuming teenage dream world
Tylernol HxC: to be honest max i could care less about you, i think you dont deserve to live, you contribute nothing to society but problems, petty problems such as this
Tylernol HxC: dont be in my world
Tylernol HxC: like pleaase
thevenacava: dude
thevenacava: be gone
thevenacava: do you realize that im max binet?>
Tylernol HxC: but keep in mind what you said
thevenacava: that bitches want me and people idolize me?
Tylernol HxC: are you almighty?
thevenacava: youll never be what i am
thevenacava: not even close
Tylernol HxC: hahahaha
thevenacava: and you know iot
thevenacava: and everyone does
Tylernol HxC: who idolizes you?
Tylernol HxC: jay?
Tylernol HxC: wow
thevenacava: way more fuckers than you think
thevenacava: stop talking shit
Tylernol HxC: i aint talkin shit kid
thevenacava: you little teddy bear looking unloyal asshole
thevenacava: go fuck your fat hoe
thevenacava: fuckin teddy
thevenacava: fight me
thevenacava: i wanna fight
Tylernol HxC: you knwo were i live
Tylernol HxC: cmon down
thevenacava: i doubt youd say any of these things in person. and you know i would repeat it all live a speech
Tylernol HxC: or maybe ill show up to your place
thevenacava: do it then
Tylernol HxC: im thnkin the same thing abotu you
thevenacava: i double dog dare you teddy
thevenacava: actions speak louder.
thevenacava: well see whos the bigger dog
Tylernol HxC: remember you said these things
thevenacava: im not saying anything else
Tylernol HxC: all i have to say is remember what you jsut said
Tylernol HxC: peace n <3 pinky

remember those words buddy

_tylernol_ @ 2005-09-17T12:14:00

2005-09-17T17:17:21Z

Today is baby day starting around 4 or 5 or so. I <3 baby.

_tylernol_ @ 2005-09-11T22:26:00

2005-09-12T03:27:42Z

I have the world on my ass

I have too much on my mind

But i have the most amazing girl in my arms

so i'll be ok

_tylernol_ @ 2005-09-07T22:04:00

2005-09-08T03:05:19Z

Most of the time i really fucking hate my life

_tylernol_ @ 2005-09-07T20:43:00

2005-09-08T01:43:28Z

http://cheston.com/pbf/archive.html

this is internet god

_tylernol_ @ 2005-09-05T21:51:00

2005-09-06T02:56:23Z

List of things to do:
1)grow up
2)so i won't be a hypocrite when i tell other people to
3)pass school
4)pass a bowel movement before school
5)relax
6)please relax
7)I SAID FUCKING RELAX
8)learn to relax
9)eat before drinking coffee
10)stop ditching people
11)get a job
12)quit job to become underwear model
13)get fat and return to old job
14)tell my people i love em
15)continue being pristine and elegant
16)treat my babay the way she deserves

_tylernol_ @ 2005-09-02T16:30:00

2005-09-02T21:31:29Z

please make those lyrics a song for the next show. I'll give you two dollars.

_tylernol_ @ 2005-08-29T16:55:00

2005-08-29T22:04:46Z

Nice resolution dude, this was a another playing feild. To take away something i put months of my life into, my heart into. We put our hearts together in something called music. For you to end it in such a manner, is quite frankly bitch. Yet, i understand times have changed, those times when we dicussed the same dreams we each had are over. This is backstabbing. But ill take mine, yours will come soon, from me or by means of the next that you bitch over. I'm sure our other members had no say so in this, but if they don't want to take up for me i guess theres not much I can say there.

Good luck continuing what You, dean, and I built.

Lives moves on in intervals, music will never stop. I'll be back into this. Next time i'll just have to look at who i decide to combine my heart with.

_tylernol_ @ 2005-08-27T16:10:00

2005-08-27T21:15:07Z

hey big boy, I aint gonna argue anymore because i dont really care. I guess your just always dicked over. I'm not going to explain myself because I dont do that shit for anyone. Nothing personal, I want no hard feelings but apparently you have em. Keep em. I could care less now my brother. You of all people should know I hate the drama. so I'm not going to contribute to it anymore, because like me, now, you don't want to cooperate.

_tylernol_ @ 2005-08-03T11:29:00

2005-08-03T16:35:54Z

livejournal has lost its appeal.

I wanna love you and treat you right. I wanna love you everyday and everynight.

_tylernol_ @ 2005-07-10T18:17:00

2005-07-10T23:19:57Z

Whatever happens, happens. Although, I'm uncharacteristically scared of whats going to become of this....or should I say whats not? Just know that I'll miss you. No matter what you think of me.

_tylernol_ @ 2005-07-01T12:15:00

2005-07-01T17:15:46Z

<td>You are a drumstick.

Absolutely insane. That is how most would describe you. You aren't afraid to take risks, and enjoy putting yourself in strange situations. Most people hang out with you because of your hilarious sense of humour. You light up any bad situation, and can help all of your friends with their problems, except for your own. Because of this, you enjoy being around people like you. Many shut you out for your very weird, random personality, but honestly, you shouldn't care.

Most compatible with: Guitar, and another drumstick.

Click here -- What Random Object Represents Your Inner Self?
</td>

_tylernol_ @ 2005-06-29T20:45:00

2005-06-30T02:00:44Z

I wish I had learned to trust that look in your eyes long ago. No, this is not about the worries of dreaming and sleep. This is a token of hot concrete and asphalt. The arrival of the smokey destination brings a bitter sort of cold. Mommentary actions only take momentary planning. I am a red piece of cloth which you have once forgotten. In your hotel under the dresser, behind a descrete cloud of non-exsistant smoke. please repossess the repercussions to fullfil your promises. Your word. the exsistance of awareness is a momentary action. Live for your own snakepits, and mend your paper-bags with pillow cases.

_tylernol_ @ 2005-06-18T17:18:00

2005-06-18T22:18:52Z

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