Chris Trousdale

Tue, 23 Sep 2003 00:59:07 GMT

I like that Angel Carter a lot?

Hm.

Sat, 13 Sep 2003 14:55:53 GMT

I asked Angel out last night. Lindsay said it was "Another illegal relationship." I'm pretty sure no one really minds because I'm not over the age of 21. I'm 18. 18 year olds and practially 16 year olds aren't that bad. I don't know anyone who really objects to it. Plus, I doubt Angel and I will have sex anytime soon.

Now I bet Carmen's going to pop out of no where since I have a new girlfriend. I told Angel last night that I do still have feelings for Carmen. Since, you know, Carmen was my first real love and girlfriend. Those feelings never go away...

Oh yeah, new icons. I have one hugging a teddy bear :D.

Tue, 09 Sep 2003 21:05:19 GMT

Angel and I aren't together. I just like her a lot.

Hm.

Hi Hilary.

Sun, 07 Sep 2003 06:27:15 GMT

I liked her a lot. Hm. She said she liked me.

Talk is cheap. Very cheap.

Thanks Angel...

Thu, 04 Sep 2003 22:56:17 GMT

How come my friends are fighting?

I hate this all. Haylie doesn't mind that I am friends with Lindsay. I think Lindsay does. I trust everything Haylie tells me, no doubt. She wants to appologize to you Lindsay. Yeah.

Katelyn, Katelyn, Katelyn. You make it in all my updates ;D.

Tori Thompson, let's make a day where you see me spikeless.

Sun, 31 Aug 2003 04:24:21 GMT

Carmen hates me. She wants nothing to do with me. She tells me to fuck off a lot :/.

Isn't this just great? No.

Lindsay and I are friends again, which is great.

Katelyn Tarver and I have simular problems. I think hers are all sorted out, mind aren't.

Hur, Haylie Duff is practically my best friend. She gives good advice ;D. You all should love her. I do ;x.

Thu, 28 Aug 2003 20:18:08 GMT

Lindsay, I owe you the biggest appology. I haven't been able to face you the past couple days because I am embarassed and ashamed of myself. I didn't consider your feelings when I blew up in your face. I shouldn't have kissed you. It was wrong of me. Please don't feel used. I was not using you what so ever. I would never use a girl. I know right now you feel like you don't know anything about me anymore. But, I just want us to be friends again. I'd hate loosing your frienship over my dumbass actions. I've had a bunch of emotions running through me, and I realized that I can't handle them. Sorry just doesn't cut it. I'd love to make this up to you. Tell me anything, and I'll do it. Even if it's embarassing. Just, talk to me.

I feel like I owe you an appology to.
Carmen, you were my first real love. I could never forget what we had. You'll always be in my heart. Right now, I just need a friend. When all my drama goes away, maybe we could try a relationship again. I don't want you to keep waiting. It's not right for you to hang around and wait for a loser like me. A bunch of guys would love to get th opportunity to date a beautiful girl like yourself. You have so much to offer. I'll always love you.

Where. The. Fuck. Is. Faye. Fucking. Hamlin.

Tori Thompson is just...the best. She always makes me smile and laugh.
Tori, I promise you'll be able to see me spikeless ;D.

Yet again, I am sorry .

Thu, 28 Aug 2003 00:00:20 GMT

God damnit.
I haven't realized how big of an asshole I am. I lost a wonderful friend. I am planning on appologizing to her once my mind is fully right. So I know I will not say something to make matters worse.
As of right now, I am not with Carmen. We got together last night and talked. I kissed her, she kissed me. She held me, and listened to me. That is what happened.
I have some haters ;x.

Tue, 26 Aug 2003 04:15:09 GMT

Everything's so messed up. I need a friend more than a girlfriend, you know? And what makes everything worse is you all think I'm 12, or around 15. I'm fucking 18 years old.

See, big change.

I hurt Lindsay, I'm an asshole. I need me time.

New icons ;D.

Fri, 22 Aug 2003 05:48:30 GMT

LINDSAY LOHAN ;D

Yeah, she’s my ex-girlfriend ;x.
We were going to go ice skating.
Stuff happened. We should go tomorrow.
Haaa.

Tue, 19 Aug 2003 04:26:33 GMT

Yeah well, as maybe some of you know, I broke up with Carmen. We need a break. She was my first love. You know it is hard to get over them...I doubt I'll ever forget her. I still would like to try it again with her. After I figure out what I need and want.

Faye stepped into my life. Maybe I'm moving too fast? I don't want that new feeling to go away...

Fri, 08 Aug 2003 22:25:05 GMT

Hur. I just don't know about some things anymore...

Mon, 04 Aug 2003 14:58:55 GMT

I love Carmen, I'm never letting go...

Nice one liner ;D

Tue, 15 Jul 2003 06:47:39 GMT

Things...are weird.
I am a shitty boyfriend to Carmen. I left for awhile. Lurked. I come back, and don't see her.

Amanda told me she likes me. I...just. I want her friendship right now. I guess we need to talk.

I need someone to talk to,

Sat, 05 Jul 2003 16:08:14 GMT

I've kinda been avoiding everyone. :/
I...don't know why. I need to talk to Carmen.
Matt's here. ~~So I guess he's not a dumbass anymore.~~
Yeah.

Sun, 29 Jun 2003 15:31:11 GMT

I'm just preparing for my tour. Damn, it's a lot of work, but I'm excited for it.
Everyone from DS is here, except Matt. ~~He's such a motherfuckingdumbass.~~
Yeah.
Frankie and Anna are together. I don't have a problem with that. *shrugs* Frank just thinks I think he'll hurt her? I don't know.
I think there's something going on with Faye and Greg. Uh.

I miss Carmen.

Wed, 25 Jun 2003 22:16:11 GMT

Guess it's about time to update? *laughs*

I've been seeing Carmen a lot more. We aren't going to see eachother a lot because of our tours. I'll try and see her as much as I can.

I talked to Jesse, Faye, and Anna recently. It's good to talk to those people. I miss those guys. I'll see Faye and Anna on tour though, since they are touring with Aaron Carter also.

Sat, 14 Jun 2003 05:52:17 GMT

I could be better. Thank God for Carmen. Every single birthday I have... ~~damn father~~
It's official, you now no longer can call me illegal and shit. My birthday was on Wednesday, I'm 18. *laughs*

Fri, 30 May 2003 21:13:21 GMT

Yeah, well Carmen and I broke up for about a week. It's more like she broke up with me. She said that she didn't think she should have a relationship with all that's going on. *shrugs* I'm busy too. Getting my solo record done, having Claudia working my ass off in rehursal.
Then, about a week later, I went to her house. I found out she still cared. We hit it off again. Now, we're back together. I'm never gonna let go so easily this time.

Sun, 18 May 2003 02:16:19 GMT

Wow, I haven't updated in so long. Well, I'm with Carmen. She's the greatest ever. *smiles* She's always there for me when I need her. Like when I was sick, she was there to get me things. *laughs* I really do love her. I hope we will last awhile. Not much else. I met up with Anais today. She's doing good. I missed her. *laughs* I'll make a better update later. And new icons.

Fri, 09 May 2003 23:51:16 GMT

Oh, wow, I nebver update. Kim C. is so cool. *laughs* I'm her illegal fanstasy *winks*.
I like Carmen...a lot. She's so sweet, funny, and nice. Don't you love my update?

Sat, 03 May 2003 19:06:40 GMT

Hey, I'm Chris Trousdale of Dream Street, and I'm 17 years old. Hit me up on troozie x holler