It will live in your heart forever

Fri, 08 Oct 2004 10:26:35 GMT

everyone and anyone; who's reading this....you can delete this user name off ur buddylist.
it's not longer in use, just keeping it for old entries.

[if you'd like to add me to be ur friend, comment I HAVE A NEW JOURNAL]

kthnxbye.

♥
malinda

joooin it!

Wed, 18 Feb 2004 06:27:29 GMT

murder_riot JOIN IT!! NOW!! PLEASE!
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murder_riot JOIN IT!! NOW!! PLEASE!

Thu, 05 Feb 2004 01:01:51 GMT

_snitchbitch made the background Awwiee I LOVE IT!!

^-^ ^-^ ^-^ *licks* it's sexy! look at it!!

tell me please and add me

Thu, 29 Jan 2004 17:11:55 GMT

Arg i dont know if i like _tranquilrain or Demonicmonkie better, and i deff. have to stop changing lj user names soo this is the last time i'm going to.. but i dont know which to use, So people should tell me ^-^ PLUS I've been writting in DEMONICMONKIE soo
would you please add demonicmonkie to your friends list Please please I LOVE YOU ^___^

<3 your monkie

Friends only!

Wed, 24 Dec 2003 03:44:56 GMT

If you're going to add me... cause you think there are nude pics.. DONT BOTHER!.. there arent...

zpuppetmaster thank you!

would any of you love me enough to make me a kick ass friends only banner...

Wed, 24 Dec 2003 00:35:47 GMT

I'm making my journal.. friends only.. mi madre said so.. or i have to get rid of it..

see.. she doesnt care.. but she just thinks i should make it friends only, because since anyone can read it anyone can find out personal stuff about me.. and she doesnt like that >_<...

would any of you love me enough to make me a kick ass friends only banner...

SERENADE ME!

Tue, 23 Dec 2003 23:26:12 GMT

.... LAST DAY OF FUCKING SCHOOL... HELL YA!!!!!!!!!!!

I skiped book club and we went into the lab school. and were getting into trouble with their teachers.. and I was looking for sony and terri / josh ran into her class and was all like SOOONIA and it was funny!... then we watched the little buddah in module.. i fell asleep.. not that it was bad.. i just wanted school to be over...

I was gunna skip.. but i said fuck it..

SONY CAME OVER AFTER SCHOOL.. we talked.. listened to music.. and fell in love haha.. not with eachother.. that's already happend jk.. ;)... buuut with [Bad username: mellowjazzer"]
haha.. fun times...

she lefted... I miss her.. -tear-... lol

I WANT SOMEONE TO SERENADE ME!

FOR ALL LIVEJOURNAL FRIENDS ETC.. READ!!!!

Tue, 23 Dec 2003 00:06:05 GMT

Blueeyedfetish- Brit.. I love you.. I dont think i'm going back to camp.. I have to see you soon!!!!! *goes nuts* I miss talking to you all the time... I love you! many fun times! xoxo

zPuppetmaster- I love chillen with you.. thanks for being there for me! *^__^*

Pyropony- Chels(duckie) I love you, you're like one of my bestestest friends.. I miss you! you always make the lepracauns attack me! haha MWAUH! dont ever forget about me pwease!

x_moondust_x- BEANER! BFF *^_^* I love our lil' chats on Aim, i miss you... come visit me soon, <3! you're the bestestest since forever! dont ever forget about me pwease!

Subaksteve- you always make me laugh! :D *puts semen spit on you* much <3

Insrtnamehere- Mikey! *calls first dibs* Visit me now -pouts- I wish we stayed as close as we were before.. i miss talkin to you.. and laughing with you.. -le sigh-
Much love!

Gingered- I love you.. come visit you said you would.. it's always fun talkin to ya!

Toastypissicles- Stay happy! *^__^* lol... MWAUH!

Deadawake- RaWr you and your LB are muy sexay! haha <33 you keep me smiling! I love you.. Gotta see yoU! xoxoxoxooxoxxoox ;) TALL POWER LOL!

Fuzzychocolate- I needa see you more! *^_^* Love the hugs!

Megzi- I love you like woah.. we have such weird things in common.. its funny.. you know im always here for you.. much love to ya!

x_broken_x- you're my sexay babay!! *kissers* ;)

twisted_dreamer- I love ya!!!!

Pinkp0ison- Kate.. much love to ya.. be happy.. stay awesome!!

Astheia9- That's soo crazy talkin to you soo early in the morning or late.. or w/e.. GOTTA TOUR HERE!!!! lol.. I'm keeping your word on that shower to ya! jk that was a funny night! ;)

Scrotum_cheese- you promised you'd take me snowboarding haha.. I'm keeping your word on that mister.. lol jk <3

Mellowjazzer- you're music is awesome *licks* ... *gives you Cpr* much fun in a short time!

nonethemore- We've lost touch sorta.. it's crazy.. <3

_jay_hova_- I hope everything is going better for you.. I miss you.. lots of love!

forg1vne5s- many fun times.. you're crazy!!!!!

brainiachild- We've sorta lost touch -tear- <33333

nxdjeffnxd- Your posts always make me happy! You're awesome!!!

Drunkenkiss- *huggles with you* maybe sometime it'll be soo.. lol.. You're awesome.. I luff ya!

emomonkeybear- haha Love talkin to you on aim! You're crazy.. keep that plant living.. *^__^* much love!

rimster- Ha-Ha you're such a dork and it's awesome! <333

warped line up!

Mon, 22 Dec 2003 03:11:24 GMT

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<B?warped tour this year.. it sounds purdy good except a few bands.. i reallly wanna go... *nods* but not alone!</B>

Main Stage:
New Found Glory
Coheed and Cambria
Taking Back Sunday
Flogging Molly
Anti-Flag
Bouncing Souls
Bad Religion
Yellowcard
Story of the Year
Thursday (June 25-July 18, Aug 6-14)
Sugarcult (July 20-Aug 19)
NOFX (July 1-3, 5-26, Aug 4-19)
Tiger Army (July 20-Aug 19)
The Sounds (June 25-July 18)
Atmosphere
Int'l Noise Conspiracy (July 28-Aug 19)
Lars Frederickson and the Bastards (July 20-Aug 19)

2nd Stage:
Rise Against
The Casualties
Lillix (June 25-July 18)
Allister (July 20-Aug 19)
My Chemical Romance (June 25-July 18, 24)
Rufio (July 20-Aug 19)
From Autumn to Ashes (July 20-Aug 2)
Matchbook Romance (July 20-Aug 19)
The Revolution Smile (July 5-26)

Volcom Stage:
Letter Kills
The Kinison (Aug 7-19)
Don't Look Down (July 7-18)

i reallly wanna go... *nods* but not alone!

wooo

Fri, 19 Dec 2003 04:51:53 GMT

"summer 1969 on a rented 600 acre dairy farm outside of 400,000 people showed up for 3 dizzing days to listen to rock music, to wear funny clothes, or no clothes at all, to talk, sing,dance, clap, drink, skinny dip, smoke pot, and make love. But most of all to marvel again and again that they were all there together. Along with the highly popular saying " it's all groovy , so let us all lite up a doobie"

that's the start of my essay.. i gave up writting the rest tonight haha.. but thats a start *^__^*

sad really really sad.. for the 1st timeevereverever

Thu, 04 Dec 2003 02:13:21 GMT

SOO SAD AND LONELY... but why?

it started in english he has us read this thing on how to drown yourself and i just started to cry and i couldnt do work and i was just thinking about it. and it was scary.. its like my worst nightmare.. and in lab i was like bawling and i dunno im just sad and there is nothing anyone can do... cause no1 is around me... -sigh-

MONEY!!

Wed, 03 Dec 2003 22:11:48 GMT

YAAAY im not poor anymore.. i getta go clothes shopping.. *parties* i realllllllllly need clothes

wtf my mom is twirling around the house... *tilts head*

o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o I getta spend x-mas with my cousin max yay... ooo the memories :D

poem for school....

Wed, 03 Dec 2003 01:38:53 GMT

IS LOVE HEARTBREAK??

Love is bitter sweet
Do i dare trust my heart in the hands of someone else?
The venerability that at anyone could crush it into thousands of miniscule pieces
The admiration of your love means the world to you…
They take it and they throw it over their shoulders as if you’re only there to play a poker game with them and you are there to blow on their dice for good luck…
You stare into their eyes
Memorized by the temptation, the temptation to give in
To give into there sea green eyes
As they walk towards you the pulse of your heart beats faster
It pops out of your chest but you try to take control
You feel this tingly warmth through your insides,
But you begin to cry as you realize all the times
That they lied to you.
You thought they meant more you thought…
They closed that door.
Nothing matters anymore,
They are not here,
And you are not there.
They told you they loved you
So blinded you actually believed
That you could be good enough for them,
That they were true,
But so quickly, it was through.
It no longer matters...
That I love you
It was just four simple words that have left so quickly
You don’t want to go on with out them
Is Love really heartbreak? You ask yourself
So as you leave the door you hand over the thousands of pieces of your heart that they abused
As you cry down the street they want you back
You can’t fall back into their trap
Not this time not now…
Time to move on you think…
“Everything is a symbol:
a whispering wind as uncertainty,
Falling leaves as tears,
Bare branches as loneliness,
Seasons as cycles of death and rebirth,
An exposed neckline as vulnerability.”
You woke up alone
As you often do on days like this
And you were cold and lonely
And covered with sweat
Your heart pounding
The Nightmares come easily
When they’re not here

But it gets hard to sleep knowing you are alone now
You wonder if they feel like that, too
Do they toss in the night?
Do they cry in your sleep?
Do they wake with a pounding heart?
On days like these
I just have to roll back over
Go back to sleep
Hoping that in the morning it was all just a bad dream

* this poem was written for school... what do u think i dont like it >_O

i dont speak INDIAN!

Wed, 03 Dec 2003 00:34:22 GMT

okay soo for school.. they took us to a hindu temple.. we're doing world religions as a module.. and yea... so they took up to the hindu temple...
duuuuuuude there was a ... 89yr old indian munk from india there and he wouldnt talk to any of the other people because he literally spoke nooooo english except ( me speak no english) haha... but he would talk to me.. in indian and he was like stalking me i was like ahhhhh and he wouldnt stop talking in indian to me... it was creepy... and he WOULDNT LIKE ABSOLUTLY WOULDNT TALK TO ANYONE ELSE.. HE TOLD THEM ME NO SPEAK ENLGISH... but he would talk to me.. and wouldnt stop.. and i was like eh? it was alllllll in indian >_< haha
why... only me?
then they gave us pepsi and crackers haha

Wed, 03 Dec 2003 00:17:32 GMT

COOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOLD

*crys*

im like a icicle....

Tue, 02 Dec 2003 03:46:39 GMT

*dreams of a happppy colorful place*

you guessed it.. i'm going to...
zZzZzZz... Catcha on the flip side :P

YOOOOOOUR VANDALIZING MY PROPERTY!

Mon, 01 Dec 2003 23:39:58 GMT

Today was interesting... got to school late DUH! I always am... lol
i..im covered in red bow things.. and aid awarness facts teehee!! :D
i've been going up to ppl alllll day going HAPPY AIIIDS DAY! its sorta ironic that i have all these aids awarness things on and the back of my sweatshirt says RAPE! hahaha :D

It's sooo fun!!! my spanish teacher is awesome! he was laughing at me cause i was going around singing ' happpy aids awarness day tooo you happy aids awareness day tooo you etc...' haha :D
Umm.. and people would be like FUCK SHIT etc... or SHUT UP MALINDA or if anyone would curse i'd be like... use happy words.. me like oo CHEEZE ITS! haha they were like woooooah you've been smokin' something haven't you malinda hahahaha *dances*

And.. after school i was making tickets for something.. in stupid ass hole mr. hoffman (10,11,12th grade spanish teacher)class room.. and his comp froze so i hit the keyboard and he was like *YELLS* YOU'RE VANDALIZING MY PROPERTY GET OUT OF MY CLASS ROOOOOOOOOOOM NOOOOOOOOOOW!!!!!!! I was like wtf?? and blake was like *scratches head* whhhhhat why??? and he was like SHE'S VANDALIZING MY PROPERTY LEAVE NOOOOOOOW! hahahah FREAK-O *walks out*

- A BASS!!! - Band Posters
- A HAMMOK!!! - Black Fishnets
- Band Shirts... - Studded Belt
- Hoodies - Concert Tickets :P
- a Mesh Shirt :D
- Plaid Skirt - HUUUUUUUUGS
- Fabrics for my room :D - A DANCE WITH *POINTS* YOU HAHAHHA
- The Kevin Smith DVDS
- Detroit Rock City DVD
- Grateful Dead Greatest hits :P
- Other CDs...

:)

OO YEA HAAAAAAAPPPPY AIDS DAY!
wiegMUZIEK990: happy aids day to you too
ALIENSabductd me: :D!! yay *parties*
wiegMUZIEK990: let's exchange stds
wiegMUZIEK990: instead of presents

i've giving up on love

Mon, 01 Dec 2003 03:02:10 GMT

I honestly feel that no body really understands, or cares.. it's all a front.. why would people tell me that im too happy and that im too hyper and to jolly and colorful.. what's wrong with being happy >_< :'(.. there you see me cry for you !

Arg.. and i hate when people lie and are like.. umm... i have something to do or it doesnt work.. or something just cause they dont wanna see you or give it to you...
JUST SAY YOU DONT WANNA >_<

>_< wats wrong with being happy hmmmmmmmmmm...

And tell me how someone told me i needed to slit my wrists because im to happy and i needa see the reality that life isnt happy...

>_<

Malinda
Global
9C
November 30, 2003
Confucianism

The Zhou Dynasty is the cause of the crisis in China today, but if we institute a government based on the ideas of Confucianism we will see the situation in China improve greatly.

The human nature of the Zhou Dynasty has contributed to the crisis. Confucius stated” If men have to teachers to instruct them, they will be inclined towards evil and not upright; and if they have not ritual principles to guide them, they will be perverse and violent and lack order” (p. 36 [2]) this is telling you that if humans don’t have anyone to ever teach them, then they will be mean, aggressive, and have any sense of order, or arrangement in life. In the Zhou Dynasty they didn’t really care about the people learning, and if they didn’t learn they would get violent. Confucius also states “As far as what is genuinely in him is concerned, a man is capable of becoming good. That is what I mean by good. As for his becoming bad, that is not the fault of his native endowment…” (p. 34 [8]) That statement is saying that by nature everyone has the power to become good, regardless of environment, but in order for a person to become bad, it’s because of the environment surrounding them, like their leaders, parents, friends, teacher, or their past. I agree with this statement, because, people usually don’t just become bad for no reason, usually something has happened to them bad or they’re not being treated or taken care of properly leading them to do bad things.
According to Confucius the one of the problems that might be causing the problems in China, is that the leaders weren’t treating the people fairly, so they were being “bad” and going against rules, and the rulers. Confucius said, “it was through losing the people that Jie and Chou lost their empire; and through losing the people’s heart that they lost the people. There is a way to win the empire: win the people an you will win the empire. There is a way to win the people: win their hearts: amass for them what they want; do not impose on them what they dislike. That is all.”(p. 34 [4]) You don’t lose an empire for nothing; you lost an empire, because of the people. You lose the people by being un-loyal, and doing wrong. If you are loyal and don’t do wrong, then you will not lose the empire. The master said, “He who learns but does not think is lost. He who thinks but does not learn is in great danger.”(P.32 [13]) They’re saying that a person, who learns but doesn’t think about stuff, is going to be lost. A person who Thinks, but doesn’t learn anything isn’t going to go far in life. So the leaders needed to be able to think about stuff and learn in order to be a great leader.
Confucius stated “The gentlemen applies very strict rules to himself like a carpenter uses a plumb-line to make a straight line. But he is considerate towards others like a boatman uses a causeway plank to help people aboard. Because he is strict to himself, he is worthy to be a model for the world; because he is considerate to others, he can be tolerant and let people do what is beast for themselves and this achieve the greatest success in the world.” (P.38 [12]) That’s what’s needed in the government, but instead their government was unfair and mean to the people. “If a prince treats his subjects like his hands and feet, they will treat him as their hearts and bellies. If he treats them as his horse and hounds, they will treat him as a stranger. If he treats them as mud and weeds, they will treat him as an enemy.”(p. 35 [11]) they’re saying that if a ruler treats people unfair and un humane they will dis-respect him. The whole point is that the ruler needs to treat the people fairly, humanely and with respect, and they will do the same for him, and he will get the empire; but if he chooses to do otherwise then he’ll lose the people, and the empire.
The first thing to a new government is sincerity, people needed to be more sincere to each other. The master said, “ Sincerity is what the gentleman upholds and is the basis of government.”(P.38 [11]) that’s basically saying that, sincerity is what a man holds, and that the base of a government is on sincerity. With out sincerity, the government would fall apart, because no one would trust anyone. I think that everyone should just play the part that they are, and the peoples shouldn’t have to play servants or anything else but the people of the town. Confucius stated, “Let the ruler be a ruler, the subject a subject, the father a father, the son a son.”(p. 31 [8]) This is saying don’t put the role of someone else on someone else. Let everyone just be who he or she are and play the role of the person that they are. The last thing is that I think that the rulers should use better ethics to govern the cities and they will get more support. If they put up many laws to punish them they wont agree with you. Confucius said “govern the people by regulations, keep order among them by chastisement, and they will flee from you, and lose all self- respect. Govern them by moral force, keep order among them by ritual and they will keep their self-respect and come to you of their own accord.”(p. 32 [17]) This is saying if u let their own judgment find them, people will respect the government more and are more likely to support it and follow its rules. But if you force them to come to you, and go against their ethics they wont like you.

U totallly have to post if you read that boring piece of !*&)@# lol <3

Mon, 01 Dec 2003 01:07:07 GMT

according to confucious what might be the causing the problems that china is facing????

(ancient china)

SOOOOOOMEONE WANNA HELP ME ANSWER THAT STUPID QUESTION>_O

something something ATP??

Mon, 01 Dec 2003 00:02:22 GMT

soooooooooooooooooo much HOMEWORK.. >________<

Why must I memorize the chemical equation to photosynthesis -____- it's too confusing

*tear*

IT TOTALLY SAID DOG NOT DOPE

Sun, 30 Nov 2003 18:12:29 GMT

yay!!! my online works again!!!

Yesterday was gnarly!!! Toxic narcotic was muy good.. the last band sucked.. who does a'we're the kids of america' cover? haha....

there was a shirt that said "shoot people not dope" I totally thought it said DOG instead of dope.. *bashes head* IT TOTALLY SAID DOG NOT DOPE

umm.... i dont wanna go back to school tomarrow -tear-! Arg i have soooooooo much HW to do today.. i have to write a paper about confusious >_<

<3 monkie

NEW AIM SN!

Sat, 29 Nov 2003 06:18:41 GMT

NEW SN FOR AIM :

ALIENSabductd me

yay add me!

Sat, 29 Nov 2003 04:08:30 GMT

>_O looookey at the icon teehee *amused* yay!

today was the most boring day ever......

its soo funny.. im like invisable now.. ppl dont post on my lj.. Im on strike to post on theirs yay! and ppl dont IM me.. soo i strike and dont im them YAY! haha.. but.. what if no1 ever posts or Ims any more *tear*

zach.. bettttter go tommarow >_

i stop here

Fri, 28 Nov 2003 20:50:39 GMT

NO ONE EVER IMs ME anymore *TEAR*... I HATE IMing PPL.. but if i dont then no one talks poo *tears*... Me stop IMing ppl.. or try

Fri, 28 Nov 2003 20:15:16 GMT

I'm soooooo boreded........

tomarrow es la Toxic narcotic shoe... yay! :D
haha i said shoe i ment SHOW

lalala bored yay for usless entries!

I WANNA GO TO CALI!!! teehee

o0o0o i made pancakes this morning it was funny funny.. it was getting all over the place... and then when i finally made one it was under cooked teehee ... im not a good cook teehee

http://www.albinoblacksheep.com/flash/pika.html
THATS AMUSING! :D