| and the lobsters they mate for life |
[Oct. 10th, 2008|01:54 pm] |
salt and pepper couple walking hand in hand
i hope i live to be that old.
farmiliar pavement same old land..
their rhythm is not the same,
that's the way that it should be.
do we feel the same breeze
dancing from tree to tree
as the earth swells and recedes.
rusted playground, cracked with age.
where young children often play.
little girl she jumps alone,
but she stands out from the rest of the crowd.
where is she jumping to?
will i be allowed?
and the sounds of wings fill my ears
wings and cars wings and cars
i'd rather be flying my dear.
brown speckled hands developed in the sun
does that mean i was a negative?
how long have i been one?
salt and pepper couple have now disappeared
and i wonder, could they see me sitting here.
and the lobsters they mate for life. |
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| night stalker |
[Oct. 10th, 2008|12:16 pm] |
get out of my dreams
get out of my head.
get out of my nightmares
get out of my bed.
constantly you haunt them
you never seem to leave/
but when day time comes, when the sun shines
you won't even speak to me.
get out of my bed,
out of my bed.
i fall asleep alone but awake with memories of our laughter.
instead of feeling afraid
i just feel incomplete after.
last night you said you said you have questions
ASK ME ASK ME.
and when you see me in the daytime sitting alone
that is your perfect opportunity.
in another dream we were singing at the top of our lungs.
i wish i could remember the song,
i'll never remember the song.
in the night time you want me,
you watch my every move.
in the day time it's like i disappear
my presence is a ghost to you,
the sunlight shines right through.
and then sometimes you hold me
just like you always did.
and every second this happens i close my eyes.
because i'll lose you,
i always lose you.
these warm nights just make my days
colder.
the wind won't stop biting me,
fighting me.
i know you don't care
and you're barely aware
of what i'm feeling or how i'm dealing.
i want to scream until i lose my voice
say FUCK YOU until i lose my mind
but i never say it
i'll never say it.
i'll just keep living in these night time dreams.
until someday we meet,
we'll never meet in the sun. |
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