Fuck it.

I'm tired of feeling as if, I'm supposed to give up on a ship that I've loved since I realized the potential that it held in the first season and now six years later, after having it given to me and then taken away in such a shamefully retconned way, that made it appear as if it wasn't meaningful or beautiful in any way at all - I'm taking it, back.

I guess that's, what I get for digging deep into ship_manifesto and idol_reflection and reading all those wonderful essays written on my two characters that make up my beautifully broken ship, Lex and Lana.

And, it's also partially b/c of this beautiful manipulation of the two of them together, that absolutely has rendered me to tears. I look at that and I think, "wow!", just look at all that wonderful chemistry and potential just destroyed there by, Promise and I get angry all over again.

I miss the girl who wrote this and I think it's just sad that this bright, hopeful feeling isn't there anymore. I once said, that if the relationship between Lex and Lana ended tomorrow (which, was actually written after Fade aired originally), that I wouldn't be angry because I had already gotten (up until that point), so much more than I thought I would *ever* get and I could be just fine with that.

I can still say that now, with a little bit of truth hiding behind it. Though, I can't honestly say that, Promise and the episodes to follow, haven't left me somewhat jaded as far as my precious ship is concerned. I still love them, though. And that is something that I cannot turn off and honestly, I don't think I want to.

To me, Lex and Lana are what love really is. It's complex, angsty, messy and full of complications, but you get through them with one compromise after another. You're challenged by the person that knows you the best, can see you for who you really are and not someone that they're trying encapsulate you into being. There are a million and one things that I could say about the two of them, but I would just repeating what this wonderful essay has already said and I don't think I could say it as eloquently.

Truth is, I miss being able to actually enjoy an episode of, Smallville, being so eager to post my thoughts on Lex and Lana and knowing that my friends would have these long drawn out in depth conversations with me about the two of them and the wonderful potential they once had, before Al&Miles destroyed that.

So, I'm taking them back. They're mine and I simply refuse to give up hope. If I do that, then I just let the Clana fans succeed in whatever they're trying to succeed at. And this isn't their game, I've waited for as long as I can and I knew that they weren't going to be puppies and popcicles - that they would be angsty and complex, and that's exactly the chemistry that drew me into their world and still has me captive there.

Nothing in this world can make me believe that the two of them aren't authentically in love with one another. Nothing and no one, is going to take this ship away from me. Screw that.

I miss it and I'm damn well going to enjoy it.

Coop: Awww it will or else coop will have to take care of it *gets in her car and takes her gun with her* Mmmmmm, What you say? *pulls trigger* Yes, it's a wonder neither one of us are in jail. I'm I'm going down I'm taking you down with me! you and your third nipple!
Sum: What? I don't have a third nipple. Good grief. I'm Sum, not Chandler. lol. And you're out of your mind.
Coop: lol. Ohhh that makes sense. But I'm Pheebs too. And we can sing Lionel....Endless Loooooooooooooooove.
Sum: Yeah, and I'm either Joey or Rach. Leaning more towards Joey, b/c I always start off all my emails to my Allikin's this way..."How you doin'?' ;)
Coop: I'm doin fine baby how you doin? *giggles* *growls*
Sum: *does that Joey look and then smiles*
Coop: *blushes* You know, if we were in prision you would be my bitch. *pinches your ear* Don't come cryin to me when you have to play bad bad Leroy Brown. Ohh fine!!! Take his side.
Sum: You're not suggesting we go to prison now, are you? ;)
Coop: lol. Well, yes but then we would never survive. You without your jimmy chooes and me without me love, me vodka bottle.
Sum: Hey! Speak for yourself, I know peeps. Or um, now wait...they climbed over a bfw at the end of *that* season. lol. Never mind them, um yeah...we're screwed. Hahaha.
Coop: lol. I can just see it now. *punches* I had to *punch* leave *kicks* MY *kicks and punches* Jimmy Chooes *leaps on me and tackles me to the floor of the jail cell* As I sit there with my bruises and looking at the bars with a look that just screams I WANT MY FLASK!!!! *pouts*
Sum: Oh hey wait, you *did* drop the fun flask in all that commotion, didn't you? *glares*
Coop: Yes! I know! I had to. It was either that or this one pair of Jimmys I got for you. I knew you would kill me if I didn't stash them somewhere. *looks*
Sum: Aw, Coop. You got us locked up, scraped up, almost screwed to the wall covered in large bumpy things and dark bruises that no make-up in the world could cover no matter how expensive it was, and you *still* managed to stash my Jimmy Chooes. *hugs and makes that "aw Coop" Sum face* You're the bestest. lol.
Coop: lol. Awww, well you know thats what all the boys say *blushes and giggles*
Sum: *snorts* But, I'm not just any *dumb* boy, Coop. I'm your BFF. *punches shoulder*
Coop: Aww this be true *hugs* I say we sneak out of here and pull a Thelma and Louise? *wiggles eyebrows* And then we can say we went crazy because of your rage blackouts.
Sum: You're not suggesting a prison break, are you? *waggles eyebrows and grins*
Coop: Of course, Sum! Come on what do we have to lose besides our lives I'm dead anyway. lol.
Sum: And apparently crazy, too.
Coop: lol. Of course, duh it happened right after my first boyfriend who I lost my virginity too slept with my mom. At least julie cooper didn't die and then BAM a few years later I have another mom that comes back. I have a new couple. lol.
Sum: Dude, you lead some interesting life. And did I just say "dude?" Oh my god. Let's just pretend that never happened, m'kay.
Coop: lol. You did just say dude. You said dude?! *giggles*
Sum: No. No. Coop, you don't get to hold this over me for the rest of my life. Um, just no. *gives hard look*
Coop: Yeah, okay. You said dude. You said dude! *giggles* *dances* You said dude! You said dude *sticks out tounge*
Sum: No, I *smack* did not *hit* say *kick* dude, *punches arm* okay. *bops the top of your head* Got it? *gives her best almost rage blackout glare*
Coop: *cries as she sobs onto the side of the room* Yes I got it. Its crystal clear. *takes a swig of her vodka bottle* Hit me with a song!
Sum: Yeah, yeah. Get over it, Coop. I didn't hit you *that* hard. Well, not as hard as I hit Cohen that one, oh wait...all the time. *eyes that vodka bottle and arches eyebrow* Um, Coop...what did we say about the booze? And um...song, *rolls eyes and laughs dryly* since when did you go all Fulsom Prison Blues, on me?!?!.
Coop: Get rythum when you get the blues come on Sum get rythum. What you get your jimmy chooes!
Sum: Right, and you expect me to believe that you've all of a sudden developed this sudden urge to covet the man in black, huh? Don't think so, it ain't workin', because I grew up with ya. Ya know. *laughs* Seriously, Johnny Cash!? Wow.
Coop: Hey! I like Punk I can do Johnny. Wait I can't he's dead. lol.
Sum: Ew, Coop. Necrophilia? Srsly? Come on.
Coop: lol. You are so silly, Sum.
Sum: I think we need to let ol' Johnny boy rest in peace, okay.
Coop: Alright. But I can go after Trey.
Sum: Yeah, you can have Trey. Um, didn't he try to like attack you once or something? Wow, Coop. Strange little things turn you on, apparently.
Coop: Yes of course. He did but I forgave him and he ran off like a itch on a bus. Maybe its a chino-cohen thing
Sum: Hey, there is *NO* Cohen thing in that for you. I *thought* we had this disucssion already. *glares*

I haven't been able to write fiction in weeks and for some reason, this just poured out of me tonight. It's actually sort of funny, because I wasn't watching/listening or even channeling anything Michael&Sara - actually, I was watching Clark&Alicia vids on youtube or well one of them anyway and looking at a site in rememberance of her character and then this just kind of snuck up on me, so I felt like I owned it to them to write it out and get everything sorted.

Anyway here's the fic...

Title: Thank You
Fandom: Prison Break
Pairing: Michael&Sara
Rating: PG
Length: 747
Summary: She thinks maybe it's too hard, but not hard enough, that she'll just let it go.
Author: _touched
Author's Note: The set time line for this would be a missing scene from, "Rendesvous" I guess. But, this would be follow-up for my other fic, It Is Enough.
Dedication: This was written for zippogirl as per a request on her part. She wanted an alternate ending for Michael and Sara in episode 2.10. So, I wrote her that. Now, this is the follow-up. This is the scene that followed that one. Plus, she's just an all around sweet person with some pretty amazing graphical skills and the nicest personality I've seen in a long time. She makes fandom fun, a lot.
Concrit: Please read, reivew and give me freedback. Constructive concrit is always welcomed, however, flames are not.
Disclaimer: All publicly recognizable characters, settings, etc. are the property of their respective owners. The original characters and plot are the property of the author. The author is in no way associated with the owners, creators, or producers of any media franchise. No copyright infringement is intended.

( It hurts too much and not enough at all. This is what he's asking of her, as she watches the world spin madly out of control flailing around her. )

Be nice guys. :)

Yay! I finally finished my Sarah Wayne Callies picspam and it only took me a few days to gather the pics that I really wanted to use and colorize them to make them more pretty and shiny.

( SARAH WAYNE CALLIES )


I can’t believe that after tonight, there’s only one more episode of, Prison Break left. I’m so *not* ready for it to be over, yet. Oh, and I’ve had what I like to affectionately call a, “doh!” moment in my life, recently. I accidentally de-friended some people on my f-list that I didn’t mean to de-friend at all, so I’ve been in the process of adding them back to my list. Grr.

I really hate the new look that livejournal has given the, “your friends”, page. It makes it harder to figure out who you’re really trying to de-friend and who you’re wanting to keep. I wish they’d go back to the old method, at least then I could figure something out.

Oh, and um…next up – a Jennifer Aniston picspam, with possible Joey&Rachel undertones and subtext, just simply, because I love those two. Ross was too damn boring for me and the whole Ross&Rachel, “she’s his lobster” was so stupid. Srsly. lol.


JOEY AND RACHEL
( 7 Reasons Why Joey&Rachel are so much BETTER than Ross&Rachel )


Yep, just couldn't resist. I had to give you a little mini-sneek preview. I was in such a "Friend-sy" mood today.

( Ten Years of Buffy the Vampire Slayer - My Thoughts )

So yeah, ten years of Buffy and I don't even think I even skimmed the top that much, because it was just so big and there's entirely too much to say and not enough time or space in the world. But, however, this is the way that I choose to celebrate. How about you?

If you get time, you could always check out, tenyearsofbtvs.

Also, if you get the time you might want to check out my: Big Damn Sarah Michelle Gellar PicSpam.

In the spirit of my girl, Kristin Kreuk, stepping up to the plate and bringing her best A-game to her current role of Lana Lang on Smallville. I dedicate this massive pic/quote/video/icon/graphic etc. spam to her with the help of my buddy, goodnightsong. She totally donated a lot of time and effort as well as some of the graphics, animations and icons she’s made.

graphic ©goodnightsong
( Let’s get it started… )


There was so much more that I wanted to add to this, but I had already waited long enough. I'll save that for another day. I know that goodnightsong was looking forward to this and I was too. So yeah, in honor of the amazing performance on Kristin's part last week and the upcoming episodes - I felt like this was in order. I hope ya guys, enjoyed.

Thanks, Ali. Ya know, for helping me out and all. I couldn't have done it without you.

Okay, so a while ago when I was first trying desperately hard to get katefinn into the Prison Break fandom, I promised her that I would recommend some of what I think are the best PB fictions around.

This post is for her and anyone else who wants to read something good. So beneath the cut there are tons and tons of rec's from some of the best authors in this fandom. Enjoy, hun. Most of them are Michael&Sara oriented, since I know you're slightly as obsessed as I am, but not more so. *winks*

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( Prison Break Fic Rec's for Kate... )
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Happy Smallville Day, as well. I just wanted to make sure that I put that out there. Now, I'm going to start getting ready to go over to my mom's, put some more drops in my aching ear and decide what I'm going to wear.

This is my first small Prison Break fiction and I was more than a little nervous about it. So, I'd appreciate it if you guys could give me some decent concrit back. Enjoy.


Title: It Is Enough
Fandom: Pirson Break
Pairing: Michael and Sara
Length: 348 words
Rating: PG
Summary: One hundred and fifty seconds later, she's holding her breath as the door opens.
Spoilers: Season 2, episode 10 (Rendevous). AU, with an alternate ending for the episode.
Author: _touched
Dedication: This was written for zippogirl as per a request on her part. She wanted an alternate ending for Michael and Sara in episode 2.10. Plus, she's just an all around sweet person with some pretty amazing graphical skills and the nicest personality I've seen in a long time. She makes fandom fun, a lot.
Concrit: Please read, reivew and give me freedback. Constructive concrit is always welcomed, however, flames are not.
Disclaimer: I do not own the any of the characters, the plot/storylines and I make no claims to them. They belong to their respective owners. I'm just a fan inuldging herself in her own imagination.


( It is different now, the sound and feel of the gravel beneath her feet as she walks back in the direction of the motel. )

Alright guys, just one more day left until we get a brand spankin' new delicious S6 episode of Smallville. So in honor of that, goodnightsong and I thought up the idea of putting together a tribute to one of our favorite characters, Lana Lang - one who we felt catches the most hell for not so many great reasons. Our goal with this is to try and help people to better understand the character, why she does what she does, or why she makes the decisions she often makes through the expression of song. We really hope that we get a good feedback from this and even if you don't like the character herself, you could still click the link and check out the music. I'm sure there's bound to be something underneath there that at least a few of you guys could love.

In addition to the fan mix below the cut, you'll also find some lovely icons that goodnightsong was so kind and generous enough to make and create for the fan mix itself, if you want to take them and use them, then please do so by giving credit to goodnightsong who worked extra hard on getting these made and also please be kind enough to leave a comment if you do download anything or take any of the icons to use. Feedback, credit and letting us know that you at least came here and saw it would be worlds of nice.

I couldn't have done this without, my friend, my partner, my co-conspirator - goodnightsong, to whom I am ever so grateful for.

( LANA LANG: THROUGH THE YEARS - THE FAN MIX )


AND FOR THE RE-CAPPER:

Welcome Post
Day One
Day Two
Day Three
Day Four
Day Five
Day Six
Season 4; bop_radar’s overview of favorite or memorable moments Part 1
Season 4; bop_radar’s overview of favorite or memorable moments Part 2
Alicia’s Smallville Memories
Alicia’s KK PicQuoteSpam - one of the best I’ve EVER seen, seriously!
Alicia's S5 Celebration of SV
Lana (KK) Promo Style, Baby!!!

REMEMBER:

Anything that you take from *this* post, please try and give feedback and credit where EVERYTHING is due, because that is REQUIRED. Thanks, guys. And happy festivities during the rest of PROJECT SMALLVILLE: THE COUNTDOWN.

Yet another little smallish project that I thought I would do for the Project Smallville: The Countdown. Since everybody who knows me automatically knows that next to Lex, my favorite female character off the show Smallville is and always will be the lovely Lana Lang, I thought I would post some of my favorite promo-shots of her throughout the seasons, including the Season 6 promo’s that are out in honor of Project Smallville: The Countdown.

The reason I decided to do this is because all too often I feel as if Lana’s character isn’t like that much, because people just can’t seem to understand her and then some just choose not to like her at all, sometimes. I wanted to change that a little bit, if I could and hey, if I can’t – well then I at least had a little bit of fun trying. I’m posting these promo pics for a look back at Lana through the seasons and it’s a small little sneek peek of the collaboration that goodnightsong and I are still currently working on and will hopefully be finished with tomorrow, so that we can post it for all you guys to see it and enjoy it. We’ve put a lot of work into that "supa-sekrit" project, which bop_radar already knows about, so hopefully you guys will enjoy.

Just to re-cap all of the fun and fesitivies that have bee going on during Project Smallville: The Countdown here’s some links to the days events:

Welcome Post
Day One
Day Two
Day Three
Day Four
Day Five
Day Six
Season 4; bop_radar’s overview of favorite or memorable moments Part 1
Alicia’s Smallville Memories
Alicia’s KK PicQuoteSpam - one of the best I’ve EVER seen, seriously!

( Lana Lang: The Promo’s Baby! )


Stay tuned for another project collaboration of mine and goodnightsong, which will be posted tomorrow. So be on the look out for that, I can really bet that you don’t want to miss it.

Since this week has been dubbed, Project Smallville: The Countdown to the new season, I thought I would join in with a few projects of my own. This just happens to be the first one and what better way to kick start things off than with a look of Lexana: Through The Years. Plus, ya know…it helps since they are my favorite ship on the show and I am completely and thoroughly excited at the prospect of getting them after a long five year wait.

I chose to do this big picture/quote-spam on Lexana, because I feel as if they are the most un-appreciated and hated ship on the show. I also chose to center it around Lex and Lana, because as individual characters they were always my favorite and probably will always be my favorite, but also because as a relationship on the show itself, I feel as if their storyline is going to be an amazingly mysterious and intriguing one to watch play out. Plus, I’m sick and tired of hearing people bitch and moan about the fact that they are together, the stupid lame ass comments about how they wished Lana would have died in Reckoning just so people wouldn’t have to see her with Lex, the rabid diehard Clana fans who can’t let anyone be happy and the simple fact that I’m sick and tired of being afraid to support my ship in my own journal without having an f-list that goes completely awry.

So, I’m calling out the positive reinforcements this time and I’m centering this project around two characters that I know are definitely going to make the new season worth watching. If you’ve quit now just because of the death of Clana, then well…all I can say to you is that it’s your loss. I never begrudged you an ounce of your Clana, and I don’t appreciated anyone begrudging me Lex and Lana either. This post is about spreading the love of Lex and Lana and hopefully getting some people to open up their eyes and be a little more willing to accept something that could be a potentially great thing for Smallville. In addition to the pictures and the quotes, there will be video recs and fiction recs among a few other things.

©graphicgoodnightsong

( Lex and Lana: Tribute Through The Years )


This time I’m taking a page out of my good friend, goodnightsong’s book by telling you to feel free to comment with any of your favorite pictures, scenes, moments, stories, thoughts, etc. on Lexana that I might have missed. Oh, and if you have anything else you might want me to pimp out – just drop me a line. I hope you enjoyed this as much as I did putting it together. Take heart guys, as this is my biggest and probably best and most in depth picspam there is. Heh.

OH AND THERE ARE SPOILERS FOR S6 BENEATH THE CUT-TAG, SO IF YOU DON'T WANT TO SEE THEM, THEN PLEASE DO NOT CLICK ON THE TAG ITSELF - OKAY.

So it's Thursday again, so that means in one more week we're going to be getting a brand new S6 premier of Smallville. I absolutely cannot wait for it, I'm on pins and needles, seriously with anticipation at what the new seasons going to be like. There are going to be some things happening that I've been waiting a long, long time for and so in honor of that, I'm opening up my journal to public view from this Thursday til' next Thursday night at midnight central time, at which time it will go back to being f-locked, after that.

bop_radar is being every so gracious as to host the Project Smallville: The Countdown that's going to have countless events and activities, some of which I will be taking part in and some of which others will be taking part in - and since various things are not going to be posted in a community designed for this, but instead personal journals all over lj-world...I thought it would be easier if I un-locked my journal for that week.

I have about three to four different projects that I will be working on for Project Smallville: The Countdown and I will be posting them throughout the week. A couple of them are collaborations with goodnightsong and a couple of them will be done on my own. There will be picquotespams, there will be a "Big Vid Rec" and there will be a fan-mix to be had and seen by all. So you guys, if you want to participate then you can start by going here: Project Smallville: The Countdown Welcome Post which can be found at bop_radar's journal.

Go forth and enjoy the fesitivies guys. I know I will. :)


ETA: Is there ANYONE on my f-list who would be willing upload the songs, One Moment More by Mindy Smith, Underneath It All by No Doubt, I Drive Alone by Esthero, and Let Me Be The One by Sami Morelli. Seriously, could you PLEASE HELP ME OUT this is for part of one of my projects for the PROJECT SMALLVILLE: THE COUNTDOWN and I would really appreciate the response, please. Thank you.

So, I promised Alicia a Lexana, Clexana, Clex, Lex, Lana, MR&KK and MR&TW picspam and I've made her wait nearly two weeks for it...so tadaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa it's finally here. Complete with quotes and fic rec's.

Don't you just love the smirk on MR's face? Heh. He's thinking he's got his man right where he wants him now. Hahaha.


( And the rest of the picspam this way... )


Wow, that was like the longest picspam I've ever done. But it's because of all of the quotes, the fic recs and the commentary. Dude, Alicia, I hope you liked it. And yay, I used some of the quotes and the fic recs that you sent to me. Hee.

It was fun and I'm looking forward to our huge giganamous Lexana picspam that we're going to be working on together soon. That's going to be a lot of fun and also I finally read pg. 98 and found the hot tub scene between Lex and Clark and I want to know why the frelling hell didn't they make that tie-in book into a damn episode? God, bastards much. Grr...Arrgghh!!!

Oh, and some of the quotes underneath the Clex pics they may not fit the cap exactly, but they were some of my favorites so I just used them randomly anyway. Just to let you know. Hehe!

Ya know sometimes I find people just ridiculously laughable. Like, I see something and get so mad that all I can do is just laugh about it for fear I say something and then I get bitched out. Haha!

Snagged this from violetmist...

Take a look at your Friends List, and list up to 10 things you want to say to 10 different LJ friends.


( Because I'm all out of words I'm so lost without you... )


So, I'm a lemming and I had to. Comment if you think you know who you are.


/ETA: At this point, I just don't know what to do anymore. I just feel like I'm at a loss either way and it hurts. I've been taking a lot of things into account these days and trying to come to terms with some things, (i.e. regarding my life, my friends, my family, and my potential future) and I guess I just feel like a complete failure.

You see, I know that I'm not - a complete failure. I know that this is the irrational part of me who is way entirely too defensive for her own good and entirely too sensitive, but it's late and I'm too tired right now to fight that irrationality. I want to be a good person and friend that I can be in life. I want to be happy, to laugh, and enjoy myself with people (i.e. friends, family, strangers...etc). I think that's something that everyone wants in life.

So then I guess the question I have to ask myself is why don't I have all of those things right now?

Tomorrow I go and pick up my final work study check from the college and that's it. I'm officially finished there and I get to move onto the next phase of my life, which is what really? That I haven't fully decided yet, but right now I feel like I'm going somewhat insane. There are so many things that I want in my life like love, happiness, friends, my family among other things and even a good career. I just feel like I'm scrambling in the dark - standing just outside the light never fully able to step completely into it and feel the warmth of its glow streaming down my back.

Do you know what it's like to want something so bad that you would do almost anything for it, even if it means that you have to sacrifice a bigger part of who you are just in order to get it? That's how I feel right now, in this given moment, and it's how I've been feel all week long. Or well, no, that's not right. It's how I've been feeling since the afternoon that I graduated and started waking up to a whole new day. It was supposed to be brand new and feel so different - better, but it doesn't.

Not yet, anyway.

I just want to be the simple girl who gets to have it all one day, because it has got to get better than it is now.

I've seen a half-dozen people on my f-list over the last few weeks posting appreciation threads or posts for Joie Lenz, Nathan&Haley or Haley and I haven't yet seen one for Brooke Davis, so I figured that I'd start one myself. This is only part one of a multi-part "appreciation" pic spam of Brooke Davis.

She's my Brooke, I can't help but want to gush on and on about her. So yeah, that's why this post has come about. My love for her absolutely knows no bounds and I completely heart her in all of her ways, both broken and strong, insecure and stable, happy or sad. She's just one of the most amazing characters on the show for me and lately I just really need a lot of her. So yeah, this post is all for her.

( Only if you'll save me back. )


Oh and this appreciation post is brought to you in part by a lovely GIP from the amazing, tigre86 because she knows just exactly how much I love my Brooke.

I also wanted to thank _overpopulated for the beautiful B&L graphic that she made to cheer me up. It's amazing sweety and I totally <3 you for it. And thanks to everybody else who commented on my last entry, she doesn't feel much better but maybe a little bit. Today, I think I feel worse hence the lovely Brooke Davis pic spam/appreciation post to cheer me up.

Wow, I just finished up with all of the edits and re-edits of my first and newest Brooke&Haley centric fic, that I've been working on since last Thursday night. I thought I would post it on here and see what you guys thought about it. I'm warning you now it's both friendship with slash tendencies, so it's got a little bit of both for those who like to slash and those who just enjoy their friendship.

I really want to give a BIG GIGANAMOUS shout out to my Brooke-Shaped Friend for all of the encouragement, beta'ing and suggestions as well as the pretty, pretty graphic that she made for the fic. I completely heart you, friend. See, I used this icon just for us. Hee! *hugs*



Title: When Halos No Longer Fit
Fandom: One Tree Hill
Pairing: Brooke and Haley; one-shot
Summary: Haley wants Brooke to want her, because she wants her too. What Haley doesn’t realize is that she is the girl that Brooke Davis loves, will she or won’t she act on it?
Word Count: 1,123
Author: _touched
Graphic: special thanks for the graphic goes to mrsotown
Beta: mrsotown
Disclaimer: The lyrics contained within this little ficlet come from one of Joie Lenz songs, "Leaving Town Alive" and are not being used for monetary gain. I do not own any of these characters or storylines except those that are original. This was written soley for my own amusement with a concious awareness of the fair use doctrine and respect to copyright that does not belong to myself.
Author's Notes: A special thank-you goes to mrsotown for her beta help, inspiration and encouragement in writing this. I <3 my brooke-shaped friend. Thank you so much for making this pretty graphic for my fic, you are amazing. This also was written for those of you who support Brooke&Haley in any way (ie. friendship, romantic), just however you like them...this is also for you.

( Sometimes Brooke can't see just how strong she really is, especially not when she feels at her weakest. )

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Feedback is my crack, so be nice and drop me a few comments and let me know whether you liked it or not, just anything. I'm like seriously begging, rotfl...ya know, before I go live with this in many of the comms. I know there's a few out there and I thought maybe I'd put this up over at ff.net as well. So yeah, just check it out, make nice and let me know what you thought. Please.

And...EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I love my BRIGHT&HANNAH for TWO FREAKIN' HOURS TONIGHT!!! Was that fangirlish enough for you? Hee! Like whoa...I can't wait to see this. I've been waiting for this for too freakin' long. It'd so better be worth the wait and I so better not have to sit through a whole lot of blah blah blah all about Amy&Ephram, I better get a lot of Bright&Hannah spotlight tonight or else. Grr.

Few parting words just because this song is definitely going on the soundtrack of my everyday life.

Also, since my journal is normally "friends only" I have now temporarily changed the settings of my journal to, "registered users" so that people who actually have a livejournal account to comment to this entry. Thanks deludedvision for bringing this to my attention. It won't stay that way forever though -- just from now until probably next Thursday. Pinky!!! I got it fixed, hee! :)I think that's only fair. So go forth and you shall PIMP THIS MEME!!!!

the ONE TREE HILL friending meme
_touched & deludedvision