amy

_tonguetied @ 2008-07-13T02:51:00

2008-07-13T07:01:05Z

so.
tonight was the last. the last for a while at least, of seeing close friends and drinking and driving and smoking and making obscene jokes and kissing faces that are familiar and all of that...
i spent it with two wonderful individuals. and a bunch of people i dont care about which made me want to cry but i didnt i just drank more and smoked more and lived with it to bask in the presence of two that i love so dearly. thank you.
there was one missing. the closest and best of friends. the sister and soul mate in a sense. i am unexplainably hurt by her absence. if there was one person i wanted with me this saturday night it was her.
i regret that you did not come.
seriously.

monday morning starts a new chapter in my life. so therefore, this journal will be permanently deleted tomorrow. ill write. oh yes, ill write but this will be hidden from most views.

but, to all. please keep in touch (973-303-2031) (helloamyp@gmail.com) (amy pursley 3517 e red bridge rd
kansas city, mo 64137). i love all of you who know i love you.

goodnight and goodbye.

_tonguetied @ 2008-06-17T00:57:00

2008-06-17T05:03:31Z

so

on july 14th i am moving to kansas city, missouri to join an internship of 82 other 18 - 25 year olds who are seeking the same thing i am.
one thing.

so...

thats it.

if you are my friend, you will support and accept me and respect my beliefs. i have one month to tie up ends, spend some time, make some memories to take with me. i cant promise where i will be going after december 19th. but nows the chance to hang...i will be quitting my job shortly and will have lots of time. im going to miss everyone but i promise to keep in touch as long as you respect what i want to do. i have no problem respecting you...and that is true.

leaving tomorrow, so i will be home then for a month, then back out here.

i am privileged. really.
and
oh i am excited.

_tonguetied @ 2008-06-15T00:42:00

2008-06-15T04:43:29Z

greetings from kansas city, missouri, which has the best radio station, by the way.

forget everything else i have ever said.

well, most of it.

this is the most amazing experience of my life.

thank You.

_tonguetied @ 2008-06-06T16:00:00

2008-06-06T20:08:54Z

kids in parents clothes
kids in parents clothes
kids in parents clothes

you are just a kid in yr daddy's clothes. in his big slippers, with his big white van, with his glasses and red pants. you are pretending. i was pretending. we are not grown. we are just children, trying to be grown. how can you really grow. you cant without one truth i know. one truth you know. why do i know. how do i know. i just do. truth is funny. its conceptual and its not. its just truth in the end. i live in that...the truth, that is.
i want to sleep endlessly and forget this whole thing ever existed. i want to bury myself under some dirt until yr life falls apart, pathetically. want to pour wine into my mouth and nostrils and eyeballs and ears. want to be put on a string and flown like a kite. want to take all my clothes off and paint my body and be admitted into the crazy house. want to run away, really far with a (short) half mexican man with tattoos and sexy lips. want to become a dog and take walks, sleep on the floor, drink water out of a bowl, shit in public, be pet constantly, etc etc etc. want to be something/someone/somewhere else for a long long L O N G time. til you are but a distant memory and my new being is so familiar i dont remember you. hardly. maybe not at all.
so this seems to be how you handle things. morph yrself into whatever character pleases whomever and take take TAKE til there isnt much left for said person/people to give. you take ONE WEEK S E V E N D A Y S to "get over" this burnpile. how can you say one thing and do another and act one way and say another. what the fuck. just, what the fuck. i dont love you anymore. I DO NOT MOTHERFUCKING LOVE YOU ANYMORE AND I MOTHERFUCKING MEAN THAT. in fact:

i hate you travis perry, i really hate you.

_tonguetied @ 2008-04-17T17:05:00

2008-04-17T21:06:24Z

ONLY ONE MORE DAY OF CLASSES AT ESSEX COUNTY COLLEGE EVER!!!!!!!!!!! EVER!!!!!!!

this is reason for celebration. ensuing....saturday?

_tonguetied @ 2008-04-09T00:46:00

2008-04-09T04:47:42Z

saw explosions in the sky tonight. i would have been so much better had my sister not been texting me about thinking someone was in the house while my parents are away. or had my boyfriend just went and checked out the house like i asked him to.

either way...

im slowly, but surely coming to terms with the "fact" that this whole getting back together with my exboyfriend thing might be a sad sorry pathetically bad idea.

_tonguetied @ 2008-04-06T09:50:00

2008-04-06T13:55:46Z

swear: this will be my last entry for a while.

the conservatory was i like to call it

duh.

my boobs are giant i know : (

duh x2

what the heck.

orchids are insane. everytime i look at one now they kind of burn my brain a little. orchid overload.

oh and random picture of me and some preggo friendsees:

_tonguetied @ 2008-03-31T09:54:00

2008-03-31T13:56:39Z

every

thing
is
changing

for the better.

_tonguetied @ 2008-01-21T12:03:00

2008-01-21T17:08:13Z

basically im a giant dork.

and i want to say.

i was so happy to see kimya dawson on the view this morning. so happy that i didnt have to see natasha beddingfield or WHATEVER or brandi carisle or or kt tunstall or colby claksjdfowieface or whatever little flirty blonde hipster clothed girl. im so sick of all that music. i dont respect it. its not good. it all sounds the same. i hate it. and i just was so ecstatic that kimya was on there, sounding looking and being different than all the other clones out there. what bigwig decided women would be the new fad in music? AND THEY ALL SOUND EXACTLY THE SAME. i am speaking from experience and a vast amount of knowledge on this subject since i work at starbucks where we perpetuate these silly "underground" music fads.

okay thats all. back to bed.

_tonguetied @ 2008-01-18T15:10:00

2008-01-18T20:10:05Z

everything is falling apart...

again.

_tonguetied @ 2007-12-13T15:13:00

2007-12-13T20:10:33Z

starbucks is almost totally done. i put in three applications to the bank plus one at school for a teaching position. im so sick of the horrible disgusting drama that goes on there. i cant take it anymore. fuck it. thats what. fuck it.

tomorrow is my birthday and an old friend covered my shirt. God bless her. when i was little someone told me you always had to capitalize the G in God, but no one really emphasized the J in Jesus. hm?

anyway im 23 tomorrow and im still unable to sit down and just study. eff the internet.

_tonguetied @ 2007-12-06T14:32:00

2007-12-06T19:53:24Z

here i am, over a month later, updating. there hasnt been much to say. well, there is plenty to say but im not sure i want to say it on the internet. im kind of scared of what you think.
lately, i do a lot of school work. i do a lot of painting as well. i work at starbucks as little as possible and i spend much too much time in front of a television. im getting confused about my future and what i want to do and really, i need to decide soon because i dont want to waste MY money going to school for something i dont REALLY want to do. what do i really want to do!!! ive decided my main goal in life is not to get married and have children. its a thing i would like to do. a life i would like to have. but i have a few, if not many, more years of being ME just ME doing things that make ME happy. im still practicing yoga, but i am more careful of how much hindu spirit cloud i let in. some of these teachers are SERIOUS. and ill tell you what, i dont believe in any of that and i must be careful how much i expose myself to the pretty chants and statues and pictures that adorn the walls of lotus yoga. christmas is starting to hurt my brain and make me feel warm and fuzzy all at once. i just need a little tree for my room. maybe ill post pictures when its all christmas.

i watch these children every monday.

sometimes travis comes.

i walk my dog.

he turns into a monster.

and i dont take yoga too seriously.

_tonguetied @ 2007-10-26T08:10:00

2007-10-26T12:20:56Z

i cant really figure out why exactly i still have a livejournal or even a myspace. up until six months ago, myspace seemed a necessity. i felt it was normal and completely okay, not weird, to have a myspace page. to go on and look at my friends and get jealous over things and type up snyde cutting "blog" entries, hoping the person in that moment i disliked would read it and get mad. usually id just delete them before anyone could see because id come to the realization that it was completely asinine and i would only get fired back at and get even more angry. so ive been toying with the idea of deleting both. well, at least myspace. livejournal, youve been a good friend to me, through thick and thin ive written in yr little boxes and i cant really feel okay about cutting you off completely. at one time, you were how i knew what was going on in my friends lives. cryptic messages written on my friends pages...who were they about? me? anyone i know? at a time, people i barely knew were on here (even still there are a few) and i could see all about a life in other countries, states, etc. but now i just get pages and pages of garden pictures which just depress me because mine failed so miserably. other than that, the random friend who will update some sad complainatory entry, which just makes me feel sad anyway. i do it too, we all do it, livejournal, you are my free therapist. $0 an hour and really quite effective. i wish i wouldve kept all my different livejournals through the years...heartoutlines, plasticfashion, amii, jeesh i couldnt even tell you all the different goofy names ive taken as my own (plasticfashion?!?!?!!?!!!!). i think the journals would make a good book, honestly. i think all our journals would make a good book. just a look through the years. unfortunately, i wanted to forget a lot of my years. i wanted to start fresh so many times, and honestly, im kind of glad i did get rid of them. i dont want to read about how i was sleeping around, doing cocaine, getting wasted and falling asleep on toliets, hating on people i didnt even know, being a lesbian, hanging with scumbags i dont even know anymore, pining over people who could care less about me or maybe even someone id never met. gosh i was a weirdooooo. those years are gone, those years are unaccounted for. im glad the drinking and drugging and driving and thriving and smoking and choking and fucking has somehow erased half my memory. i cant remember half of my life really! i cant really remember people i knew. i went to whole foods yesterday and this girl told me we grew up together. i dont remember her face. not even a little bit. maybe i should take some rosemary oil and put it under my nose and maybe it will jog my memory. doubtful. no no no, i need to forget most of that. i need to forget begging for love and drugs and acceptance and being willing to do anything to get it. i need to forget all that. that life has been put away, that life has been saved from a ditch, that life has been bought with a high price and it is being healed. i dont even like joking about all of that. its almost not funny anymore. wow...all this livejournal and myspace talk led to this. see livejournal, you really push me to spilling my guts all over yr computer boxy heart.
anyway, myspace, myspace, myspace, you are just hateful and i think its time you go. but then how will i spy on everyone?! how will i see what you are all doing?! haha. maybe it doesnt matter to me now. maybe i dont even care what yr doing or who you are or if you talk to my boyfriend. maybe those days of caring so much are fading fast.
no matter. ive got a life to live now. farethewell.

_tonguetied @ 2007-07-01T21:26:00

2007-07-02T01:26:34Z

someone got me a phone. if you want the number, let me know.

_tonguetied @ 2007-03-23T19:15:00

2007-03-23T23:16:33Z

we're living day by day
and we both know that this world can make no sense
when you jumped everybody's fence

_tonguetied @ 2007-02-15T13:17:00

2007-02-15T18:26:47Z

hey so my bug is officially gone. g. o. n. e.

i cried all day.

but i will be driving soon enough. some dodge neon crapola. i mean its not crappy. i am more than grateful to be given another car. i know its lucky and a lot of people dont get that. i just loved my bug. my little spaceship on wheels. great brakes on that car, great brakes.

anyhow, i am sad for other reasons and paranoid that my boyfriend doesnt love me and is going to get sick of me and im feeling like im going to have a "faggot attack" if i dont I DONT KNOW! tomorrow im going to go to ikea. i love ikea. im going to shop and pray to j.c. and try to feel better.

farethewell.

_tonguetied @ 2007-02-09T20:26:00

2007-02-10T01:32:55Z

so i lost my wallet today. apologizes to daile as i started to flip out when i couldnt find it. flipping out consisted of me avoiding eyecontact because i was crying. after i got to trav's and called to cancel my debit cards and realized getting a replacement drivers liscence wasnt a huge deal, i calmed down. thank God i have this boy because i have not ONE DOLLAR to get a liscence with. anyhow. tomorrow the whole day is mine and i am going to make use of it.

to do:

get new drivers liscence first thing in the AM
go to bank and withdrawl the whole fifty dollars i have inside of it. request a new card so i can get money when i get paid next week.
go to b&n or wherever and get a new black book.
clean my room for the purpose of making it more welcoming.
go for a walk/run after i make a killer playlist to do so to.
meet with maria from history class and get notes/syllabus.
write a journal entry.
make a budget for my next paycheck. a reasonable one.
paint nails/curl hair/anything to make me feel goooood.
relax and wait for the evening.

theres a strong posibility me and the man piece along with a bunch of other people will be going to east river in brooklyn tomorrow night. as long as its going down, rea & kerry, you are very welcome indeed. CALL ME I BE SO HOME ALL DAY.

heres to trying again.

sappy:

2007-01-31T19:49:24Z

i remembered yr birthday this year. what do you want to do?

i forgot how much i miss you until just this very second.

dont ever go away.

_tonguetied @ 2007-01-28T21:16:00

2007-01-29T02:19:04Z

i want to do things i cant fesibly do. aka: go places without my man and give no explanation. i would hate it if he did that to me. dangit.

im so tired my eyeballs are soon going to fall out. work at four AM tomorrow. i hate my life currently. i love him so much but i hate work so much that i want to cry and die everywhere. i just want to sleep all day. no work.

_tonguetied @ 2006-12-25T09:03:00

2006-12-25T14:03:52Z

baby jesus's birthday.

and three months with travis.

oh man what a day!

_tonguetied @ 2006-10-29T13:25:00

2006-10-29T18:26:11Z

update:

falling in love.
and barely making it through school.

_tonguetied @ 2006-08-13T02:52:00

2006-08-13T06:52:58Z

geeeee ROSSS

_tonguetied @ 2006-07-10T01:40:00

2006-07-10T05:40:37Z

(Click here to post your own answers for this meme.)

✓ I miss somebody right now. (yes yes i miss will.)	× I don't watch much TV these days.	× I own lots of books. (not enough :()
× I wear glasses or contact lenses. (no but i fucking need them.)	× I love to play video games. (thats for LOSERS.)	✓ I've tried marijuana. (a lot of times.)
✓ I've watched porn movies. (only cheesey 70s porn.)	✓ I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship. (as in YESTERDAY.)	× I believe honesty is usually the best policy. (absolutely NOT)
✓ I curse sometimes. (all the time)	✓ I have changed a lot mentally over the last year. (yes i am MORE fucked up.)	× I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me. (no but im going to start.)

* * * * *

× I have broken someone's bones. (no but i really want to.)	✓ I have a secret that I am ashamed to reveal. (a few.)	× I hate the rain. (heckno!)
✓ I'm paranoid at times. (AT ALL.)	✓ I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free. (duh.)	✓ I need/want money right now. (yes. i want a lot of money right now.)
✓ I love sushi. (I DO!)	✓ I talk really, really fast. (sometimes.)	× I have fresh breath in the morning. (probably not always.)
× I have long hair. (i WANT long hair.)	× I have lost money in Las Vegas.	✓ I have at least one sibling. (sister hannah)
× I was born in a country outside of the U.S.	✓ I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past. (heck y es. so much fake nails in my past.)	× I couldn't survive without Caller I.D.
× I like the way that I look. (uhm heck no.)	× I have lied to a good friend in the last 6 months.	✓ I am usually pessimistic. (as of late.)
✓ I have a lot of mood swings. (LATELY.)	× I think prostitution should be legalized. (heck no!)	× I slept with a roommate.
× I have a hidden talent.	× I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar I have.	✓ I have a lot of friends. (SOMETIMES i feel like i have a million and sometimes i feel ALL ALONE WAH WAH.)
✓ I have pecked someone of the same sex. (uh where??? HEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEEEEEEE WAH!!!)	✓ I enjoy talking on the phone. (i do sometimes.)	✓ I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants. (yeah cuz im fat.)
× I love to shop and/or window shop. (I HATE SHOPPING PUKEY YUKEY)	✓ I'm obsessed with my Xanga or Livejournal. (i love my livejournal.)	× I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother. (awww my mama. no.)
× I have a mobile phone. (I DO NOT HAVE A MOBILE PHONE THEY ARE FOR GAYS.)	✓ I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months. (probably YES)	✓ I've rejected someone before. (yeah. duh.)
✓ I currently like/love someone. (yes i dooooo.)	× I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life. (uhm sort of not yes i know sort of.)	✓ I want to have children in the future. (about five million.)
✓ I have changed a diaper before. (just a FEW.)	× I've called the cops on a friend before. (no way. im not snitch nigga.)	× I'm not allergic to anything. (i dont even know.)
✓ I have a lot to learn. (more than even i know.)	× I am shy around the opposite sex. (no i am rude and loud and nasty to them.)	× I'm online 24/7, even as an away message. (no way thats for gays.)
✓ I have at least 5 away messages saved. (maybe.)	✓ I have tried alcohol or drugs before. (just a few times. haha.)	× I have made a move on a friend's significant other or crush in the past. (no BUT i have been kissed by TWO of my friends significant others.)
× I own the "South Park" movie.	× I have avoided assignments at work/school to be on Xanga or Livejournal. (YES. haha.)	× I enjoy some country music.
✓ I would die for my best friends. (maybe one or two.)	× I'm obsessive, and often a perfectionist.	✓ I have used my sexuality to advance my career. (um i guess when i was in aileen kills cuz i showed a lot of tit. haha. and i wear lowcut shirts at work so i can get good tips. HAHAHA.)
× I think Halloween is awesome because you get free candy. (NO! COSTUMES ARE COOOOOOL!)	× I have dated a close friend's ex.	× I am happy at this moment. (no! NEVER!)
× I'm obsessed with guys. (HECK NO!)	× Democrat. (uh no thats for gays)	× Republican. (uh no thats for gays.)
× I don't even know what I am. (i am cool.)	× I am punk rockish. (this question is gayish.)	✓ I go for older guys/girls, not younger. (i guess i do now.)
× I study for tests most of the time. (uh not really im just really smart. haha.)	× I tie my shoelaces differently from anyone I've ever met. (uh no.)	× I can work on a car. (i can barely figure out where the oil goes.)
× I love my job(s). (uh probably NOT.)	× I am comfortable with who I am right now. (FUCK THAT.)	✓ I have more than just my ears pierced. (yeah i have holes in my face.`)
✓ I walk barefoot wherever I can. (yes and now i have a splinter.)	× I have jumped off a bridge. (only if my friends do it..)	✓ I love sea turtles. (I DO LOVE TURTLES!)
× I spend ridiculous amounts of money on makeup. (no i steal it.)	✓ I plan on achieving a major goal/dream. (uh yeah.)	× I am proficient on a musical instrument.
× I hate office jobs.	× I went to college out of state.	× I am adopted.
× I am a pyro.	✓ I have thrown up from crying too much. (yes)	✓ I have been intentionally hurt by people that I loved. (yes i think so.)
× I fall for the worst people. (no i have pretty decent taste.)	× I adore bright colours.	× I usually like covers better than originals. ("THIS IS THE STUPIDEST FUCKING THING I HAVE EVER HEARD IN MY LIFE.")
✓ I hate chain theme restaurants like Applebees and TGIFridays. (I DO HATE THEM FUCK THAT SHIT)	✓ I can pick up things with my toes. (i can.)	× I can't whistle. (im pretty awesome at whistling.)
✓ I have ridden/owned a horse. (like once and i was crying cuz i was scared.)	✓ I still have every journal I've ever written in. (yesh most likely.)	× I talk in my sleep. (nah.)
× I've often thought that I was born in the wrong century.	✓ I try to forget things by drowning them out with loads of distractions. (you mean drugs and alochol.)	× I wear a toe ring.
× I have a tattoo. (no but i wnt like a million which sounds really gay.)	✓ I can't stand at LEAST one person that I work with. (yes that would be the one that called me "fatty".)	✓ I am a caffeine junkie. (i am. i have to have it everyday.)
× I am completely tree-huggy spiritual, and I'm not ashamed at all.	✓ If I knew I would get away with it, I would commit at least one murder. (this is the truth.)	× I will collect anything, and the more nonsensical, the better.
✓ I enjoy a nice glass of wine with dinner. (maybe a few nice glasses.)	✓ I'm an artist. (i guess so.)	× I am ambidextrous.
× I sleep with so many stuffed animals, I can hardly fit on my bed. (just one and i cut it up.)	× If it weren't for having to see other people naked, I'd live in a nudist colony.	× I have terrible teeth.
× I hate my toes. (no i have cute toes.)	× I did this meme even though I wasn't tagged by the person who took it before me. (yes.)	× I have more friends on the internet than in real life. (uh THAT IS TERRIBLE.)
× I have lived in either three different states or countries.	× I am extremely flexible. (not at all.)	✓ I love hugs more than kisses. (i think so, in the long run.)
✓ I want to own my own business. (i dooooooooo.)	✓ I smoke. (i do smoke a lot.)	× I spend way too much time on the computer than on anything else. (no way.)
× Nobody has ever said I'm normal.	× Sad movies, games, and the like can cause a trickle of tears every now and then. (A TRICKLE??!!?!?!?)	× I am proficient in the use of many types of firearms and combat weapons.
✓ I like the way women look in stylized men's suits. (only with the nice big ass shoulder pads)	× I don't like it when people are unpleased or seem unpleased with me. (i could give a fuck...)	× I have been described as a dreamer or likely to have my head up in the clouds.
✓ I have played strip poker with someone else before. (as opposed to playing by myself???)	✓ I have had emotional problems for which I have sought professional help. (yes. this is true.)	× I believe in ghosts and the paranormal.
× I can't stand being alone. (not true.)	✓ I have at least one obsession at any given time. (i do.)	× I weigh myself, pee/poo, and then weigh myself again. (i laughed for a good ten minutes about this one.)
✓ I consistently spend way too much money on obsessions-of-the-moment. (this is true.)	✓ I'm a judgmental asshole. (i can admit it !)	✓ I'm a HUGE drama-queen. (you have no idea.)
× I have travelled on more than one continent.	✓ I sometimes wish my father would just disappear. (only when hes using all three computers at once.)	× I need people to tell me I'm good at something in order to feel that I am.
× I am a Libertarian.	✓ I can speak more than one language. (i pretend to speak many languages. hahhahalksdjflakjsdflkjasdlfkjasf!)	× I can fall asleep even if the whole room is as noisy as it can be.
✓ I would rather read than watch TV. (i would rather but i just end up with the tv.)	× I like reading fact more than fiction.	× I have pulled an all-nighter on an assignment I was given a month to do.
× I have no piercings.	× I have spent the night in a train station or other public place. (ALMOST.)	× I have been so upset over my physical gender that I cried. (i love being a girl! foreverrrrrr.)
× I once spent Christmas completely alone because there was a miscommunication on which parent was supposed to have me that night.	× There have been times when I have wondered "Why was I born?" and may/may not have cried over it. (this question is a big throbbing gay asshole.)	✓ I like most animals better than most people. (i dooooooo.)
× I own a collection of retro games consoles.	× The thought of physical exercise makes me shiver. (nooo i am so into running now. i rule.)	× I have hit someone with a dead fish. (HAHAHA I WISH!)
✓ I am compulsively honest. (and this constnatly gets me in trouble.)	× I was born with a congenital birth defect that has never been repaired.	× I have danced topless in front of dozens of complete strangers.
× I have gone from wishing I was a girl to revelling in being a boy to feeling like a girl again in the span of five minutes, and not cared a whit for my actual sex. (WHAT)	× I am unashamedly bisexual, and have different motivations for my desires for different genders. (thats sooooooo bisexualllll. i hate that word.)	✓ I sometimes won't sleep a whole night or eat a whole day because I forget to. (i do forget to eat.)
× I find it impossible to get to sleep without some kind of music on.	✓ I dislike milk. (strongly.)	× I obsessively wash my hands.
✓ I always carry something significant around with me. (i would say thats true.)	× Sometimes I'd rather wear a wig in day-to-day life than use my own hair. (only if its a jerrycurl wig.)	× I've pushed myself to become more self-aware and thereby more aware of others.
× Even though I live on my own I still cry sometimes because I miss my mother.	× I hand wrote all the HTML tags in this document. (what. yeah no.)	✓ I've liked something which a majority of people claimed was either bad or weird. (indefinitely.)
✓ I have been clinically dead for a brief period of time. (im actually a ghost.)	× Instead of feeling sympathy/empathy with people and their problems, I simply become annoyed. (doesnt everyone from time to time.)	× I participate/have participated in auto drag races and won.
× I do not 'get' most comedy acts.	× I don't think strippers are money-greedy or slutty for dancing. (i do think they are all of those things. and they know they are those things too. sluts.)	× I don't like to chew gum. (i love to chew gum.)
× I am obsessed with history/historical things and can't wait for someone to build a time machine so I can be the first to use it.	× I can never remember for the life of me where I parked the car.	✓ I had the TEEN ANGST thing going for at least 2-3 years. (im still angsty.)
✓ I wish people would be more empathic and honest with each other. (sure why not.)	× I play Dungeons and Dragons weekly. (NOW THAT IS FOR GAYS! dragons are really faggoty.)	✓ I love to sing. (i really fucking love to sing.)
× I want to live in my mother's basement when I grow up.	× I have a custom-built computer.	× I want to create a certain someone's babies, even though there's a 0% possiblity of ever achieving it.
× I would be in a relationship with one of my pets if they were human.	✓ I've gone skinny-dipping. (sure have.)	✓ I've performed in three plays. (yes yes yes)
✓ I enjoy burritos. (from TINGAS!!! TAQUEREAAAAAAAA!)	× I'm Irish and loving it. (fuck no.)	✓ I have a thing for redheads. (ONLY DAILE!!!!)
× I am a twin!	× Most of the times, I'd rather do something intellectual instead of doing something generically 'fun'. (uh what.)	× Once I set out to finish something, I always stay at it until it is completed before I move on to something else. (yeah RIGHT.)
× I wish there were a way to erase past mistakes. (no.)	× I sleep more than 12 hours a day. (no but if i did i would get really skinny. i have considered quitting my job so i could sleep a lot.)	✓ I wish I could be prouder of what I've accomplished, but it's never enough. (WAH WAH WAH.)
✓ I need more time to myself. (AMEN !)	× I wish I was more open-minded. (i hate threesomes.)	× I hope that I go really prematurely grey.
× I download songs from the internet. (not really.)	× I've just reenacted chapter 58 of Death Note with my best friend. (oh my god.)	× I say random things to freak people out. (and i buy all my clothes at hot topic.)
× I'm still a little mad about the ending of Death Note. (WAHT IS DEATH NOTE?!?!?)	✓ I love playing Truth or Dare. (i kinda maybe do.)	× I love listening to slow music, but I hate singing to it. (SHUT UP.)
× Music helps me remember that I am not alone. (SHUT UP.)	× Playing my favorite sport makes me temporarily forget my problems. (jock is another word for GAY.)	✓ I think this survey is particularly long. (just a tad.)
× I prefer my LJ friends to my real-life ones. (oh please.)	× I can only hate someone that I love. (no way. i hate a lot of people who i dont really know. haha.)	× I've ordered an extra two shots of espresso to an Americano at Starbucks. (HAHAHA HOW IRONIC.)

_tonguetied @ 2006-07-06T12:12:00

2006-07-06T16:30:46Z

as soon as i chill out, this summer will be the best.

im from where the phat beats stretch for madd blocks.

_tonguetied @ 2006-06-20T17:14:00

2006-06-20T21:15:34Z

ill tell you whats up...

the new lif.