here i am, over a month later, updating. there hasnt been much to say. well, there is plenty to say but im not sure i want to say it on the internet. im kind of scared of what you think.
lately, i do a lot of school work. i do a lot of painting as well. i work at starbucks as little as possible and i spend much too much time in front of a television. im getting confused about my future and what i want to do and really, i need to decide soon because i dont want to waste MY money going to school for something i dont REALLY want to do. what do i really want to do!!! ive decided my main goal in life is not to get married and have children. its a thing i would like to do. a life i would like to have. but i have a few, if not many, more years of being ME just ME doing things that make ME happy. im still practicing yoga, but i am more careful of how much hindu spirit cloud i let in. some of these teachers are SERIOUS. and ill tell you what, i dont believe in any of that and i must be careful how much i expose myself to the pretty chants and statues and pictures that adorn the walls of lotus yoga. christmas is starting to hurt my brain and make me feel warm and fuzzy all at once. i just need a little tree for my room. maybe ill post pictures when its all christmas.




i watch these children every monday.

sometimes travis comes.

i walk my dog.

he turns into a monster.

and i dont take yoga too seriously.