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You were so right.



You don't deserve me. I realize that I don't deserve the fucking shit you put me through, telling people that you want things to work out and shit when you can't even give me a simple phone call?
how many fucking things are wrong with you that you can't even pickup a phone call?

You are correct you're bad habits are probably going to kill you.
I tried not to say anything over the summer about them, because I didn't want to make you upset, but now I have nothing to hold back.

I think all the time about that time in the car where you told me you were bipolar, I wish now that I had ran. I didn't know anything back then.

and stop fucking saying "i love you" you really think things are going to work out by you just leaving me in the dust?
By not even calling me when I said you didn't have to but you insisted on it?
you really think that you'll ever meet another person that would deal with your shit? for god sakes how many times this summer did even your parents not want to deal with you?

You said you hadn't drank in two weeks, but I saw your facebook status, beer and chili? Wow, so now I really can't trust you.

Either way I kind of lied when I said I haven't been with someone, we've been talking a lot and things were nice, but then you came back and I kinda stopped seeing her, but after talking to her last night at a show I went to, I realize theres nothing left in allie lorusso for me.

why am I writing all of this?
I want you to know that I really hate you.
and don't fucking feel bad, I'm the one with people who care about me.

I'll come by for my arrested development soon. And find my ipod.

Take another shot of Jack Daniels, you'll feel fine and forget me.


PS take my pictures down from facebook. there are people that I don't want to see those.

PPS If you do ever get over this "scared of being happy" shit gimme a call, maybe I'll answer, maybe I'll just laugh.

CRAZYGONUTS

What!

 

You know it.

 

That was a great head/face/shithead, anyways. yeah.

 

STRONGBAD IS YOUR FACE

 

one pill makes you larger and the other one makes you small, and the ones that mother gives you dont do anything at all.

Go Ask Alice.

 

I have a playlist again! here you go!

"Somebody To Love" Jefferson Airplane

"White Rabbit" Jefferson Airplane

"Good Morning,Vietnam" Jefferson Airplane

"Wish You Were Here" The GrateFul Dead

"Cocaine" The Grateful Dead

"Freind Of The Devil" The GrateFul Dead

 

And your friends treat you like a guest.

 thats pedro's guest.

 

So you think you can tell. Heaven from hell?

 

So yeah a sick sad little world. and hes stark raving mad. That Reminds me of dryskal and Incubus on acount of hes a big incubus fan.

 

 

Ugh planes yesterday got ruined but eh whatcha gonna do bout em?

easy

 

MAKE NEW PLANES!

HAHA what a pun.

 

that reminds me of planet namek. the website. which reminds me of dbz which reminds me of DBZ sagas. Which reminds me of my birthday which reminds me of the new legend of zelda game which reminds me of how i need to write out what i want for ze b-day.

Ok lets see

1 B-52 100w amp

2 rotovibe pedal

3 acoustic pedal

4 dbz sagas

5 spongebob the movie

6 spongebob season dvd

7 hendrix and early november posters

8 The Grateful Dead (the first cd)

9 From First to Last - Dear diary my teenage angst has a body count

10 The Jimi hendrix Experience Box Set

11 Jefferson airplane - the one with white rabbit on it

 

WOW I DONT KNOW

wicked cool.

 

WICKED GREEN

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# THAT SHIT!

#'s that shit.

Nigel.cool = true

 

WOaH!!@!

 

Harrison.uncool = false

 

yeah

 

I broke another string today, the b string. but  I had an extra one on me.

 

so its ok.

 

I gave my cuz more guitar lessons today

 

Im still fixing up my song I need to make the solo more solo-y

 

DONT YOU WANT SOMEBODY TO LOVE!

 

yeah yeah yeah.!

 

your eyes!

 

they are beautiful.

 

especially when they sparkle in the sun.

 

uh yeah

 

my cousin just left.

 

Uehgm!

wow prounounce that

 

 

NOW!

 

whatever.

 

thats cool.

 

sososdododo

 

Im so happy I could dodododdodododododododdodododdododdodo.

 

ok well yeah i better go work on my song or somethin

 

See ya.!.

 

Goodbye.ending = true

 

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Ok for real

 

Goodbye And Goodnight!

A FORTY FOUR  CALIBER BULLET STRAIGHT THROUGH MY HEART.

We knew you didn't have it in you
We knew you didn't have it in you
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We knew you didn't have it in you