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Sat, 29 May 2004 01:50:22 GMT

New journal... _drinkthebleach... add me, because I'm done with this one...

Thu, 27 May 2004 18:58:26 GMT

Hrmm... I like being a brunette. I feel like I have more self-confidence. Which is very good for me, "miss low self-esteem" I am.

There are 3 things I want right now: sex, TOBACCO and rock & roll. hah. But I want sex more than anything right now. (Don't you love how I'm so blunt? heh.) Jeezy-creezy. Hrmph.

I want this weekend to come. I'm SICK of school.

♥

Thu, 20 May 2004 00:30:22 GMT

YOUR CHUCK PALAHNIUK IDENTITY by siddhartha*23
Name
Worst Characteristic
Age
Drug of choice
You are	Maura kinkaid
You are addicted to	painting
You are going to die as a result of	overdose
Your book is	Choke

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Wed, 19 May 2004 20:55:36 GMT

I want to think about something else, anything else... even if it's just for a moment...

Wed, 12 May 2004 01:03:00 GMT

Hooray to me for passing seg. 2. I need my effing license!!!

But why didn't I get that beautiful boys phone number??

JESUS I'M DUMB.

No, just shy.

:)

♥

Sat, 08 May 2004 19:00:56 GMT

I haven't actually updated in quite a long time. All I ever put are those meme things and quiz things. Hrmph.

Daren and I are the only ones at my house. We're not even speaking. No reason why, but we're just, not. He's watching TV and I'm here, typing. I've never been left alone with him. And I wouldn't know what to say if I did say anything anyway. Oh well. And then he'll read this and think the same thing. Haha.

Childhood living is easy to do
The things you wanted I bought them for you
Graceless lady you know who I am
You know I can’t let you slide through my hands

Wild horses couldn’t drag me away

I watched you suffer a dull aching pain
Now you decided to show me the same
No sweeping exits or offstage lines
Could make me feel bitter or treat you unkind

Wild horses couldn’t drag me away
Wild, wild horses, couldn’t drag me away

I know I dreamed you a sin and a lie
I have my freedom but I don’t have much time
Faith has been broken, tears must be cried
Let’s do some living after we die

Wild horses couldn’t drag me away
Wild, wild horses, we’ll ride them some day

I love that song. It's been in my head for like a week now. I've been listening to the Mazzy Star version a lot.

Tim and Matt came to see me yesterday. Much fun. I love them. They're supposed to come back over today but I doubt they will. And other events for the day:

Shopping with Nicole and Cristy. Hooray. (:

That's all for now. Muah. ♥

hmmm... not a huge SoCo fan... but this sums it up, really...

Fri, 07 May 2004 02:23:19 GMT

According to the Which Something Corporate Song Are You? Test...

ok.. ok... just a few more...

Wed, 05 May 2004 21:13:33 GMT

Why would I die in a horror movie? by toxicninja
Name
Age
Gender
Killed by	head crushed
Killed because	you had sex

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Your Inner Kitty by gifted_one
Username
Fur length	Medium
Colors	Black and white, brown eyes
Kitty accessories	A giant bow
Favorite thing to say	"Where's the catnip?"
# of lives you have left	8

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What Makes You Sexy? by dollface04
Name
Gender
Physical Appearance	Your Hair
Special Talents	You're Multi-Talented

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Your Best Sex: by coralxfang
Username
Where	On the front lawn.
When	July 25, 2055
How Long? ( hours )	23
Good Or Bad	Oh..ohhh...ooooohhhhhhhh

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How should you dress today? by MidnightVampress
Name
Shoes	Birkensocks
Shirt	bra w/ fishnet top
bottom	long black flowing skirt
hair	pigtails!!!
makeup	dark lipstick

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Wed, 05 May 2004 20:43:54 GMT

Your Stripper Info by radioface
first name
age
Stripper Name:	Bebe
Specialty:	the best lapdances
Customers say:	"Can I have your number?"

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are you sexy? by jeska
your name
do YOU think you are?
male/female?
on a scale from 1-10 you are a	6
other people say you are	gorgeous
your sex appeal will last til	October 17, 2074

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Which Johnny Depp character do you belong with? by cerulean_dreams
UserName
Age
You fall in love with
You meet	at the Australia Zoo
His friends think	He could do better
Your friends think	you could do better
You will	be together always

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I think that's enough for now... haha...

Theme songs of your life by eponine
your name?
love song:	brown eyed girl - van morrison
depressing song:	colorblind - counting crows
party song:	wrong way - sublime
what-the-hell-ever song:	nobody's fool - avril lavigne
your life	so young - the corrs

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Wed, 05 May 2004 20:28:10 GMT

Gay or Not Gay? by tashay17
LJ Name
Favorite Color
Gay or Not Gay?	Bi-sexual

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Wed, 05 May 2004 20:15:44 GMT

Meet Your Inner Vampire by efui
Your name :
Age :	37
Weaknesses :	You're blind in the sunlight and hate garlic.
Special powers :	You heal very fast.
Place of residence :	Some very expensive hotel.
Feeding habits :	You haunt people you knew before becoming a vampire (family, friends) and their descendants.
Appearance :	You are short and have tousled medium-lenght brown hair and wide eyes. So cute that people usually assume you are innocent.

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Mon, 03 May 2004 21:01:32 GMT

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by <a href='http://www.greatestjournal.com/users/acid_dream/'><font color='#DDDD88'>eva71</font></a></font></th></tr><tr><td bgcolor='#333333' style='border: 1px solid black;'><span style='color: #FFFFFF;'>Name/NickName</span></td><td bgcolor='#DDDDAA' style='border: 1px solid black;'><span style='color: #000000;'><input type='text' name='Name/NickName' value='belle' size='20'></span></td></tr><tr><td bgcolor='#333333' style='border: 1px solid black;'><span style='color: #FFFFFF;'>Gender</span></td><td bgcolor='#DDDDAA' style='border: 1px solid black;'><span style='color: #000000;'><input type='text' name='Gender' value='female' size='20'></span></td></tr><tr><td bgcolor='#333333' style='border: 1px solid black;'><span style='color: #FFFFFF;'>Sexy Body Part Is</span></td><td bgcolor='#DDDDAA' style='border: 1px solid black;'><span style='color: #000000;'>Everything</span></td></tr><tr><td bgcolor='#333333' style='border: 1px solid black;'><span style='color: #FFFFFF;'>Special Talents Are</span></td><td bgcolor='#DDDDAA' style='border: 1px solid black;'><span style='color: #000000;'>Everything (Multi-talented)</span></td></tr><input type='hidden' name='un' value='eva71'><input type='hidden' name='meme' value='1064942874'><tr><td colspan=2 align='center' bgcolor='#000000'><input type='submit' value='Fill Out Your Answers and Try it!'></td></tr><tr><td colspan=2 align='center' bgcolor='#000000'><font size='-1' color='#FFFFFF'>Created with the ORIGINAL <a href='http://memegen.deskslave.org/'><font color='#DDDD88'>MemeGen</font></a>!</font></td></tr></form></table>

Sat, 01 May 2004 21:33:20 GMT

Post a memory of me in the comments. It can be anything you want. Then
post this to your journal and see what people remember of you.

hrmph.

Sat, 01 May 2004 20:36:07 GMT

this day has fucking sucked.

well, now... is that so?

Fri, 30 Apr 2004 19:25:32 GMT

1. Go into your LJ's archives.
2. Find your 23rd post (or closest to).
3. Find the fifth sentence (or closest to).
4. Post the text of the sentence in your blog along with these instructions

Sunday, October 5, 2003

Luckily I didn't crap my pants or pee myself, haha.

OH BOY! that's interesting... hahahaha.

hmmm... Thanks Melanie... :-)

Wed, 28 Apr 2004 01:36:01 GMT

I don't like being sad.

I enjoyed the snow this morning, sort of.

So, so, so tired.

WHY MUST I FEEL LIKE THIS??

♥

London, We Deserve Everything

No regrets I say as he slips through my fingers
What's unexpected can't be expected to last
Attempts are futile
I can't disguise my disappointment
This haunting reoccurrence
The reassurance that his pen and paper
Are soaked with images of me
Do you still think of me
Oh, these times of change
I deserve all that is coming to me
Give anything for a chance to get away
I'd risk everything if I knew what was stopping me
I've only scratched the surface
And yet my nails begin to bleed
What's left inside will remain hidden
These ties that bind my hands are so hard to see
I'm so afraid of missing out on something
I lose myself in the threat of no guarantees
Oh these times of change
I deserve all that is coming to me
Give anything for a chance to get away from here
I'd risk everything if I knew what was stopping me

Sun, 18 Apr 2004 19:18:16 GMT

Spring break was nice. Spent time with Meg, Cristy, and my sister, and I went and stayed the night with Sarah one night. Good times. I need to finish cleaning my room. I think I'll do that now.

So, I guess home is the place that Nicole has come to fear the most...?

♥

[fuck you for making me feel this way.]

is it wrong of me to feel this way?

Thu, 01 Apr 2004 20:49:09 GMT

I've been having a wonderful time lately. I'm not sure why, but life has been wonderfully beautiful, and I have been awfully tired along with it. It's not like I'm out fuckin partying every night or anything, I'm at home most every night, in my bed for the majority of the day (besides school of course).

I want to thank Cristina and Nicole for all the fun I've been having lately. They've helped me out GREATLY and I appreciate it a ton.

I miss you.
Why do you have to act this way towards me and confuse me?

I want a digital camera so fucking bad.

♥

Sun, 28 Mar 2004 05:01:17 GMT

My Suicide by boxcutterbabe
Name
Favorite flavor of ice cream
Current mood
Method of suicide	Sleeping pills and booze
Why you did it	Romeo and Juilet thing
Date you die on	February 17, 2030

Created with quill18's MemeGen 3.0!

Well, isn't that something??!? heh.

So, what exactly do we call ourselves at this point in time?

Sun, 28 Mar 2004 03:09:51 GMT

I'm enjoying this tired feeling in my feet, shoulders, arms, gut, forehead, neck....

...back, chest, legs, and heart.

I feel like I did a 4 hour intense workout, haha. But, shit happens. And it's not the first time I've felt like this. I always feel like this because of the work load those dickhead teachers they decide to put on us... let's strike... and sitting in an uncomfortable computer chair isn't healthy for you either, I don't think. AH, well.

The only thing I don't enjoy is the low I get after a situation like this.

I start to get depressed. And I don't like it.

I love this song

Modern Romance Lyrics

Don't hold on
Go get strong
or don't you know
there's no modern romance

Time, time is gone
it stops stops who it was
well i was wrong
it never lasts
there is no
this is no modern romance

in time, time is gone
never last stops who he was
well i was wrong
never lasts

this is no
there is no modern romance
there is no modern romance
this is no modern romance
there is no there is no

*1 minute later*

baby im afraid of a lot of things
but i aint scared of loving you
baby i know your afraid of a lot of things
but don't be scared of love
cause people will say all kinds of things
that don't mean a dam to me
cause all i see is what's in front of me
and thats you

well, ive been dragged all over the place
ive taken hits time just don't erase
and baby i can see you've been fucked with too
but that don't mean your loving days are through
cause people will say all kinds of things
that don't mean a dam to me
cause all i see is what's in front of me
and thats you

well i may be just a fool
but i know were just as cool
and cool kids they belong together

The most recent pictures of me...

Sun, 28 Mar 2004 02:30:51 GMT

Thank you Cristina Lynn...

Where were you while we were getting high?

Yay...

Fri, 26 Mar 2004 21:18:36 GMT

Opening credits:	Nivana- Aneurysm
Waking up:	The Used- The Taste of Ink
Average day:	Blink182- Stockholm Symdrome
First date:	Eve6- Here's to the Night
Falling in love:	Tremolo- Promise Ring
Love scene:	Counting Crows- Colorblind
Fight scene:	Brand New- Okay, I Believe You, But My Tommy Gun Don't
Breaking up:	Joydrop- Beautiful
Getting back together:	Joe Cocker- Have a Little Faith in Me
Secret love:	Evanescence- My Immortal
Life's okay:	Ani DiFranco- Napoleon
Mental breakdown:	System of a Down- Chop Suey
Driving:	Tom Petty- Free Falling
Learning a lesson:	Marilyn Manson- The Nobodies
Deep thought:	Oasis- Wonderwall
Flashback:	Sponge- Molly
Partying:	Outkast- Hey Ya
Happy dance:	Simian- La Breeze
Regreting:	Smashing Pumpkins- Disarm
Long night alone:	A Perfect Circle- The Noose
Death scene:	Manic Street Preachers- 4 st 7 lb
Closing credits:	Ella Fitzgerald- It's Only a Paper Moon

Your Life: The Soundtrack brought to you by BZOINK!

hahah.

Mon, 22 Mar 2004 00:26:54 GMT

Whats does your personality rate from 1-10? by morning_prayer
Your first full name
Your personality rates a	-10,000,000 damn you suck
your best quality is	people envy you
your worst quality is	Well, nothing I can think of
this is because	you were born this way

Created with quill18's MemeGen 3.0!

Wow, what a shocker there...

Sat, 13 Mar 2004 22:39:42 GMT

You Are Sam From "Benny & Joon."

You are very talented at physical comedy. People are in awe of your abilities. However, you have many quirks which can either win people over or completely annoy them. But you're a sweetheart through and through, and it's hard not to love you.

Take The Johnny Depp Quiz!

He didn't make it to Cambodia...

Tue, 09 Mar 2004 00:26:51 GMT

RIP Spalding Gray...