lovable in Latin
26 July 2008 @ 08:57 pm
I haven't vanished  
...but I have been plugging away on two various stories. One is a twist on the Grimm fairy tale "The Frog Prince" which can be read here (I assume it's readable to the general public). The other is a story that came from writing the following "drabble"; I'm planning on having the complete first draft done by the end of the summer or Aug 31. (I've got four-six more chapters so I'm doing pretty well considering.)

In other news...I'm a bit at a loss of where I'm spending my next school/college year. I originally was planning on sharing a suite with my roomate from last year and two friends of hers who I am vaugely aquainted with. But Michelle (my old roommate) didn't have enough money to pay for the room and other two girls dropped out. So I'm stuck with 3 strangers I don't know. While I'm sure that would be an interesting life experience, I never wanted a roommate in the first place. I only got one because I was kicked out of my original single room and didn't have a enough priority to pick a single in the dorm I wanted. It ended up turning out nicely considering how awful some roommates apparently could be, but I'm not keen on having to deal with three strangers at once...

I am still out of date in discussing the wonder that is WALL*E (I love that movie- I've already seen in twice and would definately see in again).

On a loosely related note, I've been trying to watch Disney's "Cinderella" and I find (after a talk with my sister about it), that Cinderella has, from a feminist perspective, almost less control of her situation than Snow White. That is, even though Snow White is sweet, domestic, and gentle, she gets people do what she whats; she beguiles them you might say and makes the situation fit what she expects by being nice about it. (It was a deleted scene that really made me notice it, but I do feel it's in the movie.)
As for Cinderella, so far she's shown an agressive malcontent (is that a word?) toward her situation, yet all she seems to do is tell everyone to get along, put up with it, and hopefully someday her dreams will come true. At least Snow White was willing to make her situation fit to some requirements she had (making the dwarves wash for one and cleaning up a filthy house she entered without permission).

Only other thing I can think of is I'm reading a newly purchased book call Eve: The History of an Idea and it's fascinating (for me), mostly from a feminine perspective. I've always been rather interested in that aspect of Genesis (one of the points of Pullman's His Dark Materials that appealed to me).

Another excellent book I read recently was The Republic of Pirates: Being the True and Surprising Story of the Caribbean Pirates and the Man Who Brought Them Down by Colin Woodard, which I believe I mentioned in my last entry. It discussed three main pirates and Woodes Rogers, who had a hand in waylaying the high piracy age. It was very engaging with many parts that made me think of "One Piece" (which also made me midly suspicious), though the author used very good sources from what I could tell. Now I need to start doing more extensive research into pirates of different periods (anicent Rome) and other geographical areas (China) and the opposite sex (Irish pirate). (It also made me realize that I like the 18th century, especially the beginning and the end.)

And that is all for now. 
 
 
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lovable in Latin
07 June 2008 @ 11:43 am
An Update That Ended Up Having Less to Do with What I Intended  
I really should do this... I keep telling myself to update this with my birthday experiences (dolphins and stingrays! Yay!) and the my "return" to Disney World after 6 years.
I use to go to WDW nearly every couple years but then I lost a lot of interest in Disney. Now with their new 2D animated movie coming out next year and as that movie is being directed by "Ron and John" (the directors of Aladdin, Hercules, and The Little Mermaid) I'm a mite excited about it. After that is Rapunzel (hopefully) which I'm really psyched about as Disney hasn't done a fairy tale since 1991 with Beauty and the Beast (which by the way, is an excellent fairy tale, though the elements I found most appealing were never in the Disney version.)

wherein I ramble about a growing annoyance I see in The Little Mermaid and Ariel's presentation and goals in the film )

Although, I suppose the most important parts to comment on are the stingrays and dolphins. For my (our) birthday, we got passes to Discovery Cove, a part of Sea World and Busch Gardens; there were stingrays there, in this huge pond. I feed them a few times and they were very nice. Also the dolphin we met (it was more of a meeting them in the water than really swimming with them, except for one portion where you held onto the dolphin and she swam a short distance through the water) was named Kayley. I believe she was still a juvenile...it was quite an experience though I find have no way to explain it, except in hard, cold facts.

Also, Magic Kingdom was delightful and lent itself to some thoughts and revelations that are still stirring. Of course, visiting Disney again now stirred up interesting thoughts, revolving around dreams, the cast members who work there, what Walt even intended (thanks to a new biography I brought that finally supports my personal opinions), old rides/shows, and the children-aspect of the parks. Oh, and talking with Belle, but anyway...

For the moment that is all I believe, until I find better, fluid words to express my thoughts and feelings.

See how cute the cownose stingrays are? (the kind I feed at Discovery Cove)
 
 
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lovable in Latin
24 April 2008 @ 02:08 pm
Epicureanism & the Anxiety About Death  
This is why philosophy is one of the best loves of my life.

Some of the subject matter is a little...not really intense, but its a critical response to Epicurean thought in direct relation to death and the goal (so far as I've learned) about the development of Epicureanism. That is, it talks almost disinterestedly about death and/or dying, and some of the views purported in my writing are not exactly my own, but at the same time, it's a thinking-work in progress. In a way, you may say I am discovering my thoughts and trying to approach them from a clear perspective instead of being blind and making assumptions.

 
 
 
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lovable in Latin
13 February 2008 @ 06:21 pm
Life from ice?  
Did Life Evolve in Ice: fascinating article. Thrills my mind!!
 
 
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lovable in Latin
16 December 2007 @ 08:22 pm
Random *One Piece* Fanart  
Never thought I'd see the day...

It's just a sketch that I inked over (except the hair which is partly inked, partly colored pencil), but I'm really loving it(subtleties...yes I think so). It was distracting me from finals...
can anyone tell what's wrong with it, artistically? )
 
 
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lovable in Latin
20 November 2007 @ 12:07 pm
It's Snowing!!  
First snowfall of the year and it's still going! Happy!! Snow makes me giddy and happy! I love it!! I forgot how much I did. WHEEEE!! Made my day!! Snow!
 
 
disposition: happy
 
 
lovable in Latin
19 November 2007 @ 06:44 pm
Fairy Tail: from chapters 54 to 56  
I've never done this before but...after months of languishing, I've finally returned to reading 'Fairy Tail'. I highly recommend it - a lot of people claim similarities to 'One Piece' so if you like that, 'Fairy Tail' is a definate must; though the more you read, the less similar they are (IMO). Natsu may seem stereotypically similar to Luffy but they really aren't equal to each other. Maybe I'll elaborate later. ANYWAY!! The reason I'm here at all, is I've read from chapter 54 to chapter 56, ending at here. Mwhahaha! Is it wrong I find Gray's upcoming battle hysterical?? Also *hearts* & kudos to men who'll kick anyone's ass.
And...SPOILERS maybe for chapters )
I have no idea why I got that from 'Fairy Tail' instead of 'One Piece' but then again, in 'FT' it wasn't so much a "man's dream/ambition" spirit...there was something different about it that really impressed/struck me. Yeeeah...
 
 
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lovable in Latin
02 November 2007 @ 09:01 am
Quick Little Entry  
I just wanted to post some general thoughts - mostly it revolved around morality, crime against humanity, how morality and cultural are not natural as in there is nothing inherent in nature that prescribes anything to moralistic. I will elaborate with examples and reasoning later. For the moment, I finally remembered the basic (components that allow for a healthy biosphere)
These are very "slimmed down"
1. food (nurients to function/survive)
2. clean air (to breath - water for fish though it's still oxygen)
3. removal of waste (any and all kinds)
4. sex and babies (reproduction and continuation of species)
5. space to do all these things (without getting in any other species way)
6. lifespan to complete all of them

From what I concluded, humans only half fulfill some of these; I will elaborate on details later. Thank you.
 
 
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lovable in Latin
29 October 2007 @ 07:17 pm
Update  
Nothing much too say - I should be reading (have lots to do), but instead I watch movies and erm, read stuff that doesn't relate to what I should be. Meh.

Watched 'Hercules' this weekend...mmm, fun. Better and more amusing than I remember. Also, I kept commenting in the beginning about what was "wrong" with the movie mythology wise. Meh.
Also when I got back to my dormroom on Sunday night my roomate was watching Final Fantasy VII: Advent Children (is that the right name?), so I saw about half. After that, since I wasn't tired (and neither were the two friends she had there), we watched the first episode of 'The Office' this season. Cure for rabies! Ha! Good stuff, very funny and random.
Anyway, need to go read, instead of reading about FUNI-OP-dub comments. Hehe...
 
 
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lovable in Latin
23 October 2007 @ 09:08 am
 
Thought I'd ramble a bit about life, thoughts and such - cut for convenience; feel free to overlook )
I apologize for the ramble if anyone read it; I don't like being a bother (and no I'm not saying that to be wishy-washy humble, I really honestly feel I don't feel I deserve to ramble about my feelings as others do).

On another note: watched Aladdin ep "A Shadow of a Doubt" (not 100% sure on title name); either way the one with Mirage and the shadow obilisk. Good ep, very nice, some of it made more sense, with the mirages and such. Still don't quite understand the ending. Iago: "I'm not entirely sure what just happened, but I think it's a good thing." my thoughts exactly.
 
 
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lovable in Latin
05 September 2007 @ 08:58 am
Life (some more)  
Officially started college again (year 2). So far nothing major...good food, dinning area has changed, roommate seems nice (I have a roommate this year). Um...*shrug*. I'm excited about my supposedly difficult English class (Intro to Literary Studies). Oh JOY! It includes grammar AND writing AND close reading! Meaning is the statement/words; no intention...whee! I'll probably elaborate later. That's all for now.
 
 
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lovable in Latin
26 August 2007 @ 09:22 pm
Chapter 468: Pirate Chopper vs.Engima Hogback  
WOW!! Just a short rant...SPOILERS for current One Piece )

Anyway, it was good. I'm not gonna say much else, since life has more going on than gushing about a manga, but this was really good; high quality.
Read it with HEART!! ^^;; (and I mean the whole thing -- it's worth it)
 
 
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disposition: jubilant
resonance: chripping crickets...
 
 
lovable in Latin
20 August 2007 @ 08:04 pm
life  
UPDATED: Turns out there was nothing wrong with Christmas' tail (that is, in regard to the "us trying to wrap his tail" bit); when Mom got him to the e-vet's, they said he was fine, and gave Mom a spray - it tastes bad so he won't lick AND it's an antibotic!

Heading out a short mini-vacation to Newport, Rhode Island before college begins again. Looking forward to taking classes; it'll probably stimulate my writing. Sadly, I have done quite poorly on my "planned" goals of the summer, achieving only one. (I have delayed the finishing of a specific story, with the hopes of having the rough draft half done...)

On more serious news, one of my cats (Christmas - white cat) got his tail stuck in the front door. It's a heavy, large, wooden door and it (being Sat the 18th) was a windy day, so he was jammed in. >< The shrieking was horrible; I'll probably never forget it. I had to actually pull at the door to get it open. The poor sweetie.
There was blood, so me and my mom took him to the emergency vet-office, which was unpleasant just because he hates going to the vet. Once there and out of his carrier (inside the examination room), there was more blood, probably because me and Mom wanted to look at it.
We weren't sure if he'd have to have the tail amputated halfway or just have stitches. Turns out it was just stitches - a nasty laceration and green fracture (saw the x-ray of it when Mom and I went back to get him after the surgery/stitch up). That means the way it fractured it's pretty much in the location it should be so that's no need to amputate.
ANYWAY...he had his bandages removed today, but even with the cone on his head, he was still able to get at the bottom stitch. It started getting bloody so after a few failed attempts to wrap it ourselves, Mom decided to take him to the e-vet again, to have them do it professionally.

Ugh...it's just...unpleasant. I don't like seeing him in pain, and I feel like I've abandoned him by not coming with him to the vet. I mean, I know I couldn't have been with him much of the time...but...*sigh*. It's quite an involved event. And the money being spent...

Added on, it was the day before we were suppose to go on a short trip, but the reservations were put back a few days...but I don't know how I'll be able to relax unless I know he's doing better before we leave. >_>
 
 
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lovable in Latin
24 June 2007 @ 07:07 pm
Why have I not been updating?  
It's a question I ask myself sometimes.

Here's where I've been updating: [info]ijikukeistva

Feel free to critique my grammar in any of this!!

Stella maris pieces
Some of them inter-relate; well actually they all relate at some point in the plot, but you don't need to know that as a reader. There are author "notes" at the beginning of each prompt (except 02) which I did not include in the links, though they are in the entries (I don't know if that makes sense...basically the links continue with the story; the "notes" are above that in the linked entry...yep)

Stella maris 02
Prompt: Fire (originally I had it as Years)
Word Count: 2,009


Flickering light crackled against the darkness, wet wood hissing heavily in the aroma of flames. Tawny orange fingers arched toward the darkness, embers of red glowing mercilessly underneath the damp wood, mischievously sparking and glimmering, hinting at color then vanishing behind the dark wood.
read more...

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Stella maris 03
Prompt: Enemies
Word Count: 1,195 (wow I thought it was short)


“What? She traveled to the lower region? Why were you unable to stop her? She is only a child.” Fury and ice clashed together in Queen Krystalar’s tone, slashing fire, making the Astraguards quake before the Ellarmian Queen. Her temper was legendary among the skies and almost mythic to the point of godhood for the other mortals living far below, close to the ancient earth.
read more...

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Stella maris 04
Prompt: Writer's Choice??
Word Count: 884


“Hi there, sweetness. You’re looking fine as clean wine on the tongue.”
The charismatic lout was flirting again. Apprehensively, the young poet glanced over her shoulder, reddish-brown hair falling in her eyes.
read more...

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Stella maris 05
Prompt: Sight
Word Count: (so far) 338


It was raining in silver streamlets from a clear sky, pale azure with shreds of rain clouds dancing across like shadowy rubble. Despite the falling rain, white light flooded in tatters from the sky, fierce sunlight dropping her mantle through the clouds.
read more...

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Stella maris 06
Prompt: What?
Word Count: (so far) 1,288 (it’s sort of in two parts)


The walls of the great castle rose above the rolling hills, thick with prairie grass. White amber veined stone mounted into the sky, yet its base was fixed upon the ground. Rolling swards of the prairie grass swished around the Amberstone Castle where a granite grotto surrounded the slender white walls. Budding flowers curled meekly from the granite soil, mostly roses in pale oranges, crimson blushes, and wine yellows.
read more...

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A Few Other Things

The beginning of a fairy tale?

And one piece typed from Wild Moon, White Tree. Twindom is love, yah!

I have at least 5/6 chapters of Scent of Blood, Shore of the Black Forest done; now I need to work on typing and editing. So far only chapter one is posted in [info]ijikukeistva.

AND that's my update. I might more regularly update my writing journal. Thanks. :p
 
 
disposition: exhausted
resonance: 'We Are!!' some other version
 
 
lovable in Latin
15 May 2007 @ 03:34 pm
 

Ah~ so happy! Finally got a website up-ish; it's still really rough but...hey it's there! So yay!

(in some bizarre way I can thank Shadowmarch for this...hm, hm, hm...)

 
 
position: room
disposition: ecstatic
resonance: lawn mower outside (hm, I suppose that's obvious)
 
 
lovable in Latin
09 May 2007 @ 05:33 pm
College & Heroes  
Well my first official year of college is over and summer begins. Though technically summer doesn't "begin" until June 21 but...
College that is...
Man I have a lot of nice things to say - I wonder if I could be less positive. But really I'm not a positive person...wait, am I? Ah well...


Here's my new "fandom"; it's an awesome show. Heroes reminds me of 'X-Men' but without the costumes and a lot less organized. The first season's almost over and I don't believe I've mentioned anything about it...
Icon = Issac Mendez btw

Random...if the Heroes cast equaled X-Men (or comic heroes) who would they be? cos I'm like that...
Issac (w/o the painting) = Destiny (apparently she's dead..wth!)
Clair (w/o the claws) = Logan (Wolverine)
Peter = Rouge
Matt = Jean Grey (Phoenix/Marvel Girl)
DL = Kitty
Niki/Jessica = "Rouge" (absorded powers w/o flight) or more like the Hulk actually
Nathan = Warren (Angel w/o the wings WHOOT!)
Hiro =???
Ted = Havok (kind of right?)
Micah = I know there's something good with machines!
Eden = no one (kind of like in Dune) or not? though I'm pretty sure there's someone
Claude = the invisible man (mahwhahaha!)
Candice = similar to Mystique
Sylar (w/ his ice-ability he stole) = Iceman
Wireless = ??
Linderman = ?? (damn sad too)
The Haitain =?
 
 
disposition: okay
resonance: 'Sailing Day'
 
 
lovable in Latin
23 April 2007 @ 11:57 am
inquiry  
This is thanks to an article I read on the declining honeybees...look it up, I don't feel like putting up links.

Anyway, at my college you have to take on least one science-type class. Now the big question: enviormental science or biology??
Seriously I can't decide. Any thoughts are useful, though of course I'll have to decide for myself (maybe I'll just end up taking both...)
 
 
position: library
disposition: curious
 
 
lovable in Latin
22 March 2007 @ 03:40 pm
Sparks and Stones  
After my class today, I was thinking about sacred space. I'd read about, heard about etc. lots before last semester. Now...I'm not sure what to say other than, I had a kind of 'moment' if you will...Hm. About what I think is sacred space...But more than that, it was like is big...spread out bowl-ness of my rhythm...and no one has the same one as me, but...it's the same.
The way I kept thinking of rhythms (for lack of a better word) is something similar to DNA - it's unique for everyone (yes, even indentical twins if you think about it- how else could some indentical twins look so different unless their gene patterns were somehow slightly different). No one can be you, but it's not like your outside the rest either. If you see everything as sacred, merely by being alive (having it's spark of creation/life) than how could you feel superior to anything? But along with that you'd have to acknowledge the cruler side to life. Ex. Even though a tree is sacred or alive, to make warmth (from a fire) you'd need wood, in essence sacrificing the tree.
This led me to the odd revelation that fire cannot exsist without another source. Even air, water or earth exsist naturally. With fire you can strike two stones together or rub two sticks together and get a spark, but if that spark doesn't have anywhere to land, or ignite one, the spark will fade. Why is that? Do you know what I mean? And then I wondered if people are the same way; we're sparks too, and when we interact and have contact outside ourselves, we light a larger spark. And it's this larger spark that ignites creativity - the arts. That's humanity's fire. Of course, science probably could be too in a certain sense. It all depends. And that's the niceness of it.

I also determined that I'm emotionally analytical. I'll have an impluse but then I have to analyze it. Now, I don't do it logical. For example, last night at one of my of classes I sat down, then wasn't sure I should move. Then another girl sat next to me, and I wondered if I shouldn't move (even if I wanted to) just because I wasn't sure if the girl would think I was being rude or mean. And I wouldn't want that. It's like I worry so much about what people will feel or how I'll feel or this and that, that I can just freeze my motion. But if I'm aware of my own "sacred" spark than how can anyone really think (or maybe feel) anything against that?
In a way, it shouldn't matter what other people think; it's more important what they feel. I mean, people should be more concerned with how others feel not how they think.

I don't know if any of that was clear but I just wanted to put it up. ^-^.
 
 
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lovable in Latin
25 December 2006 @ 07:23 pm
Christmas 2006  
Right-y oh then. So the holiday's almost over (well not for...about 5 hours but...)

No distinct presents other than my twin sister got me a rose. Wheee! It was all I really wanted and it smells so sweet. Mmmm! :D Very happy about that.

All in all Christmas was very low key but surprisingly pleasant. Had cocoa in the morning though now snow. I got mostly trinket presents. Um...yeah nothing's really standing out. It was mostly just a pleasant day. Very nice since the last few Christmases recently have been a bit of a pain. ^-^. Yeah so all very nice.
 
 
disposition: pleased
resonance: tv downstairs
 
 
lovable in Latin
22 December 2006 @ 12:26 am
Severe need of an update  
~~aah~~
I had promised myself that I would update this once I finished finals and especially seeing as I hardly had finals, I'm assuming under the factor I've been lazy. Yet somehow I've still had time to spice up my LJ with new "festive" colors. ^^;
Honestly I don't feel there has been much to say. I'm trying to complete Christmas presents since I have a tendency not to buy anything but make presents instead. -_-;; I have the written portion done - I've just got to type them up, edit/re-read and then print for Christmas. Not including drawing-bits there. Anyway, the first semester of "official" college is over and done. I suppose I did well considering...I'm not sure what I'm considering but... I feel as if (sometimes) I should update more regularly with thoughts and such. But if I don't have any I certainly can't now can I? I just had a thought...I wonder if I could post my essays here...since I've developed an near-obsession with revision (oh the joy! I'm serious here, no sarcasm) and it'll give my family (mostly my mom) a break from having to read my stuff. :p
About the biggest thing on my mind right now (personal-me wise anyway) is watching LOTR and pumping the new OP chapter 390 (OMBG!!). Anyway...
I feel I've been nelecting I'm writing...I'm not sure in favor of what but I still feel that way. It's a bit disorienting being back at home -- the easier access to the internet is a blessing (for words and OP) and a curse (distraction and physical pain). But it's really nice to finally have a scanner/printer hooked up to my computer at home. Yah! No more having to go to the downstairs computer to print using e-mail. -_-;;
It's odd how I'm not concerned with grades or such things - I'm more concerned with purpose and people...or something. Also...I find it odd that I want to devote my professional life (if you will) to writing, my ideas, views, connections in anything from scholarly essays to fiction (well maybe not that far), but here I have such a hard time really clearly and coherently and regularly updating LJ. Well that's me I guess...
Lots of thought previously (prior to coming home) had been about Gandhi, ahimsa, satyagraha, personal questioning, map-detailing (sub-creation/writing), and the awesome-ness of LOTR and stories in general. Yes...I could probably go on a blurb about stories but I'll save that. -_-
Since I started watching the extended LOTR DVD with my twin yesterday you'd think I'd be more thoughtful. I don't feel that I am. I feel very...thoughtless and more trying to spin out steel instead of silk. It's not pretty, it's not fun and mostly invovles just ignoring people and feeling like I have no thoughts, mind, self, or will power. Yet today I was what you'd called prodcutive. But why? In what way? What standard? I just wish I had my mind to myself somtimes... [info]laheie might know what I mean. Anyway, we [twinny-chan and me] watched an extra feature about Tolkien and the related legacy of his work and relation to his life -- it was something. There was a lot there yet afterwards when I felt the huff of it in my throat the moment I spoke I forgot it/lost it all. I haven't had much time to think - too busy trying to time. I miss my writing and other things.
WTH? This turned into a a sad little post at the end. -_-. Hopefully sleep will improve the world. It'll be nice to wake up feeling rested and active and just...Yes, I'll sleep well. Tomorrow's a new day. Yay. Still itd be nice to feel that I had enough sleep and that I am completed when I get up instead of the dragged out feelings it's been the last couple days. Aren't holidays fun? :p
Night world (and wolves)!
(will probably add a ramble on OP ch. 390 tomorrow and the next couple days hereabout)
For Gondor - let's leave with that. *nod*
 
 
disposition: frustrated
resonance: "That's All I've Got to Say" - LU