31 January 2012 @ 08:47 am
aaand just as I finished writing this I started crying. there we go.  
Our dog died this morning.

He was going to be two years old tomorrow. I was asleep and so was my dad but my mom took him out to play fetch as she does every morning and I guess he just... like... collapsed. She came in screaming that he'd died which is what woke up me and my dad. They're taking him to the vet now and I ...got showered and dressed. I've been shaky and my mouth is dry, is that shock? IDK. We've had dogs and lost them before, but it was always at the end of long lives and always when we took them to be put to sleep, so it was never a shock.

This is completely unbelievable to me and to the rest of us because there was absolutely no indication ever that anything was the slightest bit wrong with the dog. On the contrary, he was the healthiest, fittest damn dog we'd ever owned, compared to the one with epilepsy and the one who had like four surgeries before he was four.

I am upset but mostly shocked I think and primarily upset for my mom, because she loved this dog. He was her baby. And obviously she was not even the slightest bit prepared for this, and because she was the one playing fetch with him she thinks she should've stopped or somehow known.

RIP, Loki. For two years you were the happiest, friendliest dog I've ever seen.
 
 
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your heart is a strange little orange to peelanythingbutgrey on January 31st, 2012 01:51 pm (UTC)
oh no
Kali: dw :: doctordonna :: no don't do that_thirty2flavors on January 31st, 2012 01:54 pm (UTC)
Yeah. I don't... this is completely foreign to me because while we've had dogs put to sleep before nothing like this has ever happened. And my mom is/is going to be SO upset for a long time aghhhhh
demented & sad, but social: dw_ten: lonely tenpapilio_luna on January 31st, 2012 01:53 pm (UTC)
Oh Kali, I'm so sorry to hear this. Losing them so unexpectedly and so young feels nothing like letting the old ones go. Hopefully the vet will be able to shed some light and give your mom a little bit of peace over it. I'll be thinking of you and your family.
Kali_thirty2flavors on January 31st, 2012 01:59 pm (UTC)
Thanks. Yeah this is -- nothing like this has happened to us before with our pets. It's pretty unfathomable.
Spikewriter: safespikewriter on January 31st, 2012 01:57 pm (UTC)
I'm so sorry for all of you. Sometimes you can't know -- I lost a two-year old kitty who seemed fine and healthy until just a couple of days before she died. The vet said it was something she was born with and her system just...collapsed.

I'm especially sorry this happened to your mom, and all of you are in my thoughts and prayers, but her especially.
Kali: dw :: ten/rose :: thought i lost you_thirty2flavors on January 31st, 2012 03:45 pm (UTC)
Yeah our vet said basically the same thing, she figures he must've had a heart defect.

Thanks. It's pretty easy for me to disappear into school and the internet, but a lot of her day was scheduled around the dog.
MV: DW - hugmrv3000 on January 31st, 2012 02:14 pm (UTC)
:( *HUGS*
EmmyMikemmymik on January 31st, 2012 02:21 pm (UTC)
I'm so sorry. Losing a pet is always hard, but when it's unexpected like this, it makes it even more difficult.
earlgreytea68: hugearlgreytea68 on January 31st, 2012 02:24 pm (UTC)
I'm so, so sorry.
Lindsayrowofstars on January 31st, 2012 02:45 pm (UTC)
D: *HUGS*
Lana: Erica :: sadlanafromoz on January 31st, 2012 03:28 pm (UTC)
Oh my gosh this is so heartbreaking, I'm so, so, so sorry.

Have they come to a conclusion about what happened?
Kali_thirty2flavors on January 31st, 2012 03:35 pm (UTC)
The vet figures he must've had a heart defect, which makes sense because there was nothing to indicate anything was wrong. I'm hoping it makes my mom feel a little bit better because there's no way we could've known and nothing we could've done really.
turtle_gooseturtle_goose on January 31st, 2012 04:22 pm (UTC)
I'm so, so sorry. Losing a dog is so painful, especially when it's unexpected like this.

*HUGS*
ladysophiekitty: Doctor/Rose yellowladysophiekitty on January 31st, 2012 04:27 pm (UTC)
I'm sorry :I I lost my favorite kitty (he was smart, sweet, playful, and funny) a few years ago when he was six thanks to a car. It's really tough, and sometimes I still miss senor Gato a lot. Especially when it's totally unexpected :/
ThroughAnAmberFocus: Nine and Rose - Hug from Daleksamberfocus on January 31st, 2012 04:31 pm (UTC)
Oh, I'm so sorry. The poor thing.
MV: futurama - hugmrv3000 on January 31st, 2012 04:35 pm (UTC)
I've been shaky and my mouth is dry, is that shock?

Yes, it is. :(
Frances: DW - Ten/Rose - offscreen hugglegoldy_dollar on January 31st, 2012 04:39 pm (UTC)
This is horrendous. I'm so sorry. I wish there was something I could do. :\
captaintish: Dr. Who -- 9th Doctor and Rose huggingcaptaintish on January 31st, 2012 04:50 pm (UTC)
Oh, I'm so sorry. *HUGS*
Chelleafterthree on January 31st, 2012 04:50 pm (UTC)
I'm so sorry. I know now that losing pets is terrible, and losing them suddenly is even worse. :( *internet hugs*
Kellysweetcherrytree on January 31st, 2012 05:25 pm (UTC)
I'm so sorry that happened =/ I've got you and your fam in my thoughts *hug*
Anya: actor → david tennanterethesunrises on January 31st, 2012 05:37 pm (UTC)
oh my god, hun, I am so sorry. ♥ You know that I relate to this on a very personal level right now but I can't imagine going through it when it was as unexpected as this. I had a dog when I was younger that died unexpectedly but it was so long ago at this point. oh gosh I am just so sorry and wish I could hug you right now. It really is one of the most painful feelings to lose a pet. I hope your mom is doing all right as well.

RIP Loki.
alephlacunaz on January 31st, 2012 05:51 pm (UTC)
I'm so sorry. :( Losing a pet is rough even when you know it's coming -- I can't even imagine what it must be like without any kind of warning.
Mara: Who - Rose | The look of heartbreaknani1986 on January 31st, 2012 06:13 pm (UTC)
I'm so so sorry, Kali. Losing a pet is always horrible but it's even worse when it's something as unexpected as this. I wish I could give you a hug right now.




fauxkarenfauxkaren on January 31st, 2012 06:55 pm (UTC)
I'm so sorry that you're having to go through this. Losing an animal is always hard, but it's worse when it's so unexpected.
Opalshinyopals on January 31st, 2012 07:06 pm (UTC)
*Hugs you* :(
Liz: Office: her name was Sprinklesbazcat89 on January 31st, 2012 07:15 pm (UTC)
Oh sweety I'm so sorry.
Losing a pet is the absolute worst.


I WOULD GIVE YOU A BIG HUG IF I COULD
Jensnowfire on January 31st, 2012 07:56 pm (UTC)
Oh, god, I'm so so sorry. This is horrific. I know how terrible losing a dog is, especially when it's sudden. I hope you and your family (especially your mom) will be okay eventually.
ibishtar: Doctor Whoibishtar on January 31st, 2012 07:59 pm (UTC)
I'm so sorry. That is terrible. Have all the hugs.
Dani: dw // 10 // emodashafeather on January 31st, 2012 09:33 pm (UTC)
That's awful. I'm so sorry. :(
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