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[Wednesday
August 20th, 2008
1:37pm] |
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surprise tickets to godskitchen this sunday with train tickets paid in full too. and mondays off.
hes so wonderful (L)
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[Saturday
August 16th, 2008
4:00pm] |
i was up all night being sick last night
must have eaten something im not sure but eughh today i feel shite haha and now i have to go to work
its weird feeling like nothing is reality after being ill or still being ill
also my head feels like its going to fall off my shoulders
neeed to sort out food for friday and something to wear
i hear someone is coming as a cacti
fab
:)
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[Saturday
August 16th, 2008
1:20am] |
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i am so, so angry right now. honest to bloody god, if there is one thing that i hate above all other things, it's complete and utter selfishness. the only thing worse than complete and utter selfishness is the GENUINE belief by the other person that they're not being self-centred at all, because if they wan't to do it then what's stopping them and why should they feel bad for doing what they want to do? which just highlights their selfishness all over again and we're back to where we started.
i dont even know why i'm this bothered but i am and i think the veins in my head are about to burst due to frustration.
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[Wednesday
August 13th, 2008
4:12pm] |
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finish work in 15mins, hooray!
weekend was lovely. saw the new batman movie which was aaammmazing. so goood. went round to britt & franks for dinner as well on the saturday night which was also great. i love their cat, molly. shes the cutest little thing. not seeing ben for 3 weeks but i feel okay about it right now actually. probaly because ive got so much planned, always helps. party this weekend and then vicki's fancy dress and abc.im excccited!really looking forward to just seeing my friends and having a lot of fun. college enrolment next wednesday, not as nervous as i was before which is good. i feel more excited than anything. just want to get this year over and hopefully get into midwifery. im really glad i took this year out if im honest. i really have put it to good use, i think. i finally know what it is that i want to do. i just hope it goes well.
booked prague with ben for december! ahhh, so excited! its going to be lovely. 3 nights and 4 days :). looks so amazing in winter as well, i hope it snows. i reaaallly hope that it snows.
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[Wednesday
August 13th, 2008
2:45pm] |
well i havent to say im not excited and im not building myself up for anything special as i know it isnt going to be.
I know thats so negitive but what happened last year made me realise that things never really go to plan so why bother planning anything.
Iv left it a basic outline if people want to bother thats up to them.
Its actually quite saddening that i cant really rely on them.
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[Monday
August 11th, 2008
1:57pm] |
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in work just now and i'm pretty much ready to end my life, it's strange how you can totally forget how much you hate a place in the space of 48 hours. it's so busy and honest to god, until i started working here, i didn't realise how god-damn stupid the general public are. i am so not cut out for a job in customer service. i know i'm leaving on friday but with the way today's going i genuinely don't think i can stand it another 4 days.
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