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I grew up with no love. I was always second.
I am a bitter child.

One day when I can't take it anymore, I will just end it all.

they come. they go. they wreck you.

We are doing a bet now. Whether she will fall asleep before she finish watching her movie in bed. and the prize is a meal at Sushi Tei. HAHAHA. I told her my budget is $100 only.

Hiaks, I know I will lose but it's okayy :)))

You know I'm willing to lose to you right?

I'm getting increasingly depressed and grouchy. My patience is wearing thin.
Nope. It's not good for me. I can't seem to be able to get out of it. and I can't expect my gf to either.

Just did a ton of housework. I wonder what my mother is in this house for if I'm doing most of the disgusting cleaning for the house. By saying that, I know people will think I'm super unfilial but oh well, I don't think I shall tell you about my ugly family problems here. Sometimes I wish I have no mother (minus 10yrs of my life for saying that. HAHA).

My gf's back. Finally. (I know it's only 3 days but dammit, I'm needy okay?) Only she knows how bad things at home are. She's the one that makes me happy :)) I only needed a few socks from overseas, but my goddess bought me 14 pairs of socks!!!! FOURTEEN! and I only have a pair of feet. Along was a ton of other goodies as well, and smthg that I can't find in sg anymore. She actually remembered I used that :)))))))))))))))))))))

Hiaks, I think I'm a very bad gf in return. and I need to cheer up. I need to be there for her too. I haven't done anything for her lately. I'm just getting depressed, getting grouchy, getting fat and lazyyyyyyyyy.

I wish Sunday was longer. Time with you is never enough. We can do so much more. I don't want you to ever stop loving me.

I haven't updated for a long long time.

Reasons?
1. There are other ways I update.. Plurk, Twitter, Facebook(since i have facebook app on my BB). So logging in becomes a hassle alr.

2. I haven't had the time to sit down and write down my thoughts.

3. Maybe I really don't want to sit down and analyze what I am feeling. Maybe I'm afraid to know what I am feeling.

So there you go. Explanations for my inactivity.

and now, continuing with my inactivity.
So long, farewell!

Hello. Goodbye.

(to be continued)..

I'm like crazily playing this song on loop at Toca. Haha! It makes me feel so happy & carefree. It's like the perfect song for you to run lik the wind, to do a 120 on the road, to stand on e jetty at enjoy the breeze with your arms wide open :))))))))))

and and, there's a lesbian & gay couple in the MV.

Maybe 张悬 is gay? :p

I think I will go get some new chinese albums soon :)

With 3 of my close friends abroad in Kiwi Land, Europe and Bhangra Nation,
I'm extremely lonely. Ah yes, no internship, no job.. I'm just home everyday.

Feifei, if you were here, I would have someone to play tennis and go swimming with :(

With another close friend gg abroad for long term soon, I think my number of close friends will dwindle down to zero. (Eh hello are you reading this?)

Ara, I'm so bad at maintaining friendships. But hey, is it really me?

I HAVE NO MORE FRIENDS!!! HAHAHA!!
I only have my gf now.


Looking forward to a short trip this weekend, despite the fact that some people we don't want to be there will be there. (we = cass + carol)

I want to learn Japanese and be in Kawaii Land.