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It's so hard to have you all to myself.

我不想去想，因为我只会胡思乱想。

宝贝你可以给我多点时间吗？

I don't want to think about how I'm feeling.

I grew up with no love. I was always second.
I am a bitter child.

One day when I can't take it anymore, I will just end it all.

they come. they go. they wreck you.

We are doing a bet now. Whether she will fall asleep before she finish watching her movie in bed. and the prize is a meal at Sushi Tei. HAHAHA. I told her my budget is $100 only.

Hiaks, I know I will lose but it's okayy :)))

You know I'm willing to lose to you right?

I'm getting increasingly depressed and grouchy. My patience is wearing thin.
Nope. It's not good for me. I can't seem to be able to get out of it. and I can't expect my gf to either.

Just did a ton of housework. I wonder what my mother is in this house for if I'm doing most of the disgusting cleaning for the house. By saying that, I know people will think I'm super unfilial but oh well, I don't think I shall tell you about my ugly family problems here. Sometimes I wish I have no mother (minus 10yrs of my life for saying that. HAHA).

My gf's back. Finally. (I know it's only 3 days but dammit, I'm needy okay?) Only she knows how bad things at home are. She's the one that makes me happy :)) I only needed a few socks from overseas, but my goddess bought me 14 pairs of socks!!!! FOURTEEN! and I only have a pair of feet. Along was a ton of other goodies as well, and smthg that I can't find in sg anymore. She actually remembered I used that :)))))))))))))))))))))

Hiaks, I think I'm a very bad gf in return. and I need to cheer up. I need to be there for her too. I haven't done anything for her lately. I'm just getting depressed, getting grouchy, getting fat and lazyyyyyyyyy.

I wish Sunday was longer. Time with you is never enough. We can do so much more. I don't want you to ever stop loving me.

I haven't updated for a long long time.

Reasons?
1. There are other ways I update.. Plurk, Twitter, Facebook(since i have facebook app on my BB). So logging in becomes a hassle alr.

2. I haven't had the time to sit down and write down my thoughts.

3. Maybe I really don't want to sit down and analyze what I am feeling. Maybe I'm afraid to know what I am feeling.

So there you go. Explanations for my inactivity.

and now, continuing with my inactivity.
So long, farewell!

Hello. Goodbye.

(to be continued)..