stasi !

have to post this somewhere cause im taking it off the 'space

2007-08-07T03:38:02Z

When I think of drugs I think of crackheads on my motherfucking block, strung out, leaning, dozing off on the corner, coming through, a whole line of them. I was hustling when I was 12. We had the fiends going crazy; I would see them get addicted and I was loving it. By the time I was 15, that little crack money wasn’t doing it for me so I started robbing people. The crack shit was out the window. Of course I never touched any of that shit. I just keep it weed, my nigga. I don’t even do cigarettes. As far as trying other types of drugs, I be scared, man. I might pop a pill and see a fucking ghost or something, jump off a roof. My cousin was explaining the mushroom situation to me yesterday. I heard there’s mushrooms with cow shit on ‘em. That’s crazy! Niggas just be eating the shit with peanut butter. It’s a hallucinating drug so you just be seeing shit. Why would you want to be in that state of mind? Why would you want to see shit and talk to yourself? That’s not cool. I thought niggas used to take drugs to relax and calm themselves. It’s 2005 now, and niggas just want to hallucinate.

well, hello there

2007-02-08T07:05:48Z

Everyday is, literally, exactly the same. I need a HUGE but good change. Bring it on, but please, make it good.

I also would like a new phone and digital camera. Thanks

It's over

2006-07-15T20:48:54Z

The good times are killing me. It's all downhill from here

It says

2006-03-24T05:47:54Z

i've been signed on to my aim screename for almost 11 days.
The past two months have consisted of:
+ spring break
+ stuart
+ not much work
+ meeting guys from Agg town
+ hanging out with them everday
+ Richie, Ricardo, Mark, Jeff, ect etc
+ yayyayay
+ cooper coffee
+ Rich's quiz meet thing today
+ no school

My birthday is coming up. Someone should consider getting me some ink or a new wardrobe.

the only think i can think about

2006-01-16T07:07:11Z

is how i pawned 5 semi-good/good movies for $15. And how I fucking need a peanut butter and jelly sandwich right now.

Andrew Whiddon is in town for a little bit

So, you're probably thinking

2006-01-01T21:17:36Z

that i am dead. Nah, I will update with pictures when one of the following occurs:
A. I get a new digital camera because mine is fucking up
B. refer to A

Probably in the next two months. Stay tuned!

here's what happened friday

2005-11-28T05:38:33Z

I woke up at 1:15 am and got ready for work. Derica picked me up and we went to eat breakfast. Got to work at 4am. Worked from 4 to about 2pm.
Mall.
Then with Max, Derica and Greg to deep ellum. They saw some good band and Derica got her tragus pierced and i GOT MY SEPTUM PIERCED. Arhj it didn't hurt at all.
I took it out yesterday because it was kinda pierced crooked. I want it back though.

She was really really pretty in real life

2005-11-23T00:17:32Z

So Last Friday Derica and I met Nicole Richie. By the way, we like her alot.

Here is what happened, including pictures.

We parked at some shittyass lot.

We had gotten her book previously

We waited in line outside the Fashion Industry Gallery (FIG) for about an hour before they let people inside. The signing was being held on the second floor of the gallery, everything was pretty inside.
There was also a live band

There were camera crews all around

There was, of course, a line inside too. So while waiting, Derica got us some mixed drinks (half blue stuff & half vodka, etc).

We waited like another hour till she finally arrived. Nicole was immediately bombarded with interviews and pictures by camera crews/news programs. She wasn't that skinny.

Then she sat down to autograph

There wasn't time for talking to her or anything because there were so many people there, plus the people hosting it were just hanging her people's books to sign so she couldn't really stop to speak. I did get to shake her hand though.
After we got through the line we went to the bathroom for a while, we were kinda drunk.

When we got back to town we hung out with Joe

tomorrow

2005-11-11T06:02:27Z

> Get money out of the bank
> Attend school
> Work, with Derica
> Haul ass to Deep Ellum to see Metric. metricmetricsjfsjkf!! and maybe see Sylvia
> Maybe piercing tragus afterwards
> Maybe party after that

Happy Birthday Sylviacuntface

In broad day light kidnap you

2005-11-05T16:00:48Z

Had to wake up at 5:45 for a meeting at work. I somehow have today and tomorrow off, thankyou thank you thankyou. I guess all I need to do in the next two days is get this government project started/finished.
Next week alot of money has to be spent, not on fun things either.

Got this a week ago. I might go back and also get my tragus pierced later, all of that shit on my ears might look like crap though, dunno.

So it's

2005-10-22T15:22:33Z

It's 9am. As soon as I walk into the dentist's office they show me straight into the room and tell me to have a seat in that chair. Right to business.

The doctor was really nice and explained everything to me and said the anaesthesia will feel "cool." Okay, so they go ahead and set me up on that pulse monitor thing and begin. First they put that tube with the two inserts that go in my nose. Then he put the needle in my vein and attached the IV to it. The last thing I said was "I am starting to feel it" to the doctor, then I was out.

Apparently as soon as I woke up i called Derica or something, but I don't remember any of that. I don't remember the car ride home. I kinda remember walking into the house and seeing people putting the finishing touches on the wood floors.

I think we got home around 11 or something. I started throwing up cause the anaesthesia made me sick. Then I went to bed & woke up around 4. My cheeks were fucking huge then. I drank like 3 Strawberry Nouriche smoothies and started getting ready to go out.

Derica and I went to Cedar Hill and I attempted to eat real food, which didn't really work. Then did alot of other stuff. Got Brandon, went to Oak Cliff and hung out with Ryan. Went home, took alot of pills and went to sleep.

I just woke up and my face is horribly bruised and swollen worse than yesterday. Other than going to Dallas to get my eye brows/lashes dyed, I don't plan on going out. The way I look is so embarassing. :(

here ya go

2005-10-12T04:43:14Z

Tomorrow- work
Thursday- sleep
Friday- work then maybe tattoo
Saturday- wake up early for a work meeting
Sunday-Thursday- will suck/work everyday
Friday 9am- goodbye to the wisdom teeth
Saturday-Monday- downtime after removal

That smug expression

Jenny

Big ol grin

Stuart having a heart attack

My living room has looked like this for the past few days.

Check out the machine

Close-up of machine

I need to make

2005-10-04T05:44:08Z

winter plans. Like visiting Denton again & going thrifting. Oh fuck, and to apply for college.
Oh yeah,

I got

2005-10-01T07:45:11Z

my ears gauged. 6. Worst pain in the world.

My life feels like crap.

rough schedule

2005-09-26T02:25:50Z

Sunday - finish government project
Monday - do some stat
Tuesday - find out if Derica got hired
Wednesday - work
Thursday - finish homework
Friday - get paid. work. Get ears gauged, 6/4. OMGZ ITS SO UGLY/GROSS/WHATEVER, shut up. Derica gets industrial
Saturday - spend some money. work. go out if no work next day

hey, it's derica's birthday

2005-09-14T06:18:16Z

THE BIG 1-8.
Renting a room at the Holiday Inn on Saturday. Come all

turns out

2005-09-07T06:23:00Z

there are like a million pictures I took that have never been posted due to them being really shitty or me forgetting.

Well,

I think I'm obviously driving shitfaced. and cockeyed

[RACHEL'S BDAY]

The card I made Rachel

itty bitty straw @ Mia's

^fat

[END]

nasty ass tan

[RUSSIA]

This stuff is history, guys

OMGZ LOL!!!!

crappyasspieceofshitdisappointment book

Before I boarded the plane back, I saw this

[END]

MMmmmmmm

I don't know who these punks are

need some polaroids

2005-09-06T03:58:53Z

Guess who we saw this weekend?

So, maybe in a couple of days I will have a different job.
There is nasty ass blood coming out of my mouth, my earholes and my pinky toe.
jk!! Maybe when I get paid in two weeks I will get Derica a great prezent hehehe

and then Bryanjyjksdfhkj

The more drugs I do, the shittier my entries become.
jk!!!

kill 'em again

2005-08-29T22:10:09Z

This next month is going to be Derica's bday month. Out of control partying every weekend I guess. Then October.

The guy that's supposed to be doing our fireplace hasn't showed up in 2 weeks and we already paid him.

ready steady go

2005-08-24T05:29:57Z

Yesterday was the first day of school. Our school is, like, huuuuge. Like, the second biggest in the nation. Today I got suspended for not following the dresscode. Today I also fell asleep standing up at work.

Everyone looks greasy

you're supposed to drop some beat

2005-08-20T19:12:00Z

There's a huge fucking hole in the ceiling of my living room cause we are getting our chimney/fireplace redone. The hole leads up to the attic. Attic = hot. So the situation is, it's realllly reallly hot in my house now.

dentondenton

2005-08-13T06:21:52Z

We visited.

First we bought some snacks for the drive there. Only like an hour though. Buying that gum was a mistake. Nasty nasty mistakegum

We got to Derica's dad's house and he has dogs. They are super annoying and bite people's/eachother's faces.

Then we went to eat Mexican

Derica's dad's friend Casey took us to a little Denton tour in the evening & we went to this kharma coffee lounge.

lounge lounge lounge
walk
Casey leaves and we walk around Denton on our own. Fry street is the main "hip" street around UNT and by downtown so we walk around for a coupla hours

Real cool liberal stuff, real cool

Later we went into some shithead dorms. All the rooms were asleep. We wanted candy real bad from the vending machine but it got caught and we couldn't get it out. Apparently we were making so much noise that this girl came out trying to see what was wrong

They were those gummi fruiti candies

Tour of UNT was the next morning. It was okay. The school is pretty badass in how it's basically arts and music & stuff. I guess I'm going to major in advertising and minor in either business or marketing, i don't know yet.

We also went to the mall out there. I got some earrings to get my ear gauging started. They are only 14s but I'm probably going to move up to the next size in 2 weeks.
I really want to read these two magazines but I never have time to do anything.
Oohhhhh yeah. Shitty ass mall, shitty ass picture booth that we mistook for being one of those cool ones that give you the row of 4 pics. What the hell, nope. It turned out being this weird portrait type drawing

I got

2005-08-10T23:40:00Z

back from Russia and stuff. It was okay. I didn't do much. Went to the regular tourist places, went to aunt's house, went to the market and that's about it.

Crazy things happened the day I came back. Then the next day I got into a car accident or something. Big ol mess.
I'm actually supposed to be at work right now but I got permission to leave cause of being sickie. Tomorrow Rachel, Derica and I are supposed to drive out to Denton & then tour UNT on Friday.
I took more pictures than that in Russia but I will probably end up never posting them.
I got my schedule for my senior year today. Fucking mess too. Since I dropped out of physics last year I have to take this bullshit, stupidpeopleclass for a year to compensate for that, IPC or something.

whoopah

2005-07-20T21:39:13Z

So, I'm going to Moscow, Russia tomorrow. To visit family and stuff. God, it's going to suck so bad. You guys should really email me thought, I'll try to respond if i get to my aunt's computer.

Have big plans for when I come back, alright. I'm coming back in two weeks. Looong flight but lots of pictures. Gooodbyee.

i got an ipod photototototo

2005-07-12T17:40:19Z

Tonight was great. I hung out with Derica and Rachel at the vets for a while. Took some Adderall then drove to DeSoto and we all hung out with Jacob. For like 3 hours. Derica and I haven't been to sleep yet, not sure if we will tonight either. I felt real fine last night. Okay, here they are...

Oh yeah, we eat/drink food like this now

& GUESS WHO FUCKING CAME TO TOWN???!!! Andrew Whiddondjhgf

P.S. MY HAIR IS BACK 2 DARK & I GOT A COOL GADGET yeeeee