Mon, 23 Apr 2007 05:05:27 GMT

why am i always the one getting fucked over.
seriously why am i always the one who gets walked all over again and again.
im so fed up at this point. im starting not to care.
maybe he should just go date his friends, cause he treats them a wholee lot better than hes been treating me latley.
and when i bring it up, he acts like nothings happened.
he's a fucking liar. thats all he is..one fuckinggoddamnpieceofshit beautiful liar.
but i can't stop loving him.
i cant stop this feeling. he's hurting me so much yet i stand there and take it.
like a blow to the face.

and to top it off, my phone got disconnected. damn you tmobile. damn you sidekick thats useless to me. damn you boyfriend, whose also pretty damn useless to me. just dammit.

Sun, 04 Jun 2006 03:18:54 GMT

any hope i've ever had..

is gone.

i can't go on like this.

jeanaaamichelle

is gone.

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