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movin on up [23 Jul 2005|01:22pm] [ mood | happy ] I get to move into my new apartment on monday with my 3 new roomies kelly, tanisha, and stephany. cant wait, this should be fun. id show ya pictures but i cant figure out how to upload em. july 31st ill be in costa rica for an awsome 10 day vacation in paradice. next semester is going to be friggin ridiculous with everyone from melbourne movin here the only reason to go back now is for a good swell 6| catch a wave

its over [23 May 2005|07:53pm] [ mood | frustrated ] [ music | cursive~the recluse ] How'd I end up here to begin with? I don't know. Why do I start what I can't finish? Oh please, don't barrage me with questions to all those ugly answers. My ego's like my stomach- it keeps shitting what I feed it. But maybe I don't want to finish anything, anymore... its all over, it fuckin sucks but i will deal with it. shes prolly going to stick with him, im not possitive but she has givin enough clues to know that its over between us. she wants to be friends but all i see is wasted potential. im going to her friends house tonight to party and meet the boyfriend who ive pissed off for the past week. this should be interesting. all i know is me and this 1.75 liter bottle of captian morgan are going to become very good friends tonight. carpe fucking diem. 1| catch a wave

24 hour love update [15 May 2005|11:37pm] [ mood | loved ] [ music | hot hot heat ] yea so since that thursday night weve been hangin out like every minute of every day. i cant decide if i should enjoy our time together while we have it and hope for the best when her b/f moves or if i should break ties to lessen the blow later. last night i had off of work and i called kat and tried to get her to call out and come with me to melbourne. she said she had to work which she did go to, but when ahe got there they didn't really need her. so she got off after 20 minutes and called me to which im already in melbourne. any way she wanted to come so i gave her directions and sure enough an hour and a half later shes meeting all my family and friends. my family loves her soo much cuz she outgoing, really smart and loves to help out around the house n such. so we drank and hung out, listend to some live music compliments to erin and adam azar. even bonny blankenships mom was playin some tunes. as usual we stayed up way too late talkin about how we would be if we did date. not goin into detail but it would be interesting and riskay. as last time showd, as soon as we made it to work the gossip started. But i say fuck it, let the immature be, while we go our own way. im supposed to be hangin with kat but shes asleep seeing as we did only get another 4 hours night of sleep in the past 72 hours. but all in all todo esta muy bien :) 2| catch a wave

So isn't it Ironic [14 May 2005|01:53pm] [ mood | loved for 24 hours ] [ music | AFI ] So isn't it Ironic when you meet the perfect girl only to find her boy friend is moving in with he in 9 days. this girl is amazing and I can't believe it cant work out. this was the first time I felt I liked someone and didn't just want to hook up. I met her at bennigans where she a hostess. I guess from the first the I saw her I just needed to hang out and get to know her. so she 22 English major who just graduated UCF. shes going to gainsvill for a masters in law school. she, like perfect height, perfect completion, and perfectly intelligent. We hit it off The bat like no other. it was crazy. this was actually The first time I was nervous around a girl Since high school. gives me The butterflys just thinking about it. so we went to drink at Fridays last Thursday night. my buddy alex came to help out just in case I was fuckin up, but there Was no need. shes a light weight and didn't need a DuI So I offered to drive home. on the any home, she even passed my moms test, about me opening her door first and by The time I get to my door it was unlocked. shes only the second girl to pass that one. next day were both calling into work late cuz I drove and we both didn't want to come a So early. we talked about her boyfriend at breakfast in dennys and I guess she's stickin with him. too bad cuz he lives in like Michigan and its been a long distance Thing for a year and a half. we just Spent the whole morning together watchin a movie and enjoying or 24 hour relationship. who knows, guess my day will come. damn close calls 1| catch a wave

[19 Apr 2005|12:40am] [ mood | gulty ] so i feel kinda guilty for the things i do at work. sunday i made a shit load of money with my usual methods including my newly found cheat. i just feel like karma is going to really really smack me back. today kinda suxed and im assuming its the karma, so this morning i actually woke up on time (4hours of sleep) and made it to class only to find out it was cancled. yea so i tried to make the best of it and go to breakfast at dennys. it kinda suxed, my hashbrowns were soggy, but yea. next i had 1 hour to buy a newton's cradle for a dynamics extra credit problem. i went to 2 radioshacks, a superwalmart, a supertarget, an officemax, the specers at ovito mall. and finally found it in the spencers in sanford (45min away). yea so i missed calc III review and the test handout. 2 outa 4 partners bailed on the extra credit problem. on top of that i drove to ucf, then took the shuttle home only to relize my car is back at ucf. catch a wave

[13 Apr 2005|12:33pm] [ mood | straight up content ] [ music | radiohead, idioteqe ] radiohead is my new fav band 1| catch a wave

[13 Apr 2005|01:48am] [ mood | awake ] Advanced Global Personality Test Results Extraversion |||||||||||||||||||| 90% Stability |||||||||||||||||||| 86% Orderliness |||||||||||||||||||| 83% Empathy |||||| 30% Interdependence || 10% Intellectual |||||||||||||||||||| 83% Mystical |||||||||||| 50% Artistic || 10% Religious |||| 16% Hedonism |||||||||||||||||||| 90% Materialism |||||||||||||||||| 76% Narcissism |||||||||||||||||||| 83% Adventurousness |||||||||||||||||||| 90% Work ethic |||||||||||||||||||| 90% Self absorbed |||||||||||||||| 70% Conflict seeking |||||||||||||||| 63% Need to dominate |||||||||||||||||||| 90% Romantic |||||||||||||||||||| 90% Avoidant || 10% Anti-authority |||||||||||||||||||| 83% Wealth |||||||||||||| 56% Dependency |||||||||||| 43% Change averse |||||||||||||||| 70% Cautiousness |||||| 30% Individuality |||||||||||||||| 70% Sexuality |||||||||||||||||| 76% Peter pan complex |||||| 23% Physical security |||||||||||||||||||| 90% Food indulgent || 10% Histrionic |||||||||||||||||||| 90% Paranoia |||||||||||||||| 70% Vanity |||||||||||||||| 63% Hypersensitivity |||||||||||||| 56% Female cliche || 10% Take Free Advanced Global Personality Test personality tests by similarminds.com Stability results were very high which suggests you are extremely relaxed, calm, secure, and optimistic. Orderliness results were high which suggests you are overly organized, reliable, neat, and hard working at the expense too often of flexibility, efficiency, spontaneity, and fun. Extraversion results were very high which suggests you are overly talkative, outgoing, sociable and interacting at the expense too often of developing your own individual interests and internally based identity. trait snapshot: clean, likes large parties, outgoing, makes friends easily, optimistic, positive, social, high self control, traditional, assertive, rarely irritated, self revealing, open, finisher, high self concept, controlling, rarely worries, tough, likes to stand out, does not like to be alone, semi neat freak, fearless, dominant, trusting, organized, resolute, strong, practical, craves attention, adventurous, hard working, respects authority, brutally honest, realist, altruistic catch a wave

[11 Apr 2005|03:59pm] [ mood | discontent ] [ music | grateful dead ] im officially single....again. i really dont think me n crystal are going to date for a third time so im going to put this behind me and see what else is out there. only isue being, last time this happined there wasn't much out there. wish me luck 3| catch a wave

[17 Mar 2005|02:44am] [ mood | contemplative ] so i had this dream the other night that i was at one of amy's party's in melbourne and i was on the computer in the middle of her living room down stairs. well i was reading an ex-g/f's web site when a short brown haired girl walked up n just told me to quit living in the past, live in the present, and look forward to the future. it was the most motivational piece of advice ever yet i still find it so hard to follow through with. as always, carpe diem. 4| catch a wave

[11 Mar 2005|01:47am] [ mood | contemplative ] its funny how you only want what u cant have. i had it, yet i didn't want it, now i dont have it, and i want it. spring break starts tomorrow and my type A personality cant handle the free time already. NFG concert tomorrow get buzzed at bennigans enjoy the show 3| catch a wave

[09 Mar 2005|01:36am] [ mood | running out of time ] yea i have a crazy hard calc exam that is thursday, if anyone has to take this test before 10:30, please tell me whats gonna be on it cuz i have to relearn calc II i take this test no partying till sat New Found Glory concert this fri, bet u bitches u wish u could go 1| catch a wave

[05 Mar 2005|02:54am] [ mood | drunk ] yay im drunk n livin it up. wanna hook up? bet u cant guess these song lyrics Hey lady--you got the love I need Maybe more than enough. Oh darling... walk a while with me Ooh, you’ve got so much... Many times I loved Many times been bitten Many times I’ve gazed Along the open road. Many times I’ve lied Many times I’ve listened Many times I’ve wondered How much there is to know. Many dreams come true And some have silver linings I live for my dream And a pocketful of gold. Mellow is the man Who knows what he’s been missing Many many men Can’t see the open road. Many is a word That only leaves you guessing Guessing ’bout a thing You really ought to know, ooh! You really ought to know I really ought to know! Oooh, you know I should, you know I should, you know I should... 2| catch a wave

[04 Mar 2005|01:19am] seventy times 7 Current mood: awake So, is that what you call a getaway? Tell me what you got away with. Cause I've seen more spine on jellyfish... and I've seen more guts on eleven-year-old kids. Have another drink and drive yourself home. I hope there's ice on all the roads. And you can think of me when you forget your seatbelt, and again when your head goes through the windshield. love brand new ps. ill try and keep in touch w/ ya guys on here catch a wave

im not even drunk [03 Mar 2005|01:11am] [ mood | indifferent ] i want a serious girlfriend, i want to quit smoking and drinking, i want to not depend on pills or synthetic highs, i want to have an intership that makes more than a waiter, i dont want to have to worry about money, i want to live in a nice apartment thats not so damn dirty all the time, i want to be home, i want to be in costa rica, i want to move to hawaii, i want to be able to see my girlfriend on a more day to day basis rather than month to month, i want to have crazy sex for a week straight with someone i actually care about, i want school to be over, i want the homework to stop, i want to be wanted, and most of all i want to be happy. how about u? 3| catch a wave

[12 Oct 2004|09:29pm] [ mood | dealing with it ] [ music | cursive ] statistics test monday materials test tuesday statistics test wednesday statistics h/w wednesday statics h/w thursday statics test tuesday work-wednesday thursday friday saturday sunday monday tuesday ps. i am not drinking any more until october 30th, and im now limiting myself to a pack of ciggaretes every 2 days---->good idea or not? pps. crystal #3 is next in line 2| catch a wave

[08 Oct 2004|11:52am] hey party on saturday oct 9th, and u better get ur asses outa melborring and make it over here, we have back up plan if cops come too :) i totally bombed my second calc test in a row = chris drops class = graduation pushed back at least 2 semesters = chris is on his way to becoming a professional student welcome to my world lets all run from reality and forget we are all tied to time 1| catch a wave

[01 Oct 2004|02:01am] [ mood | rejuvenated ] yea so party at chris's on saturday night, please feel free to come and invite a friend. so i had a crazy night at work on monday, first the hurricane rained inside causing all the computers to fuck up and only some printers to work but that was just the beggining. by the end of the night, a biligerant drunk told our manager to fuck off, when the mannager told the man to leave, he asked how to get out, "the same fuckin way you came in!" compliments to my manager. then i found our busser passed out in the bathroom, so a 911 call later, shes fine and doesn't need to go to the hospital, just low suger level (shes diabetic). one of my tables told me to fuck off. a table of two was kicked out for smoking ciggaretes, and it wasn't even a full moon wednesday night me and lucus we walking home from ucf when a car full of hot chicks were yellin at us. i told em we need a ride and we could squeeze in, but they laughed and sayed if we want to sit on there boyfriends. "its ok u guys are hot anyway!!" definitly was a bost to my confidence. tomorrow i come home and go to the almighty sun shoppe. and lucus might come tomorrow or saturday, well find out tomorrow. 3| catch a wave

[27 Sep 2004|03:45am] [ mood | drunk ] so i have this master plan of how become rich in 90 seconds. it first must only be 90 seconds. second you need a mogtorcycle and a van with a ramp into the back of it. so heres the plan, first call a bomb threat to the local highschool telling the police that the bomb is in one of the lockers or the cieling, next u wait aproximatly 15 minutes which then you head to a bank of your liking near the school therefore all cops will be at the school. next you enter the bank in masks, and you take only the money in thecash register, it takes less time. so 90 seconds go by and you now posses about $100,000 so u leave jump on the motorcyle and ride it 2 lefts and a right to the van, since the van has a ramp you drive the bike into the van and drive off undetected. then of wich you despose of the evidence and congragulate urselves on ur victory. sound like a plan? by the way if ur a cop and reading this, its a figment of my imagination, im drunk and would never think to ever try this feat. i just saw it in a compilation of movies. yea and please disregard that last entry, i dont know how to delete it catch a wave

[26 Sep 2004|01:11am] [ mood | lonely ] so guess im crying now over jellocy but im not sure, its the first time ive cried in a long time.....who knows, all i know is that im over not having a girlfriend, and im drunk as usual 1| catch a wave

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