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| and it's coming through the door |
[14 Oct 2008|02:22pm] |
recently, while out reading,
i walked between a mirror
and a blog and, startled,
saw my doppleblogger and
myself becoming indiscernable
as we stretched toward infinity.
even our differences refused
to serve as the kind handholds
i expected would help me climb
back down into individuality,
instead acting only as slippery,
shifting, sickening proof
of the floating foundation of
predilection. and yet this reflection
in whose eyes and lines i
see mine and the abyss of sky--
she is not so by chance, but by
affection, held in common. what
better to be cornerstone?
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[13 Oct 2008|11:57pm] |
oh fuck gamma sig has taken over my liffffffeeeeeee
what a life though i guess. the first like 50 pics of me on facebook are from gamma sig events.
dinner with wesley. shit's going on, i don't even fucking know, and i don't have time to care.
oh and i'm in love with the kids i tutor. they are my heart.
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[13 Oct 2008|01:44pm] |
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What's wrong with me?
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[13 Oct 2008|12:15pm] |
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[12 Oct 2008|09:21pm] |
i just want to eat everything.
i had a good weekend. another BA tailgate, gametime, tiredness, catching up on sleep (kinda), hanging out with rebbers and FINALLY booking a hotel room/securing a ticket for georgia-florida. ummm went to atlanta today for founder's day and it was fun. we did a rededication and i met a lot of sisters from atlanta schools. we also went to forever 21 where a got a really cute dress and we saw da kittens and holla it was fun. wes and i had a talk and it went well. his birthdizzle is tomorrowwwwwwwww.
time to eat and not do homework!
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[11 Oct 2008|07:37pm] |
go dawgs
old el jay brought me this:
Your dating personality profile:
Big-Hearted - You are a kind and caring person. Your warmth is inviting, and your heart is a wellspring of love.
Liberal - Politics matters to you, and you aren't afraid to share your left-leaning views. You would never be caught voting for a conservative candidate.
Funny - You laugh often. People never accuse you of lacking a sense of humor. You don't take yourself too seriously. | Your date match profile:
Funny - You consider a good sense of humor a major necessity in a date. If his jokes make you laugh, he has won your heart.
Practical - You are drawn to people who are sensible and smart. Flashy, materialistic people turn you off. You appreciate the simpler side of living.
Shy - You are put off by people who are open books. You are drawn to someone who is a bit more mysterious. You want to draw him out of his shell and get to know what he is all about. | Your Top Ten Traits
1. Big-Hearted
2. Liberal
3. Funny
4. Adventurous
5. Romantic
6. Outgoing
7. Stylish
8. Intellectual
9. Sensual
10. Practical
| Your Top Ten Match Traits
1. Funny
2. Practical
3. Shy
4. Adventurous
5. Big-Hearted
6. Romantic
7. Conservative
8. Athletic
9. Intellectual
10. Traditional
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Take the Online Dating Profile Quiz at Dating Diversions
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[11 Oct 2008|02:40am] |
god i LOVE reading old el jay. there really is nothing better.
( a stupid quiz thing )
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[10 Oct 2008|11:45am] |
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What do you smell like today?
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| in which my life turns back into my junior year of high school |
[10 Oct 2008|02:11am] |
Just after posting about being alone, my ex best friend, ex precisely because we haven't been talking, contacted me with what bloomed into a long conversation. He makes me smarter, funnier, more interesting. (If only he could make me skinnier and to care about my schoolwork...)
And my other absent best friend is going to come back to visit soon.
Things. Even when they change they stay the same.
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| blasaie faire |
[09 Oct 2008|09:41pm] |
I wouldn't say I'm depressed.
First because that's way too drastic.
Second, depression has to do with being sad. I'm not really sad.
I'm just -- lower. I'm less interested in my schoolwork, and also in socializing. I'm less physically active, less community-engaged, etc. It's not like anything is terrible; just that things were supposed to have gotten better by now, I was supposed to feel less lonely or more interested or more interesting. It's not even bad, it's just not as good as it should be. I wish I cared about my schoolwork because then it would be easier to do it. I wish I were doing something for my birthday on Saturday because then it would be something to look forward to rather than kind of regret.
But that's silly.
And I keep saying this, but, it's good to want to graduate. It's good that I want to move on.
(It's better to have loved and lost, it's better to have loved, it's better.)
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[09 Oct 2008|05:24pm] |
i love my life and everyone in it.
i am so lucky
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[08 Oct 2008|03:29pm] |
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I got a Betta from the table at the Parents' Weekend brunch the other day. He came with some pellets in his bowl so I went to Wal-Mart and got Betta pellets. But he's not eating them and I'm getting really worried.
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[08 Oct 2008|02:12pm] |
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The London-based street artist Banksy presents a number of fascinating tensions through which to study street art as social action. He is able to use the geography of the city as a mise-en-scene for social critique, combining recognizable images and symbols into new statements and placing these in unexpected—but highly visible—places in the city. Banksy’s highly recognizable work has become quite famous internationally, in no small part for its social critique, which has both proponents and detractors. In August, Banksy painted several pieces in the city of New Orleans to commemorate the third anniversary of Hurricane Katrina, causing bloggers and graffiti enthusiasts to sing his praises. But the paintings beg several questions. Can graffiti serve as public discourse, as Banksy claims, or does it alienate its target audience by being perceived as property destruction? Banksy seems to have overcome this problem in England, where his graffiti is considered art, but how does crossing national boundaries change the way his work is perceived? Additionally, how do new media such as blogs and internet news change the process by which Banksy’s work is understood? Can street art, which relies so heavily on location both in terms of immediate placement and cultural relevance, be effective when made by a cultural outsider?
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[08 Oct 2008|12:33pm] |
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i've lost about 20 pounds in three weeks.
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[07 Oct 2008|09:44pm] |
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cherished sriracha
religious experience
delectably yours
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| and i'm the one driving through the land... |
[07 Oct 2008|04:15pm] |
i love saves the day so much and i don't even care that it's possibly the lamest band ever.
despair could ravage you if you turn your head around to look down the path
that's lead you here,
cause what can you change?
you're a vessel now
floating down the waterways.
the nice boss was at work today.... it's a nice day outside and i want to go for a run but i have to go to the SLC by 6 and i don't have time to shower or anything like that. so i guess i'll just chill in my underwear on facebook listening to saves the day. great substitute. maybe i should make a dinner because i'll be at the slc from 5:30 to 9:30 at least.
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