make a chick wanna hate,
when it rains, it reminds me of you. although 2000 miles is so far, i still always walk outside in the rain & kiss it just for you. it never fails me. the rain will always come, & i'll always love you. next time you see a storm on the horizon, please don't fear. its just heaven doing me the favor of taking you my kiss. walk outside & kiss the rain whenever you need me.♥
January 21, 06
So, it's been awhile.
a lot has changed,
and a lot is the same.
it's classic to hear the 'no one likes you'
'everyone hates you' ...deal right?
but the thing is;
it shouldn't insult anyone that hears it.
because, it really isn't about how many people
"like you" or how many you are friends with.
It's all about how many true & genuine friends you
I'm not afraid of hearing an insult about myself.
It's not a big deal.
I can sit here right now and make fun of myself.
It shows a lot about myself.
Highschool is just another word for Drama, I'd say.
'you're lucky to survive it.'
well, surviving each new thing, isn't so hard when
you have your head on straight and you have a high
I am a very strong girl. I don't mean strength so much
in physical means, but more in emotions.
I can use the constant "they're just jealous." line,
a lot, & does that make me sound conceited?
No. It might to some; but.. if they weren't jealous,
why would people spend so much time talking about me?
I'm not insecure, many people would probably thing so.
But, believe it, or not, I'M NOT.
I'm a very open girl, and I'll tell you what you'd like
to know about me.
I'm not into nosey people,
but what else can I do but provide you with the truth?
I often can refer to myself as the school newspaper.
Not in a conceited way by any means at ll. But everyone is too
interested in my life. It's not bad, I guess I know I'm not boring!
"you live and you learn!"
I can say I relate to Paris a lot. One reason being everyone is
out to listen for the new thing about me. Or her.
I'm only a freshman, and some very immature senior girls don't
realize, what they make themselves look like. Nothing but lower
than me, when their intentions are to make themselves look higher.
I guess everyone enjoys a new gossip topic right?
Should I be flattered to be everyones?
I'm not interested in being the schools hype,
because who i am NOW, isn't who I am after I graduate.
Four simple years of being nervous, sad, and angry,
over a reputation isn't much of a big deal & it's stupid
to waste your life on those things.
So basically, I focus on what is really true to me.
I believe in myself & it really doesn't matter what
people say or think about you.
December 23, 05
i'm seriously so excited.
i ended up doing my shopping last night.
that was fun. =]
i made a huuge cookie last night,
for Earth Science.
& today I made it into a Mid-Ocean Ridge.
I didn't want to eat any of it,
haven't been too hungry lately,
so i planned on taking it home;
i forgot & went to DDP to finish my pen.
& I didn't even get it finished..
he's letting me finish tuesday,
but no one is supposed to know =]
oh well, i wouldn't have eaten it anyways.
Tonight we are exchanging gifts.
I think, if all goes as planned. =]
It'll be fun.
December 20, 05
today was a good day. =]
i need to schedule my hair appt.
i want to go to the boy's basketball game,
butttt i have a terrriible pounding headache &
no ride. =[
sorry abbey. & everyone else i told that i was going.
i'm doing a lot of christmas shopping tomorrow,
my math test was switched 'til tomorrow, yay?
i actually went to school on time today.
i'm extremely tired.
i need rest to get this headache away..
if you're reading this, IM me on my cell phone..
I liked my hair today.
Gym was so stupid today. I didn't even want to change.
I especially like it how there's a pregnant girl in my class. cuuutiiie.
Friday will be gooodd boii<3
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