Kara

_sucha__sucker @ 2008-09-27T16:50:00

2008-09-27T20:51:00Z

I prefer real life.

_sucha__sucker @ 2008-09-21T18:32:00

2008-09-21T22:34:06Z

Remember when friends used to actually be a part of each others' lives?
That definition still stands true, but I don't think we do anymore.

_sucha__sucker @ 2008-09-19T16:53:00

2008-09-19T20:53:38Z

nineteen days.

_sucha__sucker @ 2008-06-09T02:51:00

2008-06-09T06:52:21Z

I never thought that I could be this happy. I am so, so lucky.

_sucha__sucker @ 2008-05-14T18:31:00

2008-05-14T16:36:16Z

TOMORROW I GET TO SIT IN ON THE KUNG FU PANDA PRESS CONFERENCE WITH JACK BLACK, JACKIE CHAN, DUSTIN HOFFMAN, AND ANGELINA FUCKING JOLIE.

Today I also saw Natalie Portman and Sean Oenn on their way to the Jury press conference.

Yesterday I went on Paris Lastis' Yacht to organize an interview that will take place friday with Harrison Ford, George Lucas, Shia LeBeouf, and Karen Allen.

Tomorrow I will also be working with Mary Hart and the entire crew for Entertainment Tonight, who I went out to dinner with last nite.

I love my internship and my life right now.

_sucha__sucker @ 2008-05-04T02:04:00

2008-05-04T00:09:46Z

Last nite I totally ID'd Gemma McFarland on John Mayer Has a TV Show. I thought it was really funny.

Today I went to the beach all day, went topless, got wayyyy too drunk off of sneaky pete's, got Mexycannes for dinner [incredible], and passed out by 8 o'clock. It's 2a now and I just woke up. I am SO sunburned it's painful as shit. Any advice for getting rid of it?

_sucha__sucker @ 2008-03-11T08:15:00

2008-03-11T12:24:16Z

1. Was your last kiss a mistake?
definitely not.

2. When was the last time you cried really, really hard?
uhh probably a month ago.

3. If the world was to end tomorrow, what would you be doing right now?
I think we'd all be sitting out on the beach, listening to music.

4. What was the last thing you heard?
dispatch.

5. What is bothering you right now?
food sitch at le college

6. Do you think slavery was wrong?
uhhhhh obviously.

7. Have you ever seen somebody get shot?
no.

8. When was the last time you got into a physical fight?
I haven't been in a legit physical fight since I was 16, but that was more self defense.

9. Who do you tell everything to?
Heather.

10. Who tells you everything?
Heather, I hope?

12. Last missed call?
it's been 6 weeks since I've had a phone. I don't miss it.

13. Where are you?
in my bed

14. Does your head hurt?
nopeee

15. Favorite number(s)?
9, 33

16. Do you have a weird laugh?
i don't care if it is, because I love it.

17. Have you ever played truth or dare?
yep

18. When was the last time you saw your father?
January 30

19. Name a lyric from the song you're listening to?
I stole the ring from the flying horses...

20. Do you use your friends?
never

21. Do you like to read?
I really love it. Trying to find a new book right now. Hopefully going to start reading novels in french. We'll see how that goes.

22. Do you fight with your parents often?
kinda, but nothing big

23. Where is the shirt you're wearing from?
Old Navy

24. Have you ever licked anyone?
yes

25. Have you ever been in a car accident?
yeah

26. Do you have to check in with your parents before you go someplace?
nope, but I let them know if I'm leaving.

27. The thing that was bothering you before, is it still bothering you?
yes.

28. How often do you shower?
every day.

29. Do you know anyone with cancer?
yes.

30. Who last texted you?
no idea.

31. Where did you spend Christmas?
Home.

32. The person that texted you did they text you first?
no idea.

33. Do you think the whole day is better if you smoke pot?
nope.

34. Has anyone ever saved your life?
yea

35. The screename you have now, was it your first screename?
no, my first screen name was kara9. because i was 9. cute.

36. Do you get good grades?
not as good as I could if I tried harder.

37. Are you good at math?
if I take my time.

38. Do you know a secret about anybody?
yes.

39. Who cooks dinner in your home?
Me or my Mom

40. Did you ever go to a special learning center?
no

41. Have you ever thought about getting your nose pierced?
still am.

42. Have you ever passed out on the bathroom floor?
yes.

43. Do you start the water before you get in the shower or when you get in?
after I get in. I just stand away from it.

44. What did you do today?
woke up happy, class 9-12, lunch with good dessert, have class in liek 3 min

45. Ever brushed your teeth while in the shower?
always do at school

46. Have you ever thought about your death?
yeahh sometimes

47. Who was last person to call you?
no idea.

48. How many siblings do you have?
1 brother.

49.. Plans for tomorrow?
class, cooking course, being too full

50. Do you like taking pictures?
yes

_sucha__sucker @ 2008-03-10T15:44:00

2008-03-10T19:47:19Z

Also Also, for the sake of my own recollection 800 years from now, this year I had the best valentine's day I've ever had.

_sucha__sucker @ 2008-03-10T15:41:00

2008-03-10T19:45:10Z

Also, I'm really not looking forward to going back to Quinnipiac. But I am looking forward to the next 3 months, Paris this weekend, Rome the weekend after with Mike for Easter, and Scotland for ten days at the end of March/beginning of April, Amsterdam at the end of April, Ireland sometime in May, every other day being here with people I really love, the festival in May, and honestly everything in between.

Life is going too fast right now. I want to hold onto it before it's lost.

_sucha__sucker @ 2008-03-10T15:35:00

2008-03-10T19:38:40Z

"We Will Become Silhouettes" by The Postal Service will forever remind me of reading Ender's Game on the bus on the way to school in ninth grade, and how it made me feel.

_sucha__sucker @ 2008-02-21T10:50:00

2008-02-21T15:52:40Z

Today I was licked by a french dog on the beach and accosted by a bird who almost took my life.

C'est tout.

_sucha__sucker @ 2008-02-17T14:58:00

2008-02-17T20:01:19Z

I've decided to take out my lip ring.
good story, right?

I'm in a bum mood. Stupid things are getting me down that i just shouldn't let get me down. Most things here are amazing, i'm just letting certain people get me down.

I went to the Carnaval de Nice today and it was incredible.

The end.

_sucha__sucker @ 2008-02-16T09:53:00

2008-02-16T15:12:59Z

Rule #1:
If you open this you take it.

Rule # 2:
You are NOT ALLOWED to explain ANYTHING unless someone messages you and asks

Rule #3:
Only answer True or False

Q: Kissed someone on your friends list? True
Q: Been arrested? True
Q: Kissed someone you didn't like? True
Q: Do you like someone? True
Q: Held a snake? True
Q: Been suspended from school? False
Q: Been fired from a job? False
Q: Sang karaoke? True
Q: Done something you told yourself you wouldn't? True
Q: Laughed until you started crying? True
Q: Caught a snowflake on your tongue? True
Q: Kissed in the rain? True
Q: Sang in the shower? True
Q: Sat on a roof top? True
Q: Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on? False
Q: Broken a bone? True
Q: Shaved your head? False
Q: Played a prank on someone? True
Q: Shot a gun? True
Q: Donated Blood? False
Q: Had your heart broken? True

"Who was your last?"
Just be 100% truthful

LAST PERSON.

1. You hung out with? Everyone last nite
2. You texted? Probably Krystian? I don't have a phone here.
3. You were in a car with? uhh my dad
4. Went to the movies with? uhhh Chris, Brianne, and Jerome? Superbad. I don't do movie theaters often.
5. Person you went to the shops with? Taylor, Jenna, and Jaime
6. You talked on the phone? Mom
7. Made you laugh? uhh myself last nite
8. You hugged? I really dont know? Maybe Renee?

WOULD YOU RATHER...

1. Pierce your nose or tongue? Nose.
2. Die in a fire or get shot? Get shot.

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY...

1. Sun or moon? Sun
2. Winter or Fall? Fall
3. Left or Right? Right
4. Sunny or rainy? Sunny
5. Where do you live? Cannes, France.
6. Club or pub? Pub for sure
7. Is there 1 or 2 people who you can always trust and rely on? Yeah
8. Do you want to get married? Eventually.
9. Do you twirl your spaghetti or cut it? I cut it because I'm secretly a 5 year old.
10. What time is it? 404p
11. Are you afraid of commitment? yep.
12. What is your greatest hope/wish? To see the world.
13. Do you cook? oh yeahhh
14. Current mood? wishing i werent hungover. is that a mood?

IN THE LAST 48 HOURS HAVE YOU...

1. Kissed someone? Yes haha
2. Sang? Yes
3. Listened to music? Yes
4. Seen someone you care alot about? No.
5. Danced crazy? Yes hahahah
6. Cried? No
7. Liked someone you can't have? Yes.

26 FIRSTS .....

1.Who was your first prom date? Didn't go to prom
2. Who was your first roommate? Erin, Amy, Megan
3. What alcoholic beverage did you drink when you got drunk the first time? I think Vodka and fruit punch? Classy.
4. What was your first job? Target
5. What was your first car? Pontiac Grand Am GT
6. When did you go to your first funeral and viewing? umm my Grandfather? I was probably 7?
8. Who was your first grade teacher? Mrs. Myette
9. Where did you go on your first ride on an airplane? I was probably 3? Disney World.
10. When you snuck out of your house for the first time, who was it with? I've never snuck out.
11. Who was your first best friend? Olivia.
12. Who is your best friend? I have different best friends from different parts of life. Jake, Krystian, Walkley
13. Where was your first sleepover? Bess Farrell's house.
14. Who is the first person you call when you have a bad day? Krystian
15. Who's wedding were you in the first time you were a Bridesmaid or groomsman? No one's.
16. What is the first thing you do in the morning? put on my glasses.
17. What was the first concert you went to? Up In Smoke Tour with Dr. Dre, Eminem, Xibit, and Snoop Dogg
18. What was the last concert you went to? uhhh I haven't been to one in ages. Aesop Rock.
19. First tattoo or piercing? Earlobes
20. First celebrity crush? JC Chasez
21. Current celebrity crush? Zach Braff
22. First crush? Ben Cullen in 2nd grade
23. Current crush? yeah okay
24. First real love? Jake
25. First pet? Sparky, a cat.
26. First thing you said today? couldn't tell you.

_sucha__sucker @ 2008-02-08T11:59:00

2008-02-08T17:05:00Z

I just found out that since my french course here is 3 hours a day, 5 days a week, for 16 weeks, I will be able to receive 3 classes worth of french credits while I am here. Which means that by the end of the semester, I will have technically taken 5 french courses. Which meanssssss that I will only have to take one more french class at Quinnipiac and I will have completed my French minor. What now, beezies? That excites me SO much because I was expecting to come over here and end up being behind on credits, but getting my minor practically out of the way will take a HUGE load off my shoulders. It's unfortunate because I really enjoy french and want to take it more in college, but at least my requirements will be filled.

This also means that I only have to take 2 seminars while I'm over here, aka I only have 3 classes all semester and will be getting credit for 5. I'm pleased, to say the least.

I'm craving wings over hamden. Anyone want to ship them to me?

_sucha__sucker @ 2008-02-05T20:35:00

2008-02-05T19:34:52Z

I'm in france and am really enjoying it. french keyboards are impossible to use. I'll post for real once wireless is up and i can use my own laptop.

_sucha__sucker @ 2008-01-28T15:47:00

2008-01-28T20:49:23Z

My favorite thing about 90's tv shows is the episode where they go to disney world.
I'm really craving a mickey ice cream.

_sucha__sucker @ 2008-01-28T00:31:00

2008-01-28T05:34:08Z

http://perezhilton.com/2008-01-28-batman-director-remembers-ledger#more-12998

^That is probably one of the nicest and most touching things I've read in quite a while.

_sucha__sucker @ 2008-01-26T22:00:00

2008-01-27T03:03:43Z

I just finished watching Miss America, and I really enjoyed it. It's nice to be able to watch someone's dream become reality in the matter of a moment. It gives me a bit of hope for myself.

_sucha__sucker @ 2008-01-24T22:44:00

2008-01-25T03:47:18Z

Also, I got talked into spending tomorrow and saturday at Quinnipiac. I'm going to make the best of it and have fun with the people I want to have fun with one last time. I'm also getting Wings Over Hamden one last time...it's always important to say goodbye.

_sucha__sucker @ 2008-01-23T22:25:00

2008-01-24T03:27:57Z

I just booked my flights for spring break, so I will officially be spending it, and my 20th birthday, with some of my absolute favorite people in the world.

Also, someone please see Girltalk at Toad's on April 25th on my behalf.

_sucha__sucker @ 2008-01-17T19:04:00

2008-01-18T00:24:32Z

Today I had an eye doctor's appointment and got new contacts. It's nice to be able to see. I think I'm getting new glasses before I go to france. I love my glasses, but they keep breaking, and I'd like it if I could wear my glasses more often. I've been told that I look better with them on that I do just normally. I took it as a compliment.

I also had a regular doctor's appointment and got two shots. One against HPV, and one against Hepatitis A, which you can apparently get from eating certain foods and drinking certain drinks made with contaminated materials? I don't know when I will ever encounter food like that, but I do know that I don't want Hepatitis. I was brave. Didn't even flinch. I still go to my pediatrician because it's ridiculously hard to get an appointment to see a new doctor without waiting a few months, and I needed to get my birth control re-prescribed. I've been off it for the past month or so and do not like feeling like I'm taking a risk. The doctor did tell me that I am completely healthy and disease free. I suspected as much, but it is always nice to be reassured of the fact.

I also saw Owen today, which was really really nice because it has been at least a year, if not more. We just met up in the center and caught up on everything. He is someone that I have known since I was 9 years old and is also someone that I can go a while without seeing and then feel completely comfortable with the second that we're back together. He's such a great person. It just made me feel good.

_sucha__sucker @ 2008-01-17T00:39:00

2008-01-17T05:41:59Z

I've started a blog for my semester abroad which can be found here: http://karaincannes.blogspot.com/

I'll still be writing here as well for personal things, but I thought it would just be good to have a separate space to do some writing for my friends and family back home to read about my trip!

Check it outttt :] I promise it will get more exciting once I'm actually in france!

_sucha__sucker @ 2008-01-04T05:25:00

2008-01-04T05:29:42Z

I'm alive. I'm in Heathrow, have been for the past six hours and will be here for about another four. I do not want to go home. Scotland is beautiful, and without a doubt where I will end up as soon as I am done with my obligations to school. I love it to the point that I want to abandon my obligations to school and move there now. Unfortunately, the chances of that are slim. I'm working on making them greater. Once internet isn't costing me a pound every ten minutes (roughly $2 per ten minutes) I'll be researching. It's always me and my big dreams that I somehow let myself let slip away. Maybe this will be the time.

I have honestly never been somewhere that I felt so completely right while knowing almost absolutely no one. Glasgow's a good fit for me, as are all the friends that I made in my week there. Hogmanay is incredible. So are David, Andrew, Alexander, Karen, Jay, and his entire family. The country is beautiful, the people are beautiful, I want it.

I'm sick and so sleep deprived. A proper entry will come when I'm home.

Scotland.

2007-12-27T18:39:42Z

Scotland, here I come? I leave for the airport in about an hour, and my flight takes off at 605p. The weather's not great, but I don't think it's bad enough to make my flight delayed. Fingers crossed for that one, because I don't have much time to make my connection as is. I am so excited to be going to Scotland to see David and Jay. It's going to be amazing, I know it is, it's just the whole getting there part that's making me feel my nerves in my stomach. I've never travelled alone before, but I have gotten a million pep-talks from people about how safe flying is, it's just the chance of something bad that's weighing on me. But, I'm going. And whatever happens happens. Tomorrow nite we're going to this ridiculous club called The Arches and I'm really excited. I'm really excited for all of it, ha. I don't know if I'll be able to get onto the internet while I'm over there, but I will have my camera so I'll take tons of pictures to post afterwards.

So, Happy New Year to everyone! Hope you all enjoy yourselves and start off new years day with a hang over :]

love you all.

I live forever reaching for the sun, hoping some lucky day I'll clutch and get a hand full.

2007-12-23T03:21:08Z

Tomorrow Andy and I do Christmas with Dad. Monday is Christmas Eve with my Dad's side of the family, but my dad has to work and my Mom is coming. Tuesday is Christmas with Andy and Mom. Wednesday is last minute shopping and packing and getting ready to go. Thursday, I have to be at Logan for 3. By 8a on Friday [UK time..2a our time] I will be in Scotland. I am really looking forward to it, but also nervous.