And kiss your lips and

Life...

m.haseltine@yahoo.com — Fri, 25 Jan 2008 05:04:53 GMT

Hey everyone!! It's been a long while since I've posted something in here. I still check every frew weeks and see what you are all up too. There are few of you that just haven't managed to get on my myspace yet, which makes it harder to keep in touch. But, I do go back and read about whats going on in your lifes. :)

This past year has been crazy dramatic for me. I lived in 4 different states in 2007. Crazy isn't it!! And yet, I ended up right back in FL. Which is ok with me...honestly, this is home now. For most likly forever. I've always been this free spirit ready to go and do as I please. And never looking back. Well...as of last Monday, it's not just about me yet. Which, belive me, I could not be more happy and excitied about!! Well, anyways, I'M GETTING MARRIED!!!!! Yup. :) Pretty crazy. His mother is adorable and calls us kindred spirits. Everythings just right and nothing is the same. I've never been so sure of anything. I've never felt so ready to take that leap into being an adult. And boy is it a leap. He's almost 28 (i cant belive im almost 23 ahh) and he's got himself the most adorable almost 3 year old. They are just amazing. His family is so loving and accepting. I've never seen such a loving family. He lives in Daytona, which means I'm off to Daytona. But hey!! At least it's still in FL. Anyway. I'm happy. And excitied. And....just incase you're wondering..he did the real proposal...knee...ring...everything. It was so embarassing. hahahaha

i dont remember how to do that damn lj cust...so you all can just deal!! lol

my ring..and my stubby ass fingers!!

the boys in my life. :)

Drive-Thru Records!!

m.haseltine@yahoo.com — Wed, 31 Jan 2007 20:59:01 GMT

Hey Guys!! You all should vote for Hello Goodbye on TRL. We need some good music on that thing!!

And if you like other bands on Drive-Thru, you should seriously support them. Join the effing street team kids!! Lets start getting the good music out to the public so we can stop listening to this dumb "Chicken Noodle Soup" stuff!! hahahha You know I love it...with a Soada on the Side!!! lol

MKAAY!!
<3

MJ

m.haseltine@yahoo.com — Thu, 04 Jan 2007 06:15:48 GMT

who here has facebook? whats your email on thre kidsssssssssssss.

m.haseltine@yahoo.com — Fri, 13 Oct 2006 04:24:54 GMT

i miss someone.

m.haseltine@yahoo.com — Thu, 28 Sep 2006 04:44:52 GMT

all i want to do is be done with shcool and get my own damn class. im already sick of going from class from class. i have so many ideas..i just can't use them. ugh.

m.haseltine@yahoo.com — Thu, 31 Aug 2006 04:59:10 GMT

Feeling exceptionally geekish today.

m.haseltine@yahoo.com — Mon, 05 Jun 2006 04:04:17 GMT

you all lose.

m.haseltine@yahoo.com — Thu, 04 May 2006 00:52:57 GMT

ever want to know how someone is doing...but are afraid to ask because you dont want the memories back?

m.haseltine@yahoo.com — Thu, 20 Apr 2006 15:50:29 GMT

people are too busy to notice.

m.haseltine@yahoo.com — Wed, 19 Apr 2006 04:25:44 GMT

DON'T EVER TURN 21 (IF YOU HAVENT ALREADY) I HAVE BEEN 21 FOR 25 MINS NOW AND I ALREADY FEEL OLD AND DEAD. WOOH. HERES TO THE NEXT 21 YEARS OF DOING NOTHING WITH YOUR LIFE.

HAHHAHA

LETS GET OUR DRINK ON.

m.haseltine@yahoo.com — Tue, 18 Apr 2006 05:21:13 GMT

guys are dumb and never get a hint. hahah this guy nes just texted me after like a million months of not talking to him..and yet...we stopped talking cause all he wanted to talk about is sex...and im sitting here with my boyfriend...and all this nes person wants to talk about..you guessed it...sex.

dumb. dumb. dumb.

lol but we find it amusing. :D

m.haseltine@yahoo.com — Wed, 22 Mar 2006 01:30:23 GMT

im teaching a 4th grade class tomorrow. all day. all by myself. EKKKK. Scary. lol.

monthly what....

m.haseltine@yahoo.com — Mon, 20 Mar 2006 05:16:54 GMT

so guess what...

you're fake. :) so is lj!! :) so are most people. :) but this jager surly isnt. :)i miss the old days. usher is reminding me of them. :) Smiley faces are fake. :) I'm just random typing here. :) Disregard any emails sent in the past week. :) Oh shit my drinks gone. =\ Oh shit...the jager is all gone!! =\ Oh shit...this is the best song everrrrrrrr... you make we wanna...uh uh uh ....:) I love how you write someone an email and like not even a mention...good job. wtf ever dood. its cool. lol. what? idk. just ramble here. whattt. ugggh. dont want to go work tomorrow. Rhett told me about all this new Rab old skoolz last night. mwahhaha. what? Yeah. Ricardo has never had a pb&j sandwhich. :) Well, until I make hime one tonight. oh yeah..i even cut it up in little tiangles...or whatever. jess i was just thinking aobut you...about how you called while i was at work and i forgot to call you back...yeah i suck at life when it comes to that shit. oh and guess what....i dont like liars...no no im not calling you a liar jess...im calling some other skank ass hoe a liar...but thats all over with. ugh. i shouldnt try to type while imdrinking. ive hit the back button about ffive zillion times already. ugh. ok yeah. anyway....

STEPHANIE (no not stephanie who introduced me the best boy on the planet...please)....when are you coming to FL? Because like...........we need to hang out.

Kristen...congrats at TC...i can honestly say I never thought that would happen..only cause of the how Kathy didnt like your little lip thing...but go you! :) Sorry we haven't talked in forever..then again maybe you dont care...and if not..its ok. :) I still say congrats.

Ummmmm..idk. GA did you get your pugle? Or whatever those things are called....if so post photos!! Kelly...hope is all is well. : )

Lindz....call me or something. I need an update on that boy and the thing...its been waht a week or two......

ALYSSSSSAAAAAA....im sorry sometimes i dont answer you IM texts...somestimes i dont get them until after youve signed offline. Who else...ugh...if i missed you just smake me in the fucking face...

Gary...i love your random rants...please keep hating the world. :)

Jlove...i miss you and our crazy camping stories. ;)

Liza..I really hope everything with the babby is good... well..when he comes..i know i never comment..but i always read and i wish you all the best and if theres anything i can do...please let me know!

Tasha-----you shouldnt be at the bottom of this list...i know we've had our shit...but i really hope you are ok. i know you arent happy...i can tell...i just hope those girls give you the love that you were missing. and i really hope one day you really will be able to find the happiness that you need/want. Seriouslyl

Stacy...why arent we hangging out? We had a sooo much fun that one time..lets do this yo.
oh and leave_it_be...please

leaveit_b Please look in the mirror and see how lovely you truly are. It makes me sad to read your post...because you shouldnt be doing that to yourself....its ok to not be perfect...belive me...you'll start loving life more....relly.

Good night. the Drinks are gone and so am i....

♥

m.haseltine@yahoo.com — Thu, 16 Mar 2006 07:19:27 GMT

why am i awake...why am i awake....whyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy am i awake?

why do i start thinking of this crap.........seriously...almost two months and i had managed to push it all back....and slkfjaoikejfgiojha.aoghoAIWHgISWAg0pAUjhp0wgpwUJRfpujgt:pwgjpOfkl. no more drinking ever.

ktks.

:)

m.haseltine@yahoo.com — Thu, 16 Mar 2006 06:18:03 GMT

hello italy.

too bad things change...

because i could be saying hello italy ♥

oh well...everything happens for a reason?

work = sucks ass...money is great. and they have put me on too may projects (Death, DB&P, POA, WF Admin, Imaging...blahblahblah).
starting my own biz. Got my occupational lice and everything. wooh. its a lot of work though.

turning 21 in less then a month....well...almost. hahah. taking the week of of work to go on a little trip...spending my actual birthday with Ricardo, Tanja, Kimmi and maybe Rhett. But then after my little trip may go up to Nashville for a few days to vist Kevin, Ash, and Adam. Hopefully that will work out.

Miss my doggies. =\
Miss a few other people. =\
Ah. But ah. Oh well.

m.haseltine@yahoo.com — Sun, 05 Mar 2006 01:34:01 GMT

well well well...things are much better now. Yesterday i took the day off of work and finally went to the doctor for my foot. He said it was't anything serious and it's actually a very common thing. Infact, Rhett had the same problem. She he gave me some anti-inflam. and having me do a few things. Plus I had to take xrays to make sure there wasn't anything wrong with the bone or anything. After that Tanja and I went to Car Max to get the lock on her car fixed. Then Ricardo and I went to Best Buy and bought some stuff for my iPod! :D. Oh and I bought him wirless internet. I was just going to buy the wirless internet router so I could use it on my laptop...but decided to also get him the card for his laptop so he can go wirless as well. He was sooo cute about it. Got all excited when we were hooking it up. lol. After that Rhett, Tanja and Ricardo went to Atlanta to visit their uncle. He asked me to go with them, but I felt like just staying home this weekend and getting some work done. So, what work have I gotten done so far? I got some sleep...hahah those meds make me pass out...and I've cleaned/dusted his entire room. lol. Did his laundry. And I'm about ready to go clean his bathroom. Because I'm a good gf. lol. Then tomorrow, before they come home, I'm going to clean the kitchen and vacumn the floors for Tanja. Cause I'm a good friend. HAHA. George (the Ferett) is running around being a little nutt and I'm watching Scary Movie 3. I have never seen it but it's really dumb. Oh Well. Anyway, I've finally made a decision...I'm going to move in. Ricardo really wants me to and Tanja thinks it will be a lot of fun and Rhett, well...Rhett was easy. lol Anywhooooo....Dad got an awesome 22ft boat and that's fun. LALA. Ok. Don't need to spend anymore time wasting time. Just wanted to say hi to everyone and wish you well.

m.haseltine@yahoo.com — Sat, 28 Jan 2006 02:01:08 GMT

What can I say? The end of my long week is here! And yet, now that I look back on it…it doesn’t seem so long.
T minus eight minutes until I take off from this place and go snuggle up to my bug. <3
I’m having such a grand time with my life. The only problem is, it seems like my weeks are so long and my weekends are just a blink. I mean, think about it…I got to class everyday. After class I got to work. And after work I either go to Ricardo’s or he comes over to my house. Wake up the next day and start it all over again. Then bomb! Friday has come and gone and its weekend time. And to most, the weekend would be the ultimate time to relax. But for me, it’s the only time I have to spend real quality time with the boy or get my crap done. Which means, homework, house work, errands….all that good stuff. And then..BAMB! it’s Monday already!! Geezis. Haha
But aside from that. Things are great. School is going good. Which I’m happy about. Still not set on what I want to do…but for the time being, that’s ok. Work is going great. I love it here. My pod mate is awesome and sooo funny. He makes my days go back a lot quicker. Life at home is good. Not to mention I’m not spending that much time there. Haha. The boy is just amazing and keeps getting better everyday. He wrote me this cute little note yesterday. I woke up and looked over and he was writing it. It was sooo cute. The new puppy is annoying as fuck. But what can ya do? Haha
All in all….i don’t have anything to complain about. Other than I miss jess!! Wtf jess. Haha. Sorry I missed your call today…I cant remember, but I was either on my way to work or I was already at work. And my phone is usually on silent when im at work.

ANYWAY KIDS! Have a wonderful weekend.  Incase I forget, happy birthday kirstin…
And adios!

m.haseltine@yahoo.com — Tue, 24 Jan 2006 14:14:21 GMT

im happy.

m.haseltine@yahoo.com — Wed, 18 Jan 2006 16:15:39 GMT

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TASHA!!

m.haseltine@yahoo.com — Tue, 17 Jan 2006 01:57:06 GMT

i have ten more mins at work, bored, and about to fall asleep...so i thought id update this damn thing. i dont have time to shuffle through my friends list anymore. seeing as i get on here about once a week now a days.

school is going good. its a little weird going. and i sure don't like getting up early and the working all night...but what are you going to do? Going to take a few online classes over the summer - since we are going to ca for a week in july. hopefully i can work on getting caught up. decided im going to go to school and be a teacher. :) thats going to be fun.

things with the boy are great. i love sleeping next to him. it's nice waking up next to him too..and the best part..hes a great alarm clock!! haha. jkk. but no really, hes awesome at making me get up in the am. i love his sister. shes my new shopping buddy. although we spend wayyyyy too much money without boy supervision!! Hhaah. I submitted helped her submitt her application to Hewitt. She REALLY wants to work here. So hopefully, she'll get picked up. Not to mention I get a $1000 bonus for it! So her and i will be going on a shopping spree. haha.

stuff with stephanie is stil the same. i guess that's where i will leave it. i said i was sorry and i dont think she really took me seriously, so there is nothing else i can do about that. i care about her but im not going to govel. idk. sucks. but what else can i do? really.

ugh. well, i just got a call. i hate these circut city people. well, i shall go. :)

<3
mj

m.haseltine@yahoo.com — Sun, 08 Jan 2006 05:58:59 GMT

even with all the crappy ass shit that has happen this past week (and some can say i dont care all they want...even though they are wrong as can be)...i'm still the luckiets girl ever. :)

I feel free

m.haseltine@yahoo.com — Wed, 28 Dec 2005 06:21:12 GMT

Well, all in all I am satisfied with my life as it stands at this moment. Sure, there are things I could complain about, but why waste my time? I’m learning more and more that time is precious and we should spend it not dwelling on the past or future, yet we should focus on the present.
I’ve always been the type incapable of holding a grudge. I’m not sure why. I’ve allowed people to walk all over me. I’ve allowed people who have done nothing but hurt me over and over again walk right back into my life. For any of you that know me personally and have met my family, you will know how different my sister and I are. Yet, we have this one thing in common. We haven’t yet figured out where it comes from. Cause lord knows everyone in our family knows how to hold one. But, Theresa and I just can’t. Sometimes I wish so hard I could. It’s just not fair sometimes. Why should I be able to forgive someone so easily who made me cry or has hurt me. When more than likely, I know they will continue on the same path. And yet, most never fail to prove me right. Just makes me curious as to why I don’t have the capabilities to turn away from people.
Who knows why I just spent all that time rambling about holding a grudge and what not. It’s pointless. And here I am not only wasting my own time (that I preached about in the first paragraph) but wasting yours as well. Thanks for joining in. haha.
Anyway, back on track. Life. My life. I love it. It has its ups and defiantly has its downs. But when I look at my life and compare it to others, I find myself with a smile on my face. How could I possibly complain? I am not homeless. I am not starving. Or beaten. Not treated badly by an abusive boyfriend. Don’t have friends that stab me in the back. And sure my family and I fight but at least we are able to sometimes have a good time together.
I’ve been brought up in a few different ways. From no money to living comfortably. From moving every year for no reason to a stable home for almost six. From broken hearts, relationships, and bones to a marriage that has lasted for 11 years. I’ve been back and forth across the US and have lived the bright and sunny beach life to the cold snowy tornado life and all the way over to the five minute showers and hurricane watches suburban life. I find myself bless for all of this. I am able to not only think outside the box, but I make the box bigger. I do not look down on people for their choices, their lifestyles, their thoughts…I just can’t. I have been brought up around all sorts of things. And learned the best thing to do is to keep an open mind at all time.
Ah. But where am I today?
I am happy. That’s where I am. I have a best friend who I never get sick of. We have never fought and I don’t see us even being capable of doing that. We have so much fun together and understand each other. Plus, she’s a girl. Which kicks ass because I hate girls. Not only is her friendship priceless, but she has also given me a gift that tops all the others.
Which brings up to the next subject. The boy. He’s wonderful. I have never wanted to be with someone as much as I do with him. I’m so happy and content. My heart is in the right spot this time. No regrets. No mistakes. No insecurities. Nothing to worry about. I just can’t even explain anything and everything. It’s too deep for words. No screwing this one up. I just don’t think it’s possible. Welcome to paradise.
Alyssa and I have been talking a lot lately. I hate it and love it at the same time. I hate it because it reminds me over and over again how much I miss her. And the friendship that we had. And sometimes she seems really sad and it makes me sad. I use to be someone who could turn her frown upside down with jus a simple parrot noise. But these days, it doesn’t seem like anything makes her smile. And that isn’t something that I like. I wish I could just go back to cali and have things be the way they were before. But it also makes me happy because I enjoy our conversations. Even though sometimes they are about nothing. It still makes me think about all those awesome days and nights and endless times. But then it always brings me to crying as we drove away from home. And crying in the hotel room in Mississippi because I couldn’t believe his was really happening. You know how people cry when they lose a boyfriend or girlfriend or a loved one. well this I what it was like for me. Someone I spent almost every waking moment with for years. We were being torn from the thread. Taken away from what we were so use to. I miss her. One of these days lissa, we will get it back. I promise you .
Anyway, I can’t help but be happy.
Eight more days and my life will once again be complete.

I love you all. With everything I have to love with.
<3

x-posted lj/myspace

m.haseltine@yahoo.com — Thu, 15 Dec 2005 21:14:04 GMT

Everything is awesome right now.
Got my car back and it only cost me $123!! 
This means I have LOTS of money due to my converting to perm and getting my completion bonus.
Spending some awesome time with the Stephhers. Missed her. Boys need not get in the middle again!!!
Although I do miss the boy (who by the way… I decided …even though he is a little annoying sometimes and does some stupid shit cause he’s forign..hahahahahha…he’s still awesome and I’m lucky to have him. ) …but aye..he’ll be back on the 4th. So until then I get much needed time with my stepherrrrrrrrrs!!
I’m gonna go buy a bed next week…anyone have any suggestions of where to buy a good quality bed that isn’t going to cost me a million bucks? lol

m.haseltine@yahoo.com — Wed, 07 Dec 2005 22:06:55 GMT

things are REALLY awesome right now!!

Steph is moving in with John this weekend! So I get to see my cute little red head after not seeing him in months! SOOOO EXCCCCCCCCCCCCITED! :)
Not to mention Steph and I are planning an AWESOME trip!
I get hired on starting tomorrow which = MAJOR CASH UPPAGE!! Awesome benis! And PAID VACA time!! wooot.
Ricardo asked me to be his girlfriend friday night. :))
Dad FINALLY registared the car in MY name so i cna do WHATEVER i want with it now!! woot
And insurence is in my name now. HOLLA!!

Doooooooooood. This is aweeeeeeeeeesome.

Only sucky part is ...boy is going to Aruba for 3 wks. =\. Oh well..at least I have my stephy!! lol

<333

m.haseltine@yahoo.com — Wed, 26 Oct 2005 03:25:16 GMT

im so sick of everyone and their complaining. Really, there are much bigger things in this world then your stupid little problems. Why don't you stop whining about how you didn't get to go downtown tonight and start thinking about how you can contribute to making not only your life...but the people around you lifes better. Really now. If you really have nothing better to do...why don't you do it while you're getting off your ass and helping out. The Red Cross needs volunteers...go complain to someone while youre doing something. If you are going to be a complete whiner...you might as well do something good while you're bothering people with your shit. Oh and PS - no one really gives two cents. They only pretend they do. Five minutes latter...they are rolling their eyes at you and forgetting what you just talked about. I don't care how well you think you know them or how much you swear to yourself that they wouldn't do that to you....you do it don't you? So what's stopping them?

Thought So.

Now I'm going to stop complaining and go do my part to make things better and easier.

So...basically, if you are going to be a POS whiner all the time...don't bother speaking to me anymore and please comment and let me know or remove me from your list so I'll know. Because I wont lie, I will roll my eyes and forget what you were just talking about.
There are only a handful of people I would actually take the time to listen to..and guess what, you aren't one of them.

:)