here we go again. [Wednesday October 15th, 2008 at 5:46pm] stopeatingbitch [purty_ladyy] Monday i got into a car wreck so ive been depressed and ive BINGED LIKE NO OTHER MONDAY THROUGH TODAY!! THATS THREE DAYS OF BINGING AND NOT PURGING!! I HAVE TO HAVE GAINED AT LEAST 4 POUNDS!!! omg. im so stressed and depressed. it sucks so bad. tomrrow, im gonna have to restart the whoel goal thing all over agian. so here we go AGAIN............. DAY 1 [out of 15 days of ONLY water, diet soda and air]. here we go agian. 1 comment|post comment

[Wednesday October 15th, 2008 at 7:31pm] stopeatingbitch [xx_becs_xx] hi - i'm new to this community - im a memeber of 24/7 which is really good but just need as much motivation as possible atm cos i keep going through... 'aahh fuckitt im never guna be thin' stages lol anywayyys my stats are 5'2 (height) and my current weight im not sure of because my mum has hidden the ones from me at home but i last weighed myself whilst babysitting last thursday and was 98lbs but have binged like everyday since so im not probly like 100000000000lbs (feel like it anyway)... anyways yeah just thought id introduce incase i like comment and someones like who are you and yeah. post comment

Newness ^-^ [Wednesday October 15th, 2008 at 11:31am] stopeatingbitch [virgiltm] [ mood | chipper ] So... Sup? I'm virgil. I just joined this and...yeah.  ^-^' Stats: H: 5'2 W: 153 HW: 220(ha, I dropped eet) LW: 142 I feel like shxt cuz I'm so damn big.  Honestly, I wish I could do lipo on myself. Hm...I wonder if that's even possible...jk. 2 comments|post comment

Okay... [Wednesday October 15th, 2008 at 11:13am] stopeatingbitch [inanna31] Day2 So far so good. I started the Master Cleanse yesterday morning, sort of like a liquid fast but it cleanses your body of toxins and speeds ip your metabolism a bit. I did the saline wash... my goodness! I advise only doing that if you have no where to go for a few hours! I drank some laxative tea last night before bed and it actually tastes really good, and this morning it worked. I've added crunches to my morning routine and it feels so goooood. lol I havn't weighed myself yet, I'm too nervous to do that. I hate it, but I will soon just to track progress. My bf is coming home early! He was supposed to be gone for 30 days, but they decided to come back and should be home Friday! I'm super excited to see him, but he's going to flip if he sees me dieting... I'll tell him it's only until the 23rd, than back to restricting. I may have to cut it short if he flips. He makes sure I eat, I swear, all damn day. It can get aggravating! I don't want to have to feel like I have to lie to him, or purge or anything, but at the same time I get panicky... we'll see. I'm going to start some pilates thanks to some advice I got on another community. Here's to skinny! Have a great day girls! 2 comments|post comment

article: Creative Types Have a Self-Critical Eye [Wednesday October 15th, 2008 at 11:28am] ed_ucate [vestural] Psychology Today had this article on their website this morning. link: Creative Types Have a Self-Critical Eye A career in art may mean bad body image. People who suffer from body dysmorphic disorder, an obsession with imperfections in appearance, are more likely to have an education or occupation in art and design. ( full article here ) 6 comments|post comment

[Wednesday October 15th, 2008 at 9:18am] stopeatingbitch [clairethepear] Just weighed myself and im 134 pounds, which is still horrible but down 1 pound since yesterday and 2 pounds down from the day before. Im not going to be happy till im back to at least 118, which about was what i weighed before everyone started forcing me to eat. I have a job interview today (ironically at a fast food chain) im pretty much taking any job available so i can save to go travelling before i go back to university next year. I think working in a fast food joint would be awesome for me, being around all that greasy food will probably look so disgusting i wont want to eat at all! (hopefully)... 3 comments|post comment

:) [Wednesday October 15th, 2008 at 9:12am] stopeatingbitch [gg40404] Im so pleased wiv myself! obviosuly not for what i look like but bcos wen i got home last nite i didnt eat nefin apart from a apple and a spoonfull of ice sorbet which was pretty disgusting neway. So the run down of yday Breakfast - oates lunch - cereal bar low cal mini protein shake b4 training tea apple and sorbet exercise - 3 hour training sesh even though i dint really work up a sweat as had no energy. I hardly slept last nite as i was so tired so iv woken up absolutly shattered. Does ne1 else have trouble sleeping or got ne tips?. today ive got work all day then i go straight to my 2nd job which ill finish about 10pm. I just hope im not waitressing 2nite as thats wen i nibble on the deserts :S i get so scared but hopfully i can do it!! Iv come to the conclusion that most of the ppl who write on here are not from the uk as there are always posts on here wen i get up but not in the day. Ne 1 from the uk?   4 comments|post comment

Rebellious [Wednesday October 15th, 2008 at 2:03am] stopeatingbitch [kellylouisewho] [ mood | rejuvenated ] So I fell off the wagon, so to speak, a few days ago. Tonight was just the icing on the cake, no pun intended. I got so tired of thinking about my weight and trying to starve myself I finally said fuck it and bought some Taco Bell for Mom & I after work. After that I had a Swiss cake roll. Now I'm stuffed. I think I've got the unhealthy-eating-just-for-the-hell-of-it out of my system now so tomorrow and thereafter I can return to my weight loss plan. Since I ate so much tonight the most I'll eat tomorrow will probably be a banana for breakfast, some applesauce and yogurt for lunch and nothing for dinner. I'll be sure to take a multivitamin like I have been and drink plenty of water. I only feel semi-guilty for neglecting my weight loss plan the past 4 days. I guess you could say I just had enough of feeling depressed about my body and worrying about every little morsel I put in my mouth. It can be very stressful, physically and emotionally. But I'm sure you already know that. I just wanted to let go for a short period of time and not let food be my enemy. Now the fun and games are over and I can get back to work. I'm learning each day not to be so hard on myself when I make mistakes. No one's perfect. All I have to do is not think about food so much, stay positive, balance my diet and cut back on calorie intake. I'm trying to teach my body to adapt to working on a fraction of the calories I normally ingest. I may even try to fast again. I'm just going to have to take it a day at a time. Weight loss goals take a while to achieve. Maybe I've been too impatient and just need to focus on the here and now. The choices I make today will affect my future one way or another. Wish me luck! 3 comments|post comment

oh and [Tuesday October 14th, 2008 at 8:28pm] tattoo_ink [on_a_hill] new ink ( Read more... ) 7 comments|post comment

[Tuesday October 14th, 2008 at 7:36pm] stopeatingbitch [tomuchlonger] [ mood | anxious ] [ music | Why wont you die ? QOD ] Hey Im back had a long week.  did ok for the last couple of weeks. ended up in hospital last week from dehydration.  and of corse those pathetic bastards force fed me and then proceded to have a nutritionist who was a total cow, tell me how dangerous my "behavior" was and I am now fully dicusted with these people.  but Im gonna stay strong and eat yogurt this week to help keep my hydration up.  Stay strong everybody.Ps wish me luck marching band reionals tomorrow 1 comment|post comment

Purging [Tuesday October 14th, 2008 at 6:49pm] stopeatingbitch [dr4gon_grrl] So... for those who purge, does any have tips on how to do it well? I occasionally purge, but I have trouble getting it up... my gag reflex is not terribly responsive. Check that, it doesn't work at all. Does anyone have any tips on how to get a not-overly-responsive gag reflex to work well? Or tips on purging in general? Side note: I read somewhere that salt capsules [like vitamin capsules, but taken apart and replaced with salt] can make you sick/puke/etc. Any truth to this? Keep strong and think thin, lovelies... best of days, xx 5 comments|post comment

[Tuesday October 14th, 2008 at 11:16am] stopeatingbitch [clairethepear] [ mood | content ] Hi everyone, im new, so here are the stats: Age:22 Height:5'7 Current weight:135 (ugh) Highest weight:139 Lowest weight:114 Goals:get back to at least 115 Ultimate goal weight: 110 How long have you had a ed?: from the age of about 15 i was constantly restricting, i developed bulimia when i left home when i was 18 but have managed to stop that for about a year now. i have put on a ton of weight and want to get back to fasting and restricting. Type of ed: god, where do i start, i would probably put myself as EDNOS. What's your current plan?: restricting as much as possible, then fasting until i start to see some improvement. 3 comments|post comment

:( [Tuesday October 14th, 2008 at 9:10am] stopeatingbitch [gg40404] I feel so Sh*t!!! I did so well yday, i went to the gym yday and dint even feel weak i just felt good that i was burning fat! There was a girl in front of me in the class i was doing who was rly skinny so that gave me motivation to work harder. I was good until i got home every1 kept saying that i needed to have sum tea so 2 keep them happyi had some soup BIG MISTAKE!!! I then went on a carb binge! Biscuits, bread, cake, I had the lot!!! I felt so crap my stomache was sticking out so far i wanted to cry:( I then tried to purge but it was like it was all stuck even though i had drink so much liquid with the food!!! I feel like a failure, cant believe i let myself go!! Yday i also went swimming. i walked in to the pool and got in the water as soon as i could b4 ne1 could see me and even worse 1 of my ex bf's was in there staring at me! i felt sick!!!! I feel such a FAILURE i just wanna curl up in a ball and hybernate so i ont eat. My boss is being such a COW today aswell! WOT A CRAP DAY THIS IS GONNA BE!!! 1 comment|post comment

New to this... [Tuesday October 14th, 2008 at 12:37am] stopeatingbitch [queenduh87] [ mood | blah ] ( You are about to view content that may only be appropriate for adults. ) 2 comments|post comment

[Tuesday October 14th, 2008 at 5:24pm] stopeatingbitch [insanethin] Age:21 Height:5*3 Current weight:108 Highest weight:130 Lowest weight:105 Goals: i lost motivation for a while...now i'm fasting for as long as i can or a week. Ultimate goal weight: 95 for now How long have you had a ed?: since i was 16...started starving myself at age 17 Type of ed: ana.  i can't purge...but if i binge...(rarely happens) i excercise even more... What's your current plan?: fasting for a week....thinking of starting the acai berry diet...its supossed to be amazing. either way anyone else wanna do a liquid fast with me? it would be great...especially since i'm weak and seem to have lost some self control. i refuse to look like a cow. thinkthin girls....  7 comments|post comment

[Monday October 13th, 2008 at 8:28pm] stopeatingbitch [tiffanyxxx] so i just went to a movie which was fun. i saw The Women.  I always find that going to a movie theatre and watching beautiful skinny women is some of the best thinspo out there! plus, as long as you don't bring food in, you're pretty much guaranteed not to eat for two hours!! it WORKS!! also, i read in some mag yesterday that eating a tbsp. of mustard and a tbsp. of chilli pepper makes your metabolism increase 25%!!  so now i'm having celery with mustard...yummy!! post comment

[Monday October 13th, 2008 at 4:04pm] ed_ucate [explore] Does anyone know if there is a connection with someone with a low body weight (underweight) and severe symptoms from a period? It kind of feels like my body takes my period more and more severe the lower the weight I am. My period comes later and later, but I still have it and it is just worse and worse (flu symptoms, severe body ache, severe cramps, nausea). Is there a connection at all? Has anyone ever experience this? 31 comments|post comment

touchups [Monday October 13th, 2008 at 4:23pm] tattoo_ink [2partswater] If you get a tattoo, how long should you wait to see if you need touch ups? My tat is two weeks old but the ink doesn't look the same as it does on the other tattoo I got at the same time. Give it more time or go ahead and have it touched up? 5 comments|post comment

New to this community. Thankful for it though. [Monday October 13th, 2008 at 4:08pm] stopeatingbitch [inanna31] Age:25 Height:5*3 Current weight:147 Highest weight:199 Lowest weight:119 Goals:lose 20 in 20 days Ultimate goal weight:120 to start How long have you had a ed?:I started obsessing around 12 y.o. Type of ed:ana~I'm also a diet-aholic What's your current plan?:Master Cleanse I even like the term "Master Cleanse". Makes me feel like if i succeed at it... I'll not only feel lighter but I'll feel healthier and not so depressed all the friggen time. My boyfriend's gone for the next 30 days, so it'll be a hell of alot easier for me. He will yell at me terribly if I miss one meal, nevermind a few days worth. I know he loves me and all, but he has a perfect male body... I don't like being next to him as I feel I'm almost making us look weird. He's handsome and I'm a whale... not a pretty picture. I like coming here and posting though. Reading all your posts give me hope... thank you 6 comments|post comment

[Monday October 13th, 2008 at 1:39pm] stopeatingbitch [codenamezoe713] so, I successfully completed a day of fasting yesterday without even trying. I really just didn't want anything and it had nothing to do with ana. I've been so down lately that I don't want to eat at all. I feel the same today, so I haven't touched a thing. I poured out a can of V8 juice and threw away an apple to fool mom. When I get home, I get rid of one of the kiddy cans of mac and cheese she got me and throw out some veggies and more V8. Then, tonight I have my first pyschology test. I pray that I get atleast a B. I can't take failure. I'll lose my car :[ Then, after that, I'm going straight to bed. No food for me today. No food for this week. I don't deserve it... lovelovelove, Zoe 2 comments|post comment

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