we can swim over the waves..

ATTENTION KIDS!

Sun, 13 Feb 2005 19:05:49 GMT

NEW LJ!!!!!!!

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PLEASE ADD IT.
BECAUSE I LIKE ALL OF YOU.
AND IT'D BE NICE TO STILL BE FRIENDS.
THANK YOU BABIES!

fucking do it motherfuckerz.

Sun, 06 Feb 2005 00:53:45 GMT

so i notice, nobody ever comments.
there's

41

people on my friends list.

THEREFORE, THIS BITCH IS FRIENDS ONLY NOW.
YOU WANT TO STAY ON THE LIST ?
COMMENT WITH THE FOLLOWING;

*NAME,AGE,LOCATION
*WHY YOU SHOULD BE ADDED
*SUM YOURSELF UP
*PICTURE OF YOURSELF.

OKAY, LOVE LOVE.

Sat, 05 Feb 2005 16:42:42 GMT

so, last night fucking sucked.
i got out of the house.
i was late.
thanks to ryan.
who i HATE MORE THAN ANYTHING IN THE ENTIRE FUCKING WORLD.
but whatever we fight all the time.
i saw caroline!!!!!!!!! ♥
i missed her so.

then something really good happened........... :)

then, after trying to get michelle to bring me home
cause andrew and dallas couldn't make up their minds,
we finally were on the way to bring me home :)
i was spazzing like crazy last night.
but i'm sorry, don't fucking piss me off.
ya know ? yeah.
dallas was pretty much being the only nice one last night.
jeez. whatevaaa i do what i want! hahah
then i got home and they were like fucking around in my drive way.
no, get in the fucking car and leave. UGH.
whateverrrr.
anyway.
things are ok.
my moms taking me to dinner, and i said i'd go to a movie with her.
she better not start being a bitch to me.

but i'm leaving now.
cause alyssia needs a shower.
goodnight ♥

Fri, 04 Feb 2005 18:03:14 GMT

hey alyssia, you can delete this later if you'd like too:)
OR MAKE IT INTO A JOURNAL ENTRY.
K?

HEY FAGGOZ READING THIS SHIT, JOIN IT. OR I'M COMING AFTER YOU!

YOU PROMOTE TO ME, AND I'LL FUCKING KILL YOU.

THANKS,
MANAGEMENT

Thu, 03 Feb 2005 23:43:49 GMT

so, i took pictures.
again.
i get bored.. being at home EVERYFUCKINGDAY.
i told my mom that michelles moving.. i started crying and everything! (GOTTA HAVE THE EFFECTS, BABY!)
just so i could go out with her tomorrow night because i really miss her ♥
AND NO SHE'S NOT REALLY MOVING, I'D FLIPPIN DIE.
but i might be moving, to new jersey.
:\

pictures :

i love my gold coat & green sunglasses.

d00d, don't ask.
i thought it was kinda hot.

gotta wear the SUPA FLY belt the gangsta way.
mmhmm.

END.

wow

Mon, 31 Jan 2005 03:35:11 GMT

so, i wake up today.
grab the camera.
and this is what happened:

and thats how i look today.
WHATSUPDYKEHAIR!

and i was wandering around on myspace when i discovered that a bunch of stupid lards i go to school with actually have myspaces.. the kinds that saw me with my evergreen terrace shirt about a year ago and started flipping out saying "OH MY GOD THATS MY FAVORITE BAND *SHITS PANTS*"
yeah, those kind of idiots :)

i love torturing kids like that.
can't wait till they add me back.
i hope they find this so i can be like
"YEAH FUCKER I WAS TALKING ABOUT YOU"

well, schools tomorrow so i better get to crackin'

.. wtf alyssia.
♥

Sat, 29 Jan 2005 23:30:09 GMT

so, my mom & i were kicked out.
my dad burnt some of my clothes, whatever i left here.
talk about being pissed.
i hate everything.
but the night my mom called me crying and freaking out was the walls of jericho show.
and i was in a car with the best of friends<3 :
caroline, michelle, dallas & andrew.
i love you guys so much.
they took me to the river and me and caroline talked about how many times we'd been before and how many memories and i missed it so much. we took pictures and had a great big jolly time.
bottom line ; i love my friends.

Tue, 25 Jan 2005 23:49:15 GMT

dear mom.
maybe if you actually called to see where i was at
or bothered to talk to me about anything..
we wouldn't have this problem.
so get out of my life.
love,alyssia.

Mon, 24 Jan 2005 03:22:34 GMT

i could care less what happens to anybody anymore.. i just hate everything.
honestly. i hate boys.. and their funny looking girlfriends :D
i hate EVERYTHING.

BUT MY MICHELLE HAS A MAAAAAN NOW<3
yayyyy!!!
meatball + elbow lover = awesome.

i'm going to go sit in my room by myself and watch aqua teen hunger force.
fuck school. i wish i could just drop out.

if you have found seventeen dollars, please return it to alyssia mersini dangler.
thank you. and if not, i'm accepting donations, IM me. (its automatic EX)
cause ya know.. girl needs hair dye + money for the emery show.

I am 79% White Trash.

Born in a trailer, live in a trailer, die in a trailer. I am the epitome of white trashiness. Unfortunately, I have no clue what epitome means.

Take the
White Trash Test
@ FualiDotCom

awesome.

Sun, 23 Jan 2005 17:19:45 GMT

so, everythings been going pretty flippin awesome.
friday, i skipped school with michelle. we were SUPPOSED to go to sumter, BUT taylor was coming... and she brings danielle. then caroline calls us to pick her up, so we pick her up. the cars getting full. then we drive all the way from irmo all the way to sumter and we go to andrew's house. him & his friend cody get in the car, andrews driving, codys in passenger and there's 5 girls in the backseat. WE WERE ALMOST SUFFOCATING. but yeah you know.
and i took some pictures.
it was a fun filled day, till we got to taylors house, all hell broke loose.
DAMN BLACK LADY AND THE OTHER DAMN PEOPLE IN HER APARTMENT COMPLEX.
oh yeah and we picked up dallas later on. and i met some pretty cool kids.

look :)

alyssia + caroline = ♥

alyssia + michelle = ♥

fun at taylors house.
&that'd be andrew.

that'd be sumter andrew with some big hot topic pants on that we found in her house
and that'd be the other andrew making it look like they were .. YEAH!

alyssia + andrew = we take funny pictures in the columbiana mall bathroom!
because its like a house.

ALYSSIA, CARL, PAULA = FUCKING AWESOME.

WARREN.. SOME GUY FROM THE PARTY.
I LIKED HIS FRO.

dallas & andrew.
LOSAHZ.

alyssia + michelle!!!! AGAAAAAIN.

okay, awesome.

SO, I'M BORED.

Fri, 21 Jan 2005 01:29:16 GMT

since everybody posts one of these one time or another, i figured i'd do it too, AND BE UPSIDE DOWN!!

and now for the rest:

so, today i was still sick, i stayed home.
i was extremely bored, i called my grandpa, he came to pick me up.

YAY I LOVE GRANDPA.
EVEN THOUGH HE LOOKS BLACK IN THAT PICTURE.
HE'S JUST TAN.
thats where i get my spanish side from!

on the way to get some chinese, here is my school.
well.. at least the police substation right in the parking lot;

random ghetto people.. still at school at like 5.
wtf.

i look like a disgusting boy.
no, seriously.

and that was my day.
my dad is stoned.
and .. my day sucked.

CUT

Thu, 20 Jan 2005 16:38:05 GMT

sunbeam, stop tugging me.
pull that door shut quietly,
darling what are you doing?
we don't have time for this..

LAYER ONE: ON THE OUTSIDE
Name: alyssia (uhleeceeuh)
Birth date: October 17, 1945
Birth place: south carolina
Current Location: south carolina
Hair Color: blonde red black brown
Righty or Lefty: righty

LAYER TWO: ON THE INSIDE
Your heritage: irish/cherokee indian/greek/spanish
Shoes you wore today: my zebra slippers.
Your weakness: math.
Your perfect pizza: cheese.
Goal you'd like to achieve: making straight A's

LAYER THREE: YESTERDAY, TODAY, TOMORROW
Your most overused phrase: shut yr muffin hole. steal it and you die.
Your thoughts first waking up: fuck youuuu mr. alarm clock.
Your best physical feature: HAIR! people like my eyes.
Your bedtime: depends.
Your most missed memory: driving around with ryan, andrew & michelle. and going to taco bell. and being the coolest kids on the planet.

LAYER FOUR: YOUR PICK
Pepsi or Coke: pepsi in the bottle; coke in the can
McDonald's or Burger King: ones gross, one had a guy get fired for putting his "little swimmers" in the burgers, and they both make you beyond fat, neither.
Single or group dates: single
Adidas or Nike: puma
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: i dont drink tea very often
Chocolate or vanilla: Chocolate
Cappuccino or coffee: chai tea latte with soy milk tyvm.
LAYER FIVE: DO YOU?
Smoke: eh
Cuss: yep.
Single: of course i'm single. i'm always single. boys don't like me. i think they're allergic.
WHATS WRONG WITH ME?
Take a shower: yep.
Have a crush(es): yep.
Think you've been in love: nope.
Want to get married: jeez not any time soon.
believe in yourself: sometimes
Get motion sickness: yep
Think you're attractive: i have my good days.
Think you're a health freak: not a health FREAK.. but i get concerned.
Get along with your parents: not really.
Like thunderstorms: YES.
Play an instrument: yep

LAYER SIX: IN THE PAST MONTH
Drank alcohol: yep
Gone on a date: nope ;\
Gone to the mall: yep
been on stage: yep
eaten an entire box of Oreos: yep, and this is why i'm fat.
Eaten sushi: yep
Been dumped: nope
Gone skating: yep
Gone skinny dipping: nope
Stolen anything: my teachers pen. fatass.
LAYER SEVEN: HAVE YOU EVER
Played a game that required removal of clothing: yes
Been trashed or extremely intoxicated: yes, IM NEVER DRINKING AGAIN, just so you know.
Been caught "doing something": hahaha, no
Been called a tease: nope
Gotten beaten up: nope

LAYER EIGHT: GETTING OLDER
Age you hope to be married: eh, i'm not sure yet.
Number of Children: psh, 1 at the MOST.
Describe your dream wedding: With someone I love.
How do you want to die: In my sleep.
(but with the way things seem to be going, i'll end up dying in a car accident, since its almost happened about 7 times in the past week, no lie.)
What do you want to be when you grow up: Forensic Psychologist
What country would you most like to visit: Greece or England

LAYER NINE: IN A GAL/GUY
Best eye color?: brown, blue, green.
Best hair color?: black/brown
Short or long hair: both, but if its long.. not longer than mine.
Height: taller than me.
Best first date location: a park ?

LAYER TEN: IN THE NUMBERS
Number of people I could trust with my life: hrm. 2.
Number of CD's I own: do i look like im seriously going to count ? good b/c i'm not.
Number of piercings: two.. soon to be three :)
Number of tattoos: zero
Number of times my name has appeared in the Newspaper?: uhhh.. once ?
Number of scars on my body: a lot

picture update later.
i might be dying my hair today.
since i feel like i need a change.
i'm thinking.. blackredblonde?
mmhmm. possibly cutting it a little differently too.
i'm sick & bored.. in case you can't already tell.
but for now, my day is dedicated to :
*applesauce
*these sweeeet dissolving medicine things
*napoleon dynamite
*throwing up
*the golden girls / the nanny
*scarface

Thu, 20 Jan 2005 04:25:05 GMT

and it was all yellow.

this sucks.
someone make a magical cure for the flu.
i'll love you forever, i promise.
and i thought you all would like to know
that earlier whenever i sneezed..
it landed allll over the monitor.
and my dog totally just farted on me.

READ.

Wed, 19 Jan 2005 23:56:45 GMT

okay, this is pretty much for all the assholes that go to shows and think they're the fucking shit.
finally, someone tries to speak out and they get their ass kicked. i think people need to GET A LIFE.

i got this from the FEAR BEFORE THE MARCH OF FLAMES website.

"on Jan. 6th some of our best friends we've ever met on tour "Fire When Ready" were beat up by 15 or so people in mid song for speaking out against the bullshit that this so called "scene" is turning into. obviously beating them up really did nothing more than prove all our theories that everything is going down the shitter in the first place.

shows are not a place for hatred. they are not a place to go to get a laugh out of punching an innocent kid in the back of the head. it is not about how tough you are. if you don't do drugs that's awesome, but if someone else wants to do drugs, it isnt your job to "beat" sense into them. if everyone takes care of each other, this culture will last a whole hell of a lot longer, and everyone will be able to enjoy it because everyone has the right to. this is common sense. take care of each other."

seriously kids.
okay i thought that needed to be expressed a little better.

THE SIDES ARE DRAWN.

Wed, 19 Jan 2005 18:47:06 GMT

SO, i'm sitting here, sick. possibly with the flu.
i want some chicken noodle soup or something :(
but i don't exactly have an appetite. i'm so bored.
i'm watching nick jr. there's this horrifying man on the television screen.
he's seriously scaring me. he looks like he wants to eat me or something.
and i just don't like it. what happened to allegra's window and little bear?
because this shit is going to make kids psycho.

if we trip each other into this, do you think we'll find a way out?
we've synthesized a compound to treat this conscience..
it's: one part loss, one part no sleep, one part the gun shot we heard, one part the screams mistaken for laughter, one part everything after, one part love, one part stepping out of the driving rain, one part parting ways, in the cold apartment.
don't look back, just keep running down the stairs.
do you hear the footsteps? can you hear voices in the traffic, communiques in the attic?
they say, after time, all this will heal,
we will rebuild and these broken arms will mend themselves in our embrace.

that'd be all i have to say for the day.
thank you and goodnight.
ps - I'M BUSTIN OUT THE MOTHERFUCKING MOVES ON SATURDAY.
SO IF YOU'RE IN, COMMENT, MEET ME THERE.
BE THERE OR BE MOTHERFUCKING SQUARE!!

pps ? -
I LOVE MIA TYLER. I'M WATCHING CELEBRITY FIT CLUB.
AND SHE'S A BIG GIRL WITH A FUCKIN MOUTH ON HER
CAUSE SHE JUST TOLD THAT BLACK DUDE OFF
CAUSE HE SAID FAT PEOPLE AREN'T SEXY.
ITS ALL IN YR HEAD, STUPID LOSER.

okay yeah i'm leaving now.

Tue, 18 Jan 2005 20:33:33 GMT

ahhh, hopkins/columbia effing sucks.
there is absolutely nothing to do.
i swear everybody lives in irmo.
i have to pee really bad.
i'm really sick :\
michelle & i didn't feel like staying at school..
so we left during lunch.
we hung out with danielle & went to go visit josh.
we drove by peoples houses, ate at subway (right by irmo middle / irmo high)
and drove around some more.
i'm so sick i can't take it, ugh.

maybe i'll take pictures later ?
i look disgusting today, so don't expect any hotness.

love love.

Mon, 17 Jan 2005 23:08:44 GMT

so, i guess i'm a little better right about now.
sitting in the dark made me think a little.
i have 2 funny looking pictures:

MY LIPS ARE ALL LIKE 'MM BOOYAH'.

i don't want a boyfriend anymore.
because boys are pooey faces :(
or at least i'm not liking anybody anymore.
just because.. it never works when i tell someone 'i like you'.
so i figured i'll just take a few steps back and watch.

my mom just came in my room and started screaming at me.
i think i should leave now. :(
someone IM me and make me smile ; its automatic ex.
thank you pls.

what a weekend.

Mon, 17 Jan 2005 01:20:32 GMT

well, my weekend was fine until it started getting kind of.. weird.
me, michelle, taylor & danielle all went to danielle's dads house for her birthday.
we spend the night in a coooool cabin by the lake.
well saturday night, andrew called and was like 'come pick us up'
so we snuck out of the cabin and went to pick them up.
they came back with us (they being ryan, dallas & andrew)
they are the coooolest. for once in history, ryan & i were getting along really good.
i told him that i had a crush on someone there *cough*.
and well yeah. i don't know. i hate telling people things and just not realizing what i'm doing.

but i do like someone.
i guess that little liking thing just never goes away...

so, if your name is chelsea, please please call me.
because i want to talk to you, because i love you
and i think i can only talk to YOU about this.
(and my AIM doesn't work at the moment)

i'm a big fat douche, and i hope i die.
i'm a drunk fat loser, who has a big mouth.
and i don't think about what i'm saying
before i say it.
kthx.

Thu, 13 Jan 2005 15:46:22 GMT

HALF-DAY TODAY BEEEITCHEZ.
home at 10:45 :)
eff you school.
okay so how is everybody ? doing great ?
good.

i'll have pictures later cause im
hanging out with MUFFIN today!

an excuse for hospitality.

Wed, 12 Jan 2005 20:50:27 GMT

school was just weird today.
i couldn't stop singing the sha la la song.
everybody kept touching my hair.
we had a fire drill.
me & adam sat and stared at all the funny looking fat people.
then we went back inside and I DIDNT HAVE TO TAKE MY COMPUTER PROGRAMMING TEST
WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!

.. ok anyway.
when i was outside i was re-living those skipping days with my MUFFIN/ELBOW LOVER<3.
we used to run across the street and go hide in the woods during school.
haha, we were so lame.
then michelle got a car, then we learned we could skip that way.. hahahah
so, lunch was fun. i got me some dominos cheesy bread.
yummy in my tummy :D
i got new hair you guyyyzzz.
ITS TAYLORS BIRTHDAY!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TAYLOR!

i need to go get ready for the he is legend show now.
because me and muffin are going to have a partay tonight.
i <3 muffin.

ALYSSIA MISSES THE FOLLOWING :

CHELSEA, CLAIRE, CAROLINE

please, lets make a date.
♥

CINDY LOU PEEPLES.

Tue, 11 Jan 2005 23:37:26 GMT

well, i decided to come back home.
just because i missed my computer.
i hate my mom. i seriously do.
i'm disgusted by her.
and i mean every word of that.
but on the bright side, i got some pimp ass pumas!
fuck yeah!
and on the bright side #2, adidas deoderant is really good.
i'm probably cutting my hair tomorrow, pictures if i do.
i don't have to go to school friday.
and i've got a half-day on thursday.
AND, no school monday! woooo!!
but i'm leaving now.

boys are mean :(

0098.

Mon, 10 Jan 2005 03:52:28 GMT

okay.
i want to go to the show on the 14th.. for some odd reason.
but i'm not sure if i will be attending.
i'm most definitely going on the 22nd, fuck yesssss!!
circle takes the square, she walks in beauty, through the eyes of the dead, 88 mph, secret lives, what an awesome show, right?
yes.
i want a new turtle.
i want a hamster.
i want a new dog.
i love blueberry muffin candles :)
i have a headache so i'm going to bed.

ps - this weekend was horrible.

on the brightside.

Sun, 09 Jan 2005 22:14:54 GMT

i bet you love this don't you,
i bet you love this don't you.

fuck this.

she could choke.

Sun, 09 Jan 2005 07:48:24 GMT

meet god.. i mean phil collins.

i had a good day today.
then it went to shit.
fuck everything.

but phil collins will make you see the light.

Sat, 08 Jan 2005 05:31:41 GMT

wow you good for nothing stupid fucks.

i hate friends.

i hate myself today.