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Holy hell   
08:51pm 17/11/2007
 
mood: content
music: Im so hood - Dj Khaled

Well Hola LJ!

Its been like 7438925789347589348537489 years since Ive logged onto to you!!!

  
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Good friday   
11:35am 06/04/2007
  I have teh day off today..

Im spending it by reading..and watching trashy t.v..lol


Speaking of trashy t.v..Im wathing Jerry Springer..its about bad girls..lol
Theres this one dumb bitch on there whos pregant and still drinks and smokes!
She's like. "Ya know Jerry I can hold my liqour!" 
Shut the fuck up and go eat some birth control pills..

She needs to be shot in the vag..seriously..		  
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Ugh so fat   
10:50pm 15/03/2007
  Iam sooo effin' out of shape...lol


I've been working out lately..yah know gotta shed some pounds...



WELL. I've been trying to work my way up to 15 mins on the elipitcal.....lol

SOO fat..god..		  
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Pisser   
08:02am 24/02/2007
  Soo..I finally found out who's been pissing on my white rug in the downstairs bathroom..


  
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I hate people...   
07:26pm 24/01/2007
  This story pisses me off..

http://www.msnbc.msn.com/id/16785254/?GT1=8921

It died. I mean c'mon..don't move the poor thing leave it alone.

  
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I'd get back to you..god knows I've tried..   
01:45pm 23/01/2007
 
mood: content
So, Luis, is it love after all...
              ...or is it just lust?
              Is there a difference?
              Oh, yes.
              To love someone is to give and then want to give more.
              And lust?
              What is lust, Alan?
              Lust is to take and then take more.
              To devour, to consume. No logic, no reason.
              So...give, take.
              Which is it?
              Both.
              I want to give her everything.
              And I want to take everything from her...


I was watching "Original Sin" last night on AMC..and I got to tell you...I loved it. I know it was WAY edited..but my god what an awesome movie. That last line is so true about love...


Anyway. I think I should clear up my last entry...lol yes..yes I was drunk. Very drunk to say the least. I didn;t even drink all the much really(well not much for me) I had 2 cans of diet coke mixed with like...oh gosh...6-8 shots of some shitty ass vodka..lol I wasn't really measuring it..lol yeah..Im retarded.

But hey. I had fun. And thats all that really matters...haha...
  
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04:39am 21/01/2007
  Why am I aopm Lj..Im so drunk..I actually nust thrwq up a bit.


But tonight was fun....saw some peeps..hugn out with Mike Jones...got him some beer so he kissed me on the cheek..lol...I threw uop  a but,,whoops..thansk Stepahn Andrew DAvis and Nick P...got to go to bed...good night Josh I love ya,.,		  
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what goes around comes all the way back around   
07:34pm 18/01/2007
 
mood: content
music: JT - What goes around
So......JOSH IS HOME!
:-)

This saturday is his PARTAY! Gonna get druuuuuuuuunk..lol what? I drink? Why yes..yes I do..lol


Last night we all went to Wild Woody's..and man..that place is weird.
All these weird looking people doing weird things..lol just a crazy place.
I got a shot..dont know what was in it..but it was good!..haha I like the booooze.

OH! And they had a bikini contest and all these dudes were up by the stage watching..so Nick P drags me up there and first of all I was the only chick watching..lol 
Then this creepy guy "accidentally" bumps into me. Checks me out. Then says, "Oh god..Im so sorry"..then still stares at me. So I grabbed Nick P and stared back..hahaha...guys are lame man..

Thats it really.....lol WEIRDEST ENTRY EVA!		  
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Stolen words from mouths of fools..   
10:10am 06/01/2007
 
mood: cheerful
Long time no post.

So whats up with me..well things are good. Could use more money (who couldn't these days) but other then that things are good.



The holidays were wonderful. Nick and I got to see all our family which is always fun. WE also got closer to his Aunt and Uncle...we went over there Christmas Eve and we just talked a bunch. It was great. I can tell it meant alot to Nick too..he really loves and looks up to his Uncle John. Not to mention that they have a really sweet HUGE house..lol :-) WE also got to see Chris on christmas night..we all went to Denny's and I ate most of his pie..lol I miss ya buddy! Cant you just go AWOL..lol jus' kiddin' On New Years Eve Jen and Dave came over..Jen and I drank and took silly pics while Dave and Nick played Ps2..lol thats typical.

Work has been good. I can feel the love from the kids lately. Like last tuesday Jillian(a 5yr old) came over to me a picture she had drew..she gave it to me and I asked who the girl in the picture was and she said, "Its you Miss.Holly..your a princess"..:-)..how cute! Then just yesterday I was talking to Lexi's (a 2 yr old) mom like I do every day and she said, "I know  Lexi likes everyone there but I think she loves you the best"..aww..that one has my heart let me tell you.

Wedding stuff. We finally booked our photographer AND Dj...Im so like, less stressed now. Were about 80% done...yay! 7 months guys...:-) Now I have to work on getting motivated to get in shape...lol Im so not motivated at all...lol


Josh comes home soon too! I so excited! I miss him soooo very much...:-(  Life really isnt the same without him here..let me tell ya. Mine and Jen's goal is to get him drunk..lol he needs to get smashed a bit..haha

Oh yeah. All our fish died...lol..dont ask me why b/c I dont know. I can't think about it...dead fish creep me out. I cried though..I felt so bad..I loved them (Im sorry Oscar,Pickels,Ketchup and Mustard)


Alright. WEll I should clean-up this house a bit. Thanks Stephan for letting me use your computer. Ours will be ready soon		  
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Life   
07:59pm 17/11/2006
  Man, I haven't updated this thing in a long time!


Things have been great lately! My 21st birthday was this past tuesday...:-)
:Having my BIG party this saturday! Woo!!


Tomorrow Nick and I are going to a Brial Expo to get some more vendors for the wedding..(8 months!)

But yeah..thats it really..lol		  
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You won't see right through me..   
11:05pm 27/10/2006
 
mood: nostalgic
music: Mobile - See right through me

Life has been..well life I guess lately.



Busy busy busy. Go Go Go. Thats the pace to my days lately. 
Life has been coming at me fast..and I like it..but yet Iam amazed at how quickly time does pass. As soon as I start to enjoy the moment another one hurdles in and blows me over.



  
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Im so naive   
01:12am 23/10/2006
  I thought there would be a point in my life where I would just magically change into a woman.I thought that I would have the poise and grace that I sought after. I can recall on the eve of my 20th brithday..going to bed and thinking.."this is it..tomorrow I will be different". Much to my surpise, when I awoke I was the same exact person. Same thoughts..same fears..same dreams and same worries. Im just a glorified child..  
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Too cute..   
10:04pm 05/10/2006
 

Last night..when Nick came home he called for me to come down stairs..he said he had a present for me..



I run down the stairs and he has his hands behind his back...I ask him what he has for me and he says I have to come closer to get it..I get closer and he wraps his arms around me and says,"The hug is your present"..

aww..lol hes so cute..
:-)

  
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So   
03:53pm 05/10/2006
  I have decided to become a vegetarian.


I was doing some research last night and I things I found were utterly disgusting.
You all know me..Im not much of a meat eater. I hate it. 

Now I just have to get out of the whole, "Oh..shouldnt I be eating some chicken with this" attidude.		  
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Be my friend..   
01:48pm 21/09/2006
 
mood: calm

This past week has been such a whirl-wind.


Sunday night I worked up enough strenght and walked over to Jen's house.
(I was just so sick of talking just on LJ)
I walked over there..biting my nails the whole time.

I walked up onto the porch..took a deep breath and knocked.
A few seconds later she came to the door. We just looked at eachother for a few seconds..when she realized who it was she said, "Oh my god"..

And then we just talked.  And it wasn't awkward..or weird..it was like how it used to be.I mean you would think after having no communication for almost 2 years that it would be weird..but it wasn't.

We agreed to put the past behind us and to move on and be friends again.
And I honestly couldn't be more happy about it.
I feel like a huge part of my life is back...

  
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Soo tired   
01:57am 17/09/2006
  Damn my stomach hurts..

Nerves+Blueberry streausel cerial =  worst tummy-ache EVER!


Im so tired.
But I cant sleep.
Too much on my mind....



blah.		  
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Best line from a movie...ever   
04:04pm 16/09/2006
  "I should tear your eyes out right now, but how would you look at yourself in the morning"
-Brittney Murphy - Little Black Book-		  
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11am on a saturday   
10:55am 16/09/2006
  My goal(s) for today are

-Get all lauandry done and folded and in drawers.
_clean our room



( Oh..and )
  
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Oh how I love you..I love you soo..   
06:26pm 14/09/2006
 
mood: calm
Austin called me today...

It was so nice to hear his voice..
So nice..
You dont know how nice it was..

It was a short conversation but I feel better.
My stomach is a mess..but my head and heart feel alot better...		  
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City And Colour   
06:20pm 14/09/2006
 
mood: apathetic
music: City And Colour
I love this band.
I recently discovered them on AOL music the other day..

Just wow....amazing..

  
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