Miyavi's music makes me feel better. He's so upbeat and energetic. I wish I could be like him, haha XD. I have so much homework and studying to do it is not funny. I should have just pleaded to stay int he dorms over this break and worked tirelessly. hmph! I can't even take a few days off without suffering for it academically and feeling guilty. That's a shame. Anyway... my mp3 player came, and yes it looks just like an ipod, except it's a tad less wide than the ipod mini. i'm happy with it for the most part. I mean, there have to be some drawbacks seing as it is a knock-off. :3 I bought my laptop too... so I will return to my dorm at college with it as well. Yay! no more wired-ness. I can be portable like the rest of my room mates. I'm actually using it to type this entry. It's just as good as my other computer speed wise. I don't have a CD drive because it crapped out on my dad right after he installed my OS :( so i have to buy a new one next paycheck. *sigh* and idk what i'll do until then... maybe just put stuff on my flash drive and transfer it that way. I don't have photoshop... but that's okay I guess. I don't know what I am going to do with my other desktop computer. My dad suggest that I leave it at home and just have this with me at school. I say that's a good idea. It's got all of my games and music on it, so I'm not ready to give it up yet :D but yeah. So how was Thanksgiving everyone? Mine didn't turn out as I'd have wanted it but it was okay... I was thankful for what I did have, instead of picking at the day's shortcomings. That made me feel tons better!

DAY FOUR
Food 1/2
Water 0/2
Exercise 0/2
Self-Esteem 0/2
Post 0/2 i forgot!

// 1pts. total // depressing!

DAY FIVE
Food 2/2
Water 2/2
Exercise 1/2 - did push ups & leg-lifts
Self-Esteem 2/2 - made up yesterday's challenge.
Post 2/2

// 9pts. total // much better!

i've decided that if i ever do have children, they are going to dofor their four years of high school at a private institution (non-religious). the public education system is a failure.

fuck my 8-10 page paper! it's like a little whore who's done nothing but sleep around on me.

unintentionally, it came out looking like Orihime from BLEACH! :3 i had fun drawing and colouring it.

HAPPY NEW YEAR TO EVERYONE!