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FRIENDS ONLY
( COMMUNITIES )
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[04 Dec 2005|05:19pm] |
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ekpnaughty (4:23:39 PM): i talked to matt yesterday
ekpnaughty (4:23:45 PM): and he said he's sorry
ekpnaughty (4:23:50 PM): well kinda
ekpnaughty (4:23:51 PM): hah
SSHE IS A MANIAC (4:24:00 PM): LOL
ekpnaughty (4:24:02 PM): and so we figured something out to make it up to you.
SSHE IS A MANIAC (4:24:08 PM): =-O
ekpnaughty (4:24:14 PM): ^_^ it's a surprise though
SSHE IS A MANIAC (4:24:18 PM): ahh
ekpnaughty (4:24:20 PM): and i need your address one more time.
matt good that is.
that's pretty much all i have to say about life.
i <3 my gf.
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[04 Dec 2005|01:07pm] |
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i hate the snow.
also i think it's funny that people have friends only journals
and they manually make every entry friends only
when there's a way to just make the whole thing friends only.
i've had like 3 people ask me how to do it.
so i think i'll be helpful and tell all of you how :)
all you have to do is change your security level or whatever
and go here
http://www.livejournal.com/admin/console/
and type in:
set newpost_minsecurity friends
and then click execute. woo. the end.
you can also change it back to public by simply changing "friends" to public.. or to make it private type in "private"
i think after you make it friends only .. and you go to update your journal .. on the update journal page it will still say "public" under security .. but don't worry it will be posted as friends only. idk why it says public.
i'm thinking of making this lj friends only again
because people are stupid
and i'm sick of drama.
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[04 Dec 2005|02:00am] |
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new friends only entry before this one
taylorface i added you so calm down.
heh. lsadfkj it doesn't even feel like christmas is almost here. i'm bad at picking gifts. i want to get someone something really nice but i have no idea what to get them =\.
things to look forward to:
* christmas
* christmas break
* me & taylors "date" to taste of chaos or whatever .. in march
* the academy is .. / hellogoodbye show in february
* the fyi show friday cuz amber is probably coming with me woowoo
* um any other shows coming up :)
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[02 Dec 2005|09:27pm] |
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LMAOLMAOLMAO OK WOW. HERE IS WHAT HAPPENED EVERYBODY.
CHAR & TAYLOR KISSED
I GOT PISSED OFF
I STOPPED TALKING TO CHAR
THE FUCKING END
MY FRIENDS DID SOME MEAN SHIT TO HER
BOOHOO WHO CARES NOT ME
BUT I DIDNT SEND THEM TO DO IT
I DIDNT SAY
WTFGOMAKECHAR'SLIFEALIVINGHELLIFUCKINGHATEHER
THEYVE STOPPED DOING SHIT
I DON'T DO SHIT
I REALLY COULD CARE LESS
SO DON'T FUKCING IM ME
SAYING 'SILVER, GROW THE FUCK UP'
OR COMMENT ON MY LJ MAKING ME OUT TO BE THE WRONG ONE
BECAUSE IM NOT
AND IVE STOPPED TALKING TO CHAR
AND ITS OVER
THE FUCKING END
I DON'T CARE
SO LEAVE ME ALONE AND GO GET A HOBBY
OTHER THAN BITCHING ME OUT WHEN YOU DON'T EVEN KNOW ME
its pathetic really..
it makes me laugh
because your IMs and LJ comments don't make me feel bad
or feel sorry
or change anything about how i feel about the situation
so you're wasting your timeeeee.
goodbye.
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[01 Dec 2005|08:18pm] |
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1) List ten things you want to say to people but know you never will.
2) Don't say who they are.
3) Disable comments.
4) Never discuss it again.
A) i'm sorry.
B) you're probably the only person who cares about me. i love you and thanks.
C) i love youuu and i want to meet you. :( you're really far away though ♥
D) i don't like you and i am never going to go out with you. you're obsessed and scary. leave me alone.
E) you should stop being annoyed with me. i'm never getting over this.
F) i love you, but sometimes i wonder why i am still your friend or even if i consider you one. i probably should hate you. i probably should stop talking to you because it would make everything easier, probably.. only it would make me sadder, also. sometimes i just want to yell at you say something mean to you but i would never be able to. sometimes i want to say nice things to you that would make you happy. i want you to make me happy. i wish you would stop lying..i always end up finding out anyway and it makes everything worse. there's a lot i want to ask you and tell you but i probably never will because you don't care. i can't let go. i hate you for changing.
G) you say nice things to me and act like my friend but go behind my back and tell everyone how annoying i am or say bad things about me. i think youre cute and great and i want to be your friend =/
H) i wish you knew i existed.
I) i love you. i wish you loved me. what happened? i miss you. i wish you missed me. please come around again some time..i want to tell you so much but i don't think i would get much of a response, and that would make me feel worse. so i'll just keep quiet.
J) you're really annoying and lame and should stop being upset over things that you shouldn't be upset over. you should just .. asdlfjkka;sldjk.
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[01 Dec 2005|07:21pm] |
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from first to last was fucking amazing. me and clarissa were standing in the crowd and there was this room next to it and sonny was in there and i told clarissa and my dad and my dad called his name and walked in there and i dragged clarissa along. my dad was telling him how great he was and how we came from CT to see him and he was all gaspfaced and "WOW" haha and then my dad told him i loved him and he was all smiley and cute and said "aww" and then we got pictures. then later my dad had him talk to my mom on the phone. then laterrr i showed him my minion tshirt because i forgot before and he was like "wow thats so cool" a few times and was allllll "thank you" and signed it for me :). he's such an adorable kid. it's amazing being crushed to the point where you can't breathe haha. i sweated so fucking much, it was gross. we met matt after the show. it was lame though..because it was just a kind of "hi" .. "hi" .. "sign my minion shirt!" .. "ok that's really cool" .. "take a picture with me!" ok .. the end.
( some picturesss )
the rest of the pictures are here: http://community.webshots.com/album/515296394kDDwVa
all this char drama being brought back made me have horrifying dreams.
nobody fucking gets how i feel. just leave me alone.
sometimes i feel so worthless, useless, and hopeless.
i have a hard time believing people care about me.. =/
the people who care about me live in different states.
i need something good to happen to me.
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[30 Nov 2005|08:26pm] |
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my parents do so much for me
and i treat them like shit.
i should probably be stabbed a few times.
i pretty much was just yelling at my dad
for messing up my hair
and its not even that bad
and now that ive calmed down i feel bad
hes going out of his way to drive me and my friend to providence rhode island..
almost 3 hours away and then back after to see my favorite band
when he is exhausted from work and has to work tomorrow
and i'm never nice to him.
i just like have an attitude problem or something that i can't really control.
i'm terrible.
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[30 Nov 2005|04:10am] |
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god i am so tired i'm suprised i'm even about to try to say all this and i doubt it will make any sense.
wow. i really don't want to deal with this drama anymore.
ok char..you should stop leaving amber anonymous comments on her journal. it really is not doing anything..it does not upset amber or anyone else it is just incredibly annoying and immature. so really there is no point.
not that i have any room to talk seeing as i've been an immature bitch with this lj shit as well.
amber and nikki have stopped "harrassing" you or whatever..so i think we all should just shut the fuck up and stop it. we've all accepted that you're..well.. i'm not going to say anything mean. you've heard it all before, anyway i'm sure. i'm done. really i am. it's fucking stupid bullshit.
yeah it was wrong for amber and nikki to be hating on you and doing whatever they've done..i don't even know. but they've stopped and you're starting it up again with those livejournal comments. it's not like i told them or anyone else to hate you.. it's not like i tell them to do whatever mean things they say about you/do to you. we're all pretty much dealing with it now and have decided that ignoring you is best. so we should all just stop and continue on with our own lives. causing all this drama isn't going to change anything, it will only make it worse.
so everyone just calm the fuck down.
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[29 Nov 2005|07:54pm] |
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yahh so my dad is taking me and clarissa to see from first to last tomorrow in providence.
fuckinnnnng yay.
i was just thinking about how i fuck everything up.
and that first time taylor came over and me and him and debby and kevin love partied
and it was great and i was really happy
and i miss him and i miss being with him
and i want him to come jump on my leen with me and order pizza again with debby and kevin
but now they like don't like him or something and it's all my fault
i've made people that don't even know taylor dislike him
i don't say bad things and i don't try to get them to
but they do because i just tell them things that happen and they're all
"EW HE'S AN ASSHOLE"
so i've fucked everything up.
i told taylor back in april that i always fuck everything up
and that i will probably fuck things up between me and him
and he told me it was impossible and that he loves me too much
well guess what..
i pretty much fucked everything up.
and he doesn't love me anymore, either.
& maybe next time
i'llyou'll remember not to tell youme something stupid
like "i`ll never leave your side"
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[28 Nov 2005|10:10pm] |
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i hate you?
yeah ok i guess thats why i cry over you all the time still, right?
i pretty much love you more than i love anyone else.
i can't even lay in my fucking bed
without thinking of every time you've slept there with me.
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[28 Nov 2005|09:14pm] |
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so like look at my profile
sshe is a maniac
and now look at char's
xwithxaxbulletx
similar? yes. i used to have something corporate - forget december lyrics in mine with that same snowflake. but i changed it to circa survive lyrics and took out the snowflake but kept the format and font. she has my same snowflakes and font. and my same fukcing blue color. thats not an aim color i put it there specially. so gross @ copyers i really hate them.
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[28 Nov 2005|08:35pm] |
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nothing you love lasts too long.
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[27 Nov 2005|08:15pm] |
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i feel like making out.
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[26 Nov 2005|03:00pm] |
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yeah.
i knew he wouldn't hang out with me.
whatever.
i shouldn't be disappointed.
i knew it would happen.
lying to me for like the 1547th time.
i doubt he'll ask me to hang out tomorrow, either.
:-(
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[26 Nov 2005|12:24am] |
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SOOO. today was amazing. at around 4 i went to maria's to dye her hairs. lmao let me just say how i am a fucking idiot because seriously i started putting the CONDITIONER into the bottle of chemical stuff instead of the fucking color. like seriously.. what idiot makes that kind of mistake? sigh i do apparently. so then after dying her hair and having disasters and spending hours in front of the mirror doing our hair and makeup..we made plans to go to the mall with frank. brandy was going to come but she was sick.
so we went to make macaroni and cheese and contemplated making brandy soup and bringing it to her since she was sick. but we didn't have any and she ended up being able to come with us anyway. so then eventually frank came to pick us up and we went to get brandy.
then we went to the mall. we went to hot topic and then to the toy store.. where i put on a little tutu that didn't go past my hips and a viking hat and brandy put a viking hat on also and grabbed some goggles and a stethoscope and we posed together haha. it was amazing.
we were looking at all the cups with personalized names and then found personalized bracelets. i said "i wonder if they have taylors name - oh wait i'm not going out with him anymore." i like .. completely forgot for 5 seconds. and brandy was like OMG THAT'S SO SAD I COULD CRY. and then i wanted to.
we went to fyi and i made frank stay with me while i watched war of the worlds and waited for justin chatwin to come on the screen so i could take a SWEET PIC with my camera phone to put as my phone background. :-). it's so exciting.
( Read more... )
me and brandy wanted to get pictures with santa but theyre effin expensive and we didn't have money so lmao we leaned against the gate and santa was in the background and it was amazing and we are amazing.
then we were leaving the mall and frank got a soda and he opened it and it exploded so he asked for something to whipe his "drippy soda" lmao and then brandy was like "your mom is drippy" and we made all these jokes about his drippy mom and then he called her and we were all just cracking up in the car and he ended up hanging up on her because he was laughing so hard sigh. so then me and brandy joked about drippy things for the rest of the night and its amazing. and how we have to watch erin brockadrip in earth science rofl. yeah amazing inside jokes woo.
then we went back to brandys cuz she had to be home by 10 or something and we sat around on her steps. then someone came to pick her up cuz she had to go to hamden? so me maria and frank left and went to dunkin donuts and frank bought me an egg and cheese sandwich. maria viciously attacked frank in the car because he took a picture of her or something and it was disastrous and i just merrily ate my egg and cheese while i watched them kill eachother.
thennn i went home. mhmhm. i'll have drippy pictures later because i didn't have my camera soooo i only have what brandy and frank took. =]
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[24 Nov 2005|11:21pm] |
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i know something beautiful( ... )
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