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Do not feed the drug child
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Created on 2005-10-26 13:00:01 (#8641007), last updated 2005-10-26
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Basic Info| Name: | _spindizzy |
|---|---|
| Birthdate: | 01-18 |
| Location: | Teesside, United Kingdom |
| Website: | haxed |
BioMostly friends only journal
*HUGS* TOTAL!
give it_no more *HUGS*
Get hugs of your own
We are better than you
After this war on terror it'll be great - there'll be no more terror like there's no more drugs after that war on drugs. Which is a shit coz I sure could do with some Class A's right now.
THE TRIP
Before reaching the first line, fragmentation will occur- the world will begin to spin, but it won't be dizzying. Music will become fragmented. Chaos will ensue. At some point, you will find yourself complete removed from your surroundings and your body. Descriptions of the post-line experience vary substantially, but most include talk of alternate planes of existence, oneness, past and future revelations, and strange fabrics of all sorts. It will be very difficult to communicate at this point, and you probably will not be able to see or hear others in the room. Some revelations will be extremely heavy and some scary, but that fear does not seem to come back with you and is therefore difficult to describe as scary. You will probably find yourself coming back across the line again visibly, attempting to put an object in focus or define it. It is at this point that you will likely want to get in touch with your co-trippers. This is the "Wow" period. It is very important here that you do not try to move for awhile. The trip will continue mildly for an hour or so after this, with more conventional focuses.
Kids, dont do drugs, become a rock star and you can get them for free
i'm searching for reasons
to keep away the demons
and i'd die again for you
i wish you were near me
could feel it when you hear me say
i'd die again for you
The present has gone, fantasy is a part of reality, and we take the breaks off. We're thinking clearly, yet not thinking at all, and this feels right. We stop trying to control things, warm rush of chemicals through us. We're fluctuating, is this brain damage? We forget all the pain and the hurt in life. We wanna go some where else. We're not threatened by people any more. All our insecurities have evaporated. We're in the clouds now, we're wide open. We're spacemen orbiting the earth, yeah the world looks beautiful from here. We're nympholeptics, desiring for the unobtainable, we risk sanity for moments of temporary enlightenment. So many ideas, so little memory. The last thought killed by anticipation of the next. We embrace an overwhelming feeling of love, we flow in unison, we're together. I wish this was real, we want a universal level of togetherness where we're comfortable with everyone, we're in rhythm, part of a movement, a movement to escape, we wave goodbye, ultimately we just want to be happy................What the fuck was I just talking about
Nothing.
Nothing is wrong, and asking is against the rules.
Crying is against the rules.
You're strong don't let them break you.
They're trying to destroy you
*HUGS* TOTAL!
give it_no more *HUGS*
Get hugs of your own
We are better than you
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| Maybe if you were on drugs you'd chill out and appreciate all these rainbows. | |||||
After this war on terror it'll be great - there'll be no more terror like there's no more drugs after that war on drugs. Which is a shit coz I sure could do with some Class A's right now.
THE TRIP
Before reaching the first line, fragmentation will occur- the world will begin to spin, but it won't be dizzying. Music will become fragmented. Chaos will ensue. At some point, you will find yourself complete removed from your surroundings and your body. Descriptions of the post-line experience vary substantially, but most include talk of alternate planes of existence, oneness, past and future revelations, and strange fabrics of all sorts. It will be very difficult to communicate at this point, and you probably will not be able to see or hear others in the room. Some revelations will be extremely heavy and some scary, but that fear does not seem to come back with you and is therefore difficult to describe as scary. You will probably find yourself coming back across the line again visibly, attempting to put an object in focus or define it. It is at this point that you will likely want to get in touch with your co-trippers. This is the "Wow" period. It is very important here that you do not try to move for awhile. The trip will continue mildly for an hour or so after this, with more conventional focuses.
Kids, dont do drugs, become a rock star and you can get them for free
i'm searching for reasons
to keep away the demons
and i'd die again for you
i wish you were near me
could feel it when you hear me say
i'd die again for you
The present has gone, fantasy is a part of reality, and we take the breaks off. We're thinking clearly, yet not thinking at all, and this feels right. We stop trying to control things, warm rush of chemicals through us. We're fluctuating, is this brain damage? We forget all the pain and the hurt in life. We wanna go some where else. We're not threatened by people any more. All our insecurities have evaporated. We're in the clouds now, we're wide open. We're spacemen orbiting the earth, yeah the world looks beautiful from here. We're nympholeptics, desiring for the unobtainable, we risk sanity for moments of temporary enlightenment. So many ideas, so little memory. The last thought killed by anticipation of the next. We embrace an overwhelming feeling of love, we flow in unison, we're together. I wish this was real, we want a universal level of togetherness where we're comfortable with everyone, we're in rhythm, part of a movement, a movement to escape, we wave goodbye, ultimately we just want to be happy................What the fuck was I just talking about
Nothing.
Nothing is wrong, and asking is against the rules.
Crying is against the rules.
You're strong don't let them break you.
They're trying to destroy you
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